Silent No More

2021-06-30 18-56-58 Car door SLAMS below when i go near the window.  2021-07-01 05-01-45 Woke up a few minutes ago.  2021-07-01 07-43-48 Feeling VERY UNCOMFORTABLE while working on tasks.  Restless and SORE PAIN on my sides and back  2021-07-01 07-55-09 Sudden DROWSINESS.  CANT focus on what I am doing.  2021-07-01 12-40-11 Fell asleep and woke up just now with a PAINFUL urge to pee. Hooting below the window.  Toilet still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY and water is at 3/4 of the bowl.  2021-07-01 12-44-28 Starting to feel DROWSY AGAIN.  2021-07-01 15-46-28 Knees VERY WEAK and NUMB when i stand or walk around. My pets ALL DIED when i failed to attend to them for days (due to NONSTOP DROWSINESS and INTERFERENCE) after i noticed the excess moisture in their container. It rained for a few days and EVERYTHING got pretty MOIST in my room. Only a few survived (4).  My other aquatic pets died for no apparent reason except for the IDEA that it was due ...

2021-06-29 23-52-06 Feeling still VERY WARM since i last wrote about it.  Lower left back molar still HURTS and SWELLING.  Just noticed vpn connection on computer was diverted to a server in Japan.  2021-06-29 23-56-27 Blogger app won't open when i was about to post this.  2021-06-30 00-22-25 Having a hard time getting up. KNEES and HIPS VERY STIFF and WEAK.  2021-06-30 02-21-20 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED. Water RISES to the surface now.  Lower left back molar SWELLING and HURTS when i chew.  2021-06-30 03-40-27 Back molar still SORE.  2021-06-30 04-57 Browser froze and computer screen  ALMOST SHUT DOWN.  2021-06-30 05-41-09 While still working nose and palate suddenly VERY ITCHY and i start SNEEZING.  Head PROMPTLY starts to HURT.  2021-06-30 06-12-31 Nose starts to CLOG UP.  Palate SWELLING.  STIFF and SORE at the left side of my head (back).  Sudden EXHAUSTION setting in.  OVERLY WARM feeling. ...

2021-06-28 12-39-24 Started SNEEZING. Strong smell of MOLDS.  2021-06-28 15-14-48 Woke up. Still SLEEPY.  2021-06-28 15-32-12 Metal AGGRESSIVE BANGING nearby.  2021-06-28 16-10-27 Woken up by a call from cx service. 2021-06-28 16-12-20 New voltage reg 2021-06-28 16-13-43 More METAL BANGING just below the window. 2021-06-29 01-15-10 Voltage regulator (new) HEATING UP again. It was stable since this afternoon hours and then its temperature just suddenly jumped up again when i touched its housing a few minutes ago.  2021-06-29 13-36-20 Woke up around 12PM. NOSE VERY ITCHY and RUNNY.  Planning to wake up EARLIER to finish more tasks but as USUAL CANT even WAKE UP using my mobile's alarm cloack. STRONG smell of STINKING food and the URINAL coming from outside.  2021-06-29 13-43-22 SNEEZING.  Lower left back molar starting to HURT even if i brushed my teeth before going to bed this morning.  2021-06-29 15-27-08 RECURRING RANDOM noise AGGRESSION and ...

2021-06-28 02-53-34 Feeling VERY SORE ALL OVER all of a SUDDEN. Still have other packages (long overdue and food items) left to open.  2021-06-28 03-24-43 Still VERY SORE and HEAVY for no reason and now VERY HUNGRY.  I am being TORTURED NOT to MOVE by making my muscles VERY SORE and HEAVY and I am TORTURED AT THE SAME TIME by the ULCER PAIN in my stomach to FORCE me to stand up and eat.  TALKING ABOUT ASSHOLES and IMBECILES. 2021-06-28 06-16-50 Big red ants appearing on the sink. No house lizards anywhere where they used to be.  Don't know where those ants came from.  Still have NOT gone to bed. Trying to tidy up previous pile of empty packages which I was NOT able to properly bag for recycling due to FORCED sleepiness.  Now red ants and roaches are CRAWLING or COMING OUT from them.  Room looks like stock room with the half side PILED with packages and boxes (and my DISORGANIZED furniture and stuff) and with a corner for my bed (mat on the floor) whic...

