Silent No More

2021-05-01 03-56-16 Went to bed.  Left middke finger (sprained) VERY PAINFUL until i place it next to a metal rod. LOUD music can still be heard from next door. 2021-05-01 10-33-15 Woke up around 8:30.  I seemed to have SCRATCHED my left hip raw.  NOT feeling any pain.  2021-05-01 11-00-04 OVERLY WARM.  Tried to open the door but feeling SORE EVERY TIME i go near to unlock the main door.  Chanting had started again next door and IDEA that the morons next door might think that i was opening the door IN FAVOR OF THEM.  2021-05-01 11-06-35 Feeling VERY SORE and PAINFUL NOW.  RECURRING BANGING below just outside my window.  2021-05-01 11-13-20 Chanting had stopped replaced by loud music. 2021-05-01 13-17-22 Legs feel VERY WEAK  CANT STAND UP WELL. VERY DIFFICULT when i try to stand up.  2021-05-01 13-20-19 Feeling VERY DROWSY now 2021-05-02 07-13-31 Scalp VERY ITCHY.  Stayed up all night  2021-05-02 08-42-20 SHARP feeling ...

2021-04-30 01-02-00 MORE IDEAS being PUSHED INTO MY HEAD as "THEMED" songs PLAY ALOUD ONE AFTER THE OTHER next-door.  2021-04-30 02-06-24 Tablet was FORCED TO SHUT DOWN AGAIN.  This is the 2nd or 3rd time since yesterday.  Chest VERY PAINFUL.  CANT BREATHE and CANT MOVE with a LOT OF FLAK in my head.  2021-04-30 02-12-13 Tablet just ON OPENING SCREEN or CLOSING SCREEN STUCK HALFWAY between SHUTTING DOWN or BOOTING BACK UP while OVERHEATING and DEPLETING its old and bloating battery. 2021-04-30 03-53-52 STILL CANT MOVE WELL.  HEADACHE (around my head).  CANT STAND UP and DO ANYTHING for more than 15 mins.  The PAIN INCREASES if i continue DOING SOMETHING. I was supposed to do something but UNABLE TO DO THEM (open my purchases which are piling up) as my head is CONSTANTLY HAVING ON-OFF PAIN and i always feel EXHAUSTED even if all i did the whole day was SIT DOWN. 2021-04-30 04-07-19 After i SHOUTED AT NAGGING IDEAS that i HAVE TO WRITE DOWN EVERY...

2021-04-29 09-59-23 Woke up to krishna music and flutes.  Shoulders VERY SORE, PAINFUL and HEAVY all the way down to my chest and upper ribs.  Its like i am BEING PREVENTED from GETTING UP AT ALL.   VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE ALSO PROMPTLY STARTS.  There's SEWER STENCH too.  Woke up earlier BUT CANT GET UP even from the SO-CALLED REST last night and was NOT able to brush my teeth AGAIN.  THIS SO-CALLED CONFLICT SHOULD BE KILLED RIGHT NOW. 2021-04-29 10-32-19 LOUD RADIO continues but back to love songs.  2021-04-29 10-34-11 Blogger app NOT WORKING again and i CANT POST ANYTHING.  2021-04-29 10-49-22 Music was turned off and someone left the room.  Started to feel VERY BAD with SAD IMAGES of some dh leaving the room.   BUT I REALLY DONT FEEL BAD or ANYTHING AT ALL EXCEPT for THESE NONSTOP HEAVINESS and  BODILY ACHES and PAINS. 2021-04-29 10-55-29 BAD FEELING CONTINUES and getting WORSE.  Chest STARTS TO HURT.  ...

2021-04-28 11-41-53 Woke up.  Radio BLARING still. 2021-04-28 13-41-37 Annoucer and drama story FLAK since i woke up.  Nose ITCHY and palate VERY IRRITATED.  SNEEZING constantly.  2021-04-28 16-27-50 PAINFUL URGE TO PEE starting as i got online.  2021-04-28 16-29-49 Radio BLARING AGAIN.  2021-04-28 16-42-07 CANT FIND A CERTAIN TAG for my emails.  The FOLDER ITSELF has been DELETED.  Apparently my work email Googel account has been HACKED INTO AGAIN.  LOUD music next door has TURNED INTO AN UPBEAT REGGAE.  2021-04-28 23-50-13 Tablet AUTO SHUT MULTIPLE TIMES TODAY and has been OVERHEATING ever since.  2021-04-28 23-59-25 Mobile internet connection and app PROBLEMS.  App FREEZES and/or inet connection DROPS.  DH CHANTING next door starts.  2021-04-28 11-41-53 Woke up.  Radio BLARING still. 2021-04-28 13-41-37 Annoucer and drama story FLAK since i woke up.  Nose ITCHY and palate VERY IRRITATED.  SNEEZING co...

