Silent No More

2020-11-08 09-07-08 Woke up just now.  Woke up earlier but COULD NOT GET UP.  Felt COLD with BACK PAIN. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-11-08 21-25-48 SUDDEN VERY ITCHY nose followed PROMPTLY by SNEEZING. 2020-11-09 01-31-10 Having A LOT OF MENTAL BLOCKS.  VERY LIGHT-HEADED  2020-11-09 02-07-57 Went to bed.  2020-11-09 09-45-32 Just woke up with VERY SORE and PAINFUL ribs, back and shoulders.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-11-09 10-29-31 SLOW BASS MUSIC playing outside while i was at the door going from LOUD to SOFT VOLUME.  Each time it goes LOUD i feel A STRONG DULL PAIN on my chest.  2020-11-09 10-33-47 It stopped then started again and seemed to have TRANSITIONED to the front room (puffer fish).  2020-11-09 10-35-50 It's now playing FASTER BASS music.  I can feel the bass sound REVERBERATING ON MY UPPER TORSO.  2020-11-09 10-40-54 Its now playing slow music with BASS sound mimicking a HEARTBEAT just loud enough for me ...

2020-11-06 08-27-47 Just woke up.  While still seated a whore passed by below and spoke ALOUD to one of the dhs LOITERING about saying "magtatapon ng basura." 2020-11-06 10-04-54 ON-OFF DULL PAIN around my head.  HAVING MENTAL BLOCKS.  SORE shoulders. 2020-11-06 10-52-52 SUDDEN SHARP PAINFUL ULCER-LIKE feeling in my stomach.  Feel FAINT or DIZZY when i got to the kitchen.  SHARP PAINFUL feeling around my head.  2020-11-06 11-05-15 Felt SLEEPY after i ate bread.  2020-11-06 11-10-43 DULL PAINFUL feeling on my left temple.  2020-11-06 11-29-11 Vision DARK or TOO BRIGHT.  Head feels like it's FLOATING.  2020-11-06 12-48-17 DULL PAIN on my face and eyes as i sat down to get online.  2020-11-06 17-12-47 CANT THINK.  Feeling STUCK.  CAN'T RECALL what I AM ABOUT TO DO.  2020-11-06 17-50-37 Internet connection getting BLOCKED OR DISCONNECTED.  2020-11-06 19-09-03 Internet CONSTANTLY GETTING BLOCKED.   CANT REAC...

2020-11-04 10-00-51 Woke up to the sound of someone CURSING or SWEARING.  Started SNEEZING HARD.  There seems to be a pungent smell of CIGARETTE SMOKE in the room.  DULL PAIN and VERY UNCOMFORTABLE feeling with NAGGING IDEA that i would rather NOT WAKE UP JUST YET or AT ALL.  Been going on like this in my head for about a week now for NO REASON.  Did not go to bed until around 6 this morning for some reason. Voltage regulators VERY WARM.  2020-11-04 11-03-18 Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Just washed some dishes etc.  There are some still left lying around the sink.  Nose still ITCHY and RUNNY.  2020-11-04 11-17-36 BAD DEPRESSING-LIKE feeling again.  2020-11-04 11-32-19 NONSTOP nose ITCH.  CRAWLING or MOVING sensation on my right nostril even if i DID NOT TOUCH ANYTHING DIRTY.  2020-11-04 12-22-17 Voltage regulator (fridge) NOT AS WARM ANYMORE.  I turned the other one off (for pc) and only turned it back on now. 2020-11-04...

2020-11-02 08-11-22 Woken up by a LOUD MOTORBIKE revving up DIRECTLY below my window.   Woke up more than once earlier but COULD NOT GET UP due to an OVERLY DROWSY feeling with ACHES and PAINS ALL OVER my chest etc. FORCED to go to bed last night WITHOUT BRUSHING MY TEETH due to SIMILAR UNDETERMINABLE DULL STRONG PAIN and HEAVINESS.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED and toilet bowl.  2020-11-02 13-07-51 Foldable pc table which i placed near the window overnight riddled with small DIRT PARTICLES AGAIN.  They look like SMALL BRISTLES one would find after vacuuming a SHORT HAIRED VERY COURSE-TEXTURED MAT, RUG or CARPET.  2020-11-02 13-46-12 Perps from the front room starting with SENSITIZING and SUGGESTIVE MANIPULATION SOUNDS AGAIN.   2020-11-02 15-42-35 Usual ARRIVALS and LOUD KNOCKING starts at front room.  Small bells RINGING.  2020-11-02 20-28-56 BELLS RINGING and TAMBOURINE beating from front room starts with chinese song.   Earlier f...

