Silent No More

2020-02-28_02-22-17 Woke up and FED my pets while self-talking with an IDEA about a certain project. 2020-02-28_05-18-17 Went back to bed due to SORENESS and INCREASING HEAVINESS on my chest and back. 2020-02-28_07-44-37 Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL left back molar.  It IMMEDIATELY DISSIPATED when i got up. Bloated adult snail had died and unable to tuck back her foot into her shell. 2020-02-28_08-08-52 Feeling VERY ANNOYED with basketball dribbling sound and SMASHING on a board. Left molar ON-OFF PAIN after i brushed my teeth. 2020-02-28_08-24-58 Chest starting to HURT.  Feeling PAIN on my molar MOVING BACK and FORTH on chipped molar and the STILL WHOLE molar but with slight cavity next to it. 2020-02-28_08-40-26 PINCHING sensation on left side of chest just below the heart area. 2020-02-28_09-13-28 NAGGING IDEA that I'm LEAVING SOON to which i will get PINCHED below my left chest. 2020-02-28_15-48-16 Sudden URGE TO MOVE MY BOWELS.  Now the toilet bowl is...

2020-02-27_07-30-14 Bloated pet snail condition had GROWN WORSE. Normally for ordinary ammonia poisoning a soak in this solution with regular water changes would do the trick.  But this looks like another case of SABOTAGE.  I just dont know how these niggers were able to get my snails again.  Or it could be REMOTELY INDUCED. 2020-02-27_07-52-18 Sink is CLOGGED.  2020-02-27_08-17-52 CANT MOVE.  Same heaviness and DISORIENTATION.  PAIN when i move around to do something (to make breakfast). 2020-02-27_15-44-07 SORE and PAINFUL lower ab even if monthly period not in full swing yet.  CANT SIT UP for a long period and do any tasks. 2020-02-27_18-09-00 Lower left back molar SWELLING and  SORE AGAIN. 2020-02-27_19-17-12 One of the back molars is being INDUCED TO MOVE or just to get OVERLY SENSITIVE. 

2020-02-26_03-30-12 Woke up about an hour ago.  VERY SORE and HEAVY BACK.  CANT GET UP.  Was NOT able to CHANGE the WATER of some of my snails and FEED THEM last night (due to OVER DROWSINESS and bodily PAIN AGAIN).  One of them is NOW VERY SICK or BLOATING. I also noticed that EVERY TIME my mother is here and I am unable to maintain my pets even for just 1 day they get sick immediately.  But it's seldom the case when she's not. I CANT help thinking again if she's SPIKING the water reserves of my pets. 2020-02-26_05-10-08 Some minutes ago ULCER feeling in my stomach even if I am NOT HUNGRY.  Now my mouth feels DRY and DONT LIKE the taste of water. I try to drink water as much as i can for CLEANSING OR THERAPY reasons.  But USUALLY after this kind of TORTURE DISTASTE FOR WATER develops and HYPERACIDITY.  Now i have to STOP water THERAPY to eat ASAP.  These niggers REALLY SHOULD GET KILLED NOW. 2020-02-26_11-32-56 Laptop is NOT OVERHEA...

2020-02-25_13-20-50 OVERLY WARM feeling.  SHARP PRICKS at the back of my neck.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS. 2020-02-25_15-22-01 About 1-2 hrs ago as i was about to do some online tasks police dh from front room IMMEDIATELY COMES OUT while TALKING ALOUD.  IDEA to just sign out and NOT TO DO ANY TASKS for the meantime.  Loud music can still be heard within the room. 2020-02-25_16-21-44 Getting DROWSY.  Went for a nap.  Lower left back molar HURTING ON-OFF.  CANT sleep. 2020-02-25_16-51-46 Mother arrived (after nap at my sister's unit) so had to get up too.  DID NOT get to sleep a wink.  LOUD FAST MUSIC CONTINUES to blare inside front room. Dhs YELLING JOINED IN.  Feeling a bit DISORIENTED due to HEAVY PALPITATIONS.   Chest SORE and getting TIGHT.  Loud DRIBBLING. 2020-02-25_17-00-10  Low music beat (blaring within front room) goes from fast to slow when i put recorder near or far the door. 😁😂...

2020-02-23_05-42-05 Woke up from an UNPLANNED early sleep last night. 2020-02-23_19-22-16 Lower left back molar VERY SENSITIVE and SORE again. 2020-02-23_17-38-43v Yellow cab delivery_NOT ALLOWED 2020-02-23_19-37-14 VERY DROWSY.  2020-02-23_22-07-49 While self-talking foreign kid next door saying "BLAH BLAH...".  Whore foreigner then starts to hum a tune when i got near the door. Lower left back molar and upper right near front VERY SORE and SENSITIVE. 2020-02-23_23-54-55 Upper right molar VERY SORE and SENSITIVE. 2020-02-24_01-04-03 Sudden VERY PAINFUL stomach moving to my left side then back.  I had LBM as a result.  The toilet bowl was TOO CLOGGED after. PAIN continued ON-OFF and I fell asleep WITHOUT brushing my teeth.  FORGOT to TURN the LIGHTS  OFF. 2020-02-24_06-04-50 Woke up.  Nose ITCHY and RUNNY.  Lights are STILL ON. 2020-02-24_06-09-33 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY. 2020-02-24_07-03-02 Fag (new occupant ...

