Silent No More

2020-09-26 08-19-49 Woken up by WHORES LOUD FLAK next door whrre ABS CBN whore used to reside. 2020-09-26 08-33-56 LOUD BASS MUSIC playing outside. 2020-09-26 08-55-38 Dh FLAK below.  Started SNEEZING when i went near the door. No particles or dirt on black laptop table. 2020-09-26 12-00-54 CANT CONNECT ONLINE with both mobile or laptop (using 2 SIM cards). 2020-09-26 14-08-06 CANT STOP CRYING like i am BEING FORCED TO (over a pet dog that died due to rat poison when i was kid).  I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE CRYING.  My GODDAM SINUSES CLOG UP and i CANT BREATHE. TIGHTENING in my chest EASED UP when i wrote this. 2020-09-26 16-33-19 Just finished chatting with a difficult Lazada customer service agent.  NOISY playing outside window while shouting INSULTS and MOCKING. LOUD DOOR SLAM NEXT DOOR. 2020-09-26 16-38-15 LOUD MOTORCYCLE ENGINE REVVING as it passed below. 2020-09-26 16-41-39 Have NOT HAD or PREPARED LUNCH OR BREAKFAST YET. 2020-09-27 08-39-52 Woke...

2020-09-24 12-56-25 Preparing to get online.  STARTED FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE with DIZZINESS.  2020-09-24 21-50-34 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY SINCE MORNING.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED. 2020-09-24 22-18-34 Suddenly VERY HEAVY and DROWSY.  DIFFICULTY in PUTTING STUFF AWAY.  CANT MOVE PROPERLY.   Eyes start to ITCH.  2020-09-24 23-38-37 Many small roaches CRAWLING AROUND THE ROOM.  STRONG STENCH coming from outside.  2020-09-24 23-45-05 Went to bed.  Head STARTING TO HURT while brushing teeth.  2020-09-25 06-25-46 Woke up.  Head HURTING again.  Started SNEEZING.  TOILET STILL CLOGGED and DIRTY.  IDEA entered my head re ELECTRIC BILL why it's still the SAME AMOUNT when my mother or sister DOESN'T COOK HERE ANYMORE. 

2020-09-23 13-29-46 HEAD MIGRAINE ON-OFF as i rewrap package for return delivery to Lazada.  I just finished now.  Earlier i was trying to set up a REMOTE MONITORING camera which i had not tested until now.  I kept having that HEAVY SORE feeling whenever i tried to.  2020-09-23 13-49-42 HEAD HURTS AGAIN as i prepare to go out.  Feeling VERY SLEEPY NOW. 2020-09-23 17-03-10 Just got back from the package drop off. MISSED THEIR CUT OFF at 2PM.  I was busy trying to set up the CCTV before leaving BUT I WAS still UNABLE TO USE ANYWAYS.  Heard TAPS ON THE CEILING EARLIER as if i was BEING ENCOURAGED TO DO SO.   I only got to leave around 3PM. 2020-09-23 17-44-54 HEADACHE starting from LEFT TEMPLE. 2020-09-23 18-08-24 HEADACHE CONTINUES even after i ate and drank a lot of water.  PAIN SUDDENLY STOPS while eating then STARTS AGAIN when i stop eating. THROBBING PAIN STOPPED OR PAUSED for a moment when i TURNED ON SOME AUDIO. 2020-09-23 18-11-40 H...

2020-09-21 08-39-49 Woke up earlier but CANT GET UP.   IDEAS IN MY HEAD. Fell asleep last night NOT BRUSHING MY TEETH.   Lower left BROKEN molar starting to GET SORE NOW and i STILL CANT STAND UP.   FLASHING IMAGES IN MY HEAD OF THE KITCHEN GIVING ME A VERY SORE FEELING. 2020-09-21 12-53-08 CANT GET ONLINE.  Sites for online work are getting BLOCKED.  SPILLED WATER on my work area while trying to RESPOND TO THE NOISES AROUND ME.  2020-09-21 14-35-24 Group of teenagers outside playing while SHOUTING INSULTS.   2020-09-22 00-32-40 Sink and toilet still CLOGGED.  DONT FEEL LIKE BRUSHING MY TEETH when i look at the dishes PILED UP on the sink.  2020-09-22 00-36-44 When i went back to the sink i FELT SOMETHING VERY WARM at the back of my head and GOT VERY DIZZY.  Had to lie back down again.  2020-09-22 06-55-21 Woke up feeling like I am coming down with the FLU. Head HURTS or SORE. Started SNEEZING. Left nostril CLOGG...

