Silent No More

2021-08-01 04-10-00 Went to bed.  OVERLY WARM feeling on my face and neck.   2021-08-01 08-42-02 Woke up.  VERY ITCHY nose. 2021-08-01 09-38-20 Music started to play outside the compound (or videoke).  Felt VERY PISSED for some reason and felt the urge to play my audio files.  My tablet was FORCED TO SHUT DOWN and is now STUCK on the opening screen.   2021-08-01 11-21-15 Nose still VERY ITCHY.  SNEEZING AGAIN.  VERY SORE throat and palate.  Sprayed almost the whole room (except ceiling and walls) with vinegar but to NO AVAIL.  2021-08-01 20-28-01 TOO ABNORMALLY EXHAUSTED after cleaning some stuff and areas of the toilet. It was NOT even finished.  Nose VERY ITCHY AGAIN. 2021-08-01 20-48-36 Could NOT PREPARE a MEAL either and have NO APPETITE due to this remotely INDUCED FAKE exhaustion. Have TROUBLE BURPING as if it was being CONSTRICTED or SUPPRESSSD AFTER I ate some chips for a snack earlier.  2021-08-01 23-07-48 N...

2021-07-31 03-56-08 Sudden VERY PAINFUL PRICKING URGE to pee followed by a PUSHING sensation. The other day there was an instance when it felt like something was CONSTRICTED in my lower ab while I was emptying my bladder so much so that NOT everything came out. 2021-07-31 04-01-49 SUDDEN DROWSINESS followed by a VERY ITCHY nose.  STRONG MOLDS smell.  2021-07-31 06-29-48 NONSTOP SNEEZING.  2021-07-31 06-29-48 Went to bed 2021-07-31 08-55-19 Woke up. Right nostril CLOGGED. SEWERS smell.  2021-07-31 12-35-52 Woke up. Smell of SEWERS. DULL heavy tapping inside puffer fish room.  VERY ITCHY nose. SNEEZING.  VERY RUNNY nose.  2021-07-31 12-40-31 VERY ITCHY left ear after i turned my computer on.  2021-07-31 12-58-08 Computer is VERY SLOW and FREEZING.   NONSTOP nose ITCHING and SNEEZING.  2021-07-31 13-39-15 NONSTOP SNEEZING AGAIN.  SEWERS stench AGAIN.  2021-07-31 14-58-50 SUDDEN NONSTOP SNEEZING recurring FREQUENTLY. N...

2021-07-29 04-16-21 VERY ITCHY STINGING PRICK in my left nostril when I stood up from my bed mat after tidying up my computer (set aside on the bed).  2021-07-29 05-34-04 Went to bed. It started raining again but i had also stopped sneezing for some reason.  2021-07-29 11-58-07 Woke up.  Nose starts to ITCH.  SNEEZING.  VERY COLD even if the sun is up. 2021-07-29 13-53-10 SUDDEN VERY ITCHY left eye. Feel like SCRATCHING it raw.  2021-07-29 18-40-11 Someone arrives next door (puffer fish room) and after entering starts SLAMMING the door OVER and OVER (pretending to fix it).  2021-07-29 18-45-55 Voice of (assaulting) whore starts. SLAMMING continues.  2021-07-29 18-53-45 NONSTOP open-close slamming had stopped.  It seemed the whore went back down.  2021-07-29 19-13-40 A dh arrives and knocks.  Whore opens the door (still inside apparently) and sounding CHEERFUL. 2021-07-29 19-19-59 NOT feeling too good. Muscle WEAKNESS and REMOTE...