2020-02-20_04-42-53 Woke up.  Fell asleep without planning to or feeding my pets.  Lower left back molar OVERLY SORE and TENDER even if i brushed my teeth last night. I seem to LOOK VERY TIRED (mirror). 2020-02-20_05-06-46 SNEEZING.  SORE on my back.  Expensive drink supplement that i was using before seem to TASTE DIFFERENT and DONT SEEM to be as EFFECTIVE. But i will CHECK FURTHER. 2020-02-20_08-33-27 CANT BREATHE PROPERLY.  Feeling OVERLY TIRED.  Lower back VERY SORE.  Found two (2) adult snails FLOATING. One was already dead.  The other one could BARELY MOVE.  This is the REASON WHY I have to BE CONSISTENT in feeding them and changing their water. 2020-02-20_08-55-20 A lot of DRIBBLING noise.  Dh FLAK below "hindi niya kaya."  Felt PISSED.  IDEA apparently CHINESE DOCTOR NIGGER-LOVER still alive.  WONT BE SILENCED. 2020-02-20_09-00-49 Chest STARTS TO HURT AGAIN with LOUD SMASH DRIBBLING DULL noise. 2020-02...

2020-02-19_01-36-29 Woke up.  VERY SORE lower back prevents me from getting up. Lower left back molar and upper right molar both chipped and SORE. 2020-02-19_03-23-36 SORE PAIN on my lower back. I CANT FEEL the NORMAL urge to pee ANYMORE after these niggers' NONSTOP FORCED VERY PAINFUL URGES.  Now i CANT SEEM to feel the urge unless it's TOO FULL and NEAR PAINFUL that my legs are already getting STIFF and SORE, to which these niggers would FURTHER INDUCE it to get MORE PAINFUL.  When I am finally able to urinate SEARING PAIN characteristic of having delayed a full bladder logically follows. These VOODOO niggers really SHOULD GET KILLED NOW.  I am already old as it is but these oriental VOODOO maggots are making sure I WOULD DIE a VERY PAINFUL SLOW DEATH.  Pretty much what THEY DID to my father. 2020-02-19_04-15-45 Got online to continue tasks.  Dh front room leaves in a car. 2020-02-19_05-10-57 Tasks suddenly STOPPED with error messages.  I...

2020-02-17_12-16-57 Internet LATENCY while doing tasks online.  NO PAGE would load.  Blender machine noise next door starts. LOUD REMARKS of DISAPPROVAL (SNORTS and FLAK) as i try to recall task instructions by reviewing guides which WONT LOAD. NAGGING IDEAS cause MENTAL BLOCKS in my head and when i try to verify the info by reviewing the task guides my inet connection GETS BLOCKED TOO. Right side at the top of my scalp STARTS TO ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY. Had to STOP ALTOGETHER. 2020-02-17_12-26-51 Now i CAN SUDDENLY RECALL the task examples without looking at the guides (internet still OFF). 2020-02-17_13-29-07 Have NOT GONE BACK to doing online tasks.  But trying to order Reliv supplements online.  Having some trouble as my card is in USD. My sister refused to lend her credit card for fear that i might SECRETLY USE.  She's really PARANOID BONKERS at times due to PAST TRAUMA with NASTY CARD COLLECTION agents who were HARASSING both my sisters, after I LOST...

2020-02-16_12-47-40 EXTREME PAIN ON MY CHEST and BACK OF EARS and SHOULDERS in sync to NONSTOP LOUD or SOFT BALL DRIBBLING noise, WON'T LEAVE until i turned SIREN ON. 2020-02-16_12-50-27 Chest starts to HURT AGAIN when i took tablet (SIREN) away from the door. 2020-02-16_13-04-22  loud music just below window turned down when i turn on rec. 2020-02-17_02-07-56 Woke up.  PAINFULLY fell asleep WITHOUT brushing my teeth and feeding pets.  But no sore hangover when i woke up. Some online merchants (Oria) SEEMINGLY REFUSING to sell me products by LYING or DELAYING GIVING INFO. One of the delivered packages SEALED BOX was OPENED for REASONS UNKNOWN (Nokiaph). Now i still have to go thru the HASSLE of having it EXCHANGED for a new one for fear of phone TAMPERING or SECURITY BREACH.  Exchange item (supposedly SEALED) at a nearby store (15-30mins ride) since last week.  CANT GET TO IT due to NONSTOP HARASSMENT. 2020-02-17_02-34-29 Left ring finger and lower lef...

2020-02-16_12-47-40 EXTREME PAIN ON MY CHEST and BACK OF EARS and SHOULDERS in sync to NONSTOP LOUD or SOFT BALL DRIBBLING noise, WON'T LEAVE until i turned SIREN ON. 2020-02-16_12-50-27 Chest starts to HURT AGAIN when i took tablet (SIREN) away from the door. 2020-02-16_13-04-22  loud music just below window turned down when i turn on rec. 2020-02-17_02-07-56 Woke up.  PAINFULLY fell asleep WITHOUT brushing my teeth and feeding pets.  But no sore hangover when i woke up. Some online merchants (Oria) SEEMINGLY REFUSING to sell me products by LYING or DELAYING GIVING INFO. One of the delivered packages SEALED BOX was OPENED for REASONS UNKNOWN (Nokiaph). Now i still have to go thru the HASSLE of having it EXCHANGED for a new one for fear of phone TAMPERING or SECURITY BREACH.  Exchange item (supposedly SEALED) at a nearby store (15-30mins ride) since last week.  CANT GET TO IT due to NONSTOP HARASSMENT. 2020-02-17_02-34-29 Left ring finger and lower lef...