2020-09-19 07-31-50 Woke up.  Unable to wake up earlier to brush my teeth.  2020-09-19 07-55-09 Back SORE.  CANT SEEM TO SIT UP STRAIGHT or GET UP.  2020-09-19 08-05-27 FAST TWITCHING in my left nostril while inside the toilet making it VERY RUNNY.  NO SNEEZING.  LOUD IRRITATING BASS music starts playing outside as soon as i got out 2020-09-19 08-10-41 Power strip OVERHEATING.  2020-09-19 08-23-01 It stopped a few minutes after i unplugged my phone and wrote the above.  2020-09-19 08-28-28 IDEA NOT TO WORK ONLINE.  VERY BAD and SORE feeling starts.  It DISAPPEARED as soon as i wrote this.  2020-09-19 13-01-51 Feeling VERY PISSED when recalling what happened yesterday re delivery order from Bawais viet restaurant.  2020-09-19 21-50-18 STRONG STENCH coming from outside.  2020-09-20 06-54-00 Woke up.  Nose starts to ITCH.  SNEEZING.  2020-09-20 07-35-59 Sink still CLOGGED.  Legs and lower back getting SORE...

2020-09-17 07-51-50 Woken up by VERY ITCHY left eye.  Its now starting to feel like i had SCRATCHED IT RAW in my sleep.  Some flak by dhs going on at a distance.  2020-09-17 09-05-59 Woke up.  Some kind of tv dialogue promptly starts next door.  2020-09-17 09-12-57 Left nose CLOGGED and ITCHES. I begin SNEEZING.  2020-09-17 09-26-37 Sudden WEAK feeling below my back and ribcage which made me lie back down.  I start SNEEZING again.  2020-09-17 09-44-33 Sttill CANT GET UP FROM MY SITTING POSITION.  Have PLENTY of IDEAS going thru my head that need to be done. Basketball LOUD DRIBBLING and SMASHING NOISE start.  2020-09-17 10-06-52 Chest starting to HURT or FEELS TIGHT.  2020-09-17 10-06-52 VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee again earlier.  2020-09-18 00-28-46 SORE STOMACH as soon after i turned off computer.  2020-09-18 00-36-04 OVERLY DROWSY ALL OF A SUDDEN.  2020-09-18 02-49-31 Went to bed.  2020-09-18 08-13-20 Woke up....

2020-09-16 03-48-55 Woke up a few minutes ago.  Fell asleep last night WITHOUT BRUSHING MY TEETH.   Sink and toilet bowl still CLOGGED.  SNEEZING STARTS. FORCED TO SLEEP LAST NIGHT DUE TO NONSTOP MUSCLE PAIN.   2020-09-16 04-30-11 Just finished washing a plate and a few spoons (while scooping out the used water OVER AND OVER) and brushing teeth.  Start to work online.  SNEEZING AGAIN as i sat down.  2020-09-16 16-47-41 Left leg CONSTANTLY HURTING and SORE as i worked online awhile ago. Head starts to HURT some minutes ago as LOUD MUSIC plays outside.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS like i am having INDIGESTION.  2020-09-16 18-42-13 Configuring new modem.  Someone arrives at puffer fish's room (front room).  2020-09-17 03-46-27 Sudden VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE while putting away stuff at the sink.  This waz immediately ollowed by my left leg going NUMB and SORE ALL THE WAY TO MY HIP.  2020-09-17 03-51-43 Had to sit down for aw...

2020-09-14 08-02-04 Woke up.  2020-09-14 08-41-44 Moved my bowels (blockage followed by LBM). Might be due to the pint of ice cream last night. Toilet bowl not as clogged.  Head starts to feel TIGHT AND STIFF.  Getting some PAINFUL IDEAS. 2020-09-14 08-48-39 Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Water left last night DIDN'T GO DOWN AT ALL. 2020-09-14 21-33-05 Took a bath and cut my hair 2020-09-14 21-36-23 Suddenly feeling VERY DROWSY AND DIZZY with ON-OFF CHEST STABBING PAIN on my upper right.  2020-09-14 23-44-13 Feeling VERY DISORIENTED.  CANT THINK CHRONOLOGICALLY or what to do next on VERY SIMPLE TASKS such as putting stuff away.  I KEEP PAUSING.  2020-09-15 02-14-33 CANT BRUSH MY TEETH.  2020-09-15 06-44-31 Went to bed.  2020-09-15 06-52-05 Woke up.  VERY UNHAPPY FEELING when i went to the kitchen and about to wash some dishes.  2020-09-15 16-17-11 Feeling VERY SORE and HEAVY.   LOST 4GB+ WORTH OF DATA as i FORGOT TO EXTEND...