2021-06-26 00-03-29 It's only now that i seem to finally have an inet signal.  2021-06-26 01-27-21 Having VERY PERSISTENT mental blocks.  Earlier while turning computer on was INDUCED to feel wide awake with excitement for NO APPARENT reason. Now I feel VERY UNCOMFORTABLE and starting to feel DROWSY again.  I can feel the PAIN targeting my chest, ears and sides of my lower torso and lower back. My legs are getting VERY SORE again.  2021-06-26 05-26-42 Scalp VERY ITCHY. Had to lie down without brushing my teeth yet.  Worked for about 2.5 hours but only 1.5 hours was reflected on my acct.  But upon checking previous discrepancies, they usually get adjusted in the invoice.  2021-06-26 14-29-25 Woke up around 12PM earlier but unconsciously FELL BACK to sleep.  Finally woke up around 1:30PM. Could BARELY get up due to EXTREME PAIN all around my waistline all the way to the back. When i placed a metal next to my back the pain PROMPTLY DIMINISHED....

2021-06-24 05-52-54 Went to bed. Butt starts to ITCH and feels like something is MOVING.  2021-06-24 13-02-41 Woke up around 12PM. Left nostril VERY ITCHY. SNEEZING. Left side of scalp NONSTOP ITCHING followed by left side of forehead, face and nose.  Kid next door WAILING and SHRIEKING.  2021-06-24 16-27-01 Screen suddenly went BLACK.  Computer and apps SLOW in responding and ON-OFF FREEZING since i turned it on around 1PM. 2021-06-24 19-54-52 VERY WARM left shoulder.  GROGGY even if i had enough sleep this morning.  2021-06-24 21-00-22 Internet connection DROPPED while taking an online exam for a project.  2021-06-24 23-24-47 I did NOT qualify for the project.  Wrists and fingers were VERY SORE while taking the exam.  PAIN disappeared after I finished with the exam.  There was also a VERY STRONG SOUR STENCH coming from the outside while I was taking the exam.  2021-06-25 01-58-13 OVERLY WARM feeling on my shoulders and neck. SW...

2021-06-22 02-13-07 Work site NOT RESPONDING.  2021-06-22 03-03-06 Was trying to work some more for a few more minutes but LATENCY has STARTED AGAIN.  2021-06-22 12-48-24 Woke up. Went to bed around 6 this morning.  2021-06-22 16-02-01 FLAK outside the window. Accusations like "kasalanan mo kasi" being ECHOED in my head. NOSE and palate VERY ITCHY all of a sudden.  Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED AGAIN. Water RISING to the edge.  2021-06-22 16-07-12 Still have NOT RECEIVED a Php286 refund from a certain online payment platform.  2021-06-22 16-45-08 Ordered some food (frozen) online. Left cheek NONSTOP ITCH.  2021-06-22 21-01-52 Mobile phone inet connection getting BLOCKED.  2021-06-22 23-25-35 CANT BREATHE.  Seem to be suffering from some form of indigestion AGAIN even if i had BURPED and FELT BETTER already after that FAKE indigestion awhile ago, and had NOT eaten anything yet since then.  2021-06-23 02-54-47 VERY ITCHY back of right ear ...

2021-06-20 23-57-07 CANT MOVE. Trying to prepare a meal. 2021-06-21 00-05-51 CRAVING for some food that isn't there. NAGGING IDEA with PAIN in my chest that i DONT like preparing my own food. 2021-06-21 01-57-29 NAGGING IDEAS in my head as i DRAG myself around with ON-OFF LABOURED breathing trying to prepare a snack as I self-talk to "answer" these 101 STUPID PERENNIAL similar and BORING questions by RETARDS who CANT seem to GRASP VERY SIMPLE concepts. 2021-06-21 04-48-40 NONSTOP NAGGING arguments in my head about cultures and races.  I could NOT PUT AWAY my computer so I can go to bed.  I only worked on tasks for an hour last night. I CANT continue anymore due to the USUAL  TORTURE and HEAVINESS.  I cannot exactly recall now as to what type of torture except the usual HIGHLY UNCOMFORTABLE feeling around my body and some form of DEBILITATING and PAINFUL HUNGER that WONT LET me GET UP and prepare a meal.  They are getting MORE and MORE SUBTLE, and I am getting M...