2020-02-16_09-21-16 VERY HEAVY PALPITATIONS as i start with VERY FIRST TASK with LOUD DRIBBLING starting again. 2020-02-16_09-43-31 VERY PAINFUL and SORE CHEST ALL THE WAY UP TO MY HEAD.  CANT BREATHE and CANT SIT UP STRAIGHT due to SUDDEN WEAK muscles or nerves.  Feeling OVERLY WARM with COLD VERY PAINFUL SHARP sensation. HEAVY PALPITATIONS continue.  CANT THINK, FOCUS or DO ANYTHING. Remotely induced PANIC ATTACK AGAIN at IT'S WORST. 2020-02-16_10-16-24 VERY STIFF SORE and PAINFUL as i write and upload all these HORSESHIT TORTURE NO THANKS TO YOUR DIPLOMATIC CHICKENSHIT.

2020-02-15_07-49-19 LOUD DRIBBLING starts.  Headache and SORE feeling on chest. 2020-02-15_14-11-07 While computing earnings and after seeing how much i didnt receive for this month's payout due to nigger-influenced human error, FOREIGN WHORE next door MOCKED IN GLEE. Starting to feel PISSED right now. 2020-02-15_14-19-35 Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY. 2020-02-15_14-59-55 SNIDE REMARK from dh inside front room when i tried to order pizza. 2020-02-15_16-22-22 Finished cleaning pets' tubs. 2020-02-15_17-10-29 Dhs EXAGGERATED YELLING. 2020-02-15_19-23-22 Sudden LOUD SLAP at the door (front room) with JOLT TO MY CHEST. 2020-02-15_19-34-07 Feeling VERY PISSED NOW. 2020-02-15_19-39-59 CANT MOVE PROPERLY.  VERY WEAK leg muscles and sides of torso.  CANT STAND PROPERLY or RAISE my head. Feet COLD and STIFF.  Had to SIT DOWN. 2020-02-15_22-39-48 NONSTOP nose ITCHING.  After spraying some vinegar on window the itching DIMINISHED a bit. 2020-02-15_2...

2020-02-12_08-29-23 Sudden WEAK and VERY HEAVY FEELING while feeding my pets. Had to sit down. 2020-02-12_09-04-48 Lower ab and back SORE and STIFF including my legs. 2020-02-12_10-06-48 Toe on right foot still DARKENED.  It snagged and got SPRAINED on the mat i was sitting on.  Nigger INDUCED suspected..  It SWELLED and became BLACK and BLUE. It started getting well and looking better until i BUMPED IT on a TIN CAN.  Suspected nigger INDUCED again. 2020-02-12_10-18-53 Lower back and abdomen continue to be SORE and PAINFUL.  CANT move or DO ANYTHING but sit down. 2020-02-12_16-25-45 HEAVY PALPITATIONS after reading email that application was not successful. 2020-02-12_16-41-27 Trying to recall a certain pillowcase.  Brain WONT MOVE.  SORE PAIN at the back of both my ears down to sides of my neck.  The more i think the MORE IT HURTS. HEAVY PALPITATIONS.  BREATHLESS. 2020-02-12_18-00-06 New water delivery boy LOVES to FLAK every...

2020-02-10_07-30-30 Woke up a few mins ago.  Whore front room came out as i got up. SHARP prick to my nose.  SNEEZING. 2020-02-10_07-43-58 STRONG PUNGENT SMELL of cheap cigarette smoke.  Starting to IRRITATE my nose. 2020-02-10_14-37-06 Get VERY DIZZY SORE and DISORIENTED when i try to count how much cash i have on hand.  CANT FOCUS and eyes VERY HEAVY.  MENTAL BLOCKS and CANT RECALL even when i just counted them.  It's like there's CLOUDY HAZE in my mind's eye. 2020-02-10_23-34-13 Corner of both eyes VERY ITCHY and starting to STING. Cursor on my phone is AUTO DELETING what i just wrote. 2020-02-11_06-30-05 Fell asleep last night around 1AM without brushing etc.  Forgot to turn on the alarm for a short midnight nap. 2020-02-11_08-37-01 Feeling VERY SLEEPY.  All i did was feed my pets.

2020-02-09_12-11-07 Sudden LOUD SLAM next door from foreigner's room, while i am taking an online exam.  NOISE with SHARP JOLT to my chest and back of head. 2020-02-09_12-16-41 Starting to feel VERY PISSED even if  I AM NOT.  HEAVY palpitations.  FORCED feeling of wanting to cry.  ACCUSING IDEA that the niggers are right and i just DONT WANT TO BE HUMILIATED. That the niggers next door ARE BETTER THAN I and i just WONT ACCEPT IT. NAGGING IDEA was about to raise a question re the exam WHATEVER. 2020-02-09_12-20-34 Comedic, cartoon or game music starts to play next door. 2020-02-09_13-43-31 Feeling OVERLY EXHAUSTED or TIRED after talking aloud (with INDUCED HEAVY PALPITATIONS) to NIGGERS AROUND. 2020-02-09_13-49-16 Starting to feel VERY PISSED again then WARM after dh or whore (front room) arrived, followed by foreign kid passing by the door while noisily stomping with his slippers (like marching) in comedic fashion. CANT FOCUS ANYMORE or even BREATHE...

