Silent No More

2021-10-31 01-50-24 My throat and chest CONSTRICTS and gets DRY PROMPTLY when i see certain pictures even if i DONT FEEL ANYTHING about them. 2021-10-31 03-46-17 Toilet VERY CLOGGED but not as dirty. The water which RISES to the surface is clearer compared to previous cloggings. 2021-10-31 12-27-06 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED. Water getting DIRTY now as dirt resurfacing from below the hole. REPETITIVE car door SLAMS and NOISE AGGRESSION just below. LOUD music playing outside for almost an hour had stopped. 2021-10-31 15-37-09 Kids running in the hallways around the room and shouting.   i am aboit to take a nap. 2021-10-31 17-04-01 Woke up. Loud drum beats music playing from puffer fish room. Kids still running around and shouting  NONSTOP left outer ear ITCH. 2021-10-31 17-55-46 While checking video (surveillance) on a new mobile phone, file app started ACTING UP and WON'T respond. 2021-10-31 18-02-52 Still CANT make apps open on mobile. Screen has FROZEN. 2021-1...

2021-10-28 19-44-24 CONSTANT NAGGING IDEA that the reason why i currently DONT HAVE work (and earnings) is for me to fix my room. I find it HARD TO BELIEVE that after ALL that these IDIOTS and IMBECILES of perps, who still CLAIM to be part of an intelligence group, had CAUSED over the years they are still being ALLOWED to LIVE, make DECISIONS for me and INTERFERE with my life, let alone ECHO these IDIOTIC and RETARTED IDEAS in my head. They should ALL BE KILLED and their network ANNIHILATED NOW and i DONT EVEN have to file a case against them for any of this TO HAPPEN.  THIS IS NOT MY PROBLEM. 2021-10-28 20-30-51 VPN app on computer CANT CONNECT to usual server. 2021-10-28 20-35-05 ON-OFF VERY PAINFUL urges to pee. 2021-10-28 23-11-47 LOUD rhythmic bell RINGING from puffer fish room. 2021-10-29 03-13-15 Computer apps and internet being BLOCKED.   2021-10-29 06-05-40 Internet connection being BLOCKED AGAIN while applying for  Still CANNOT subscribe to additional cable...

2021-10-27 06-22-07 HEADACHE when i prepare for bed.  None when i continue to watch TV.  SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. 2021-10-27 06-29-29 MORE FREQUENTLY recurring VERY ITCHY right ear and face. 2021-10-27 07-52-11 Head still HURTS specially when i get up to do something other than watch tv. 2021-10-27 08-32-19 Finally went to bed. Earlier someone arrived at puffer fish room. 2021-10-27 16-17-58 Was woken up by drilling on the ceiling around 2 PM. Moved my bowels just now followed by LOUD DULL car door SLAMS below while still in the toilet. Toilet bowl still CLOGGED and DIRTY now. 2021-10-27 16-50-53 Sister suffers from constipation. But it seems to be getting WORSE when she started to live here. 2021-10-27 17-21-51 Last night while checking on some video recordings (surveillance) i got a STRONG NAGGING and PAINFUL IDEA to just PROMPTLY DELETE a whole list of recordings for the day. I TOTALLY FORGOT that i had just PAINSTAKINGLY SCREENED them out earlier and had found Q...

2021-10-24 03-50-16 NONSTOP VERY ITCHY right ear. I feel like SCRATCHING the SKIN OFF. 2021-10-24 05-17-19 Went to bed.  RECURRING PRICKING on the right side of my nape. Its starting to form a RASH  SUDDEN SHARP ITCHY PRICKING on left nostril.  Nose and palate start to get VERY ITCHY while lying down. 2021-10-24 05-36-25 HARD SNEEZING.  CANT SLEEP. 2021-10-24 05-36-25 HARD SNEEZING. 2021-10-24 12-52-45. Woke up Lower back VERY SORE and STIFF. 2021-10-24 13-44-48 SHARP ITCHY sudden PRICKING in my right nostril making it RUNNY and IRRITATED. 2021-10-24 14-23-06 More nostril PRICKING. 2021-10-24 15-26-47 LOUD door SLAM below with STRONG sensation on my face. 2021-10-24 17-13-06 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED now. Moved my bowels earlier. It was NOT clogged prior. 2021-10-24 21-03-41 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY. Water RISES to the EDGE when flushed. 2021-10-25 05-12-12 CANT brush my teeth. VERY UNCOMFORTABLE and DIZZY feeling starts when at the kitchen. H...