2021-07-28 04-18-24 Head SUDDENLY HURTS for NO reason.  2021-07-28 04-37-18 HEADACHE stopped for a few MINS after i wrote the above then GOT WORSE. Feel like PUKING now.  2021-07-28 09-26-17 Woke up around 9 AM. Right hip VERY SORE and right nostril VERY CLOGGED.  My hip PROMPTLY felt better after i placed a metal item on top of it.  2021-07-28 10-51-01 VERY ITCHY right elbow starts again.  2021-07-28 11-32-12 SMELL of something BURNING.  2021-07-28 13-47-19 Internet connection getting BLOCKED. VERY SLOW.  2021-07-28 16-05-27 Stomach ache and had to move my bowels. Now I feel VERY TIRED for some reason.  2021-07-28 16-33-53 Work site JUMPING AROUND. AUTO adjusting the SCREEN OVER and OVER.  2021-07-28 17-19-00 Internet INTERFERENCES or BLOCKS while trying to finish a task that takes an hour to finish and must be submitted all at the same time.  Refreshing it would take me back to the very beginning and I would have to start ALL OVER...

2021-07-26 04-03-15 ON-OFF STINGING WARM ITCH on my left nose for more than an hour now.  2021-07-26 04-58-40 Eyes being FORCED to CLOSE.  Feel like going CROSS-EYED.  2021-07-26 17-19-31 STINGING WARM PRICKING inside my left nostril RECURRING OVER and OVER making my EYES WATER and giving me MENTAL BLOCKS.  2021-07-27 02-44-20 Right eye getting VERY BLURRED AND IRRITATED with some IMAGINARY and ACTUAL HARD mucus.  2021-07-27 03-56-16 Right eye IRRITATION still WONT STOP. It started to diminish when i placed some anti-EMF item in front of my face (right eye area).  2021-07-27 04-15-06 RINSED my eye with clean water MANY TIMES but the SHARP sensation is STILL THERE and MOVING AROUND my eyeballs even if my eye is STEADY and NOT MOVING or BLINKING AT ALL.  My eye has already GONE RED.  I also looked at the mirror and there was NOTHING in my eye.  2021-07-27 04-31-22 Eye IRRITATION started to DIMINISH as soon as i started making NOISES. But i c...

2021-07-25 03-42-52 PUNGENT tobacco smoke CONTINUES.  It WANES and then GETS STRONG again like the dh is passing back and forth SCARED SHIT of getting caught.  2021-07-25 04-09-10 Smoke odor still CONTINUES.  Rain pouring outside.  NONSTOP ITCHING on my face starts.  2021-07-25 04-54-19 Smoke getting STRONGER AGAIN.  2021-07-25 04-57-16 Nose starting to CLOG UP.  Throat IRRITATED. Earlier there was a LOT of NEGATIVE IDEAS entering my head.  Chest was VERY PAINFUL.  Now I feel so tired but these niggers are still NOT LETTING UP.  Tobacco smoke CONTINUES to enter my room. My chest HURTS and is BEING REMOTELY SQUEEZED with each PUFF of smoke the nigger outside BLOWS into my room.  2021-07-25 05-15-02 I just heard one of the doors nearby (nanny whore's) down the hallway close QUIETLY and the smell of smoke had diminished. 2021-07-25 05-51-16 SMOKE seems to have STARTED AGAIN then SUDDENLY STOPPED as i wrote this.  2021-07-25 06-32-...

2021-07-24 02-53-17 A certain seller (who hails from Makati) of an online marketplace is implying refusal to sell me a mobile phone (cheaper than the branded one) by giving info with slanderous double-meanings like "Astar" to "Astray" when i inquired about the brand. I am still unable to buy a new and cheaper mobile phone for a project, out of CONCERN that my efforts might get SABOTAGED AGAIN like the last time. 2021-07-24 05-06-06 Went to bed. ITCHY RASHES which turn into SCABS developing on my cheeks since yesterday.  Right inner ear and outside surrounding skin ITCHING too.  It's NOT COLD right now so I didn't use a blanket. But i ALWAYS wake up VERY SORE and STIFF nowadays.  2021-07-24 11-18-44 Woke up. VERY ITCHY nose. SNEEZING.  Toilet bowl STILL VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY.  2021-07-24 13-29-07 PUNGENT SMELL of cigarette smoke coming from outside the door making my nose ITCH NONSTOP. HARD SNEEZING follows.  2021-07-24 15-40-16 Toilet bowl still as CL...