2020-02-05_10-34-16 Whore (front room) going IN-OUT quietly as i prepare to get online. PC almost FROZE last night. 2020-02-05_23-27-58 STRONG SMELL of tobacco smoke inside my room.  Only the foreigners next door are around. 2020-02-05_23-49-12 Elec fan goes from high to low as ELECTRICITY FLUCTUATES in sync to kid (foreign) next door ACTING OUT and making MANIC NOISES. 2020-02-05_23-58-15 Went to sleep for awhile.  Feeling VERY HEAVY and SORE.   Still STRONG SMELL of cheap tobacco smoke. 2020-02-06_06-12-46 Orders i have made recently online are NOT getting delivered.  Always marked as FAILED DELIVERY for REASONS UNKNOWN.  It was fine before. Dh (front room) arrives while talking to someone already inside. 2020-02-06_06-29-17 Smell of cigarette smoke starting again. 2020-02-06_06-38-30 Front room SOUNDS in sync  to MY MOVTS (what i write on this phone or what i do online, etc). 2020-02-06_06-50-39 I got AUTOMATICALLY SIGNED OUT of thi...

2020-02-01_02-51-29 Fell asleep last night around 11PM without brushing teeth or feeding my pets.  Woke up some mins ago. Stomach now HURTS while brushing teeth.  Had to sit down for awhile.  Still have to clean and feed my pets. 2020-02-01_02-55-19 IDEA that meat given by sister had already gone bad before I cooked it. But it doesnt taste bad at all. 2020-02-01_03-23-51 Had an LBM.  Stomach still HURTING and CANT GET UP to clean and feed pets. 2020-02-01_03-41-31 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY. 2020-02-01_07-44-46 Fell asleep about an hour ago and woke up just now.  Upper right molar VERY SORE like its about to FALL OUT. One of my PETS (still a baby) DIED when I failed to attend to their water change and feeding last night due to OVER SLEEPINESS and INDUCED EXHAUSTION. 2020-02-01_08-18-05 NONSTOP LOUD dribbling and SMASHING started.  Feeling VERY IRRITATED.  Chest getting SORE with each NOISE. 2020-02-01_08-23-32 A LOUD vehicle sta...

2020-01-31_06-55-07 Woke up. 2020-01-31_06-58-50 Flak outside window. 2020-01-31_08-03-47 Stomach starts to hurt as i prepare to go online.  Not finished with tasks (rating purchases) yet. 2020-01-31_08-14-46 SHARP PRICKS in my left nostril.  Start SNEEZING. 2020-01-31_08-27-53 Bridge corner of left eye VERY ITCHY and WARM. 2020-01-31_10-41-26 Too much LATENCY online.  Bowser also FREEZING EVERY SO OFTEN. Some minutes ago foreign dh next door got out then SNORTED and SPAT near the door. 2020-01-31_19-03-52 Problems with certain items purchased for evaluation making the RATING PROCESS LONGER. 2020-01-31_20-03-45 Upper right molar BEING REMOTELY IRRITATED AGAIN.  OVERLY SORE AND SENSITIVE even when i RINSED MY MOUTH OVER and OVER AGAIN after eating.

2020-01-31_06-55-07 Woke up. 2020-01-31_06-58-50 Flak outside window. 2020-01-31_08-03-47 Stomach starts to hurt as i prepare to go online.  Not finished with tasks (rating purchases) yet. 2020-01-31_08-14-46 SHARP PRICKS in my left nostril.  Start SNEEZING. 2020-01-31_08-27-53 Bridge corner of left eye VERY ITCHY and WARM. 2020-01-31_10-41-26 Too much LATENCY online.  Bowser also FREEZING EVERY SO OFTEN. Some minutes ago foreign dh next door got out then SNORTED and SPAT near the door. 2020-01-31_19-03-52 Problems with certain items purchased for evaluation making the RATING PROCESS LONGER. 2020-01-31_20-03-45 Upper right molar BEING REMOTELY IRRITATED AGAIN.  OVERLY SORE AND SENSITIVE even when i RINSED MY MOUTH OVER and OVER AGAIN after eating.

2020-01-29_06-24-07 Woke up.  Molars start to HURT. 2020-01-29_07-39-55 Feeling SLEEPY and TIRED.  VERY SORE back of neck. 2020-01-29_07-54-22 Car door SLAMS below.  Lower left molar pain had somewhat subsided. 2020-01-29_11-56-50 Delivery item from Binondo (Nokia) arrived.  Guard who assisted had a nose mask on. 2020-01-29_12-24-42 LOUD music starts to play next door as i open package i ordered from Nokia. 2020-01-29_16-12-52 Delivery boy for water came with a fag (in grey) wearing a nose mask.  The delivery boy kept holding his nose. 2020-01-29_17-53-09 Upper right (half-chipped) molar being REMOTELY INDUCED TO HURT and be OVERLY SENSITIVE this time. 2020-01-29_21-25-52 Lower left back molar had gone SORE and starting to ACHE again even after BRUSHING IT. Left ring finger HURTING like ARTHRITIS. 2020-01-30_02-51-28 Went to bed. 2020-01-30_06-45-57 Woken up by VERY ITCHY corners of both eyes.  Almost SCRATCHED them RAW. Started SNEEZIN...