2021-06-19 14-51-47 Woke up. Sweaty and sneezing. The insides of my legs are very COARSE with dirt particles.  There seems to be a different type of ants crawling on my bed now.  It's the one with a RED HEAD (black body) and BITES.  Before it was just the all-black one.  2021-06-19 15-12-13 Kid CRYING at the hallway.  2021-06-19 16-40-20 Skin at the tip of my nose VERY ITCHY NONSTOP. It's getting red and swelling from my scratching.  OVERLY WARM feeling even if it's CLOUDY and cool outside the room. 2021-06-19 19-25-15 Repetitive car door SLAMMING some minutes ago  Electric fan that caught fire last night was an industrial type of stand fan. It was even plugged into a surge protector. The wall outlet it was connected to was adjacent to the room next door (where Indian tenants once stayed) and was used to illegaly enter my room via the window.   It's quite SUSPICIOUS that it should OVERLOAD and burn as i make it a point to use it ALTERNATEL...

2021-06-18 01-31-33 Just finished washing dishes. Sink CLOGGED as ever. 2021-06-18 03-34-16 NONSTOP SCALP ITCHING for almost an hour now.  2021-06-18 03-46-36 Internet connection kept DROPPING. I CANT even properly log out. 2021-06-18 06-15-01 Appliances and devices OVERHEATING. Room getting OVERLY WARM again even if it's the rainy season and it's quite cool outside. 2021-06-18 09-28-52 Woke up some mins ago. Stomach starts to get SORE.  2021-06-18 09-56-55 VERY DROWSY again. Underside VERY ITCHY all of a sudden like there's something moving.  2021-06-18 14-02-20 Woke up some mins ago. Have trouble getting up.  NO appetite.  2021-06-18 20-40-34 HEADACHE while kids OUTSIDE are SHOUTING at random.  2021-06-18 20-55-21 Industrial elec fan suddenly SLOWED DOWN.  Smell of something BURNT.  It was plugged into a surge protector.  2021-06-19 00-38-56 Industrial fan (new and been used for about 6 months only) suddenly caught FIRE inside its mot...

2021-06-17 00-54-24 Head continues to feel VERY SORE and TIGHT with random SHARP HEADACHES. Monthly flow was doing fine awhile ago until the HEADACHES started joined by lower ab on-off cramps.  2021-06-17 01-54-13 Head continues to HURT with lower ab SORENESS. CANT FEEL anything else except PAIN such that my pad got too soaked without my knowing it and I had already stained my undies and shorts including my seat on the floor. 2021-06-17 02-11-00 Neck starts to HURT NOW at the SLIGHTEST of movements.  2021-06-17 05-18-02 Went to bed.  2021-06-17 09-27-57 Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL SHARP URGE to pee. 2021-06-17 15-33-43 VERY DROWSY.  I can BARELY WRITE this.  2021-06-17 16-18-22 About to take a nap.  LOUD SMASH below as i was locking up the door.  I started SHOUTING.  2021-06-17 16-36-34 Still feeling PISSED.  Steel rods CONTINUE to make noise.  2021-06-17 16-54-23 Metal and construction noises stop replaced by dhs FLAK just below my wi...