2021-07-23 01-10-40 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY again since this afternoon after i moved my bowels (more like LBM). 2021-07-23 01-14-44 SNEEZING.  2021-07-23 01-24-19 Hard VERY ITCHY SNEEZING AGAIN. Palate sudden IRRITATION.  2021-07-23 03-15-31 Sudden VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee while i was at the kitchen putting away stuff PILED on it so I can brush my teeth. PUSHING sensation on my lower ab almost made me URINATE in my undies.  Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and RISING to the edge.  2021-07-23 03-22-11 Remembered that I need to formally FILE a REPORT against the puffer whores next door.   But my LESS than ADEQUATE EARNINGS or funds and the thought that i will be WASTING time AGAIN on this issue (and NOT getting PAID for it) that is NOT even MY PROBLEM in the first place and instead BROUGHT ABOUT by LOCAL and FOREIGN IDIOTS, is cause for me to get quite UNMOTIVATED.  2021-07-23 11-05-22 Woke up with PAIN ALL OVER. Right hip VERY STIFF and SORE....

2021-07-19 07-24-09 Went to bed around 6:55. 2021-07-20 02-48-38 Sudden SHORT CHOKING and COULDN'T BREATHE.  2021-07-20 13-15-34 Woke up around 12:30 PM. Went to bed around 5:30 AM. Steady downpour outside but stopped just now.  Left nostril CLOGGED. Palate or tonsils seem to be SWELLING. A bit SORE when I swallow.  The puffer fish room occupants seemed to have left as of yesterday.  The room right next to it (nanny nun) making the subtle dull banging noises now.  2021-07-20 15-23-56 NONSTOP ITCHING on my nose.  2021-07-20 19-56-43 Eyes seem to grow DARKER and I get DROWSY when I turn away from the TV.  2021-07-21 05-06-37 Went to bed.  While lying down nose starts to ITCH.  Palate gets SORE.    2021-07-21 05-17-31 Corners of both EYES VERY ITCHY.  2021-07-21 05-31-44 SNEEZING.  2021-07-21 15-34-50 Preparing to get online. Apps are VERY SLOW in BOOTING up.  2021-07-21 16-57-52 Someone has arrived and entered puffe...

2021-07-18 04-17-50 Went to bed. Feeling ABNORMALLY WARM as I layed down despite the COOL temperature outside. ITCHING starts.  2021-07-18 04-17-50 Went to bed.  2021-07-18 11-51-15 Woke up but CANT GET UP.   VERY SORE back and sides.  The PAIN seems to be MOVING AROUND my mid section when I shift sides.  2021-07-18 12-27-38 VERY STIFF ALL OVER.  CANT even TURN AROUND to reach my back.  Stomach feels BLOATED.  All sorts of music playing outside including the one next door.  Sudden CHATTER all around.  Earlier this morning the other whore (claiming to be nanny) next door said Thank You ALOUD happily and with a tinge of malice. 2021-07-18 13-18-22 STRONG PUNGENT INSECTICIDE smell. Water BOTTLE smells like it too when i drink the WATER.  2021-07-18 14-14-03 Some asshoe with heavy slippers paused outside my door and SLAMMED a hard object on the floor before moving on.  Water still SMELLS like INSECTICIDE.  2021-07-18 1...

2021-07-16 22-38-49 NONSTOP scalp ITCHING.  FAKE UNCONTROLLABLE EXTREME DROWSINESS (ALMOST FEEL FAINT) setting in AGAIN. 2021-07-17 00-10-13 Stomach starting to HURT.  LBM again.  Ate a moderate amount of ice cream only earlier.  A dh teenager or someone who's Adams apple had not grown in yet came out of the room mumbling. This was followed some minutes later by a teen sounding whore.  STILL getting DROWSY ON-OFF but controllable.  2021-07-17 05-18-37 Went to bed.  2021-07-17 11-32-44 Woke up. Something or an odor STINGING my nose but I CANT seem to smell it.  2021-07-17 12-28-29 Lingering STENCH from somewhere.  2021-07-17 14-52-09 VERY DROWSY. Voice VERY HOARSE. 2021-07-17 15-30-25 Small bells RINGING again.  Elec bill over Php600 again even when my mother does not cook here anymore and I seldom use the stove. Bill went down by 50% after my mother started to live my sister. Now it's back to the same amount like my mother never left....