2021-04-27 18-27-44 Have been SHOUTING since the incident started as i was also being FORCED TO PEE THRU PAINFUL URGES.  Whore BANGS puffer door AGAIN and starts to play some FOREIGN WEIRD MYSYIC music 2021-04-27 20-17-05 VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee even if i just urinated some minutes ago.  LOUD RADIO still BLARING.  Left leg being TWITCHED for NO REASON. 2021-04-27 20-26-32 SWELLING and SORENESS in my throat SINCE I WOKE UP this morning.  2021-04-27 21-04-40 THROAT and VOCAL CORDS being CONSTRICTED whenever i SHOUT. 2021-04-27 23-32-00 Head THROBBING ON-OFF PAIN.   Earlier was being made to feel VERY HUNGRY or RAVENOUS  2021-04-28 00-26-04 Whore opened door of puffer fish room as radio BLASTED AWAY and GOOGLY EYED WHORE (assaulting) started FLAKKING A NONSTOP TIRADE ON A MIKE. I was SHOUTING BACK and DID NOT hear what the whore was saying.  While all of this was happening i was BEING MADE TO FEEL TIRED and WEAK with HEAVY PALPITATIONS and my muscl...

2021-04-26 15-56-08 While washing dishes NONSTOP SHRIEKING with SORE CHEST and BACK OF MY EARS EACH time i return to the sink after throwing out water from the VERY CLOGGED sink to the toilet drain (probably about 10 to 30 trips back and forth).  Tablet WAS FORCED to SHUT DOWN AGAIN when i tried playing my audio files.  It's still in the PROCESS of or HAVING DIFFICULTY in booting back up.  2021-04-26 16-05-00 Kid CONTINUES to WHINE and SHRIEK as i write this.  2021-04-26 16-29-09 Kid just SHRIEKED AGAIN  2021-04-26 17-04-04 INDUCED BAD feeling while playing my audio files with PROFANITY after my tablet was FORCED TO SHUT DOWN.  2021-04-26 19-14-11 PAINFUL ON-OFF URGE to pee as i am about to work online.  Headache THREATENING as i start working  2021-04-26 21-09-02 Head HURTING for no reason.  2021-04-27 02-44-39 Radio volume TURNED UP as i went to bed to rest before brushing my teeth.  2021-04-27 09-18-16 Woken up by LOUD MUSIC next doo...

2021-04-25 20-33-10 Frequent PAINFUL URGES to pee again.  Just urinated 15-30mins ago.  2021-04-25 20-39-00 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED.  2021-04-26 04-07-36 Woken up by a VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE. Feeling OVERLY DROWSY and ABNORMALLY DISORIENTED.  SLIPPED and ALMOST FELL on the floor of the toilet which has NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE or RARELY HAPPENS.  While pouring some laundry powder into the OVERFLOWING DIRTY toilet bowl water my hand, for some reason, TRIPPED OVER the powder container and EVERYTHING FELL INTO THE BOWL SOAKING and POURING DIRTY WATER into NEWLY OPENED PACK of laundry powder. 2021-04-26 04-34-27 OVERLY SLEEPY AGAIN.  HAVE NOT BRUSHED my teeth yet BUT TOO DROWSY to do so and HAD TO PROMPTLY LIE BACK DOWN.  2021-04-26 04-46-48 RADIO OR MUSIC still PLAYING from puffer fish room since i woke up and GETTING LOUDER now after i posted with rap lyrics "WALANG GANOON".  Radio's favorite tag line is "Energy".  CANT GO BACK to slee...

2021-04-25 09-29-51 Woke up.  CANT GET UP.  Lower back VERY PAINFUL and STIFF.  When i placed my back against aluminum the pain PROMPTLY diminished including the BLOCKAGE in my nose.  But there's still PAIN COMING from the front of my stomach which is still left BARE and WITHOUT protection.  Radio BLARING with some talk show about relationships. Upper right molar VERY SORE.  Fell asleep last night WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth again.  2021-04-25 09-50-21 Sewer STENCH VERY STRONG.  2021-04-25 09-57-48 Left fingers VERY SORE and STIFF.   LOUD BEAT MUSIC has turned into a NOISY CHANTING GIBBERISH before it turned into a LOUD SCATTERED BEAT without any words  2021-04-25 10-02-30 Have TROUBLE BREATHING with my right nostril getting VERY ITCHY. 2021-04-25 11-01-51 Had to use my phone for 1 to 2 hours before i could FINALLY feel that i can GET UP. 2021-04-25 11-23-43 Stomach still feels BLOATED. 2021-04-25 12-49-45 Left middle finger VE...