2020-01-28_00-28-24 Fell asleep and woke up just now.   Felt like PUKING. 2020-01-28_00-56-03 Black ants coming from the hallway outside the door INVADING my sink again.  This OCCURS whenever the whore (front room) is AROUND or INSIDE THEIR ROOM. Also strong ODOR like crude oil (from CAR EXHAUST) started when front room whore arrived last night. 2020-01-28_01-31-33 My molars HURT whenever i GLANCE AT MY PETS. 2020-01-28_01-42-57 Stomach feeling QUEASY ON-OFF and i had to SIT DOWN and CANT DO ANYTHING. I can still SMELL the CRUDE odor or car SMOKE.  It might have STUCK to my nose. 2020-01-28_02-02-56 Right nose CLOGGED.  Right ear VERY ITCHY and starting to LEAK WHEN i scratch it. 2020-01-28_02-16-07 Starting to feel VERY DROWSY AGAIN. 2020-01-28_03-40-34 SHARP PRICK in my left nostril.  VERY SORE lower back. 2020-01-28_04-14-01 Lower left molar VERY SORE and PAINFUL AGAIN even if i had baking soda and water solution in my mouth soaking. 20...

2020-01-27_03-21-28 Went to bed.  STILL FEELING PISSED.  Lower left molar STILL BEING INDUCED TO HURT. 2020-01-27_07-14-45 Woken up by a loud door SLAM next door (front room). 2020-01-27_08-32-47 Went back to sleep and woken up by SHOUTING dhs pretending to play basketball. 2020-01-27_08-45-02 Tried to get up and move around but VERY STIFF and SORE back STOPPED me. 2020-01-27_08-54-56 Moved my bowels.  Toilet still CLOGGED and DIRTY. 2020-01-27_09-56-32 Left molar starts to GET SORE AGAIN after i said near the window "April ang bitay". 2020-01-27_19-02-54 Molar started to HURT again when front room whore arrived. 2020-01-27_19-05-47 Feeling VERY IRRITATED and a NAGGING question as to why the whore is back. 2020-01-27_19-23-29 Anything i eat makes it HURT and go SORE. 2020-01-27_19-38-17 The pain just suddenly subsided.  But the whole left corner of my jaw still SMARTS. 2020-01-27_19-45-06 Feeling VERY DROWSY.  Eyes HEAVY and CLOUDY. 2020-01...

2020-01-26_06-41-17 Fell asleep WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth.  Woke up with the THROBBING PAIN on my jaw STARTING AGAIN. Gets MORE PAINFUL when i put pressure on it.  Feels like BOTH MOLARS are about to FALL OUT. 2020-01-26_07-04-28 IDEA that my molars are being REMOTELY INDUCED to GET SORE and TENDER so that it becomes PAINFUL when i bite on it.  They're chipped and have cavities but they're JUST FINE. 2020-01-26_08-03-39 Lower ab and legs VERY SORE.  Being PAINFULLY INDUCED to have my period again. 2020-01-26_11-36-27 Noticed one of my FAVORITE snails (pale cream) has a SHORTER set of FEELERS.  2020-01-26_15-57-35 Lower left jaw and molar VERY SORE and PAINFUL again.  Its like being PULLED OUT or its nerves being ELECTROCUTED.  The pain halts when i put STEADY PRESSURE on it. Just checked on my left (for over a month) UNWASHED BUT SOAP-SOAKED undies.  Most have become TATTERED (yellow solution applied that BORE HOLES into the cotton fab...

2020-01-24_07-36-17 Woke up.  Lower left molars VERY SORE and SENSITIVE STILL. 2020-01-24_07-51-06 Nose VERY ITCHY  SORE palate.  Start SNEEZING. 2020-01-24_08-08-15 Ball SLAMMING starts.  Dh CATCALLED below. 2020-01-24_13-47-24 Feeling VERY HEAVY with SORE CHEST.  Feel like PUKING.  Eyes VERY HEAVY and CONSTRICTING. 2020-01-24_14-37-03 Lower left molars OVERLY SORE and SENSITIVE again even after i had brushed my teeth. 2020-01-24_15-58-19 Just discovered that transactions within my FB acct is being HACKED and MANIPULATED again.  Last screenshot didnt show the pc time.  The response time took longer than an hour as reflected in my screenshot app time log.  But in FB messenger it was only 8 mins. 2020-01-24_16-25-57 I am seemingly being prevented from purchasing anything to evaluate their STINKING service. 2020-01-25_00-51-54 Lower left half-chipped jaw molar (far back) OVERLY SORE and SENSITIVE. 2020-01-25_03-38-46 Went to b...