2021-07-16 02-18-37 I CANT stand up. Simple TASKS like putting away my mobile chargers seem VERY DEPRESSING PAINFUL and DISORIENTING.  Also as I recall the SORE on my left bum developed due to NONSTOP E. L. F. HEAT targeting the nerves bone and muscle joints connected to my left leg. No wonder this leg always gets SORE when I am seated doing tasks online.   2021-07-16 03-28-20 Still CANT STAND UP to do some small chores to prepare for bed.  My tree plant has not been watered for 3 days and is now WILTING.   Slow (love) music now playing from puffer room but still LOUD ENOUGH for me to hear. Earlier there was some IDIOTIC CHANTING going on.  Now it's tuned in to a RADIO STATION with announcers PIPING IN to make remarks.  2021-07-16 03-51-25 New voltage regulator is OVERHEATING again. The older one (lower voltage) also used to do that when it was still servicing the fridge but not after almost a year of use. But the surge protector that it's con...

2021-07-14 17-29-42 Water tastes like INSECTICIDE again. But not as strong or my olfactory sense is being REMOTELY SCREWED as usual. 2021-07-15 03-49-12 Right knee PAINFUL each time I try to stand up.  VERY TIGHT PAINFUL chest and HEAVY PALPITATIONS (for no reason) after i finished an online exam.  2021-07-15 03-53-31 Now feeling VERY DISORIENTED and CANT RECALL familiar and basic procedures.  2021-07-15 04-21-48 Earlier my neck and shoulders were getting TOO HOT again while I was buying some items during an online sale.  I have ordered items worth less than 1.5k only and I was already getting TORTURED.  Previous to this the right side of my head and neck were getting VERY STIFF and PAINFUL again. 2021-07-15 05-13-29 VERY ITCHY corners of both eyes. About to SCRATCH them RAW.  STRONG perfume from outside the door.  2021-07-15 06-35-28 Went to bed.   Right knee now also HURTS if I bend it to lie down after i reported it to be hurting ONLY whe...

2021-07-14 00-29-37 ON-OFF EXTREME SORE PAIN with HOT feeling at the back of my ears (lymph nodes).  I am currently in front of my computer and about to work.  The SORE HOT PAIN transferred to my CHEST with HEAVY PALPITATIONS  Starting to feel TIRED.  2021-07-14 01-39-30 Feeling EXTREME PAIN on my upper torso almost similar to PANIC ATTACKS or STRESS while trying to read something.  CANT FOCUS AT ALL.  It feels like my head is about to EXPLODE. 2021-07-14 01-45-35 When i review the guidelines for an exam retake remotely INDUCED FAKE STRESS starts that makes it impossible for me to concentrate.  But when i start to work on an existing project I get TWITCHES on my left leg.  2021-07-14 02-35-56 PAINFUL HOT STINGING sensation now ALL OVER my upper torso UP TO MY HEAD with HEAVY PALPITATIONS and TROUBLE BREATHING.   Feels like I am in an oven. CANT FOCUS and starting to feel VERY EXHAUSTED with a threatening migraine.  Had to STOP with...

2021-07-13 03-04-58 Feeling OVERLY WARM coming from the back of my neck while preparing for bed. Muscles NUMB and LIMP.   Feels like my joints and muscles CANT HOLD ME UP and my hand felt like it was about to get DISLOCATED when I try to prop myself to stand up from the floor as my hips and back HAD GONE LIMP too.  2021-07-13 03-58-01 Went to bed. Left arm starting to HURT for no reason. I did NOT DO ANYTHING the whole day yesterday.  2021-07-13 04-31-50 Still CANT sleep. STENCH from outside or the sewers. Ears and scalp VERY ITCHY. 2021-07-13 08-35-49 Woke up. VERY SORE back. I had unconsciously TRASHED my bedding while I was asleep.  CLOGGED nose started to get VERY ITCHY and RUNNY. STENCH from outside.  2021-07-13 10-20-24 NONSTOP ITCHING on my face. Voltage regulator is OVERHEATING again.  2021-07-13 11-08-34 Face continues to ITCH. Mouth palate VERY SORE and throat seem to be SWELLING. Nose RUNNY.  Starting to get DROWSY.  20...