2021-04-23 20-40-51 INSIDE of left arm (near elbow) VERY SORE AGAIN.  2021-04-23 22-13-08 OVERLY WARM feeling.  2021-04-24 00-31-40 Nose and palate start to STING OR ITCH for no reason.  2021-04-24 01-01-17 SNEEZING.  2021-04-24 08-51-06 Woke up.  Fell asleep last night WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth (or changing).  Also left my phone DOWNLOADING updates the whole night  but the vpn dropped again even if my phone is set to keep inet connected even when it is off.  Now the patch download had TOTALLY STOPPED.  2021-04-24 09-09-14 RADIO suddenly started BLARING "Shake It Up" while i was sitting down observing the download progress on my phone. 2021-04-24 15-27-31 Knees seemingly VERY NUMB while doing chores at the kitchen.  When i sat down they got VERY PAINFUL AND SORE when i BENT them. 2021-04-24 17-19-26 Just woke up from a LONG nap.  Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED AGAIN.  Water WON'T go down. Still have my monthly cycle.  Upper ...

2021-04-22 19-30-12 Mobile phone connection and Blogger app being BLOCKED AGAIN. 2021-04-23 05-09-44 Went to bed. FAST MUSIC WITH LOUD BASS still PLAYING from puffer fish room. 2021-04-23 08-53-48 Woke up.  LOUD RADIO BLARING. 2021-04-23 09-30-14 Woke up.  LOUD MUSIC still from puffer fish room.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Tablet was made to AUTO SHUT DOWN and STUCK MIDWAY while BOOTING UP.  2021-04-23 09-58-35 Right thigh back side SUDDENLY DEVELOPED MORE ITCHY RASHES. 2021-04-23 10-50-57 Left middle finger (sprained) VERY PAINFUL AGAIN. 2021-04-23 10-58-05 LOUD MUSIC TURNED UP EVEN LOUDER (HURTING my ears) when i go near the door but it is PROMPTLY TURNED DOWN when move away from it.  Nigger inside puffer fish room thinks i WONT NOTICE the DIFFERENCE. 2021-04-23 11-04-15 Suddenly VERY HEAVY and DROWSY with PAIN SOMEWHERE while setting up to get online. Followed by lower left ab pain (monthly cycle started yesterday WITHOUT NORMAL initial signals)....

2021-04-22 01-48-50 Inside of my left arm SUDDENLY VERY SORE again.  Just finished for the night.  2021-04-22 03-35-47 My mat cardboard bed is still wet from the SPILL EARLIER  2021-04-22 08-10-15 Woke up.  LOUD MUSIC playing next door. 2021-04-22 09-27-14 Woke up again.  Smell of SEWERS.  LOUD music still playing.  2021-04-22 12-22-44 Upper right molar VERY SORE since morning and even after i have brushed my teeth which usually stops it.  2021-04-22 12-50-56 I did something and SUDDENLY FELT BAD for NO REASON (asked for the name of a delivery staff who didnt give it anyways).   Radio next door also PROMPTLY came back on (barely audible but i felt PISSED for some reason). 2021-04-22 13-21-15 Kid WHINING as i opened the door.  RADIO (from puffer room) was TURNED UP when my mother was at the door.  It's now BLARING from BEHIND THE DOOR.  2021-04-22 13-36-46 Whore announcer sounding COY ON BLARING RADIO talking VERY LENGTHILY...

2021-04-21 00-16-01 NONSTOP NAGGING in my head with IDEAS that this was just a ONE TIME or ONE OFF deal (trespassing into my room).  I STARTED SCREAMING and SHRIEKING IN A RAGE THIS TIME.  Right shoulder and neck STIFF and HURTING NOW.  2021-04-21 00-34-58 Lower side of my DEEPLY SCARRED butts being TARGETED AGAIN to DEVELOP VERY ITCHY RASHES and ACNE which will TURN INTO PSORIASIS.  2021-04-21 02-08-18 Back VERY ITCHY and SWEATY.  Another IDEA just presented itself that this was the THIRD TIME they were able to TRESPASS into my room while i was KNOCKED OUT COLD REMOTELY (and forgot to lock the door) due to INTENSE DULL DEBILITATING PAIN and that's when they took the rubber ring from the mug.   Further i have seen the ring attached to the lid upon initial inspection (2-3 weeks ago) but have forgotten all about it until recently when the mug started to leak.  And since i cant remember it anymore, and since i had also ACCIDENTALLY DELETED ALL MY PI...

