Silent No More

2020-08-18 05-28-46 Woke up just now.  Half awoke earlier but COULD NOT STAY AWAKE due to some NAGGING PAIN. Still have NOT BRUSHED my teeth and cleaned a pet's tub that had lots of leftover food (ammonia causing). 2020-08-18 06-26-13 Just finished with partial pet maintenance and brushing my teeth.  Sat down and feeling a bit SORE.  Can smell the SEWERS.  2020-08-18 06-42-13 SORE feeling on my lower ribs ALL THE WAY AROUND to my back.  Had to SIT DOWN AGAIN.  2020-08-18 14-32-01 Nose SUDDENLY CLOGS UP while speaking with my sister.  It has stared raining even before we spoke.   So it CANT BE THE RAIN.  Someone coming and going from the front room.  2020-08-18 15-54-17 Nose VERY CLOGGED NOW.  CANT BREATHE WITHOUT MAKING A SNORTING SOUND.  I can somewhat feel that its either my nose chest or throat that's being CONSTRICTED.  CANT FEEL my nose anymore EVEN IF I PINCH IT.  2020-08-18 20-58-56 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL SOR...

2020-08-17 01-22-32 Went to bed. 2020-08-17 05-49-00 Woken up a few minutes by VERY ITCHY EYES and CLOGGED NOSE.  Started SNEEZING.  2020-08-17 06-20-19 Just starting with pet maintenance but lower back GETS SORE and sides GO NUMB.  Had to sit down for awhile.   Nose starts to CLOG UP EVEN MORE.  2020-08-17 06-27-44 Lately when i try to blow my VERY CLOGGED ITCHY and RUNNY nose i FEEL SOMETHING SORE and WEAK on my lower back. It's like a NERVE is getting PULLED OUT.  2020-08-17 06-49-11 It's raining but my nose should NOT BE THIS CLOGGED.  Niggers remotely inducing it to be so by CONSTRICTING my nose and IRRITATING IT with some WARM sensation.  2020-08-17 07-01-59 SITTING DOWN AGAIN due to SORE lower back. NOT FINISHED putting away beddings to set up computer.  Nose SUDDENLY STARTS TO ITCH AGAIN.  2020-08-17 07-07-32 SNEEZING.  CLOGGING up my nose EVEN MORE.  When are these niggers going to be KILLED and ANNIHILATED. ...

2020-08-16 01-42-23 Woke up due to STRONG URGE TO PEE and VERY BLOCKED NOSE.  SMELL from the SEWERS VERY STRONG despite my blocked nose.  There are MORE SMALL ROACHES in the toilet now than before.   Nose VERY CLOGGED but RUNNY AND ITCHY.  My nose is LEAKING UNCONTROLLABLY.  When i try to blow my nose I FEEL MY STOMACH GETTING PUSHED FORCING ME to blow AT BLOCKED NOSTRIL HURTING some NERVE in my EYE or part of my face.  Nose gets some RELIEF WHEN I MAKE a LOUD NOISE I DONT KNOW WHERE THE STRONG STINKING SMELL OF THR SEWERS is coming from since i had COVERED THE BATHROOM and SINK DRAINS and the TOILET BOWL before going to bed.  .  2020-08-16 02-00-18 Eyes START TO GET VERY ITCHY.  2020-08-16 02-10-01 Even the INSIDE of my nose is starting to HURT NOW as the NONSTOP ITCH and BLOCKAGE is causing me to BLOW my nose MORE OFTEN.  I am also FORCED TO BREATHE thru my MOUTH now.  2020-08-16 02-35-40 Feels like there's a CORRUGATED BOARD...

2020-08-15 06-57-07 Woke up a few minutes ago.  Started SNEEZING AGAIN.   Found a snail VERY WEAK and LIFELESS at the bottom of the tub last night.  I DONT KNOW WHAT HAD HAPPENED NOW.  I ONLY HAVE 3 apple snails LEFT.  2020-08-15 07-50-11 Felt VERY SLEEPY after feeding pets and brushing my teeth.  Lower left back molar STARTING TO HURT again even if i brushed my teeth last night before bed.  2020-08-15 07-57-52 Lower back starts to get SORE.  HAD TO LIE DOWN AGAIN.  2020-08-15 09-12-05 Fell asleep and woke up just now.  Lower back still SORE but ON-OFF as i starr to move about.   2020-08-15 13-55-56 Laptop got a BLUE SCREEN AGAIN.   I thought everything is FINE based on the GODDDAM IDEA that came to me last night. 2020-08-15 15-25-26 Sink VERY CLOGGED.  A small amount of water makes the drain water rise up ASAP from the trap.  2020-08-15 16-28-30 Toilet STILL CLOGGED but not as dirty (after moving bowel...