2020-10-30 06-56-09 Woke up earlier OVER and OVER AGAIN thru alarm to brush my teeth but TOO DROWSY TO FULLY WAKE UP EACH TIME until i had to TURN IT OFF. Now i finally woke up but with HEAVY FEELING and PAIN IN MY CHEST and still CANT BRUSH MY TEETH. Sink still VERY CLOGGED even the toilet bowl now.  2020-10-30 12-40-01 Lower left back molar SUDDENLY VERY PAINFUL AGAIN.  Have NOT EATEN ANYTHING since morning due to the LINGERING SORE FEELING from yesterday's REMOTE TORTURE.  Earlier perps next door THROWING or BANGING HARD OBJECTS near the door while other perps around FLAK after i received text message of a package delivery today.  2020-10-31 06-49-39 Woke up some minutes ago.   Fell asleep without brushing my teeth last night.  Lower left back molar SORE which was NOT THE CASE yesterday.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-10-31 22-59-24 Hair scalp VERY ITCHY.  MANY IDEAS entering my head.  2020-10-31 23-56-00 Movements RESTRICTED....

2020-10-28 09-00-30 Noisy TAPS TIMED to my EVERY MOVEMENT starts next door (puffer) F103A. While at the kitchen voice of dh talking outside my door or just behind the wall of puffer fish room said "kasalanan mo" while i was brushing my teeth.  Sink still FLOODED and starting to STINK.  NONSTOP HARD SNEEZING.  Yesterday there were PLENTY of white-grey DIRT PARTICLES on my black laptop table AGAIN.  I placed it near the window before going to bed.  2020-10-28 11-38-16 Small bells RINGING from inside puffer fish's room which is STARTING TO PISS ME OFF and giving me PAINFUL ULCER-FEELINGS inside my stomach.  2020-10-29 00-49-17 Went tp bed.  Feeling OVERLY WARM even if there's a cool breeze outside.  2020-10-29 11-32-12 Woke up around 7AM to the sound of LOUD RAP MUSIC with a male vocal CURSING at one point.  Fake badminton players GIGGLING HARD followed.  Did not give them a chance to FLAK by turning up my audio player.  *Just moved my...

2020-10-26 08-20-33 Woke up with perps PRETENDING to play badminton outaide my window while SHOUTING INSULTS or THREATS.   Toy with NOISY PLASTIC WHEELS ROLLING in an upstairs hallway.  2020-10-26 08-34-48 Lower left molars still SORE and TENDER.  Kid SHOUTING or HOOTING.  Feeling HEAVY and CANT SEEM to do ANYTHING.  2020-10-26 10-11-49 ROLLING upstairs continue.  Bells or tambourine NOISE inside front room started some mins ago then stopped.  Puffer fish whore starts TALKING.  2020-10-26 11-06-54 LOUD ROLLING above starts again.  2020-10-26 12-38-45 Lower left molar SHARP PAIN starts when i ate fruits and even after rinsing my mouth with water many times.  2020-10-26 15-45-39 Lower left back molar still SORE and TENDER.  Starting to feel VERY DIZZY for NO REASON.  2020-10-26 17-17-16 Lower left molars VERY SORE OR PAINFUL STILL when i bite into them. 2020-10-26 17-19-25 MORE FREQUENT RANDOM NOISES next door and upstairs T...

2020-10-24 09-34-35 Woke up earlier but CANT GET UP due to BODILY PAIN. 2020-10-24 09-48-52 Service tech from cable provider SUDDENLY CALLED.  NO PRIOR NOTICE.  LOUD music (Too Late) starts to play outside. 2020-10-24 12-18-15 Small bells from puffer fish's room start to RING.  2020-10-24 22-27-07 Earlier perps next door (puffer fish) random NOISES the whole day and a door SLAMMING awhile ago.  Car door SLAMMING below too.  Cable guy will be back tomorrow or so he said earlier.  Cable TV issue still NOT RESOLVED.  2020-10-24 22-47-03 Bodily ACHES and PAINS.  2020-10-24 22-52-36 Insecticide or seems like chemical ODOR coming from the outside.  HEAVY TAPS and THUDS from puffer fish's room.  2020-10-24 22-52-36 OVERLY WARM feeling even if it just rained lengthily awhile ago.  ITCHING also STARTS.  2020-10-25 00-00-29 Lower left back molar VERY SORE and with VERY SHARP PAIN.  2020-10-25 00-24-06 Both eyes VERY ITCHY. 2020-10-2...