2021-04-20 05-51-41 Went to bed.  Not sure what time i will wake up later  2021-04-20 09-02-47 Woke up but fell asleep again. 2021-04-20 12-47-22 SEWER STENCH coming from outside.  2021-04-20 12-55-39 Being INDUCED TO FEEL like i DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING even if i have MANY things I WANT TO DO in my head.  2021-04-20 14-09-38 Inside of my LEFT ARM HURTING AGAIN.  2021-04-20 14-40-28 SHARP PRICKS on the back of my upper thighs and my bums making them ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY.  2021-04-20 14-43-24 DROWSINESS INCREASING as i finish setting up to get online. 2021-04-20 14-48-50 Drilling on cement outside somewhere had started earlier (jackhammer) followed by NOISY DIGGING. A whore is now outside near my window FLAKKING COYLY. 2021-04-20 17-03-34 Feeling VERY HEAVY, SLEEPY and SORE ALL OVER.  CANT DO ANYTHING. 2021-04-20 18-49-19 Just woke up.  FELL ASLEEP THE WHOLE DAY AND WAS NOT ABLE TO DO ANYTHING (NOT EVEN HAVE A MEAL).   The VERY SORE ...

2021-04-19 03-16-20 Went to bed.  Feeling TOO WARM.  Its LIKE THE HEAT or SUN was DIRECTLY BEHIND my BACK which is getting VERY ITCHY anf DEVELOPING RASHES with ITCHY BLISTERS. 2021-04-19 09-15-42 Woke up.  Car door SLAM below.  VERY SORE upper right (near the front) molar.   Nose starts to ITCH. Water in toilet bowl NOT GOING DOWN when i FLUSH.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED. 2021-04-19 09-39-36 Online marketplace app JUMPING AROUND and WONT LET ME CHECK OUT. SLAMMING noises below following my movts. LOUD RADIO still BLARING from puffer fish room.  2021-04-19 13-06-10 Mobile phone NETWORK issues OR GETTING BLOCKED. CANT REACH my sister who just lives in the same compound to pickup food delivery. 2021-04-19 13-18-02 Toilet bowl water STILL RISING NEAR THE SURFACE whenever i FLUSH.  2021-04-19 16-59-31 Tablet AUTO SHUT DOWN for the 2ND TIME TODAY.   Still playing loud music next door. Dull banging from puffer fish room with CHE...

2021-04-18 17-00-34 Feeling of DISINTEREST and PAINFUL IRRITATION while UNBOXING an item i purchased online.  2021-04-18 17-45-45 When i start GETTING UP or MOVING AROUND PALPITATIONS, HEAD CONSTRICTION, BREATHLESSNESS, DIZZINESS and MENTAL BLOCKS start.  2021-04-18 18-26-27 Feeling VERY WEAK and SORE on the mid-section SLOWING ME DOWN with what i was doing. Unboxed and unwrapped only 2 packages and i feel EXHAUSTED. Also feeling VERY LIGHT-HEADED and CANT TYPE PROPERLY on the phone as my left arm is getting VERY SORE and NUMB AGAIN.  One of the items i unpacked is NEAR ITS EXPIRATION (2 months from now).  I still have MANY UNPACKED packages that are already WAY PAST the sellers' return/refund warranty.  NAGGING IDEA that i need to START WORKING ONLINE all THROUGHOUT the TORTURE which started around 5 PM. These niggers WASTED my time and energy yesterday with their NONSTOP TORTURE and NOW THEY NAG and ACCUSE me that i will be RESPONSIBLE if i get kicked out o...

2021-04-18 00-35-10 VERY DIRTY WATER in the toilet bowl still RISES to the EDGE then goes down leaving a LOT OF DEBRIS AROUND and NEAR THE EDGE of the bowl.  Left SPRAINED HAND ON-OFF VERY SORE and PAINFUL. It did not hurt like this earlier and the water was NOT COLD (even now) when i washed the dishes. PAIN SPREADING to my WRISTS then back to my FINGERS and PALM.  I CANT WORK as i was starting to FEEL THE INDUCED SHARP SORENESS that causes FATIGUE so i washed the dishes instead.  2021-04-18 00-51-41 PAIN on inside of LEFT ARM.   I DO NOT WASH the VERY DIRTY toilet bowl anymore as it GETS CLOGGED UP MORE OFTEN THAN NOT NOWADAYS.  Left SPRAINED finger gets DULL but VERY PAINFUL feeling as i wrote the above.  2021-04-18 01-18-09 Mobile phone internet access GETTING BLOCKED AGAIN.  CANT POST on Blogger.  2021-04-18 01-19-33 Access restored after i wrote the above.  2021-04-18 01-23-01 Access gets BLOCKED AGAIN.  2021-04-18 01-33-13 FE...