2020-08-14 06-34-04 Woke up around 5:30AM.  Nose starts to ITCH and i start SNEEZING when i start ATTENDING TO my 4 reamaining snail pets who all have a HISTORY of beilng ILL.  2020-08-14 06-42-44 Start to GET VERY SLEEPY AGAIN after i take out my laptop.  2020-08-14 07-51-31 GOT A BLUE SCREEN on my laptop AGAIN WHILE WORKING.  2020-08-14 09-04-19 LATENCY or BROWSER VERY SLOW after BLUE SCREEN.  2020-08-14 11-36-07 Compiter FREEZING or VERY SLOW.  Noticed my laptop LAN WIRELESS device is ON even if it's on AIRPLANE MODE.  I start SNEEZING AGAIN. 2020-08-14 15-07-22 Some minutes ago while watching some abandoned dogs getting rescued, FELT AN OVERLY TIGHTENING and SORE CHEST as i was being FORCED TO CRY despite my nose CLOGGING UP due to sinusitis.  Then my laptop GOT A BLUE SCREEN AGAIN. Third time since this morning. Now the back of my head HURTS and a MIGRAINE seems about to start.  VERY COLD feeling like the flu.  2020-08-14 15-52-52 A...

2020-08-13 03-32-05 Fell asleep IWTHOUT BRUSHING  MY TEETH.  Woke up just now.  Nose CLOGGED as soon asi got up and GETS RUNNY.  2020-08-13 03-47-11 Stomach starts to HURT FOR NO REASON.  2020-08-13 04-08-41 ON-OFF stomach pain forcing me to sit down.  2020-08-13 04-52-40 I want to have some snack but I DONT FEELI LIKE EATING ANYTHING.  2020-08-13 04-55-13 Nose and back START TO HURT as if it wants me to GO BACK TO SLEEP again EVEN IF THERE ARE A DOZEN THINGS I still need to do.  2020-08-13 05-31-45 Nose CONTINUES TO ITCH and RUNNY.  Side of nose starting to DEVELOP a WOUND due to CONSTANT RINSING and use of TOILET PAPER.  2020-08-13 07-07-03 VERY SLEEPY.  CANT SEEM TO WORK PROPERLY.  Brain feels VERY STIFF.  VERY SLOW THOUGHT PROCESSES.  CHEST and HEAD PAIN.  2020-08-13 08-17-28 Very UNCOMFORTABLE feeling in chest and neck as i CONTINUE to work online.  ON-OFF SLEEPINESS.   Could BARELY KEEP MY EY...

2020-08-12 00-24-25 INose ITCHES WONT STOP.  ITCHES EVERY TIME I MOVE.  2020-08-12 00-30-28 ULCER LIKE feeling in my stomach. LOST MY APPETITE due to NONSTOP nose ITCHING and SNEEZING.  PAINFUL SORE TIRED feeling when I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING.  2020-08-12 00-48-52 Ate uncooked instant noodles leftover.  2020-08-12 02-07-06 IMAGES of my pets' dirty tub playing in my head repeatedly.  But feeling VERY EXHAUSTED and NUMB. Have not brushed my teeth either.  Went to bed and set my alarm to go off after some minutes.  2020-08-12 08-09-23 Woke up. One of my snails died.  Failed to clean their tub water and feed them due to EXHAUSTION last night.  Another one had gone ill the other day and is slowly dying.   As soon as i woke up motorbike started REVVING UP when i went to the tub as if to declare or EMPHASIZE the state of my pets.  2020-08-12 08-29-08 VERY BAD feeling when i approach my pets. It MAKES ME PAUSE and FORGET wh...

2020-08-11 05-46-15 Woke up.  Right chest ITCHING.  SORE ALL OVER.   Fell back to sleep. Still have NOT BRUSHED MY TEETH.  2020-08-11 08-55-16 Woke up again.   2020-08-11 09-36-50 Sink STILL CLOGGED.  Eyes ITCHING.  Nose SHARP ITCH as i move or do something.  HARD SNEEZING STARTS.   Forehead also starts to ITCH.  2020-08-11 10-34-09 Angry or scolding voice nearby.   2020-08-11 10-44-50 Still have NOT brushed my teeth after i checked and fed my pets, and washed some dishes.  2020-08-11 13-55-42 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY since i moved my bowels this morning.  2020-08-11 15-50-58 COMPLAINTS in my head and PAINFUL SORE feeling when i think about preparing a simple meal. 2020-08-11 16-06-21 SUDDEN VERY ITCHY nose.  HARD SNEEZING starts.  Nose RUNNY.  2020-08-11 16-20-13 VERY ITCHY eyes and nose which seems to be MOVING around my face and nose.  2020-08-11 17-12-38 NONSTOP I...