2021-06-15 19-18-22 Toilet bowl CLOGGED again. Being given the impression that i am responsible even if it's QUITE OBVIOUS that these disgusting perps have BLOCKED the pipe sewage again as the dirt did NOT EVEN reach the bottom when i flushed.  2021-06-15 19-23-47 Feeling VERY DROWSY even if i had enough sleep even if i slept late this morning.  Still having issues with a refund from a cancelled purchase and an order that was cancelled by God knows who for God knows what reason. Had to repurchase the item again. Even if it's COD it was still such a hassle.  2021-06-15 20-07-49 STENCH coming from outside like from a man's public urinal.  2021-06-15 21-59-57 OVERLY WARM feeling and HEADACHE as i continue NONSTOP self-talking.  2021-06-15 22-58-41 Still VERY WARM and also DROWSY now.  Work site WON'T LOAD or VERY SLOW.  2021-06-15 23-22-01 CANT REACH work site. Yesterday there was a discrepancy with my recorded time vs actual time worked by almost an ...

2021-06-14 05-01-38 While preparing to go to bed, I tarried at the kitchen door to double check the locks and a SHARP BANG noise came from next door. Earlier while I was initially preparing for bed i could BARELY GET UP as the niggers start their USUAL PAIN-SORE TORTURE TO DELAY me from sleeping early with DEBILITATING ACHES and PAINS.   But when i am able to push past all that these niggers would promptly SHIFT from TORTURING me to delay or totally prevent me from sleeping to TORTURING me to RUSH to go to bed.   They are still under the impression that I am UNAWARE of the GLARINGLY OBVIOUS INCONSISTENCIES in their so-called "assistance" activities (by means of remote harassment and torture) which are still being SHOVED DOWN my throat up to now. These niggers are ALWAYS trying to make it appear that there is SOME KIND of CONFLICT going on and since I don't know who they all are I have NO WAY of knowing who to BLAME and who is ACCOUNTABLE.  Meanwhile they will ju...

2021-06-12 00-42-54 Browser FREEZING ON-OFF since i turned computer on about an hour ago (despite new modem).  2021-06-12 01-08-45 EVERY TIME there's an update my computer FREEZES ON-OFF.  My modem or Internet connection is being BLOCKED but the perps are using the download or updates as an alibi to INTERFERE with my computer.  They BLOCK my inet just enough to slow down the download and clog my computer.  2021-06-12 01-15-13 The download just suddenly FINISHED now.  2021-06-12 01-27-54 NONSTOP nose ITCHING for MORE THAN AN HOUR now.  2021-06-12 11-31-17 Woke up around 11AM.  Right nostril VERY CLOGGED and VERY SORE palate. It's the rainy season. 2021-06-12 14-42-54 Head starting to HURT as i take a quiz for a new task. Earlier stomach gets SORE or SOUR  even as i eat food. 2021-06-12 15-13-46 BANGING noise somewhere below related to my movts. 2021-06-12 15-47-50 BAD FEELING while working on a task that i really like. 2021-06-12 20-...

2021-06-10 01-58-37 DON'T feel like doing anything. Feeling mild SORENESS but still VERY STIFF. VERY WARM feeling starts when i TRY to be MORE ACTIVE.  2021-06-10 02-24-55 IDEA that HEAVY PAINFUL TORTURE is being done to me to PREVENT me from being RESTLESS. According to this IDEA, it is FAR BETTER than being RESTLESS and always being FORCED TO LOOK for something that i CANT FIND.  Can anybody please KILL these niggers now.  2021-06-10 10-42-02 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE when i woke up joined by VERY LOUD DRILLING.  2021-06-10 10-59-15 Felt something PUSHING or PRESSING on my lower abdomen even as I am VERY PAINFULLY URGED TO PEE.   CANT THINK for some reason as if its being BLOCKED and NOT by the PAIN.  Both sides of my lower back VERY SORE after i urinated.  Felt VERY COLD this morning (almost shivering) as i went to bed.  2021-06-10 11-05-36 Dh FLAK below.  Sounded like the puffer fish dh with a hole in his teeth which makes a ...

