Silent No More

2023-12-01 02-36-12  CAN'T stand up. Both thighs feel UNNATURALLY WARM. 2023-12-01 02-47-04 Sudden SURGE of EXTREME PAIN to pee while locking the door. Had to DROP EVERYTHING to go to the toilet. Same SURGE happened about an hour ago. While emptying my bladder felt SHARP PAIN on my private area causing it to CONSTRICT resulting to MORE PAIN. My left leg going SORE and NUMB. Tailbone area (which I had just medicated some minutes ago) feeling VERY ITCHY AGAIN all of a SUDDEN before a FOUL STENCH started. The smell diminished a bit when I dosed water around the floor corners to the wall. 2023-12-01 03-42-41 Went to bed. Tailbone area ITCHING AGAIN. 2023-12-01 03-59-42 WhIle lying on the bed nose and air passage CONSTRICTING. I begin to CHOKE. 2023-12-01 12-01-14 Woke up at 11:55 AM. Upon checking my phone, a kid somewhere a window above started MOCKING ALOUD when I saw that I had missed the time to collect a voucher.   It was moved an hour earlier without prior notice...

2023-11-26 23-38-39 PUNGENT SMELL of cooking has FILLED the room for OVER AN HOUR now despite 2 electric fans working. 2023-11-27 01-58-11 Right shoulder, chest and arm getting VERY SORE and PAINFUL AGAIN. 2023-11-27 04-18-08 Stomach HURTS when I eat even when I was being INDUCED to eat awhile ago with a RAVENOUS and empty feeling in my stomach. 2023-11-27 07-28-23 Went to bed. 2023-11-27 10-19-44 Woke up. SHIVERING even when it's NOT that cold. VERY PAINFUL urge to pee while my private area was being PAINFULLY PRICKED. Could BARELY move my legs when O tried to go to the toilet. 2023-11-27 15-28-26 Woke up around 2 PM. LOUD ball DRIBBLING and kids' noise just below the window. Urge to move my bowels. ON-OFF PAINFUL STINGING (and SCALDING) sensation on my backside as I did so. 2023-11-27 15-50-24  A kid shouted "FIGHT." 2023-11-27 17-53-00 Stomach getting CONSTRICTED AGAIN when I eat. VERY PAINFUL when I swallow. 2023-11-27 20-57-12 VERY PAINFUL urge to pee while ...

2023-11-17 11-10-32 Woke up. Dhs FLAK just below the window. Woke up earlier with same VERY PAINFUL urges to pee. But still too DROWSY after and had to go back to sleep. 2023-11-17 13-49-32 Some minutes ago, being FORCED to defecate in a RUSH that I soiled my underpants. 2023-11-17 18-10-52 VERY PAINFUL urge to pee after some whistling dh made a NOISE somewhere outside  2023-11-18 00-06-36 Sudden VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. 2023-11-18 00-28-09 ON-OFF STOMACH PAIN and SORENESS. 2023-11-18 05-21-00 Woke up but still felt SLEEPY and went back to bed. 2023-11-18 11-55-39 Woke up. LOUD FLAK outside below the window or near the door with a dh saying "your face" repeatedly. Woke up earlier with a VERY SORE lower back even with the electric fan off. I could BARELY get up. 2023-11-18 19-58-25 My packages (9 parcels in all with one containing a newly bought and paid-for tablet) are not being brought up here like before no matter how many times I ask for assistance by SMS. A dh said ...

2023-11-11 22-09-15 Mid upper chest and back start to get SORE. Throat feels VERY DRY. 2023-11-11 22-49-31 Frequently RECURRING PAINFUL urges to pee all THROUGHOUT the DAY. Starting to feel it again just now when I JUST EMPTIED my bladder about 15-30 mins ago. 2023-11-12 00-46-38 Tailbone area VERY ITCHY. 2023-11-12 02-48-34 ON-OFF PAIN in my right arm gets even MORE PAINFUL when I start to prepare a meal. It was NOT as painful while I was still using my phone. The PAIN also diminishes when I make NOISES at the door. Noticed numerous small SPOTS on my right upper arm too. Same ones that appeared on my left arm after it was PAINFULLY TORTURED for DAYS on end. 2023-11-12 04-12-24 Backside (tailbone) and private area being INDUCED to ITCH incessantly. My backside particularly feels VERY WARM and something seems to be MOVING on the itchy area making it ITCH even MORE. VERY WARM feeling around my face and head starts as I try to self-medicate followed by HEAVY palpitations. 2023-11-12 0...

2023-11-06 04-27-10 The more I try to MOVE my arm or hand the MORE IT HURTS. 2023-11-06 05-51-26 EVERYTHING SLOWS DOWN until I CAN'T seem to move AT ALL as I get DELIBILITATED by the PAIN MOVING UP and DOWN my left arm and hand.   I CAN'T MOVE or STAND UP until I get the VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. If I try to do so by sheer willpower the PAIN GETS EXTREME.   This is the reason why the PAINFUL DROWSINESS is NOT to help but as an ADDED TORTURE and to FURTHER MANHANDLE me. 2023-11-06 05-57-18 Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY AGAIN. 2023-11-06 06-22-24 Nose and palate getting VERY ITCHY and SORE. 2023-11-06 06-55-48 Upper right and lower left back molars getting VERY SORE and PAINFUL even when I constantly rinse my mouth with water after I eat. Tail bone on my back VERY ITCHY too awhile ago. 2023-11-06 07-11-28 Left side of scalp, shoulder blade, shoulder, and upper arm VERY ITCHY for some reason. 2023-11-06 07-43-30 Eyes VERY DROWSY and HEAVY. CAN'T FOCUS anymore. Had...

2023-11-01 03-33-10 Electricity went ON-OFF while I was putting away stuff to prepare for bed. 2023-11-01 03-18-08 Got TWITCHES on my left leg when I said that there's NO DEAL. I started SHOUTING BACK. 2023-11-01 04-20-14 Nose getting MORE STUFFY as I went to bed. 2023-11-01 08-46-42 Woke up some minutes ago. Nose STUFFY whether I have the dehumidifier or humidifier on or not. Feeling DROWSY and SORE on my back and chest. 2023-11-01 13-38-05 Woke up. Same UNNATURAL urge to pee which gets even MORE PAINFUL once I am about to go to the toilet. Also used the toilet earlier when I woke up and didn't drink any water. LOUD BEAT fast background music (just loud enough for me to hear) playing somewhere below while I was in the toilet causing an echo inside. 2023-11-01 13-57-44 LOUD BASS (one-tone) music continue and getting more provocative. 2023-11-01 14-03-25 TIGHT and SORE chest feeling that's making me FEEL BAD is back after I saw that I missed a (supposedly) high-yield vou...