2020-09-12 07-49-42 Woke up. 2020-09-12 07-59-05 Sink and toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY STILL.  2020-09-12 08-25-30 SUDDEN WEAK LEGS and SORE HIPS.  Had to sit down again.  IDEA that there's a lot of money to be made and financial assistance will be provided soon. Dh outside HOOTS as i selftalk.  2020-09-12 13-52-14 Had PROBLEMS with a home-based food seller on Facebook, ACCUSING ME OF BEING A BOGUS BUYER.  SHOUTED the WHOLE GODDAM MORNING. 2020-09-12 13-52-14 VERY PAINFUL ULCER-LIKE feeling n my stomach.  NO GODDAM APPETITE.  2020-09-12 19-30-44 VERY ITCHY EYES after drinking water.  Whore just outside window saying "kawawa naman" or something similar.  2020-09-12 20-25-13 CANT BREATHE PROPERLY.  Left nose WARM SHARP PRICKING.  DISLIKE the taste of water.  Throat feels DRY.  2020-09-12 20-31-27 NAGGING IDEA that i SHOULD HAVE ORDERED FOR FOOD DELIVERY.  2020-09-12 20-46-21 CANT BREATHE PROPERLY.   HEAV...

2020-09-11 06-52-03 Woke up.  Fell asleep last night WITHOUT BRUSHING MY TEETH.  Stomach and all around my ribcage stwrts to GET SORE.  They were fine when i woke up.   Nose STARTS TO ITCH.. 2020-09-11 07-13-45 Sudden SHARP ITCH and i start SNEEZING HARD.   2020-09-11 07-18-51 NONSTOP NOSE ITCHING.  2020-09-11 09-23-57 Fell asleep again and woke up just now. Still HAVE NOT brushed teeth.  Failed to confirm yesterday food delivery for today from a home-based food service.  2020-09-11 10-06-12 FINGERS VERY STIFF and SORE when i move them.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-09-11 10-33-36 Toilet bowl is STILL CLOGGED and VERY DIRTY SINCE YESTERDAY.  2020-09-11 20-09-21 VERY SLOW INTERNET CONNECTION.  2020-09-11 22-00-16 Internet connection being BLOCKED AGAIN.  2020-09-11 22-36-12 Putting away pc stuff to prepare for bed.  Some niggers staying next door CAME OUT AND PASSED BY.  My LEFT EYE starts to ITCH UNCO...

2020-09-10 08-25-42 Woke up.  Unable to wake up earlier (twice) due to SORE CHEST and VERY STIFF feeling.  Started SNEEZING as soon as I woke up.  2020-09-10 09-00-25 Forced to lie down and when I do i SNEEZE NONSTOP. 2020-09-10 09-02-29 Sudden DROWSINESS.  CANT LIFT UP MY EYES or LOOK UP.  2020-09-10 11-27-55 Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Little water left earlier still HAVE NOT GONE DOWN.  Twitches on my left leg.  2020-09-10 15-23-40 Woke up from a nap.  Starts to rain.  Nose ITCHING.  Have NOT WORKED OR GONE ONLINE since morning.   STILL UNABLE to TAKE A BATH AGAIN (for almost 4 months now).  Felt WEAK and UNABLE TO MOVE.   2020-09-10 16-03-38 CANT THINK and VERY SORE when i start DOING CHORES or even just THINKING ABOUT what to do with leftovers.  NAGGING FEELING and APPETITE to EAT OR HAVE WHAT'S NOT AVAILABLE.  2020-09-10 16-43-12 V2S power strip VERY WARM as i charge 2 mobiles.   CANT...