2021-06-08 05-47-15 Sudden PALPITATIONS and STRONG SHARP PAIN in my head.  2021-06-08 06-57-31 A part of my right upper molar's chipped tooth (near the front), a victim of sabotage, just broke loose some minutes ago. Only half of it is left. This is likely due to the REMOTELY INDUCED EXTREME PAIN from last week and the continuous DULL PAIN for the past few days.  2021-06-08 07-49-51 Feeling VERY SLEEPY now but i DONT feel like sleeping for some reason.  2021-06-08 09-15-15 VERY ITCHY left nostril and WARM like it's a bug that's STUCK at the left corner of my nostril.  2021-06-09 11-17-49 Woke up around 10AM.  NONSTOP scalp ITCHING.  Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY since yesterday.  Sink is CLOGGED AS USUAL.  DRILLING below starts and another nearby continues.  2021-06-09 11-21-36 Scalp ITCHING has diminished a bit but replaced by right cheek ITCHING.  2021-06-09 11-34-08 Scalp ITCHING RESUMED.  Had to put a metal chain on ...

2021-06-05 22-20-54 Moved my bowels some minutes ago due to a stomach ache and got IDEAS that it's HELP from the insectice POISONING in my WATER. My stomach HURTING still.  2021-06-06 04-04-03 CANT MOVE but just kept watching TV even if i WANTED to just put away my stuff and go to bed.  Back of my neck is VERY HEAVY and PAINFUL if I move it.  2021-06-06 04-11-57 VERY PISSED now and SHOUTING.  2021-06-06 10-23-04 Did not sleep the whole night. Feeling OVERLY TIRED and SORE now  2021-06-06 11-27-50 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY since i moved my bowels yesterday.  Sink is the same AS USUAL.  Also I had to eat almost a WHOLE PACK of candies to get RELIEF from the stomach ache I had at that time. 2021-06-06 11-40-25 VERY TIRED. Went to bed for a nap.  2021-06-06 15-58-23 Woke up a few minutes. Remotely induced BAD FEELING (by niggers) about opening packages (long overdue) even if i REALLY WANT to.  2021-06-06 17-25-05 VERY PAINFUL fe...

2021-06-04 23-43-02 Another work site still WONT LOAD COMPLETELY.  2021-06-05 14-40-45 While talking to sister dh kept BANGING a pail outside (knowing I will not reiterate with sister on the phone) while throat kept getting STUCK until i CLEARED IT with a LOUD growl.  Water tasted or has the smell of INSECT REPELLANT when i drank from my water bottle (with a lid) that i placed on the kitchen counter (which is next to the door).  Even the rice which I left partially covered (to prevent accumulating too much moisture and getting sour) held a CHEMICAL after-taste.  I leave the main door partially open at night due to the OVERLY WARM TEMPERATURE in the room but a harmless insect spray from the hallway can't cause this much impact UNLESS IT WAS SPRAYED DIRECTLY INTO or RIGHT OUTSIDE MY DOOR with an I COMING WIND while I slept.  Earlier CANT WAKE UP again due to HEAVINESS and SORENESS on the chest and back giving me an OVERLY TIRED feeling. 2021-06-05 15-07-21 Compute...

2021-06-03 00-15-08 Stomach starts to get VERY BLOATED and UNCOMFORTABLE. Left side of my stomach just under the rib and the rib cage suddenly gets VERY SORE and PAINFUL. 2021-06-03 00-47-28 Certain apps and internet connection are getting BLOCKED AGAIN.  2021-06-03 05-06-29 VORACIOUS or TOO HUNGRY feeling.  2021-06-03 07-40-56 Went to bed only now.  Earlier CANT MOVE with the same PAINFUL HEAVY feeling at the back of my head and neck as if FORCING me to lie down DESPITE THE CLUTTER on my bed.  2021-06-03 16-12-28 Woke up around 1PM. Started SNEEZING.  Now there's a sudden STRONG STINK coming from somewhere which I smelled momentarily due to my DAMAGED (by E. L. F.) sense of smell.  2021-06-03 17-00-38 Work site issues.  VERY SLOW to load and I would be alloted 1 task and then no more even if it says there are still some tasks available.  2021-06-03 23-02-50 About 2 hours ago while doing tasks online i checked on the time metrics and noticed tha...