2020-01-22_15-24-09 Cable connection DROPPED.  No channels to watch 2020-01-22_17-45-59 Toilet still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY after i moved my bowels this morning. 2020-01-22_18-43-56 Kids SUDDENLY start running around the hallways and talking ALOUD outside the window. 2020-01-22_19-09-39 Group of kids HOOTING and SHOUTING now. 2020-01-22_19-30-03 Nose getting VERY CLOGGED whenever i lie down. 2020-01-22_21-13-16 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY. 2020-01-23_09-41-29 Project app for purchasing survey suddenly having tech issues.  Loud local music start BLARING outside. Feeling light-headed but not sleepy. 2020-01-23_10-21-20 Right ear VERY PAINFUL when scratched. 2020-01-23_14-14-20 Heavy PALPITATIONS start as i do online purchases. Kid next door ACTING OUT. 2020-01-23_17-23-06 Dhs YELL as online rating app starts to have ERRORS (cant click on Submit button) about an hour ago. 2020-01-23_22-16-17 Lower left MOLARS getting OVERLY SENSITIVE and SORE ...

2020-01-18_19-41-46 VERY PAINFUL FORCED COUGH-CHOKE FORCING me to PEE in my underwear. COUGH CHOKING CONTINUES as i write this 2020-01-19_07-17-42 Woke up around 6am.  Ball dribbling and SMASHING has started now. 2020-01-19_09-05-27 Started uploading videos online (many backlogs) Dhs start YELLING AGGRESSION.  Loud music BLARING outside. 2020-01-19_14-55-53 Loud ball SMASHING below.  CANT UPLOAD any more videos. 2020-01-19_18-18-57 NO CRAVING for sweets after a meal.  2020-01-19_20-17-02 Whore front room going in and out SLAMMING DOOR. Left ear and below start to HURT WITH EACH SLAM. 2020-01-20_00-49-29 Feeling OVERLY TIRED or EXHAUSTED.  All i did was do some online tasks.  Process seems VERY SLOW like being DRAGGED DOWN by something SORE and PAINFUL.  Mental blocks and head felt NUMB. It took me about 2 hrs to finish a supposedly 40 mins to 1 hr task. 2020-01-20_08-17-21 One of my favorite large (big as an egg) female light brown ho...

2020-01-16_09-18-30 Woke up around 7am. 2020-01-16_17-32-38 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY since yesterday. Just noticed that the CASH BALANCE in my Payoneer acct where i receive payments for online tasks is getting DEDUCTED for UNKNOWN REASONS. 2020-01-16_18-04-57 Dh teenager and kid YELLING EXAGGERATED while pretending to play basketball. Followed by adult dhs. 2020-01-16_20-36-26 Voice still HOARSE.  Feel it CONSTRICTING or SWELLING when i talk or sneeze. 2020-01-16_22-02-28 Kid (foreign) next door MANIC ACTING OUT.  Chest and ears feeling VERY IRRITATED.  Every AGGRESSIVE ACTION and REMARK timed to VERY IRRITATING feeling. This was followed by whore next door MANIPULATING my audio rec app and then harassing me with a song she personally composed (imitating my parodies). 2020-01-17_00-35-35 While feeding my pets, one particularly remains immobile.  When i checked i noticed he has NO FEELERS and CANT FIND HIS FOOD.  No wonder he walks very sl...

2020-01-15_12-57-55 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL SORE stomach. I am NOT EVEN HUNGRY. 2020-01-15_14-46-56 CANT LINK my online job payment acct to a local digital bank (CIMB).  The staff said they are STILL NOT ALLOWED TO TRANSACT INTERNATIOALLY. 2020-01-15_16-00-19 CANT ADD my sister's active bank acct to Payoneer either. 2020-01-15_17-32-01 Bank acct registration was MANIPULATED to register as SUPPLIER instead of just my sister's acct.  Now I am being REQUIRED TO SUBMIT PROOF that my sister is a SUPPLIER. My pc is being HACKED BY NIGGERS AGAIN.  LOUD DRIBBLING BELOW was going on as this was happening. 2020-01-15_18-50-09 Kid next door ACTING OUT LOUD and STOMPING FEET back and forth in front of our door.  I start feeling IRRITATED and VERY SORE with BAD IDEAS in my head. 2020-01-15_18-53-28 Dhs below YELLING ANGRILY (for some STUPID reason again). 2020-01-16_03-34-15 Finally went to bed.  Underestimated qualifying exam which is still unfinished.

2020-01-13_05-07-27 Woke up.  Fell asleep without brushing my teeth and cleaning (and feeding) my pets.  I was KNOCKED OUT COLD again. A few days ago black ants were LED INTO our kitchen by neighbors next door (not sure which one) by LITTERING near our door.  Now the ants are INVADING the sink and leftovers i failed to put away due to REMOTELY INDUCED EXHAUSTION. 2020-01-13_05-40-42 SUDDEN VERY SORE AND NUMB hips legs and lower back as i try to do chores LEFT UNFINISHED last night. 2020-01-13_09-08-44 NONSTOP BALL SMASHING since morning.  Feeling PISSED. 2020-01-13_11-38-03 Teenage dhs just below window HOOTING or MOCKING at my actions. 2020-01-13_16-22-59 NONSTOP LOUD random ball SMASHING. 2020-01-13_20-49-08 Right nostril sudden CLOGGING. 2020-01-13_23-26-44 Foreign dh next door VERBAL ASSAULT and HITTING door. 2020-01-14_02-38-22 Went to bed bur started CHOKING PAINFULLY with THREAT to VOMIT. 2020-01-14_08-28-09 Woken up by LOUD SLAM from front r...