2020-08-10 13-43-18 Just finished uploading report. Have NOT PREPARED ANY MEAL YET.  Still sitting here after getting the delivery downstairs and texting my sister who is OVERLY CONCERNED ABOUT MY HEALTH and blaming my UNWASHED PILE OF DIRTY and SMELLY clothes for my SNEEZING.  2020-08-10 14-09-21 I just recalled that i EXPLICITLY WROTE INSTRUCTIONS NOT TO DELIVER ITEMS on a Monday.  But they still delivered today.  2020-08-10 14-14-11 Nose ITCHES SUDDENLY.  I make a LOUD NOISE and ITCHING DISAPPEARED.  2020-08-10 14-15-21 Now it's BACK.  Kids SHOUTING and HOOTING at the top of the stairs and below FOLLOWING me around the room.  2020-08-10 14-33-13 VERY PAINFUL SUDDEN URGE TO PEE as i was about to wash dishes for my meal.  I just urinated a FEW minutes ago.  I have NOT EVEN DRANK ANY WATER YET.  2020-08-10 14-57-58 IDEA that the reason why my ROUTINE is ASKEW with DIRTY LAUNDRY UNWASHED and PILING UP is due to niggers INTEREFERING A...

2020-08-10 06-08-06 Woke up.  Nose CLOGGED.   Back VERY SORE and feeling VERY TIRED.   CANT GET UP.  Had to lie back down.  2020-08-10 09-28-25 Woke up with a PAIL being SLAMMED on the floor just outside my room.  The niggers are TORTURING me by REMOTELY INDUCING VERY SORE LIMBS and ALLERGIES and using the cold weather as ALIBIS then they use HARASSMENT and BULLYING to wake me up as "ASSISTANCE." 2020-08-10 09-56-31 Toilet bowl CLOGGED after moving my bowels.  LImbs suddenly GO STIFF and NUMB and i CANT MOVE THEM PROPERLY causing me to SPILL WATER ON ME.  2020-08-10 10-39-39 Lower back and torso VERY SORE and VERY TIRED feeling.  ALL i did was put away my beddings and prepare for a delivery arrival. I used to ask my sister to get the packages but WELL TIMED UNPLEASANT INCIDENTS happened AGAIN and she got PISSED OFF.  2020-08-10 10-58-09 Feeling VERY SORE.  DONT FEEL like getting up.  Even my underside is being REMOTEL...

2020-08-09 06-27-49 Woke up.  Fell asleep WITHOUT brushing teeth. Failed to wake up by alarm set to go off after an hour.  VERY SORE BACK and RIBS.   Nose VERY CLOGGED.  2020-08-09 08-10-12 Fell asleep again and woke up just now. Still HAVE NOT brushed teeth.  HARD VERY ITCHY SNEEZING.   2020-08-09 08-35-00 LOUD MUSIC BLARING since i woke up. Random HARD SNEEZING.  Eyes TIGHTENING with VISION DARKENING.  2020-08-09 09-42-56 Right ear VERY ITCHY NONSTOP.  2020-08-09 12-04-02 VERY ITCHY eyes ALL OF A SUDDEN.  2020-08-09 12-13-23 ULCER like feeling in my stomach.  Ate some choco cookies.  HAVE NOT prepared food yet due to filing COMPREHENSIVE CENSUS form purportedly given out by the baranggay for new quarantine pass.   Everyone is being required to personally submit the form at the admin office downstairs before 12PM.  I was NOT ABLE to.  But my sister did who got ANGRY with me for being SLOW.  A...

2020-08-08 06-00-36 Woke up with a VERY CLOGGED right nostril.  Still feeling VERY SLEEPY with a SORE CHEST.   Fell back asleep.  2020-08-08 10-13-52 Woke up and its already late.  2020-08-08 16-23-05 VERY LONG LATENCY.  Particularly facebook and my work site.    2020-08-08 16-23-05 Had another BLUE SCREEN incident awhile ago even if i am already using a ROUTER.  2020-08-08 21-01-31 Both eyes START TO ITCH. Face  2020-08-08 21-12-13 When i try to drink water VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE starts.  Face starts to ITCH and GROW WELTS when i go to the kitchen to prepare a meal.  2020-08-08 21-31-45 HARD VERY ITCHY SNEEZING.  Nose CLOGGING UP. CANT prepare a meal due to the NONSTOP IT ITCHES on my face and in my nose.  2020-08-08 22-23-00 While preparing a meal ITCH MOVING in my left nostril making it ITCH.  2020-08-08 23-46-52 Just finished dinner.  Starting to feel SLEEPY ALL OF A SUDDEN.  2020-08-09 00-13-07 R...