2021-07-12 01-41-11 Felt just like WANTING to WATCH a film even if i had watched it before. Found it MORE interesting to watch now than before.  2021-07-12 03-22-49 Having a HARD TIME trying to unbox a recent package (sustainably by reusing) Too many packaging tape.  2021-07-12 05-53-57 Right knee VERY PAINFUL and STIDD when i get up.  Back of head STINGING PAIN with MIGRAINE ATTACKS when i move it. 2021-07-12 06-58-16 Feel like PUKING. Head and back of neck continue to ACHE. CANT FINISH putting away my stuff to prepare for bed.  Have NOT brushed teeth yet either.  2021-07-12 07-09-34 CANT stand up due to SHARP WARM PAIN at the back of my head while feeling PAINFUL HUNGER PANGS.  2021-07-12 07-54-17 MIGRAINE and PAIN at the back of my head and neck CONTINUES.  ITCHY scalp starts. FLOATER in my right eye BECOMES MORE VISIBLE.  2021-07-12 07-09-34 CANT stand up due to SHARP WARM PAIN at the back of my head while feeling PAINFUL HUNGER PANGS....

2021-07-10 04-53-41 Getting VERY DROWSY with the usual ABNORMALLY warm feeling and PAINFUL SQUEEZING sensation all around my head while putting away my computer and stuff to prepare for bed.  2021-07-10 09-00-48 Drowsiness was followed by NONSTOP scalp ITCHING. It feels really WARM.  2021-07-10 15-30-55 Woke up some minutes ago.  2021-07-10 20-24-38 VERY DROWSY. CANT work.  2021-07-11 06-07-38 Stomach HURTING AGAIN. It started hurting earlier followed by LBM.  2021-07-11 06-48-17 I feel PAIN and something SQUEEZING when I enter the kitchen.  2021-07-11 16-27-01 Fell asleep again and woke up some minutes ago when my sister arrived with purchased food.  Stomach starts to HURT again after eating (no dairy) and had LBM AGAIN.  STENCH from OUTSIDE the door starts followed by INSECTICIDE odor as i sat down.  Right side of face NONSTOP ITCHING.  ALLERGY developing on right side of chin.  2021-07-11 16-51-47 STENCH starts again.  20...

2021-07-09 01-01-04 Toilet VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY since yesterday. And I JUST MOVED my BOWELS again yesterday morning. Feeling WARM and STINGING sensation on my skin's shoulder and neck. 2021-07-09 02-04-06 STINGING around my neck with VERY WARM ALMOST SCALDING feeling. TIGHT and PAINFUL SORENESS at the sides of my head.  ON-OFF sound of a recorded voice but no words with STATIC going ROUND in my head like an echo. Meanwhile toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY same with my sink.  NONSTOP TORTURE SABOTAGE and HARASSMENT as ALWAYS.  When are these niggers and their slaves going to get ANNIHILATED.  2021-07-09 02-26-37 Noticed that dirt accumulating on my finger nails has turned DARK GREY with some DARK GREEN like molds unlike the dark brown color before.  2021-07-09 02-44-20 Inet connection DROPPED AGAIN.  CONSTANTLY recurring EXTREME PAIN on my right shoulder.  2021-07-09 03-15-06 Got back online but NONSTOP skin ITCHING as i worked.  2021-0...

