2020-02-09-10 Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

2020-02-09_12-11-07
Sudden LOUD SLAM next door from foreigner's room, while i am taking an online exam.  NOISE with SHARP JOLT to my chest and back of head.

2020-02-09_12-16-41
Starting to feel VERY PISSED even if  I AM NOT.  HEAVY palpitations.  FORCED feeling of wanting to cry.  ACCUSING IDEA that the niggers are right and i just DONT WANT TO BE HUMILIATED.

That the niggers next door ARE BETTER THAN I and i just WONT ACCEPT IT.

NAGGING IDEA was about to raise a question re the exam

WHATEVER.

2020-02-09_12-20-34
Comedic, cartoon or game music starts to play next door.

2020-02-09_13-43-31
Feeling OVERLY EXHAUSTED or TIRED after talking aloud (with INDUCED HEAVY PALPITATIONS) to NIGGERS AROUND.

2020-02-09_13-49-16
Starting to feel VERY PISSED again then WARM after dh or whore (front room) arrived, followed by foreign kid passing by the door while noisily stomping with his slippers (like marching) in comedic fashion.

CANT FOCUS ANYMORE or even BREATHE PROPERLY.

2020-02-09_13-55-09
Smell of CIGARETTE SMOKE starts.

2020-02-09_16-49-27
SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee since morning. Still NOT FINISHED with exams.

2020-02-09_17-18-25
Loud music playing from front room with open door.

2020-02-09_18-33-50
VERY SORE STOMACH but NOT THAT HUNGRY.

Sudden VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE.

2020-02-09_22-06-56
Left side of waistline or trunk VERY SORE.

2020-02-09_23-02-47
Noisy next door foreigners arrive.  Lower left back molars start to HURT.

2020-02-10_01-12-40
Right ear VERY ITCHY NONSTOP.

2020-02-10_01-21-52
Went to bed.