2020-08-06 08-39-16 Woke up earlier around 7am but suddenly fell back to sleep again.  Woke up now but CANT SEEM TO GET UP.  Feeling IRRITATED that i DID NOT GET UP EARLIER. Nose CLOGGED.  Started SNEEZING.  Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY since yesterday. 2020-08-06 09-12-39 SORE PAIN ALL ALROUND my lower limbs all the way to the back.  This is the REASON WHY I CANT GET UP EARLIER.  2020-08-06 11-38-05 NONSTOP PAINFUL URGE TO PEE.  2020-08-06 19-51-28 Sudden OVERLY TIRED feeling. Did not do anything strenuous today.  2020-08-06 21-48-37 Tail bone area got VERY ITCHY.  Partially washed myself up.  Have NOT TAKEN A BATH for almost 3 months now.   Door nearby CLOSED ALOUD.  Head and neck start to GET PAINFULLY SORE and HEAVY.  CANT THINK.  2020-08-06 22-02-37 Nose starts to ITCH.  2020-08-06 22-28-20 Head still HURTS.  CANT MOVE NECK or VERY STIFF when i move or TRY TO STAND UP.   Very ...

2020-08-05 01-35-44 Went to bed.  VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE a few minutes ago. ACCUSING NAGGING IDEAS earlier that 2020-08-05 01-53-29 Started COUGHING DRY. 2020-08-05 09-31-36 Woke up around 6am via alarm but fell back to sleep.  Woke up again at 7am.  LOUD music started playing outside.  Felt an urge to move my bowels.  PAINFUL since i had the ORDEAL of moving my bowels yesterday like it was made of CEMENT.  Some muscle/s felt like it was NOT MOVING which caused the stool to get STUCK HALFWAY.   I also felt VERY SORE ALL OVER and it seemed like my back and side muscles were REMOTELY INDUCED to get OVERLY WEAK with ONLY my UPPER ABDOMINAL muscles moving which made the process TAKE LONGER and even MORE PAINFUL. The toilet bowl is STILL VERY CLOGGED but the sink has cleared up.  2020-08-05 10-05-09 AGGRESSIVE or VIOLENT sounds, synchronized to my self-talk, scripted audio recordings, etc. START.   Got online.  2020-08-05 12-14-38...

2020-08-04 06-37-18 Wpke up.  SORE lower back after i got up and used the toilet. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-08-04 06-44-08 AGGRESSIVE NOISE outside. SORE in my chest.  2020-08-04 08-51-33 Woke up.  CANT GET UP due to PAIN and SORENESS on my chest and all around my ribcage.  Door SLAM nearby.  2020-08-04 09-57-33 While boiling water for my pets' calcium, checked on a recent batch of egg shells that i have picked clean of membrane and set aside for boiling. Almost all of the shells had been replaced by UNCLEANED (still with membranes) shells, and producing A CLOUDY MIXTURE when soaked in water.  The older batch of egg shells also exhibited a similar condition.   My mother when she was still sleeping here at night used to put soap (or probably corn starch or baking soda) in my pets' water reserves which killed almost half of my pet snails.  I want ALL THESE NIGGERS DEAD BEFORE THE the DAY ENDS.  2020-08-04 11-46-01 Just finished F...

2020-08-03 11-16-27 Just woke up.  Phone starts ringing for deliveries.  2020-08-03 13-04-56 Lower left back MOLAR HURTING even if i brushed my teeth before going to bed. 2020-08-03 13-56-39 Sink VERY CLOGGED.  Lower left molar getting MORE PAINFUL.  I only drank water since morning.  2020-08-03 14-25-17 Molar still HURTING after brushing my teeth.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Had to SCOOP WATER OUT after brushing.  2020-08-03 15-46-52 Felt SORE when i look at the food even if it's spaghetti which i like.  2020-08-03 16-51-16 Pet snail had stopped bloating but seemed to have GONE WORSE this morning.  The door was blocked with locks but the tub in her water was unexpectedly DIRTY.  I left her in the kitchen last night before going to bed.  About 2 days ago, during one of those PAINFUL and DIZZY pre-sleep TORTURE sessions i left the door UNBLOCKED but with an old ethernet cable tied to the screen door prevent it from getting opened...