2020-01-12_01-48-45 Butt VERY ITCHY.  Feels like something moving. 2020-01-12_02-20-43 Went to bed.  Right leg shin DULL STABBING  PAIN. 2020-01-12_08-44-28 Woke up around 7am.  LOUD basketball SMASHING. 2020-01-12_08-57-23 Lower back and spine GETTING SORE. 2020-01-12_10-23-26 Feeling VERY TIRED as NONSTOP BALL SMASHING gets LOUDER.  Back and legs getting VERY SORE as i prepare to go out.  NO MORE FOOD in the house. Starting to feel VERY IRRITATED.  NOT HUNGRY but stomach getting VERY SORE and PAINFUL.  CANT MOVE or WALK well. 2020-01-12_15-08-10 Loud ball SMASHING has started again.  Start to feel VERY PISSED. Pet shop where i buy my snails' food was closed when i went out awhile ago.  Walked to another one (about a mile) but it also was CLOSED.  So my pets DONT HAVE any food.  CANT GO OUT whenever my mother is around.  Something BAD ALWAYS HAPPENS to my stuff or my pets. GODDAM LOUD BALL SMASHING was MAKIN...

2020-01-10_07-43-22 Woke up.  Started SNEEZING.  Slept at 2am this morning. 2020-01-10_07-51-41 LOUD ball dribbling and SMASHING. 2020-01-10_09-25-38 Lower back SORE and WEAK. 2020-01-10_12-59-31 Keep getting a Microsoft acct password error message when i turn pc on.  LOUD ball SMASHING outside.  Kid (foreign) next door ACTING OUT while TRYING VERY HARD  to speak in garbled english. 2020-01-10_13-25-24 Certain notes (notepad) are missing.  My pc is getting HACKED AGAIN. 2020-01-10_16-08-20 Start to feel VERY WARM and TIRED while doing some tasks online.  NAGGING NEGATIVE IDEAS enter my head as i do the tasks. A whore next door opens door and SAYS OUT LOUD 'its for free." 2020-01-10_17-25-35 Dhs outside YELLING.  Dhs next door (front room and foreigner) start random FLAK. Dh front room says "love you" to someone at the door.  VERY PISSED and SORE feeling starts in my chest.  It's DEFINITELY NOT ME who feels pissed (or ANYT...

2020-01-08_01-01-53 Went to bed 2020-01-08_12-01-48 Woke up around 5:30am.  Prepared for an online interview.  Finished with the interview about 2 hours ago but my head is still CRACKLING with NAGGING IDEAS.  Feeling VERY HEAVY on the head and shoulders right now.  Neck OVERLY WARM STIFF and SORE.  No heavy palpitations. 2020-01-08_15-41-27 VERY SORE on the chest up.  Feeling VERY HEAVY.  CANT FOCUS. 2020-01-08_17-29-51 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.  Left leg starts to GO NUMB. 2020-01-08_18-01-38 Dhs YELL for VERY SORE and OVERLY WARM ALL OVER.  CANT MOVE PROPERLY.  Had to lie down AGAIN.  Spent the WHOLE AFTERNOON just lying down already. 2020-01-08_18-20-16 Dhs EXAGGERATED YELLING for over an hour.  2020-01-08_20-59-19 CANT MOVE.  SUDDEN WEAK JOINTS and MUSCLES.  When i lie down right nostril gets CLOGGED followed by SHARP PRICK to my left. 2020-01-09_12-56-22 Car door LOUD SLAMS when i neared ...

2020-01-05_08-41-05 Woke up.  Ball SMASHIING starts.  Nose starts to ITCH.  SNEEZING 2020-01-05_09-38-13 Ball DRIBBLING and dhs start to YELL.  SNEEZING. 2020-01-05_10-00-06 Dhs replaced by Kids' NOISE and ball SMASHING continues. 2020-01-05_12-55-18 Dhs YELL. Ball SMASHING. 2020-01-05_18-31-09 Forced to take a long nap earlier.  Woke up about an hour ago.  Prepared some dinner while heating up water for a bath.  Lower back and legs got SORE and STIFF again after meal.   Feeling VERY TIRED each time i GET UP.  IDEAS to SIT UP and GET ONLINE but lower back starts to HURT even as i am lying down. 2020-01-05_18-42-10 IDEA that i will get INDUCED TO SNEEZE PAINFULLY to get me to sit up and going.  GIVING WAY TO MORE HARASSMENT and REMOTE TORTURE. 2020-01-05_20-07-20 Nose CLOGGED.  Phlegm had stopped.  INDUCED SINUSITIS is back. 2020-01-05_21-08-26 VERY HEAVY head.  SORE and SHARP DULL PAIN on both sides o...