2020-10-20 06-58-22 Woke up and heard TAPS from puffer fish's room.  LOUD VOICE somewhere below. 2020-10-20 07-21-04 Sink still VERY CLOGGED and STINKING.  While brushing teeth (since i was FORCED TO SLEEP AGAIN before i COULD last night) a teenage sounding dh said ALOUD "(he/she's) crazy" somewhere outside the door.  More FLAK below just outside the window.  2020-10-21 01-02-37 NONSTOP TALK after teenage dh talks behind the door and says "are you scared (now)".  Was not pissed off at first until it started ECHOING IN MY HEAD.   Still UP and AWAKE and have NOT FINISHED CHORES or PREPARING FOR BED.  2020-10-21 05-33-04 STILL AWAKE and DONT FEEL LIKE SLEEPING ANYMORE when i lie down and i saw night sky turning into morning.  I start to SNEEZE and someone BANGING a pan upstairs.  2020-10-21 18-00-48 A LOT OF DHS FLAK earlier.  Now i feel STUCK and CANT STAND UP.  2020-10-22 09-07-14 App store seem to be getting BLOCKED.  2020...

2020-10-19 08-11-55 Woke up to the sound of LOUD FLAK SCRIPTED ARGUMENT below. 2020-10-19 08-21-23 DEPRESSING FEELING for no reason.  It DIMINISHED as soon as i wrote this.  2020-10-19 08-30-14 Radio starts next door and turns into LOUD REPETITIVE FLAK.  My chest being made to CONSTRICT.  2020-10-19 09-44-12 Lamp bought just a few weeks ago SUDDENLY STOPPED WORKING.  It was working very well just 2 days ago.  Suspicions are the niggers GOT INTO my room again while i slept DESPITE ALL THE LOCKS ON MY DOOR and PACKAGING TAPES (used but still sticky) on my window.  Or the ELECTRIC CURRENT being MANIPULATED to screw my lamp.  Now i have to use the main light which consumes MORE power as the room is USUALLY DARK and DAMP even in the mornings.  The realtors MADE SURE we were given this room by OVERLY DELAYING the MOVE IN DATE of the room originally bought with its window facing outside the building.  This room's window is FLANKED ON ALL SIDES ...

2020-10-18 09-59-59 Just woke up.  NO BODILY ACHES or SNEEZING.  Had left a candle burning overnight as i was FORCED TO SLEEP again without brushing my teeth.  Dh who VERBALLY ATTACKED and THREATHENED me the other night after the assault, and said ALOUD "(PROVIDING) ASSISTANCE" before, is back and TALKING ALOUD AGAIN somewhere below. 2020-10-18 10-36-49 LOUD male voice CALLING OUT to someone with the name Rogelio.  2020-10-18 10-53-04 Toilet not as clogged anymore but THE SINK IS.  2020-10-18 11-16-37 Dh SNORTED IN FRONT of my door as i was about to open it.  SICK SENSATION RUNNING UP and DOWN my chest then DOWN MY ASS as LATHING SOUND STARTED BELOW.  Started to feel VERY PISSED and SENSATION INCREASED. I started THRASHING AROUND until i HAD TO SHOUT TO RELEASE the BUILT UP RAGE.  2020-10-18 17-37-19 Back and ribs VERY SORE and PAINFUL. I DONT FEEL LIKE WORKING ANYMORE.  2020-10-18 18-07-00 Feeling OVERLY DROWSY.  2020-10-18 20-25-10 Som...

2020-10-17 07-08-57 Woke up.  Back of shoulders and upper back VERY STIFF. 2020-10-17 07-11-55 Feel like moving my bowels.  2020-10-17 07-22-18 Toilet bowl still clogged but some of the water went down.  2020-10-17 07-44-56 ON-OFF chest and back PAIN and SORENESS.  It's making me DROWSY and wanting to lie back down.  2020-10-17 07-49-24 I sat down and nose started to ITCH PROMPTLY followed by SNEEZING.  2020-10-17 08-01-08 Felt VERY DROWSY and back VERY SORE.  Had to lie down.  2020-10-17 08-16-17 VERY PAINFUL when i try to get up.  2020-10-17 08-48-32 CONTINUOUS SLAMMING and AGGRESSIVE NOISES below.  Twitches on my left arm when i wrote this.  Sudden VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.  Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED now.  Electric fan is OVERHEATING.  2020-10-17 19-58-11 Sudden NONSTOP SNEEZING.  2020-10-17 20-18-20 NONSTOP nose ITCHING and SNEEZING CONTINUES.  Starting to smell some kind of baby powder scent.  ...

