Silent No More

2020-04-14_15-07-11 ALL my online food delivery orders are being CANCELLED AUTOMATICALLY by the stores. 2020-04-14_23-36-08 Foreign dh BARKING as i ate some bread.  I responded in turn.  Puffer fish whore (foreign whores' partner in crime) banged on their door with JOLT to my chest then TURNED ON her radio ALOUD.  When guard arrived to ask her to turn down the volume, she starts to COMPLAIN ABOUT ME banging on my door. Guard talks about waking my sister up who's been staying here for almost a month now to COMPLAIN ABOUT MY BEHAVIOR. 2020-04-15_00-40-45 Left side of neck VERY ITCHY all of a sudden. 2020-04-15_02-31-56 Preparing for bed.  Something UP MY ASS. 2020-04-15_07-00-00 Dh below window SNEEZES the word YES twice while trying to JOLT my chest. LOUD music BLARING since HARASSMENT INCIDENT LAST NIGHT. 2020-04-15_07-10-35 Chest TIGHT and SORE with MANY ACCUSING IDEAS. 2020-04-15_11-04-13 LOUD SLAM below.  When i reply puffer fish whore MAKES D...

2020-04-10_22-35-25 Back of head and nape feels NUMB  STIFF and SORE ALMOST PAINFUL including my back and shoulders.  CANT THINK PROPERLY or do simple chores to prepare for bed. I just feel like sitting down and eating.  Stomach ACHING ON-OFF. 2020-04-10_22-41-43 As soon as i lower down tv volume foreign dh kid next door START FLAK. 2020-04-11_00-19-53 Knees UNUSUALLY SORE and STIFF.  Movements VERY SLOW.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS and STATIC in my head.  CANT THINK AHEAD or what i need to do next.  Feels like AIMLESSLY DOING THINGS.  As i feel like DRAGGING myself to do things, NON STOP HURRIED THUMPING on the ceiling When i turn my head from side to side my neck feels STIFF and SORE and i get DIZZY or DISORIENTED. 2020-04-11_00-26-59 Foreign kids start RUNNING BACK and FORTH outside the door talking ALOUD as i go to bed. 2020-04-11_06-52-41 Woke up.  OVERLY WARM feeling on my neck shoulders and back. Wound on my right leg at the side ...

2020-04-04_06-38-16 Woke up.  SORE back and FLANKS as i started to move around. 2020-04-05_05-21-33 Woke up with a VERY SORE CHEST.  Went to bed at 12am. 2020-04-05_18-36-02 Feeling VERY STIFF and WARM ALL OVER.  DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING even if i still WANT TO. 2020-04-05_21-02-53 Knees VERY SORE STIFF and HEAVY.  DONT FEEL LIKE GETTING UP. 2020-04-06_05-02-00 Woke up.  Fell asleep last night WITHOUT brushing my teeth and feeding my pets. 2020-04-06_05-18-12 Feeling VERY HEAVY on the back and hips.  CANT STAY UP or STAND long enough to brush teeth.  IDEAS entering my head.  HAD TO SIT BACK DOWN.   Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY.  2020-04-06_05-43-14 NONSTOP HARD SNEEZING. 2020-04-06_08-22-16 CANT GET ONLINE PROPERLY - icons wont appear, browser wont translate unless my adblocker is ON. 2020-04-06_09-52-06 Sudden NOISES with CHEST JOLTS.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS start. 2020-04-06_16-20-59 Knees SORE and STI...

2020-03-31_22-37-59 Upper right molar CONTINUES TO HURT.  Feels like it's ABOUT TO FALL OFF or i had been TOOTH GRINDING the WHOLE DAY. 2020-04-01_08-53-41 One of my adult pet snails DIED.  Her mantle was DETACHED from her shell.  Another one is dying.  He has a BLOATED mantle. 2020-04-01_22-06-05 Earlier around 2PM TASKS SUDDENLY NOT AVAILABLE after working for only 15mins. STUCK just watching TV after that and DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING.  Idea in my head that niggers SCREWED my MOMENTUM. Now as i checked there are available tasks but it's late now and I am getting tired and sleepy. 2020-04-02_02-33-55 Woke up.  Upper right molar HURTING AGAIN.  TENDER and SORE feeling when i touch or scratch my right cheek. 2020-04-02_04-16-59 Another pet of mine just died.  She had multiple ABRASIONS and HOLES in her shell.  Her feelers were also SHORTER.  She HAD NOT BEEN WELL before i REALIZED that the niggers were CLIMBING thru the wi...