2020-09-09 08-19-56 Woke up earlier but i PROMPTLY FELL ASLEEP AGAIN INVOLUNTARILY. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  DIRTY WATER NOT GOING DOWN ANYMORE EVEN DURING THE DAY.  2020-09-09 08-55-58 NONSTOP SNEEZING.  2020-09-09 09-28-31 UNCONTROLLABLE SNEEZING CONTINUES.  A slight touch on the skin of my nose starts a BURNING ITCHY SENSATION on it.  2020-09-09 09-37-25 Face is NOW ITCHING ALL OVER with same BURNING SENSATION.  2020-09-09 10-32-39 NONSTOP HARD SNEEZING AGAIN.   Feeling VERY HEAVY AND STIFF and head feels like it's FLOATING.  DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING.  2020-09-09 12-33-07 SUDDENLY VERY DROWSY after a meal (newly ordered viand) .  CANT STAND UP or EVEN KEEP MY HEAD UP.  2020-09-09 13-08-38 Back of shoukder starting to ITCH again and FORM RASHES.  RECENT WOUNDS HAVE NOT HEALED YET.  Feeling WARM.  2020-09-09 13-12-25 I can sit up but CANT GET UP.  2020-09-09 13-54-49 Feeling sick now like PUKING....

2020-09-08 06-15-26 Woke up.  SORE ALL OVER my back and chest.  Left the bathroom light on when i woke up earlier and used the toilet.  But i am NOT SURE if before i went to bed or if i did wake up earlier.   I lied back down again after using the toilet.  2020-09-08 06-24-28 Started SNEEZING HARD.  2020-09-08 06-37-10 Tried drinking some water but i DONT LIKE THE TASTE for some reason.  2020-09-08 14-47-07 Credit card issue still.  Sister goes BALLISTIC AGAIN.  2020-09-08 15-07-01 VERY PAINFUL ULCER-SORE feeling in my stomach EVEN IF I AM NOT HUNGRY.   Had some breakfast this morning.  2020-09-08 18-42-29 Seller SUDDENLY refused delivery and lied re product info.  Earlier Christian music playing.  2020-09-08 23-19-20 OVERWHELMING DROWSINESS. 2020-09-09 01-41-36 Went to bed.   RASHES on my back WONT HEAL and CONTINUE TO ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY. 

2020-09-07 01-15-13 Woke up SWEATING and OVERLY WARM FEELING.  Tried applying some cornstarch to minimise the ITCH but i started SNEEZING.  Scalp very WARM and ITCHY TOO.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Now even the small amount of water left on the sink last night is still there. 2020-09-07 02-44-12 Just finished updating posts.  Still feeling OVERLY WARM even with ELECTRIC FAN ON. Dried and healing wounds from ITCHY RASHES on my back and arms HAVE REOPENED and are ITCHING AGAIN. Itching and overly warm feeling MOMENTARILY STOPPED when i wrote this.  2020-09-07 02-49-39 Scalp started ITCHING AGAIN joined by my left ear.  HAD TO APPLY SOME MINT OIL to my scale and upper back to stave off some of the itch.  2020-09-07 03-03-30 Getting OVERLY DROWSY and feeling some PAIN while thinking about working online now and updating my old computer.  Eyes HEAVY.  PAIN on my left temple and shoulder.  2020-09-07 03-11-17 Had to lie down for awhile....

2020-09-07 01-15-13 Woke up SWEATING and OVERLY WARM FEELING.  Tried applying some cornstarch to minimise the ITCH but i started SNEEZING.  Scalp very WARM and ITCHY TOO.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Now even the small amount of water left on the sink last night is still there.

2020-09-05 06-42-20 Went to bed last night without brushing teeth.  HEAVY feeling.  Started SNEEZING.  CANT SEEM TO KEEP EYES OPEN.  Fell asleep again.  2020-09-05 09-43-09 Woke up. SNEEZING AGAIN.  A LOUD RADIO PLAYING OUTSIDE.  2020-09-05 10-50-23 Left side of face ITCHING UNCONTROLLABLY.  2020-09-05 11-51-02 OVERLY WARM feeling EVEN if it's CLOUDY OUTSIDE.  2020-09-05 18-21-52 Door SLAMS from puffer fish's room.  This is the 2nd time.  2020-09-05 22-55-55 NONSTOP ITCHING on SCALP RIGHT TEMPLE and BACK near shoulders.  2020-09-06 00-15-19 WOKE UP.  Sides of FACE VERY ITCHY.  2020-09-06 06-51-31 Woke up with an OVERLY WARM feeling and SWEATING.  Back of ribcage SORE and PAINFUL.  Ankle VERY SORE and STIFF when i walk. Started SNEEZING.  Sink still CLOGGED.  2020-09-06 06-55-16 Nose VERY ITCHY now.  2020-09-06 10-15-40 Fell asleep again and woke up just now 2020-09-06 13-06-14 SUDDENLY feeling...