2020-10-15 10-28-56 Dh moving around and kept saying "wala".  Start to feel VERY PISSED. 2020-10-15 22-01-11 NONSTOP TAPPING or HOPPING on the ceiling.  Starting to PISS ME OFF.  2020-10-15 22-37-24 Whore arrived NOISILY next door.  2020-10-16 00-31-31 CANT GET UP from sitting position.  2020-10-16 00-37-01 VERY ITCHY SCALP.  2020-10-16 01-03-22 Head VERY HEAVY with ON-OFF PAIN and WARM feeling.  2020-10-16 01-10-10 Had to lie down.  Have NOT brushed my teeth yet.  2020-10-16 06-50-59 Woke up.   Started SNEEZING 2020-10-16 07-26-43 Dh flak outside my window.  NOSE AND EYES ITCHING UNCONTROLLABLY.  Usual random noise when i start doing something.  2020-10-16 07-59-57 Another dh flak saying "Ano yon" to my small audio player with vol turned down.  2020-10-16 12-39-23 Noticed my floor rug left inside screen door for airing overnight was dry today despite the rain.  SUSPICIONS that niggers had been SPRINKLING OR...

2020-10-14 00-27-08 Closed eyelids TWITCH as radio from puffer fish room starts to play while going SOFT TO LOUD with TWITCHES to my eyes and back. 2020-10-14 07-07-15 Woke up.  A dh sneezed EXAGGERATEDLY outside my window.  My nose started to ITCH and I SNEEZE too. 2020-10-14 09-29-46* Checking on laundry machine purchase.  Some problem with water drain.  2020-10-14 10-25-29 Puffer fish room start playing rap music ALOUD.  2020-10-14 14-33-37 CANT CONCENTRATE or THINK about what i am supposed to do nexf.  2020-10-14 21-53-14 Shoulders and chest SUDDENLY VERY PAINFUL and SORE.  2020-10-15 00-10-45 Lower left back molar VERY SORE and TENDER.  2020-10-15 00-33-50 VERY SORE NECK and HEAVY HEAD and OVERLY DROWSY.  2020-10-15 03-07-43 Woken up due to VERY ITCHY corners of both eyes.   Started SNEEZING.  STRONG STENCH of the SEWERS coming from the outside and FILLING THE ROOM.  2020-10-15 04-18-30 Finished brushing my teeth and ...

2020-10-12 07-21-16 Started SNEEZING simultaneous to a dh below EXAGGERATING a sneeze. Slow song with the nuances of a female playing coy (and cooing voice) started to play ALOUD outside the window.  2020-10-12 08-12-28 Sink still VERY CLOGGED after brushing my teeth.   INJURIES or WOUNDS on my lip and below my nose still STING.  SCRATCHES and DARK HUED WELT on my right arm still VISIBLE and TENDER when touched.  2020-10-12 09-01-27 Violent images in my head and starting to FEEL WARM and PISSED again.  Recalling when the whore REACTED next door CLAIMING that i am not that old and a LITTLE MAULING WONT HURT.   Bells ringing as i finished writing the above.  2020-10-12 09-25-22 Aged dh arrived below outside my window and started CALMLY talking to someone like LECTURING.  2020-10-12 20-55-49 Whore and dh arrives next door.  2020-10-12 21-26-48 Chest and shoulders feel COLD and SORE.  PALPITATIONS START.  2020-10-12 21-43-11 T...

2020-10-10 08-46-39 Woke up a few mins ago.  Chest STIFF and SORE.  NONSTOP SNEEZING.  2020-10-10 09-06-53 Hair scalp ITCHING UNCONTROLLABLY AGAIN.  Applied some baking soda on it to stop the STRONG ITCHING. NONSTOP FLAK below saying REPEATEDLY  "sira ulo". 2020-10-10 09-54-25 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY.  HIGH BASS music PROMPTLY STARTED TO PLAY while i was WIPING my ASS a few minutes ago.  Now while i was about to unlock the door, audible sound of bells started ringing coming from the puffer fish's room.  My sister came over...  2020-10-10 15-15-33 Random noises ALL AROUND.  VERY IRRITATED feeling.  2020-10-10 17-36-58 Kids NONSTOP NOISE and HOOTING somewhere upstairs.  2020-10-10 17-54-59 Having a THREATENING HEADACHE.   2020-10-11 08-59-02 Woke up with a VERY SORE and STIFF RIGHT LEG HIP JOINT.  CANT MOVE PROPERLY.  Left nostril CLOGGED.  Kids SHOUTING or TALKING GIBBERISH ALOUD from ab...