2020-08-02 10-55-11 Now its STINKING FILIPINO oldies PLAYING next door. 2020-08-02 12-04-29 It's ONLY NOW that i am able to GET ONLINE for WORK. 2020-08-02 12-21-17 NOSE and PALATE GETS VERY ITCHY and SORE as soon as I start to work online.  HARD SNEEZING FOLLOWED.  Nose starts to CLOG.  LOUD motorcycle STARTS REVVING UP again.  2020-08-02 13-55-2 EVERY TIME I try to get back to work online my NOSE GETS A PRICKING SENSATION and STARTS TO ITCH.  2020-08-02 14-22-45 LATENCY on my WORK online.  TEXTS WON'T APPEAR or SEARCH FUNCTIONS. 2020-08-02 14-44-00 Internet connection GETTING BLOCKED and SLOWING DOWN my work.  2020-08-02 17-48-27 Internet connection DROPPED awhile ago.  Was NOT ABLE TO work online for 2 hours up to now. Nose starts to ITCH AGAIN as i sat down in front of computer.  DONT FEEL LIKE eating or preparing any meal.  Torso sides feel WEAK and NUMB.  2020-08-02 23-17-08 Sudden HEAVY feeling and DROWSINESS as soon as i tur...

2020-08-02 00-15-59 NOSE VERY ITCHY when i am at the door.  A lit candle at the door seemed to STOP IT.  2020-08-02 00-50-21 Went to rest for an hour.  VERY DROWSY and SORE PAIN ALL OVER.  2020-08-02 08-13-24 Woke up about 6.  Was NOT ABLE TO GET UP DESPITE ALARM.  UNABLE to brush my SENSITIVE teeth and LEFT my VERY ILL snail (cant eat properly anymore) SOAKING in LEFT OVER food OVERNIGHT.  She's having MORE TROUBLE eating now and her COLLAPSED MANTLE IS GETTING WORSE.  I also left some other snails UNATTENDED.  They are also ill from months of SABOTAGE by niggers TRESPASSING into my room via window or door (which i realized only too late) while i was KNOCKED OUT UNCONSCIOUS by REMOTELY INDUCED BODILY PAIN EVERY NIGHT.  I have been trying to force feed my pet (most bloated and cant eat), while going back and forth to my other UNFED and UNMAINTAINED NOT TOO HEALTHY pets for MORE THAN AN HOUR while i am being REMOTELY TORTURED with STIFF M...

2020-08-01 06-44-05 Woke up at 5:55.  VERY PAINFUL urge to pee.  Lower back SORE after i attended to 2 SICK SNAILS and was about to clean the bigger tub that housed the LAST OF my homegrown snails.  Only 8 of them are left and they are NOT REPRODUCING anymore due to NONSTOP SABOTAGE by niggers in the neighborhood.  2020-08-01 11-24-13 Fell asleep again and woke up an hout ago.  IDEAS start entering my head.  CANT STAND UP.  then started SNEEZING.  Now both my eyes are VERY ITCHY INCLUDING MY FACE and forehead.  2020-08-01 11-31-47 SORE PAIN in my head and chest when i start my rouitne with COMPLAINTS in my head.  2020-08-01 11-38-53 Felt a STRONG PRICKING on my finger as electric current passed from electric extension to the surge protector's adaptor.  2020-08-01 11-43-08 Forehead continues to ITCH and nose SNEEZING.  A half full pot of rice has GONE BAD as i FAILED TO PUT IT IN the fridge due to the DEBILITATING PAIN and SOREN...

2020-07-29 20-53-47 Feeling VERY SORE ALL OVER my chest and back. 2020-07-29 21-29-36 Laptop BLUE SCREEN ERROR again.  I had BARELY GONE ONLINE.  Was NOT ABLE TO DO ANY ONLINE PAID WORK today.  2020-07-30 06-09-44 Woke up.  Could BARELY GET UP due to PAIN and SORENESS.  Fell asleep WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth.  DID NOT BRUSH the WHOLE DAY yesterday.  Left pets UNATTENDED too.  Fridge LEFT DEFROSTING.  Water had reached the brim of the tray CAUSING A LOT OF SPILLS and MORE WORK of MOPPING UP.  Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY.  2020-07-30 06-48-39 Nose ITCHY and RUNNY.  FLAK in my head. 2020-07-30 09-02-14 Finished chores ONLY NOW.  Feeling REAL STIFF on legs and sides of ribcage.  2020-07-30 10-39-11 Random PAIN or SORE feeling CONNECTED to my actions or movements.  2020-07-30 10-47-00 Suddenly got a GREY SCREEN on my laptop.  2020-07-30 11-01-55 Laptop now has a BLACK SCREEN.  2020-07-30 20-14-40...