2021-04-16 17-42-26 ABNORMALLY WARM and SWEATY FEELING starts.  Hooting from below or next door while at the kitchen.  2021-04-17 03-43-53 Went to bed.  2021-04-17 07-45-07 Woke up.  Upper right molar starts TO HURT.  Smell of SEWER STENCH.  2021-04-17 10-12-00 While opening the main door DULL ANGRY NOISE from puffer fish room. I respond and whore inside BANGS THE DOOR LOUDER with STRONG CHEST JOLT after TURNING ON LOUD BLARING RADIO music.  Started to feel INVOLUNTARY WEAKNESS and SHAKING as i sat down even if i DID NOT EXERT MUCH EFFORT in making similar noises.  This was PROMPTLY followed by a sensation GROWING up my ass.  2021-04-17 19-34-22 Finished washing dishes.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED with the toilet bowl VERY DIRTY AS WELL. 2021-04-17 20-23-17 Feeling OVERLY WARM and SWEATING PROFUSELY with SHARP STINGING COLD feeling when fan air passes me. SUDDEN SHARP PRICKS on my skin. VERY HEAVY and DROWSY feeling.  CANT THINK. ...

2021-04-16 09-00-15 Woke up  Knee BEING TARGETED AGAIN and sudden VERY BAD FEELING in my chest.  Had to sif down. 2021-04-16 09-37-05 VERY ITCHY SCALP just above both ears. 2021-04-16 10-05-50 Scalp still VERY ITCHY and it has spread ALL OVER my head. 2021-04-16 10-33-04 Feeling RESTLESS and CHAGRIN like i missed something. 2021-04-16 11-23-05 Just finished moving my bowels.  Toilet bowl is still a bit CLOGGED. Feeling of BREATHLESSNESS and wanting to CRY. 2021-04-16 11-28-00 Middle finger (SPRAINED) looks SWOLLEN (noticed for 3 days now) and PAINFUL when i move it at certain angles 2021-04-16 11-44-37 SUDDENLY feel like i DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING.  Keep FORGETTING WHAT I NEED TO DO as soon as i have just thought about doing one. 2021-04-16 11-49-48 CANT POST on app. 2021-04-16 11-55-43 Sudden DROWSINESS.  When i lie down and about to doze off someone SNEEZES next door 2021-04-16 12-32-20 Woke up.  Toilet CLOGGED. 2021-04-16 13-14-31 ...

2021-04-15 00-26-36 Feeling OVERLY WARM.  2021-04-15 00-42-38 Both computers still NOT WORKING PROPERLY.  Have NOT earned anything ALL DAY.  2021-04-15 03-26-19 Whore said just loud enough for me to hear from behind the wall (or outside my door), the word "bobo" while i was standing in the bathroom (opposite side of the kitchen) after i realized too late something about the product i bought, after having bought another item as substitute.  2021-04-15 05-34-37 Went to bed.  2021-04-15 09-57-42 Woke up to the BLARING RADIO music from puffer fish room.  2021-04-15 10-10-20 Toilet bowl still CLOGGED and DIRTY.  2021-04-15 13-12-40 Tablet was FORCED TO AUTO SHUT DOWN REPEATEDLY AGAIN. 2021-04-15 15-53-52 Tablet FORCED TO AUTO SHUT DOWN AGAIN REMOTELY by perps.  VERY SLOW IN BOOTING BACK UP. 2021-04-15 23-18-44 Computer screen back to normal ONLY some minutes ago.  UNABLE TO WORK for 3 days due to SUDDEN screen issue (NO IDEA WHAT CAUSED IT). ...