2020-09-03 00-43-00 Feeling VERY SLEEPY now.  IDEA that i could try working at night and i was not sleepy UNTIL NOW. 2020-09-03 02-26-55 Tried working for an hour then started feeling VERY SLEEPY.  NOW while preparing for bed NONSTOP SCALP and BACK ITCHING.  Felt PARTICULARLY DROWSY and SUDDEN URGE TO PEE when i go to the sink to BRUSH MY TEETH.  These niggers are ALWAYS PREVENTING me from brushing my teeth. 2020-09-03 02-55-46 Went to bed.  Hands start ITCHING after i brushed my teeth.  Sink STILL CLOGGED.  2020-09-03 06-09-01 Woke up.  But felt SORE and DROWSY.  Went back to sleep.  2020-09-03 08-13-37 Woke up feeling VERY SORE and STIFF on the chest.  Got up and nose got CLOGGED and RUNNY.  SNEEZING.  SHARP PRICKS in my right nostril.  SNEEZING AGAIN.  2020-09-03 08-22-26 NAGGING IDEAS with slight CHEST SORENESS that i won't be part of this month's purchasing project again.  2020-09-03 23-34-43 PRICKLY IT...

2020-09-02 07-33-09 Woke ip.  FELL ASLEEP 2020-09-02 07-49-39 SHARP PRICK to my right clogged nostril.  2020-09-02 08-22-40 STRONG SMELL OF URINE even if my nose is runny.  My sister smelled it too before and ACCUSED ME OF being the source.  2020-09-02 09-14-44 While FORCED to self-talk DOOR SLAM noise from puffer fish's room.  VERY ITCHY and SORE EYES soon followed and i feel like SCRATCHING THEM RAW EVEN MORE.  Itching STOPPED as soon as i wrote this.  2020-09-02 09-41-54 Sound of chimes being shaken vigorously.   ITS VERY IRRITATING NOW.  HURTING my left ear where sound is coming from (puffer fish room).  2020-09-02 12-52-43 Just finished partially cleaning up the toilet and sink which are VERY DIRTY DUE TO THE NONSTOP CLOGGING UP TO NOW.    Still SMELL the URINE STINK. Some nigger must have urinated at the screen door or nearby (they used to DEFECATE NEAR THE DOOR or SOMEWHERE NEAR).    Yesterday around 6PM s...

2020-08-31 07-59-34 WOKE UP.   Someone passed by in shoes and i start SNEEZING VERY HARD.   Palate and nose VERY ITCHY and SORE. 2020-08-31 12-07-58 Went down at 10AM to talk to head of maintenance re scheduled checking of our PERENNIALY CLOGGED sink drain pipe.  Issue still UNRESOLVED.  Requested for drain pipe adjacent to ours be examined first.  2020-08-31 14-28-35 Someone arrives at puffer fish's room.  2020-08-31 21-41-00 Siddenly started SNEEZING AWHILE AGO.  Head started to HURT.  2020-08-31 22-35-01 DONT LIKE the taste of water.  2020-08-31 22-49-06 Sides of head CONTINUE TO HURT.  2020-08-31 23-15-49 OVERLY WARM feeling and SWEATING.  Head hurts when electric fan breeze hits me.  2020-09-01 02-45-02 Woke up with a roach CRAWLING ON MY LEG. .   Many small roaches in the toilet.  2020-09-01 03-53-54 Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED.  Eyes start to ITCH as i sat down to rest my feet.  2020-09-01 ...

2020-08-30 05-49-21 Woke up with a CLOGGED NOSE despite the lit candle near the door.  Feeling STIFF and HEAVY AGAIN with some pain or soreness on the chest.  DONT FEEL LIKE STAYING UP.  Had to lie down again.  2020-08-30 05-55-13 NOSE starts to ITCH.  Smell of STINK in the room like from the SEWERS.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-08-30 06-25-13 Feeling PAIN and SORENESS when i put away beddings.  2020-08-30 06-28-10 RASH FORMING on the side of my right arm.  2020-08-30 06-43-17 AGGRESSIVE or VIOLENT VERBAL noise below and SLAPS from above START.  2020-08-30 06-53-13 Feeling WEAK. Stomach VERY SORE but i DON'T FEEL HUNGRY and NO APPETITE AT ALL.  2020-08-30 09-00-31 Left leg VERY SORE and NIMB.  2020-08-30 10-06-07 NOT FEELING TOO WELL as LOUD LOVE SONGS play outside.  2020-08-30 20-44-42 Still feeling PISSED OFF about something.  I was  unable to work further yesterday as i was FORCED TO LIE DOWN THE WHOLE AFTE...