2021-10-21 18-40-46 I have NEVER left my room except on very rare instances but lots of DIRT stick to my fingers and finger nails when i scratch my hair. 2021-10-22 10-28-51 Woken up by DRILLING noise on the ceiling. 2021-10-22 11-31-21 Could BARELY get up. 2021-10-22 12-24-02 Public urinal STENCH from outside the door.  SNEEZING and left nostril CLOGGING UP. 2021-10-22 12-33-53 Felt something SORE on my chest and neck. 2021-10-22 12-51-33 Keep getting DISTRACTED while i was about to get online. 2021-10-22 16-48-52 CANT FOCUS. Fell asleep again and could BARELY wake up due to back pain.  Feeling VERY DEPRESSED when i finally sat up. REPETITIVE CRASHES or SLAMS below followed by loud FLAK. 2021-10-22 17-15-20 More CATCALLS following me while i was at the window. 2021-10-22 19-08-20 Lower left back molar getting VERY SORE AGAIN. 2021-10-23 00-37-03 Right side of head starts to HURT as SOON as i went to the kitchen. 2021-10-23 01-43-58 NONSTOP scalp ITCHING. CANT stand up ...

2021-10-20 00-05-19 CANT MOVE. My eyes and head are VERY SORE and STIFF. Vision VERY SENSITIVE to light  2021-10-20 01-08-43 Head and vision cleared when i started locking up and chaining the partly open main door. 2021-10-20 02-10-47 Went to rest for awhile. 2021-10-20 11-46-37 Woken up by dh shouting. UNABLE to wake up after 2 hours even with set alarm. Fell asleep without brushing teeth AGAIN. 2021-10-20 12-37-41 Left water bottle on the kitchen table next to the sink overnight. Water now tastes or smells like the SEWERS and CHEMICALS. 2021-10-20 14-18-43 What happened yesterday and this morning were VERY DEPRESSING. 2021-10-20 16-11-12 ON-OFF HEADACHE threatening to start after i started TALKING BACK to banging NOISES below. 2021-10-20 16-40-52 VPN app initializing connection and about to start but suddenly STOPS then starts at the beginning again. I have already stopped and disabled another VPN app (which I use only to update the current VPN) but i keep having the same is...

2021-10-17 23-45-49 EXTREME HEADACHE awhile ago and in some kind of TRANCE earlier  where I CANT seem to hear anything else EXCEPT to WATCH TV made me FORGET to pickup a  package that was delivered earlier. 2021-10-18 00-14-16 HEADACHE starts again with IDEA that it's due to watching TV.  It HURTS if I DONT or STOP watching TV. 2021-10-18 00-25-33 Both sides of my head (just above both ears) including the sides of my neck are WARM and VERY PAINFUL NOW. 2021-10-18 01-09-25 Head VERY PAINFUL AGAIN. It stopped when started writing this. Toilet still CLOGGED with water RISING to the surface. 2021-10-18 01-53-17 ON-OFF HEADACHE coming from right outer ear.   2021-10-18 01-56-50 CANT POST online. Left nostril getting CLOGGED and ITCHY. 2021-10-18 02-15-1 NON-STOP SNEEZING. Nose and palate still VERY SORE and ITCHY. CANT STAND UP or do anything.  Lower left back molar starts to HURT. 2021-10-18 02-15-1 NON-STOP SNEEZING. Nose and palate still VERY SORE and ITC...

2021-10-15 06-05-51 Banging noise 2021-10-15 11-35-24 LOUD CALL by a dh woke me up. 2021-10-15 15-27-58 Left leg TWITCHING when I talked about and demanded for payment for 20+ years of human rights abuses, and when I wrote something the REMOTE TORTURING perps thought I was going to post online. 2021-10-16 15-08-13 CAN'T get online.  Only 2 lights on my modem. 2021-10-16 16-00-26 Kids SHRIEKING at the hallway above.  One said aloud "kapal". 2021-10-16 05-21-06 CANT GET UP due to something PARALYZING me and CLIMBING UP my ass  2021-10-16 07-29-34 Finally went to bed.  Just for a nap probably.  Female sounding voice GROWLING somewhere below  2021-10-16 12-05-0 Woke up to the sound of LOUD music playing outside. 2021-10-16 12-19-30 Puffer whore starts to SHOUT from within her room. 2021-10-16 13-40-50 Door noise closing from puffer fish room causing LINGERING DULL PAIN in my left ear even if it was not that loud. 2021-10-16 16-29-09 LOUD AGGRESSIVE noise below ...