2021-04-14 11-27-47 Was FORCED to start TALKING ALOUD AGAIN as i felt PISSED when i saw the mess at the kitchen and niggers next door REACTED or REMARKED AGAIN (AS USUAL) which i was NOT ABLE TO CLEAN UP due to INDUCED PROVOCATION ANGER and OVER EXHAUSTION (with NOISE harassment as cover up) yesterday and FORCED SLEEP TORTURE this morning. Vision QUITE HAZY like i just got over a LONG illness.  2021-04-14 11-37-09 IDEA that i have to report EVERYTHING or EVERY INSTANCE REAL TIME.  2021-04-14 11-41-14 CANT GET UP after posting (report). 2021-04-14 14-07-38 Starting to get VERY DIZZY AGAIN after doing some small stuff at the kitchen.  NONSTOP QUESTIONS ENTERING my head FORCING me to self-talk. 2021-04-14 14-25-41 Photosensitive eyes.  VERY ITCHY SCALP ALL OVER starting from the left side.  2021-04-14 14-57-05 Computer issues.  Screen has GONE DARK.  CANT SEE VERY WELL. 2021-04-14 15-20-45 When i try adjusting the light to brighter the SCREEN TUR...

2021-04-13 04-47-27 SUDDEN EXTREME HEADACHE when i go to the kitchen to brush my teeth. 2021-04-13 05-13-00 CAN STILL HEAR LOUD music even with EARPLUGS ON. 2021-04-13 05-15-30 Went tp bed.  STRONG TWITCH ON MY LEFT LEG followed by SOMETHING MOVING IN MYANUS  and making it ITCH. 2021-04-13 05-25-13 Head STARTS TO HURT AGAIN. 2021-04-13 08-27-14 Woke up.  Radio still BLARING FROM PUFFER FISH room 2021-04-13 09-32-15 Sudden DULL BANGING from puffer fish door with CHEST JOLT. 2021-04-13 09-33-39 Second BANG while i was writing the above with a STRONGER CHEST JOLT with radio STILL BLARING.  Music was changed to Got To Believe in Magic. VERY PISSED FEELING starting. 2021-04-13 09-37-07 VERY RESTLESS ANGRY feeling WONT STOP.  Had to stop what i am doing and start MAKING NOISES. 2021-04-13 15-24-39 LOUD RADIO STILL BLARING.  I am STILL MAKING NOISES. 2021-04-13 15-42-16 EXTREME PAIN on my right shoulder and neck until i START MAKING NOISES. 20...

2021-04-13 03-47-50 While locking up the door to prepare for bed a SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE starts ON TOP OF THE INCREASING PAIN ON MY HEAD.  I BANGED the door and the PAINFUL URGE PROMPTLY STOPPED.  Whoever was next door (puffer fish) still playing loud songs TURNING UP the volume when i am at the kitchen, RETALIATED (as expected) with a BANG at their door and an ATTEMPTED CHEST JOLT.  This was PROMPTLY followed by a slow song with a female local singer COYLY cooing the word "selos" over and over again.  It was followed by a STRONG PAINFUL URGE TO CRY even if i DON'T FEEL LIKE IT.  The retaliation was NOT SURPRISING AT ALL.  Now i am getting IDEAS that i HAVE TO CRY (even if i DONT FEEL like crying) so that the niggers would FINALLY STOP. Another IDEA is saying THAT'S BS.  2021-04-13 04-02-00 INCREASING MIGRAINE had stopped which earlier, according to the IDEA, is to FORCE or INDUCE me to start having my MONTHLY CYCLE (which is 2 weeks early)....

2021-04-12 03-38-02 BOTH SIDES of my scalp just ABOVE THE EARS SUDDENLY VERY WARM.   Feeling TOO EXHAUSTED.  2021-04-12 04-29-07 Antivirus app ERROR.  CANT DOWNLOAD UPDATES to my computer.  2021-04-12 05-07-17 Went to bed.  2021-04-12 10-33-15 Woke up. LOUD MUSIC started playing from puffer fish room.  2021-04-12 13-07-34 Loud shrill bells ringing as soon as i opened the door followed by LOUD BANG from inside puffer fish room.  2021-04-12 13-09-21 LOUD MUSIC resumed after with dh SINGING ALONG.  Radio announcer SUDDENLY STARTED BLURTING about some person "not knowing what he/she is doing" from the LOUD RADIO that's still BLARING and AIRING ALOUD from puffer fish's room SINCE MORNING. I was FORCED TO TALK ALOUD as my tablet STARTED ACTING UP (when i tried to record what was entering my head) and the cursor going ERRATIC.  Felt my AIR PASSAGE CONSTRICTED, BREATHLESS as i talk and my mouth VERY DRY.  FELT LIKE i was about to get a HEA...

