2020-01-18-22: Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

2020-01-18_19-41-46
VERY PAINFUL FORCED COUGH-CHOKE FORCING me to PEE in my underwear.

COUGH CHOKING CONTINUES as i write this

2020-01-19_07-17-42
Woke up around 6am.  Ball dribbling and SMASHING has started now.

2020-01-19_09-05-27
Started uploading videos online (many backlogs) Dhs start YELLING AGGRESSION.  Loud music BLARING outside.

2020-01-19_14-55-53
Loud ball SMASHING below.  CANT UPLOAD any more videos.

2020-01-19_18-18-57
NO CRAVING for sweets after a meal. 

2020-01-19_20-17-02
Whore front room going in and out SLAMMING DOOR.

Left ear and below start to HURT WITH EACH SLAM.

2020-01-20_00-49-29
Feeling OVERLY TIRED or EXHAUSTED.  All i did was do some online tasks.  Process seems VERY SLOW like being DRAGGED DOWN by something SORE and PAINFUL.  Mental blocks and head felt NUMB.

It took me about 2 hrs to finish a supposedly 40 mins to 1 hr task.

2020-01-20_08-17-21
One of my favorite large (big as an egg) female light brown home-grown adult snails with VISIBLE EGGS still inside her DIED.

I failed to feed my pets and partly change their water as i was KNOCKED OUT COLD last night with VERY PAINFUL SORE and NUMB MUSCLES  ALL OVER and a VERY HEAVY HEAD.  I was "ASSURED" it was just for a bit of rest. 

I DID NOT WAKE up until 7AM.

I WANT ALL THESE NIGGERS KILLED NOW.

VIBRATING (grating) SORE feeling at the left side of my spine as i wrote the above.

2020-01-20_11-06-29
Cant seem to find some files.  When i tried searching for it (love) music started to play outside.  Followed by PAINFUL SORE feeling in my chest and SHARP small PALPITATIONS.  CANT BREATHE PROPERLY and COLD SORE FEELING below my ears ALL THE WAY DOWN to my chest neck etc.

BAD IDEAS or UNWARRANTED suspicions started to FLOOD my head.

I DONT even FEEL like PANICKING. 

2020-01-20_12-43-14
NONSTOP REPLY from me after teenage sounding dh hiding behind a door (front room) said sira-ulo (just loud enough for me to hear) and security guard passed by SCRUNCHING PLASTIC while i was preparing breakfast.

2020-01-20_21-46-48
Nose and palate VERY ITCHY and SORE ALL OF A SUDDEN.  Started NONSTOP SNEEZING.

Summoned to go to baranggay tomorrow and i am being REMOTELY INDUCED to GET SICK.

Foreign kid next door ACTING OUT.

2020-01-21_01-16-57
Went to bed.  ITCHY and STUFFY  NOSE.

2020-01-21_13-18-23
Got back from baranggay hearing about an hour ago.  Foreigner kid next door ACTING OUT.

2020-01-21_14-44-07
Upper chest is STIFF and VERY SORE.

2020-01-21_18-12-13
Latency on the inet while taking exam when whore from front room came out.

2020-01-21_19-25-52
UNABLE to qualify for 2 project even if the exams were VERY EASY.

2020-01-21_20-37-12
Lower left molar VERY SENSITIVE and SORE.

2020-01-22_00-35-37
Woken up around 11:30pm by loud pounding and yelling next door.   Just slight sore and stiff feeling.

Now I feel VERY HEAVY with a SORE lower back and WEAK legs.

2020-01-22_07-03-27
Went back to bed around 4am.  Had to look for a snail that CLIMBED OUT due to HUNGER.

Woke up just now (when mother arrived) with a VERY SORE feeling in my chest.