2020-03-30_03-07-12 Woke up  But VERY SLEEPY.  CANT DO ANYTHING.  Had to go back to sleep.  Upper right molar STILL VERY SORE.  Radio starts to play aloud again next door. 2020-03-30_06-04-32 Woke up.   DID NOT BRUSH MY TEETH or FEED my pets last night. 2020-03-30_08-57-17 Upper right molar (near front) half-chipped due to SABOTAGE some years ago is STILL VERY SORE. 2020-03-30_09-10-49 Upper right molar ON-OFF DULL PAIN  and SORENESS.  SORE PAIN just below cheekbone and above it. CANT FIND my roll-on liniment.  I usually just leave it on the table. Water delivery NOT ALLOWED to enter the compound. 2020-03-30_13-46-23 Upper right molar HURTING AGAIN.  Dh kid next door (India dhs) ACTING OUT and HOOTING at what i say or do. 2020-03-30_16-13-27 ON-OFF DULL PAIN on molar getting MORE INTENSE and moving INSIDE the GAP in my broken tooth. The pain SUDDENLY CHANGED COURSE when i wrote this and turned to SURROUNDING GUMS and ...

2020-03-24_22-39-26 Woke up.  I still need to feed and clean my pets. 2020-03-25_02-08-14 Went to bed.   Had to eat first. 2020-03-25_22-02-19 VERY DROWSY again and feel like going back to sleep. 2020-03-25_23-07-08 Modem ACTING UP while im trying to get online to finish some requirements. Sound STARTS to go from HIGH to LOW volume coming from the puffer fish's room next door while this is all happening. 2020-03-26_03-42-28 Went to bed.  2 snails have bloated mantels. 2020-03-26_17-34-33 Right shoulder and arm HURTS. 2020-03-26_17-56-28 VERY SORE lower left ab.  VERY DROWSY.  Had to LIE DOWN. 2020-03-26_22-44-41 Lower ab and back VERY SORE ALL AROUND. 2020-03-27_07-30-57 Woke up.  Went to bed aroung 1:30am. 2020-03-27_08-29-23 Chest and shoulders GET VERY SORE when i am in front of the kitchen sink. 2020-03-27_10-50-53 Lower ab VERY SORE.  Legs VERY STIFF.  CANT MOVE WELL. 2020-03-27_12-13-23 Back of neck SUDDENLY PRIC...

2020-03-22_05-41-41 Woke up some minutes ago.   VERY SORE torso.  DID NOT PLAN on sleeping yet last night but FORCED TO thru EXTREME BODY SORENESS, HEAD HEAVINESS and DROWSINESS.  DID NOT brush my teeth, feed pets, or placed additional floor mat BEFORE GOING TO BED. 2020-03-22_23-46-22 Chanced upon five VERY WEAK snails when i woke up this morning.  Two had died as i wrote this.  Now i know why RECOVERING snails that had taken ill GETS EVEN WORSE ALL OF A SUDDEN for NO APPARENT REASON except that the foreign niggers next door CROSSES OVER to my WINDOW SCREEN (with NO LOCKS) then KILLS my snails while i was PAINFULLY KNOCKED OUT. It became only PRETTY OBVIOUS when they BRUTALLY  KILLED my FAVORITE FEMALE ALBINO recently.    I had SEALED my window with used packaging tape strips IMMEDIATELY after the incident  but it seems i was already too late.  My other snails that they had been KILLING SLOWLY (recurring cycle of healin...

2020-03-21_01-47-18 Found my favorite female albino snail LIFELESS.  Two (2) big GAPING HOLES on her back like she was hit by a nail TWICE.  ALL OVER HER SLOWLY DEVELOPING SHELL was OVERLY CORRODED like she was DIPPED in ACID exposing her softer and DARKENED tissue inside. The upper front part of her shell opening was JAGGED and SPLINTERED like she was BASHED AGAINST a ROCK giving it the appearance of a mouth with MISSING TEETH. Just some minutes ago i FELT A STRONG CRAVING TO EAT AGAIN even when i already had one earlier this evening.  When i was eating the rice i felt something HARD and picked out a small DARK STONE the size of a choco chip. My sister is currently staying with us (my TRAITOR mother) for about a month.  She must have SNUCK the rock into the rice after they both left to sleep at her unit at the other building. Now i know why my big and more fully developed snails had OVERLY CORRODED shells too, and why the others SUDDENLY FELL ILL (BLOATED with ...

2020-03-16_08-23-22 My modem user interface sms dashboard SUDDENLY CHANGED INFO then back again after i TURNED OFF it's wifi. 2020-03-16_12-54-15 DIFFICULTY uploading videos to Google Photos. 2020-03-17_07-11-51 Woke up after falling asleep last night PREMATURELY.  I was going to wake up after 1-2 hrs but according to the IDEA. DID NOT brush my teeth, FAILED TO CLEAN the big tub of my adult snails, and DID NOT PLACE A PROPER BARRICADE by the door. One of my light brown adult young snails DIED.  He was a pretty one.  Shell is intact with only some minor peeling. 2020-03-17_10-27-02 There's supposed to be a MAJOR PROJECT that needs to be done today and i HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED. 2020-03-18_03-37-44 Went to bed.  Another adult light brown snail is ill. 2020-03-19_00-37-25 2020-03-19_18-02-28 Sudden HEAVY PALPITATIONS.  CANT FOCUS and feeling OVERLY TIRED even if i was not. Had to GET SOMETHING SWEET TO EAT. 2020-03-19_21-17-20 Woke up from a nap....