2020-01-02_06-11-04 Woke up.  Dh SHOUTING below window. 2020-01-03_07-24-30 Woke up.  Chest SORE.  Went to bed around 12am this morning.  Basketball SMASHING starts. 2020-01-03_11-09-51 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED again.  My mother is being a PAIN in the ass again.  I CANNOT USE the sink and the toilet to CLEAN MY PETS. She will be staying here for more than a week. Went online but remote job platform's system is DOWN.  CANT NAVIGATE to ANY PROJECT PAGE or even work on SUBMITTING MY INVOICE to bill them for worked tasks. 2020-01-03_13-30-10 Feeling VERY SORE and HEAVY.  CANT STAND UP or DO ANYTHING. 2020-01-03_14-39-55 Still feeling OVERLY WARM STIFF and SORE.  CANT DO MUCH.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS.  VERY PAINFUL and SORE neck shoulders and chest. NO APPETITE.  DONT feel like eating with NAGGING IDEA that its the SAME FOOD OVER and OVER again. 2020-01-03_14-50-32 Ball and metal SMASHING has STARTED.  Twitches on left...

2019-12-29_00-02-47 Whore MOCKS ALOUD from a window.  Dh GROWLS from below. 2019-12-29_01-12-59 Went to bed.  Ulcer-like SORENESS in tummy but NOT FEELING any HUNGER. Mocking laughter had stopped. 2019-12-29_07-47-23 Just woke up.  Feeling SORE on left shoulder. Basketball SMASHING starts. 2019-12-29_08-16-14 Feeling SORE ALL OVER.  Had to sit down for awhile. 2019-12-29_08-30-33 Ulcer SORE feeling in tummy as i clean pets tubs with song playing outside "Dying Inside".  Feeling SORE and PAINFUL ALL OVER. 2019-12-29_12-28-20 HEAVY PAINFUL PALPITATIONS as i check out a job opening. 2019-12-30_00-18-21 A baby snail is SICK.  Took longer to feed pets but finally went to bed. 2019-12-30_00-22-35 Left chest kept ITCHING.  As i went to kitchen to apply baking soda on it someone (front room) COMES OUT. 2019-12-30_07-36-15 Woke up. 2019-12-30_14-38-58 Sink is BEING CLOGGED AGAIN.  Starting to LEAK under the cabinet below.  All our...

2019-12-28_03-37-35 Woke up.  Upper right front molar (1/2 chipped) VERY SORE.  Its like I have been TOOTH GRINDING ALL NIGHT. 2019-12-28_04-05-00 Other chipped  molars were fine.  Felt like REMOTELY INDUCED PAIN.  Like it was about to FALL OFF or FORCED to GROW ALL NIGHT. 2019-12-28_07-29-45 Woke up after falling asleep again.  Lower back and legs STIFF and VERY SORE.  CANT MOVE very well.  Had to sit down. 2019-12-28_07-31-36 Now i feel like MOVING MY BOWELS. 2019-12-28_08-57-42 Upper right front molar pain SUDDENLY DISAPPEARED. 2019-12-28_14-38-05 Fell asleep AGAIN and woke up a few mins ago.  COULD BARELY GET UP.  Whole back VERY SORE and HEAVY. Now just sitting and feeling VERY SORE and STIFF ALL OVER.  DONT FEEL like DOING ANYTHING. 2019-12-28_17-31-09 Just read an email re a likable project relaunch.  Nigger stood outside the door and JINGLED A BUNCH OF KEYS. When i started TALKING OUT LOUD reminding them ...

2019-12-25_05-23-49 Woke up just now.  Went to bed early last night planning to wake up after an hour to tend to my pets.  I never got to.  Even my phone's alarm clock DID NOT seem to GO OFF. I am NOT TOO SURE what to do about my pets now.  DONT FEEL too good. 2019-12-25_08-27-33 Finished feeding pets.  Sat down to rest.  DULL PAINFUL STABS on lower left ab. 2019-12-25_15-33-22 HEADACHE.  COLD SORE feeling at back of neck.  Vision OVERLY BLURRED. COLD sweats.  Lower ab starting to HURT. 2019-12-25_20-31-31 My online data allowance of more than 500 MB was SIPHONED OFF AGAIN.  I had barely done any surfing on the net.  The Youtube streaming I did SHOULD HAVE COUNTED AGAINST ANOTHER existing PROMO that i was also REGISTERED TO. This ISP (Globe) is really doing  something SHITTY or at the BEHEST of niggers AGAIN. 2019-12-26_17-32-11 NONSTOP COUGHING and ITCHY THROAT CHOKING as i continue taking an exam.  Nose CONST...

2019-12-24_03-24-21 Woke up around 3am.  NONSTOP COUGHING. 2019-12-24_07-28-02 One of my newly grown baby snails had gone VERY WEAK.  STIFF and IMMOBILE when i saw him while preparing to wash the tub. FORCED to go to sleep again last night with PAIN ALL OVER.  Washing my pets was DELAYED TIL this morning at 5am after preparing and having breakfast first.  Their water had gone MURKY with lots of food debris (of 1 1/2 weeks). Then i started with the smaller ones first.  The grown ones only got their turn around 6am.  None have died yet in this particular tub except by SABOTAGE.  Must have happened when i went out 3 days ago for an errand and some groceries which only lasted less than 2 hrs. 2019-12-24_14-09-51 Noticed SUDDEN battery BLOATING in my tablet.  Not sure when it started but it was just during the past few days. 2019-12-24_15-17-29 HEAVY PAINFUL PALPITATIONS as i review guidelines for a new project qualifying exam. 2019-12-24_16-...