2020-10-08 13-58-59 Still CANT BREATHE PROPERLY. 2020-10-08 14-00-05 Starting to get PISSED OFF AGAIN for some reason.  Music still playing from puffer fish room but no bass.  NONSTOP HAMMERING SOMEWHERE.  Hearing a different voice behind puffer fish's room awhile ago after a series of quiet opening and closing of doors.  2020-10-08 14-08-20 Hearing some voices behind the door again just loud enough for me to hear.  2020-10-08 14-14-34 PALPITATIONS GOT HEAVIER when i started TAKING PICS of my BROKEN GLASSES and RIPPED FACE MASK.  2020-10-08 14-27-39 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE AGAIN.  Car door SLAM BELOW as soon as i got out of the toilet.  LOUD WHORE FLAK and GIGGLING from radio RESUMES after it went quiet some minutes ago.  Feeling OVERLY PISSED FOR SOME REASON.  2020-10-08 14-51-19 TWITCHES on my left leg over a POST WITH HOUSE INTERIOR IMAGES with text "My Home Soon".  2020-10-08 16-41-53 RANDOM AGGRESSIVE NOISES CONTINUE....

2020-10-06 06-25-20 Woke up.  Feeling VERY HEAVY SORE and STIFF.  DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING.  2020-10-06 13-49-20 Spent the whole morning on Facebook. Before lunch had drink of water and felt SHARP DULL pain in my stomach. Now after i had breakfast and lunch, I am starting to feel that SEARING SORE pain AGAIN. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-10-07 09-09-27 Woke up.  SORE and STIFF ALL OVER including my foot.  BAD TASTE in my mouth when i drank water.  DID NOT BRUSH MY TEETH before FORCED to go to bed last night. Dh got out of puffer fish room while talking.   Started SNEEZING.   Woke up earlier to the sound of dhs LOUD FLAK.  Whore FLAK outside saying "wala pa" happily, while i was at the door.   For some reason,  i accidentally KNOCKED DOWN a pot HALF-FILLED with STICKY SOUP all over the floor.  Spent AN HOUR CLEANING the floor.  2020-10-07 13-52-29 VERY DROWSY or HEAVY after a meal.   202...

2020-10-04 05-36-58 Woke up. 2020-10-04 05-50-14 Left arm  and shoulder VERY SORE and PAINFUL.  Rhythmic THUMPING from the ceiling.  2020-10-04 06-58-32 Just finished washing some dirty dishes and pans.  Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED. 2020-10-04 07-34-15 Eyes VERY ITCHY.  FEELING SLEEPY.  2020-10-04 08-07-58 Remark from abs cbn whore?  2020-10-04 20-02-44 PAINFUL or SORE ULCER feeling in stomach and left side.  I am NOT EVEN HUNGRY.  2020-10-04 20-58-09 Eyes getting more BLURRED and DARK.  2020-10-04 23-19-20 EVERYTHING starting to ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY (around my face, neck. scalp, chest and back. CANT SEEM TO THINK and REACT INSTANTLY.  2020-10-05 00-04-39 Electric fans OVERHEATING.  2020-10-05 00-53-13 About to go tp sleep.  Brushed my teeth after cleaning up some items on the sink.  Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED.  2020-10-05 09-20-42 Woke up around 7AM.  Woke up earlier but FELL BACK to sleep.  Now suddenly feeli...

2020-10-03 01-24-30 Chest GETTING VERY SORE and PAINFUL as i put away my stuff from the bed to go to sleep.  Felt TWITCHES on my left leg. CANT STAND UP STRAIGHT. 2020-10-03 01-59-41 NAGGING PAIN and IDEA in my head to HURRY UP on top of the VERY HEAVY SORE and PAINFUL feeling on my upper torso as i SLOWLY put away dirty dishes on the sink. 2020-10-03 02-42-40 Chest PAIN diminished ONLY NOW but STILL THERE.  2020-10-03 02-53-44 FINALLY got to bed.  OVERLY WARM feeling. Nose starts to ITCH.  Chest HURTING AGAIN.  2020-10-03 03-28-07 Chest still HURTS.  2020-10-03 03-42-15 Chest still SORE and TIGHTENING NOW.  2020-10-03 04-12-49 ROACHES CRAWLING on me.  2020-10-03 04-18-18 CHEST STILL HURTS and TROUBLE BREATHING 2020-10-03 04-35-40 Still CANT BREATHE PROPERLY.  Chest TIGHTENING ON-OFF.  KEPT COUGHING.  2020-10-03 09-08-53 Woke up but CANT GET UP.  Earlier this morning the tightening on my chest only stopped when i PLANNED ON WOR...