2021-07-07 05-20-09 Internet connection BLOCKED AGAIN and AGAIN.  Delayed for more than 30 mins just searching for a company online. 2021-07-07 05-20-09 Internet connection BLOCKED AGAIN and AGAIN.  2021-07-07 09-44-29 Nose suddenly ITCHES and palate IRRITATED.  SNEEZING since the sun came out.  2021-07-07 10-19-35 Vice like GRIP on my scalp has started AGAIN and NOT for lack of sleep.  The pain and TIGHT feeling is  promptly diminished (but not eradicated) when i put a neutral object on top of my head.  2021-07-07 10-57-24 Legs and underside GETTING remotely ELECTROCUTED. CANT sit still and my bum is getting TOO SORE no matter how I shift my sitting position. I am not even doing anything stressful but just browsing. VERY UNCOMFORTABLE.  2021-07-07 12-08-54 Drinking water smells and tastes like INSECTICIDE 2021-07-07 15-26-15 TOO WARM all of a sudden as i prepare to get up and take a nap in a short while. Feel nauseated.  2021-07-07 17-23-...

2021-07-06 13-19-06 Woke up. STENCH from the sewers. SNEEZING.  Carpenter SAWING and BANGING noises.  2021-07-06 16-03-14 LETHARGIC feeling and getting DROWSY again. Cable channels still NOT ON.  Have some urgent chores but CANT seem to get up.  2021-07-06 18-39-05 Still NO cable channels.  2021-07-06 18-52-32 Cable channels just came back on.  2021-07-06 21-41-30 Something TIGHT or SQUEEZING in my head. I CANT move much and when I do it HURTS. I get easily BREATHLESS even if i have NOT eaten anything or having induced indigestion. I have a HARD time THINKING about what to eat as I seem to have LOST my APPETITE so I END UP eating something SWEET MORE OFTEN THAN NOT.  I ALSO have a RECURRING SUDDEN DISLIKE for the taste of drinking water.  Whenever I stop moving or i pause for a bit my head gets VERY STIFF and i CANT SNAP OUT of it. I keep loosing TRACK of time. I am almost ALWAYS FORCED to sleep or HARASSED when i work in the mornings and AF...

2021-07-05 09-05-55 Went to rest for awhile due to a sudden OVERWHELMING feeling of tiredness. Had not brushed teeth yet. Right ear NONSTOP ITCHING. Car door SLAMS just below my window.  2021-07-05 14-43-46 Woke up. Was UNABLE to wake up EARLIER after an hour of rest DESPITE the set alarm on my phone which I DO NOT recall hearing AT ALL.  Fell asleep WITHOUT brushing teeth, turning off the voltage regulator (which has gotten ABNORMALLY WARM now since no working appliance was plugged into it), switching off the surge protector (where the VR was plugged into), and turning off an ordinary power strip.  Dh AGGRESSIVE verbal noises while i was at the door.  2021-07-05 14-51-55 I am having FLASHBACKS that i turned these devices off.   Lately I have recurring IDEAS with images in my head that i DID certain things but it turns out that i HAVE NOT. 2021-07-05 15-12-41 Top area of my knee was REMOTELY made to HURT as i stood up to turn the faucet off on an overflow...

2021-07-03 14-00-05 Woke up 3-4 times earlier. VERY PAINFUL and STIFF back, neck and shoulders. CANT GET UP and PROMPTLY DOZED off.  Now I CANT even turn around to reach my back.  2021-07-03 18-28-18 CANT get up again. STIFF ALL OVER.  2021-07-03 22-53-35 CANT THINK. Feels like something SQUEEZING my head. Planned about doing some organizing right now and my head starts getting ATTACKED AGAIN.  2021-07-03 22-53-35 CANT THINK. Feels like something SQUEEZING my head. 2021-07-03 23-18-03 Upper arms torso and chest VERY SORE. Have TROUBLE breathing.  2021-07-04 02-44-25 Feeling WARM on the back of my neck and upper back.  Vision DARK.  THREATENING IDEAS and imagery that i would CUT or HURT myself if I do any unboxing due to WEAK arm muscles and DISORIENTATION.  2021-07-04 04-00-16 Sat down after cleaning a bit at the kitchen and was NOT ABLE to get up til then. Still sitting down and watching TV shows and NOT doing anything else.  2021-07-...