2021-10-14 01-25-17 I was UNABLE to do any online work today as I was being HARASSED ALL AROUND, deprived and LIED to on ESSENTIAL services which COST me 2 sim cards worth 299 each, my inet connection was being BLOCKED AGAIN and VPN app UNABLE to authenticate as its password memorized by the computer system got SCREWED or HACKED AGAIN. 2021-10-14 03-30-57 Feeling that EVERYTHING even the SIMPLEST of tasks is IMPOSSIBLE to do while SUDDENLY feeling VERY DROWSY at the same time. 2021-10-14 05-24-31 Finally able to prepare and go to bed. Nose starts to ITCH. Palate VERY IRRITATED. 2021-10-14 14-28-20 Woke up around 1PM with a VERY SORE back and sides. PAIN moves around where there's no metal.   Woke up earlier around 10am but CANT GET UP due to the pain. 2021-10-14 14-38-53 SUDDEN STRONG STENCH (not sure where it's coming from) or it's been going on and my CLOGGED nose just SUDDENLY opened up. 2021-10-14 15-20-57 UNCOMFORTABLE or SUDDEN tight feeling on my chest. Dh GIGGLES...

2021-10-13 02-47-42 Toilet is VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY again.  It got stuck starting this afternoon.  It flushed all the way down last night. Sink also gives the IMPRESSION that it's not clogged UNTIL I pour about a GLASS of WATER into it, or UNTIL the perps around here start a RAUCOUS for NO REASON (as usual). 2021-10-13 04-45-52 VERY PAINFUL feeling starting on my lower back up to my neck. I was trying to prepare for bed. 2021-10-13 05-13-11 Tablet was REMOTELY FORCED to auto shutdown 2021-10-13 14-24-15 VERY PAINFUL lower back while I was washing stuff at the kitchen to PREVENT PILE UPS with ROACHES roaming around freely. Woke up around 12pm. Earlier, around 10am, I was woken up by REPETITIVE knocking and FLAK by a dh arriving next door (puffer room). PAINFULLY FORCED to sleep again last night WITHOUT brushing my teeth. Starting to feel my CHIPPED and CRACKED WEAKENED molars getting SORE. 2021-10-13 15-29-40 One of my sim cards (supposedly NO expiration FOREVER according t...

2021-10-11 09-33-12 Right nostril CLOGS UP but I can still smell the SEWER'S STENCH coming from outside the door. 2021-10-11 10-24-49 RECURRING HARD SNEEZES. DID NOT sleep all night trying to CATCH UP with MANY MISSED chores. 2021-10-11 15-45-27 Right arm VERY PAINFULLY SORE. CANT MOVE IT WELL. It feels LIMP.   2021-10-11 16-00-08 Not really that tired even if I had not slept a wink since yesterday. But as I was about to brush my teeth my stomach starts to feel SHARP PAIN and the back of my head starts to HURT. I DON'T seem to have any appetite and have this NAGGING IDEA that EVERYTHING is expensive and I don't have a lot of money.  But I did have some of the spoiled food yesterday. I promptly start to feel VERY TIRED and had to sit down for awhile. OVER-WARM feeling at the back of my head and shoulders making them SWEATY. There's a COOL breeze outside. 2021-10-11 16-06-11 Dhs start to HOOT outside the window 2021-10-11 16-18-35 Now I am SUDDENLY feeling PAINFULLY DROWS...