2020-08-29 08-18-07 Woke up some minutes ago.  NO SNEEZING OR NOSE BLOCKED.  Left a candle burning while i slept. But i fell asleep (UNCONSCIOUSLY TURNED OFF phone alarm AGAIN) WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth AGAIN and left some FOOD LYING AROUND.  Did not see any roaches or ants though.  2020-08-29 08-38-57 Legs and lower back ON-OFF SORENESS and WEAKNESS.  It's FORCING me to sit down OVER and OVER AGAIN.  Feeling VERY PISSED OVER A PROJECT.  2020-08-29 17-57-23 DID LESS THAN HALF OF THE DAY'S QUOTA due to NAGGING PISSED FEELING that i have to WRITE a LETTER.   Nose CLOGGED AGAIN.  TROUBLE BREATHING. 2020-08-29 18-13-33 Head VERY HEAVY and DIZZY  CANT MOVE and TROUBLE BREATHING due to VERY DRY but CLOGGED NOSE.  2020-08-29 18-48-05 STARTED SNEEZING.  CAR DOOR SLAMS below.  Noisy SLAPPING SLIPPERS going down.  2020-08-29 20-59-03 NOSE getting BLOCKED as i prepered to put away computer.  2020-08-29 22-21-20 Went to...

2020-08-28 00-23-33 Woken up by a VERY PAINFUL STOMACH.  2020-08-28 06-37-09 Woke up.  Brushed my teeth.  Started to feel PAIN and HEAVINESS AGAIN and had to go back to bed.  2020-08-28 07-58-10 Woke up.  Sun is up and nose STARTS TO ITCH.  Feeling OVERLY WARM and SWEATY.  Still CANT GET UP due to some form of PAIN.  Loud fast music starts playing outside. Someone dragging furniture on the ceiling.  Small roaches CRAWLING on my bed and on the wall.  2020-08-28 12-19-00 Eyes and face starting to ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY.  Nose RUNNY and BLOCKED.  2020-08-28 16-24-08 Feeling PISSED OFF about something.  2020-08-28 19-54-01 Hard VERY ITCHY and PAINFUL SNEEZING AGAIN after some CHIME shaking sound from a room next door.  Nose CLOGS UP PROMPTLY.  2020-08-28 20-23-36 Nose and eyes still ITCHING UNCONTROLLABLY and VERY CLOGGED.  Rinsing them with water or blowing my nose DOESN'T HELP.   Started making NOISE....

2020-08-27 00-13-30 CANT STAND UP.  Sudden DROWSINESS.  2020-08-27 01-27-04 Had to lie down for awhile.  2020-08-27 06-19-20 Fell asleep again without BRUSHING MY TEETH. Left my VERY ILL pet with VERY MINIMAL WATER to try reducing his dropsy-like symptoms.  I was going to fill or gradually add more to his tub once i woke up.  But i woke up later to find him STIFF as A LOG.  VERY ITCHY nose.  Started SNEEZING.  2020-08-27 07-17-01 Still SNEEZING.  2020-08-27 10-24-22 Finally STOPPED sneezing.  My last and favorite apple snail (Casper) barely a year old had died.  Cant stop crying awhile ago.  Also found a mealy beetle had died.  Only left of it were its head and wings. Had changed the chain mechanism on the door last night due to OVERLY WARM TEMPERATURE in the room.  It allowed the door a wider gap of about 2 to 3 inches for air to get in.  I was quite sure that i had SECURED the door properly despite the gap but ...

2020-08-26 07-25-03 Woke up with a VERY SORE and PAINFUL lower back.  COULD BARELY MOVE my legs.  It's NOT EVEN THAT COLD.  Started SNEEZING.  SWEATING even if it's CLOUDY and OVERCAST outside.  OVERLY WARM feeling.  Sink still CLOGGED.  Fell asleep WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth last night??? 2020-08-26 07-37-49 Nose STARTS TO ITCH AGAIN.  2020-08-26 08-29-03 Corners of both eyes RAW and SORE from my SCRATCHING them last night due to NON STOP ITCHING ALL OVER MY FACE.  2020-08-26 12-18-03 MGRAINE starting after i got down to get a delivered package.  Lower ab CRAMPS has also started.   Awhile ago dh maintenance arrived an HOUR EARLY for scheduled check on our clogged sink.  When i verified that the sched was not until 10AM the dh DENIED IT followed by a SLAM NOISE.  2020-08-26 12-54-41 Kids upstairs making a RAUCOUS and LOUD FLAK saying ALOUD "turkey" while i was near the window.  2020-08-26 13-07-10 Sun is SHINING a...