2021-04-11 11-42-44 Starting to get DIZZY. 2021-04-11 12-03-59 NAGGING IDEAS.  Keep FORGETTING what i was ABOUT TO DO.  CHEST PAIN has started again.  2021-04-11 12-09-08 DULL banging noise from puffer fish room.  2021-04-11 12-31-02 Music starts to play with lyrics "step by step".  2021-04-11 12-46-49 PAINFUL DROWSINESS and HEAVINESS CONTINUE.  HOOTING outside.  2021-04-11 13-33-26 SPRAINED left middle finger and SURROUNDING MUSCLES GETS MORE PAINFUL aa i prepare to go online.  2021-04-11 13-46-52 Bells start to RING from puffer fish room.  Left finger PAIN, PAINFUL SORENESS, DROWSINESS and ALL OVER HEAVY feeling promptly dissipated.  Starting to feel VERY PISSED OFF AGAIN FOR NO REASON.  SENSATION starts UP MY ASS.  2021-04-11 14-09-16 I start LAMBASTING ALOUD (SHOUTING AT) the niggers around me from inside my room (while sitting down as my leg muscles had GONE WEAK).  Nasal passages and vocal chords BEING CONSTRICTED....

2021-04-09 08-32-46 Woke up but CANT GET UP.   Fell asleep this morning without brushing teeth AGAIN. 2021-04-09 09-52-13 Fell asleep again and woken up by EXTREME PAIN on my right leg.   It dissipated after a few minutes. 2021-04-09 10-43-53 Fell asleep again and woke up just now.  Right leg still VERY STIFF and SORE. Toilet bowl STILL VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY since yesterday.  WATER RISES to the TOP when i FLUSH. 2021-04-09 11-31-40 VERY DIZZY when i stood up.  Eyes HAZY.  Pain and stiffness at the back of my head.  REMOTE TORTURE TARGETING my head again. 2021-04-09 14-10-45 Still sitting down. 2021-04-09 18-30-08 TIGHT CHEST with HEAVY PALPITATIONS while working on a task with a SUDDEN LOUD BANGING noise below with a CHEST JOLT. This was followed by a LOW-NOISE MOTORCYCLE LEAVING using the WRONG ROUTE (does not pass by the direction of my open door where I could noise-retaliate). 2021-04-09 18-36-36 I had paused from work but ches...

2021-04-07 19-16-26 Rhythmic bells beating has started again after a few weeks of silence. 2021-04-07 19-21-04 TIGHT or HEAVY feeling GOING UP and DOWN my chest. 2021-04-07 21-16-21 Underside being INDUCED TO ITCH AGAIN.  Getting VERY WARM even if i am wearing light material underpants. 2021-04-07 21-53-16 NONSTOP ITCHING on left side of scalp and ear. 2021-04-08 04-21-59 Went to bed. 2021-04-08 10-57-54 Woke up feeling WARM and SWEATY.  A kid promptly said aloud "no".  Upper right front molar getting VERY SORE.  Starting to SNEEZE. Woke up around 9 AM earlier but felt HEAVY AND CANT GET UP. 2021-04-08 11-11-54 Stomach starts to HURT and is BLOATED. 2021-04-08 11-27-42 Moved my bowels (still difficult despite enough water intake yesterday) but stomach is still BLOATED.  Toilet bowl CLOGGED AGAIN.  2021-04-08 12-33-35 Left hand VERY STIFF and SORE after holding phone for LESS THAN AN HOUR. 2021-04-08 18-24-46 Had to move my bowels again....

2021-04-07 00-39-48 Still UNFINISHED with the plastic packages that i CANT JUST THROW OUT and had to be SORTED and hopefully REUSED so they WONT just END UP in a LANDFILL. 2021-04-07 02-36-04 Upper right front molar HURTING AGAIN.   2021-04-07 02-39-05 Not feeling too sleepy even if it's already late.  Just finished organizing and putting away packages.  2021-04-07 02-49-25 Right eye VERY ITCHY ALL OF A SUDDEN.  2021-04-07 02-52-34 Scalp VERY ITCHY.  2021-04-07 02-59-35 Just checked on my computer and noticed that browsers and screens to online work sites still OPEN and LOGGED IN since YESTERDAY AFTERNOON when i was FORCED TO SLEEP and FORGOT TO LOG OUT from the work sites (against the policy) including email that i use for work that got HACKED INTO before.  LONG self-talk.  2021-04-07 04-56-36 Went to bed WITHOUT brushing teeth.  Feeling NAUSEAUS which started a few mins ago.  2021-04-07 05-01-34 LOUD SLAM.  2021-04-07 11-05-29 Wok...