2021-10-09 01-12-52 Left butt cheek getting UNNATURAL LY WARM and ITCHY again with RASHES starting. Lower back near the tailbone has developed VERY ITCHY RASHES too. 2021-10-09 11-09-47 Woke up with a VERY SORE lower back, sides and STOMACH (feels BLOATED) even if I ate a meal before going to bed. Videoke playing local songs.  SWEATY even if it's CHILLY. Rashes on my backside are ITCHY AGAIN. Fell asleep this morning WITHOUT brushing my teeth due to PAINFUL DROWSINESS again. Teeth starting to feel SORE. 2021-10-09 11-18-40 Tablet was REMOTELY forced to RESTART again and get STUCK on opening screen. 2021-10-10 03-07-51 Feeling VERY RESTLESS and UNCOMFORTABLE sensation just below my ribcage. 2021-10-10 03-37-42 VERY DROWSY.  CANT stand up to PUT leftover FOOD (fast going bad) in the fridge. Food left outside the fridge overnight GOES BAD FASTER than before.   2021-10-10 04-19-52 Dhs LOUD FLAK at the ground hallway or lobby. Chest getting EVEN MORE SORE with HEAVY PA...

2021-10-06 03-41-42 HEADACHE and SORE neck 2021-10-06 07-03-39 ON OFF PAIN and SORENESS at the back of my head.  CANT MOVE.  It diminishes when I watch TV  I only got to bed just now. 2021-10-06 11-47-19 Woken up by arrival of food delivery around 10:45.  Second time that the rider didn't call or text mins before arriving.  Claims that my sister was not answering his call. 2021-10-06 14-23-28 Toilet still CLOGGED.  Just moved my bowels some mins ago. 2021-10-06 15-58-43 Toilet still CLOGGED and VERY DIRTY now. 2021-10-06 16-01-47 Recurring LOUD car door SLAMS while I was speaking to my mother at the door some mins ago  2021-10-06 22-59-16 VERY PAINFUL and SORE right shoulder, neck, arm and hand. CANT move my hand or arm properly. 2021-10-07 19-06-24 STRONG STENCH from the sewers coming thru the SINK and URINAL STENCH inside the toilet like someone urinated on the floor. The ODOR must have come from the outside and SEEPED thru the thin wall. I am not...

2021-10-04 08-51-27 Woke up. Dh started SINGING while passing thru. Nose VERY ITCHY and RUNNY. SNEEZING. Throat and palate SORE. 2021-10-04 09-16-10 Left nostril CLOGGING UP. 2021-10-04 09-34-17 Nose VERY CLOGGED now. Left leg TWITCHED when I posted this. 2021-10-04 10-57-39 NONSTOP SNEEZING. 2021-10-04 16-08-53 Bought 2 airguns but NONE of them worked and I CANT ask for a refund anymore since its way past the deadline. NO THANKS to this NONSTOP TORTURE dizziness and delusions which has CONSTANTLY PARALYZED and KEPT me from EXAMINING the items in time. 2021-10-04 17-46-49 Succession of LOUD BANGINGS below to which I replied in same manner. 2021-10-04 17-50-12 Kid FLAK and loud gushing faucet water. 2021-10-04 18-03-07 LOUD GUSHING faucet water just below again. 2021-10-04 18-25-42 Having ULCER-LIKE feeling in my stomach. Had subscribed to a 5-day daily meal delivery service which just started today. Food seems to taste ok but perps ALWAYS use the EXCUSE that food is cheaper and from...

2021-10-02 05-22-07 Went to bed.  Back of neck (SWEATY) shoulders and upper left arm VERY WARM even if it's COOL outside  2021-10-02 12-57-49 Woke up with a VERY SORE lower back and chest.  Could BARELY get up. 2021-10-02 13-25-00 Voltage regulator FLIPPING AGAIN. It's raining and thunderclap going on outside.  Perps TAKING ADVANTAGE of the situation AGAIN. 2021-10-02 14-35-04 Left WARM boring-into movement VERY ITCHY STING in my left nostril. 2021-10-02 23-35-39 DULL BANGING from puffer fish room. LOUD BOLT with COLD JOLT to my chest before their door opens. 2021-10-03 07-19-46 CANT MOVE to prepare for bed. Took awhile trying to set up newly bought surveillance camera but failed to make it work. Tried a previously bought one (last year) but was still unsuccessful. fFeeling STUCK and getting VERY DROWSY. 2021-10-03 07-50-26 Still CANT STAND UP. 2021-10-03 08-50-30 VERY ITCHY back side (sensitive skin on tail area). 2021-10-03 09-11-56 Sudden CHOKING while eating e...