2020-08-25 10-37-26 LOUD SLAP from front room that was meant to JOLT my CHEST at the same time.  LOUD DRILL or LATHING noise.  Kitchen sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Now my stomach feels sick as i wrote the above. 2020-08-25 10-49-26 Moved my bowels.  Feeling VERY WEAK after and CANT STAND UP STRAIGHT.  2020-08-25 11-13-23 Head VERY HEAVY ON-OFF with SORE EYES INTERFERENCE but NOT SLEEPY.  Walking or movement VERY SLOW.  2020-08-25 16-01-08 Admin and maintenance staff came to check on clogged sink.  Insisted that our sink's pipe is the problem and not a clog in the main pipe.  Having brunch. CANT TASTE the food i am eating. HEAVY PALPITATIONS follow. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-08-25 16-35-38 Head VERY HEAVY.  2020-08-25 16-58-46 VERY SWEATY.  Nape DEVELOPING WELTS.  2020-08-25 20-57-31 Woke up from a nap.  Nose starts ITCHING and SNEEZING.  2020-08-25 21-11-40 OVERLY WARM FEELING.  As i was about to unlock th...

2020-08-24 07-52-12 Woke up around 4:54AM.  Noticed one of my remaining 2 pets NOT LOOKING TOO GOOD and was climbing out of the tub. I did some maintenance and tried adding a different medication to their water.  Also had to force feed one of them.  Only FINISHED just now. This is just one the NUMEROUS CONSEQUENCES that i have to CONTINUOUSLY suffer due to these niggers' NONSTOP INTERFERENCES, INTENTIONAL STUPIDITY and SABOTAGE. SEEING THEM ALL DISAPPEAR or HANGING by their necks FROM TREES ALONG a MAJOR HIGHWAY, and having an OFFICIAL NOTICE saying that i WILL BE RECEIVING COMPENSATION for ALL THESE ATROCITIES ANY TIME NOW is DEFINITELY going to be a WELCOME CHANGE. 2020-08-24 08-05-28 INDUCING nose BLOCKAGE and MUCUS FORMATIONV thru PRICKS then CONSTRICTING IT when i BLOW my nose causing FACIAL NERVE PAIN is STARTING AGAIN.  2020-08-24 11-48-27 Nose OVER CLOGGING UP.  2020-08-24 12-10-53 VERY SORE STOMACH.   2020-08-24 20-48-07 Turned off laptop for ...

2020-08-23 10-01-56 Slept at 2AM last night.  Woke up around 9:30AM with a VERY SORE STIFF and PAINFUL right calf.  CANT SEEM TO earlier due to HEAVINESS.    Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED.  One of my snails had SANK to the bottom and CANT SEEM to STRETCH OUT of his shell. 2020-08-23 10-16-12 I did not put any food in their tub before going to bed DUE TO SOME MISGUIDED IDEA that my pets NEED CLEAN WATER MORE THAN FOOD.   I had PROMPTLY FORGOTTEN due to these NONSTOP TORTURE BEFORE GOING TO BED ROUTINE (CLOGGING and PRICKING my NOSE, DIZZINESS and NUMB feelings etc) that my pets are SICKLY and NEED TO BE FED CONSTANTLY since they CAN BARELY EAT due to some PROLONGED AILMENT.  It seems to resemble the symptoms that of DROPSY in fish.  Apparently they have been HAPPILY TORTURED with SOAP WATER and their SHELLS SKINNED causing them to SUDDENLY FALL ILL and become OVERLY SENSITIVE to ammonia in the water.  2020-08-23 10-53-44 While speaking to my si...