2021-04-06 17-20-21 Left fingers and arm SORE and STIFF again after i washed some more dishes that have PILED UP from the last couple of days.  Dishwashing liquid soap smells like the SEWERS. Sink still CLOGGED AS EVER.  Earlier my sister arrived with a form for a local govt ID application.  Puffer fish whore and dh arrived while TALKING ALOUD and started making BANGING NOISES next door after my sister left with my filled up govt form.  2021-04-06 17-23-59 ON-OFF SORE PAIN on left hand diminished after i wrote the above.  2021-04-06 17-42-56 VERY GROGGY when i sat down in front of my computer.  2021-04-06 18-25-02 Online shopping app AUTO CLOSES when i try to check out.  2021-04-06 19-10-41 App AUTO CLOSED AGAIN.  2021-04-06 19-35-07 DID NOT WORK the WHOLE DAY and i DONT FEEL like working either now.  NAGGING IDEA to start checking online purchases that are still UNOPENED and way past their return/refund dates.  2021-04-06 23-54-48 Just ...

2021-04-05 02-13-16 Only finished now ordering (and looking for cheaper priced) groceries online due to NONSTOP ON-FF mobile internet.  It gets BLOCKED and SLOWS DOWN ANY TIME of the day and even LATE AT NIGHT nowadays.  I had to STAY UP LATE NIGHTS to buy online but NOW my connection is GETTING BLOCKED  EVEN at this time.  2021-04-05 02-13-16 Only finished now ordering groceries online due to NONSTOP ON-FF mobile internet.   It gets BLOCKED and SLOWS DOWN ANY TIME of the day and even LATE AT NIGHT nowadays.  I had to STAY UP LATE NIGHTS to buy online but NOW my connection is GETTING BLOCKED  EVEN at this time. 2021-04-05 03-49-05 Underside BEING INDUCED TO ITCH. 2021-04-05 03-53-43 Went to bed without brushing teeth due to OVERLY TIRED feeling and SORE BACK.  2021-04-05 11-04-02 Woke up.  Left middle finger STILL HURTS.  SPRAINED it during one of those GODDAM TORTURE PAINFUL DIZZY SPELLS.  2021-04-05 11-31-02 Dh NONS...

2021-04-02 19-46-15 Just finished washing at the kitchen. Took LONGER than it should due to SINK VERY CLOGGED as usual.  TOO EXHAUSTED as i sat down with knees VERY SORE.  Both cheeks NONSTOP ITCHING while at the sink.  2021-04-02 19-51-41 Still SCRATCHING my face right now due to some BURNING ITCH.  2021-04-02 20-32-11 Knees VERY SORE and WEAK.   2021-04-02 21-29-06 Sudden RAVENOUS APPETITE.  2021-04-03 03-50-37 Went to bed.  Underside STARTS TO ITCH.  2021-04-03 10-25-11 Woke up.   Woke up earlier but fell asleep again.  2021-04-03 10-36-48 Loud DERANGED laughter of a whore coming from a window above.  2021-04-03 11-51-07 Scolding loud mouth whore outside as i opened the door some minutes ago. Someone arrives next door (abs cbn nun) with kid just now.  2021-04-03 18-28-09 PAIN on right side of my neck.  DONT FEEL LIKE working on VARIED projects.  2021-04-03 18-57-51 CRAVING for some kind of food.  CAN...

2021-04-01 11-26-05 SORE and PAINFUL upper chest making me lie down. 2021-04-01 12-25-10 Getting DROWSY for NO REASON.  2021-04-01 13-00-04 DISTRACTED and FORCED to STOP from getting online.  NAGGING CONFLICTING IDEAS re when or what time of the day (or night) i should be working.  2021-04-01 13-13-29 Electric fans OVERHEATING even with the use of SURGE PROTECTORS and a VOLTAGE REGULATOR.  2021-04-01 20-19-36 Just turned off my computer.  NONSTOP ITCHING starts.  2021-04-01 20-54-08 Head HURTS and CANT GET UP from the bed to put away computer stuff.  2021-04-01 20-58-25 Knees HURT REALLY BAD when i was finally able to get up.  Got twitches on my left leg when i wrote this.  2021-04-01 21-57-48 Head HURTS AGAIN and i CANT DO ANYTHING or even open some packages i ordered online which are still LEFT UNOPENED and UNCHECKED.  2021-04-01 22-49-03 CANT GET UP.  VERY HEAVY and STIFF.  2021-04-02 07-00-50 Woke up.  Back SORE. Fell ...