2020-02-17-18: Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

2020-02-17_12-16-57
Internet LATENCY while doing tasks online.  NO PAGE would load.  Blender machine noise next door starts.

LOUD REMARKS of DISAPPROVAL (SNORTS and FLAK) as i try to recall task instructions by reviewing guides which WONT LOAD.

NAGGING IDEAS cause MENTAL BLOCKS in my head and when i try to verify the info by reviewing the task guides my inet connection GETS BLOCKED TOO.

Right side at the top of my scalp STARTS TO ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY.

Had to STOP ALTOGETHER.

2020-02-17_12-26-51
Now i CAN SUDDENLY RECALL the task examples without looking at the guides (internet still OFF).

2020-02-17_13-29-07
Have NOT GONE BACK to doing online tasks.  But trying to order Reliv supplements online.  Having some trouble as my card is in USD.

My sister refused to lend her credit card for fear that i might SECRETLY USE.  She's really PARANOID BONKERS at times due to PAST TRAUMA with NASTY CARD COLLECTION agents who were HARASSING both my sisters, after I LOST MY JOB AGAIN DUE TO NIGGERS' NONSTOP INTERFERENCES and SABOTAGE, and unable to pay my outstanding card purchases.

2020-02-17_15-58-54
Still UNABLE to get BACK to DOING TASKS FOR NEW PROJECT.  Only able to do tasks for 30mins earlier.  Should be 2hrs per day (5 days).

2020-02-17_17-59-45
Dhs SHOUTING for an hour now.  Chest being REMOTELY TIGHTENED with EACH SHOUT.

2020-02-17_19-24-22
Dhs HOOT or YELL in unison.

2020-02-17_22-00-27
VERY BUSY (and PISSED due to a Spotify ad) posting on FB for the past 3:hrs.  DID NOT MONITOR what my mother was doing at the kitchen.

Threatening IDEA that she might have SPIKED my pets' WATER RESERVES again.

2020-02-17_22-57-49
Foreigners next door making DULL BUMPING noises. 

2020-02-18_03-54-10
Fell asleep again due to sudden EXHAUSTION without brushing my teeth and feeding my pets.

2020-02-18_04-10-56
PAIN or SORENESS in my midrib and stomach made me sit to the floor.

2020-02-18_05-42-15
Right toe with SPRAIN just got SNAGGED AGAIN on the cardboard mat as i was taking off my slippers.

2020-02-18_06-57-49
OVERLY SORE, PAINFUL and NUMB lower back and legs.  Had to lie down to relieve some of the pain.

One of my adult per snails DIED.  Found her lifeless but upright. I would not have known if i didnt use. my mobile torch.

The rest seemed fine.  I CANT UNDERSTAND HOW she could have died.  Her SHELL was FLAWLESS and the water still looked clear.  It's their feeding time that got delayed but by just a few hours.  Although i had changed their feeding frequency from 2x a day to just once due to a recent death (another adult) from suspected poisoning due to high levels of ammonia.  I failed to do a water change the day before due to this FORCED SLEEP ROUTINE.

It could not have been SABOTAGE as i put OBSTACLES at the door before I was PAINFULLY FORCED to SLEEP.  It cant be my mother either as i was here the whole time.

VERY UNCANNY.

(approx same time) Dh and whore "puffer fish" arrived at front room.  Dh SUDDEN LOUD FLAK "di ba sinabi mo".  I was FORCED to reply by self talk  to which whore makes noise to.

2020-02-18_14-34-37
LOUD DRIBBLING with chest PAIN starting again.

2020-02-18_14-38-11
Having TROUBLE BREATHING AGAIN with PAIN on back sides of my head.  Feeling OVERLY TIRED.  CANT THINK.  Head SUDDENLY GETS VERY SORE when i start to THINK or I STAY ON A PAGE.

2020-02-18_15-33-36
Lower left back (chipped) molar being REMOTELY TARGETED again.  Getting VERY SORE even after brushing teeth.

2020-02-18_19-54-19
Was able to do tasks for about 1 and 1/2 hrs until the dhs started YELLING.

NAGGING IDEAS in my head as i do the tasks.  Some legit some NAGGING  STUPID.  When i took a break i saw the front room's (puffers) lights are on.

2020-02-18_20-09-12
GOOD IDEA enters my head then followed by A BAD ACCUSING IDEA joined by a VERY SORE and TIGHT FEELING in my chest.

2020-02-18_21-17-40
Lower left back molar OVERLY SENSITIVE as it is being REMOTELY INDUCED TO. 

Pain DISSIPATED as i wrote this.