2020-08-22 07-28-22 Woke up around 7AM.  Fell asleep around 2AM last night WITHOUT brushing my teeth.  IDEAS started entering my head and WONT LET ME SLEEP initially. Lower left back molar is VERY SORE right now even after brushing. 2020-08-22 11-31-52 While doing online work.  SUDDEN NONSTOP SHARP PRICK in left nostril.  HARD SNEEZING. NOSE CLOGS IMMEDIATELY.  CANT BREATHE NOW with VERY CONSTRICTED air passage.  2020-08-22 20-58-15 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL LOWER BACK.  VERY HEAVY.  CANT SIT UP STRAIGHT.  2020-08-22 21-50-11 VERY SLOW STIFF and SORE MOVEMENTS.  NOT FINISHED with putting away computer stuff which is ONLY A FEW ITEMS.  When i TRY TO GET UP my nose CLOGS followed by SHARP VERY ITCHY ITCHES and gets VERY RUNNY IMMEDIATELY.   Same PAINFUL nose CONSTRICTION once i TRY TO BLOW my nose and niggers CONSTRICT IT EVEN FURTHER after my failed attempts.   My face and head feels like ALL THE AIR HAD BEEN SUCKED OUT...

2020-08-21 00-04-47 It was TOO COLD when electric fan was on.  OVERLY WARM feeling starts to make me SWEAT when i turned it off. 2020-08-21 00-35-37 CANT GET UP after putting away stuff.  Eyes SUDDENLY VERY HEAVY and CONSTRICTED.  ON OFF DIZZY SPELLS start. 2020-08-21 01-09-06 SHARP ITCH in my right nostril and was getting WORSE TRYING TO MAKE ME SNEEZE and CLOG UP my nose after i finished chaining up the door. I also IMMEDIATELY START TO FEEL VERY DROWSY.  I make noises and ITCH STARTS and STOPS as if the nigger operating the device CANT DECIDE WHAT TO DO. I still have NOT BRUSHED MY TEETH and fed my pets for the night.  Used dishes pans and utensils are still left UNWASHED and PILING UP on the sink. 2020-08-21 01-20-10 ITCH in my nose finally decided to stop ONLY NOW after i continued to make noise. 2020-08-21 01-22-04 It PROMPTLY started AGAIN as SOON as i stopped to write the above. 2020-08-21 01-31-39 Another SHARP ITCH in my left nostril whil...

2020-08-20 09-00-04 Woke up earlier but CANT GET UP DUE TO ACHES and PAINS.  NONSTOP SNEEZING while at the kitchen until i lit a candle. Dhs flak outside while at the door putting away locks and chain. 2020-08-20 09-27-16 Electric fan's been on for less than an hour but it's OVERHEATING.  Elec current's being SABOTAGED AROUND HERE AGAIN. 2020-08-20 09-49-41 Shifted to another fan and it's also OVERHEATING IN JUST A FEW minutes. I tried to buy some surge protectors online but like my pets' vitamins they WERE NOT BEING DELIVERED.  LOUD GRINDING machine DRONING sound coming from somewhere nearby and ECHOING on the walls. 2020-08-20 11-36-51 Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Getting VERY DIRTY.  Feeling OVERLY TIRED.  All i did was wipe some dirt off.  Nose getting CLOGGED again as i sat down to get online.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS and CANT BREATHE like im having INDIGESTION. 2020-08-20 15-53-27 Feeling VERY HEAVY and LETHARGIC AGAIN for NO REASON....

2020-08-19 01-05-13 VERY SLEEPY STRONG DISORIENTATION and EYES CONSTRICTION happening again.  I have NOT EVEN BRUSHED MY TEETH YET. 2020-08-19 01-10-44 Chest VERY ITCHY. 2020-08-19 01-11-53 Eyes VERY HEAVY and feels like SOMETHING PRESSING ON THEM.  Had to sit down again. 2020-08-19 01-48-49 WENT TO SLEEP 2020-08-19 07-30-12 Woke up at 7AM.  Woke up earlier at 5AM but CANT GET UP. 2020-08-19 09-46-24 Got a message about 45mins ago re 2 incoming deliveries this morning.  I HOPE its d VITAMINS for my pets that have LONG BEEN DELAYED at the logistics warehouse.  I tried following them up before but i was NOT GIVEN ANY DATA.  ONLY 2 of my pet snails are left and they DONT LOOK HEALTHY anymore. 2020-08-19 10-32-16 Left eye TWITCHING causing my vision to BLUR. 2020-08-19 10-37-01 Left eye CONSTRICTION and NUMB feeling.  CANT FOCUS. 2020-08-19 10-53-49 Left eye ON-OFF TWITCHING CONSTRICTED feeling continues.  CANT FOCUS. 2020-08-19 10-...