Silent No More

2021-12-29 18-56-01 Went to bed. 2021-12-30 00-08-34 Woke up with a VERY SORE upper right molar (near the front). Its GAPING hole has NOT been fixed still but it DID NOT hurt like this before.   Now it feels like i have been CHEWING on it while i slept. Left nostril has a PAINFUL wound inside (rim) and i dont know how i got it. Nose a bit clogged with sore throat. 2021-12-30 00-42-04 Connection SLOWING DOWN or getting ERRATIC while checking on available promos for an upcoming sale. 2021-12-30 06-51-54 DONT feel too well. Lower back and underside VERY SORE. 2021-12-30 07-08-10 Internet VERY SLOW and getting BLOCKED AGAIN. CANT THINK. Something PAINFUL in my head. Head feels STUCK and something PAINFUL when i look at the computer. 2021-12-30 07-24-42 Lower left.back molar VERY SORE and TENDER. 2021-12-30 12-01-02 Woke up.  Lower left back molar still PAINFUL until i cover my face with something METALLIC. HEAVY neck and head this morning. FORCED to sleep WITHOUT brushin...

2021-12-27 20-07-43 Left leg and side of lower back SORE with DULL PAIN while at the kitchen. Had to sit down again. 2021-12-28 02-10-09 Internet connection getting BLOCKED AGAIN. CANT even upload a 3000KB file. 2021-12-28 06-25-46 Head starting to HURT with VOMIT feeling some mins ago while putting away stuff in preparation for bed. 2021-12-28 06-52-21 HEADACHE with VOMIT sensation. 2021-12-28 07-15-13 HEADACHE getting WORSE. 2021-12-28 08-00-46 Went to bed. Was DOZING OFF until i was woken up by some ABRUPT SENSATION around my head. Someone from puffer fish room comes out and leaves. 2021-12-28 17-32-34 Woken up by a NOISY group of teenagers or big kids playing (pretending to) badminton while shouting INSULTS and PROFANITY. Whore (assaulting) and another at the door of puffer fish room (arrived or leaving). Back VERY SORE and STIFF. Got VERY PAINFUL when i tried to stand up. 2021-12-28 17-51-53 NOISY group of kids still here. Adult dhs at the basketball court also SHOUTING or HO...

2021-12-25 03-14-53 Still CANT GET UP. 2021-12-25 03-44-39 Sensation had stopped but legs VERY WEAK and STIFF.  CANT get up or walk properly.  Almost LOST MY BALANCE on my way to the toilet. 2021-12-25 03-52-09 STENCH from the SEWERS while all of this was GOING ON. A kid HOOTS. 2021-12-25 04-06-02 Still CRAVING for something even after i already had a meal.  DON'T feel SATISFIED with the meal i just had even if it's a favorite. 2021-12-25 04-13-18 Upper right molar SORE and getting PAINFUL. Still have NOT brushed since yesterday. 2021-12-25 05-16-59 Head and neck VERY HEAVY. Lower back VERY SORE. It's STARTING AGAIN as i prepare to go online to work. 2021-12-25 05-41-19 CANT MOVE. legs and knees VERY WEAK and SORE. 2021-12-25 13-08-58 Woke up. In and out of sleep while hearing kids SCREAMING. Lower back VERY SORE. Left nostril CLOGGING UP.   LOUD FAST BEAT music goes from LOUD to soft.   2021-12-25 13-15-23 Dh GROWLING as i wrote the above. 2021...

2021-12-23 01-51-45 Feeling VERY HEAVY, STIFF and SORE. 2021-12-23 04-01-57 Organized some stuff.  Back of head UNNATURALLY SWEATY, WARM and ITCHY. 2021-12-23 17-58-01 Woke up.  Fell asleep around 10 AM WITHOUT brushing teeth.   Left nostril VERY CLOGGED and right nostril and palate VERY ITCHY. 2021-12-23 18-35-37 Nose VERY CLOGGED.  STENCH from the sewers. 2021-12-23 22-20-29 Internet FREEZING. Just lost data i worked on.  Also caused me to go PAST TIME LIMIT. 2021-12-23 22-20-29 Internet FREEZING. Just lost data i worked on. Videoke outside with dh singing love songs then SHIFTS to (MOCKING) RAP when i spilled something at the kitchen. 2021-12-23 22-32-36 Tablet FREEZING again.  SPILLED what i was eating (with sugar) on my TATTERED (old cardboard) mat while trying to check on tablet. 2021-12-23 23-01-02 Blogger app WON'T open. 2021-12-23 23-12-23 Starting to get VERY PISSED. Dh somewhere below HOOTS or catcalls and shouts "sige." 2021-12-23 23-30-...

2021-12-21 12-11-42 NONSTOP DULL PAIN on my lower back and ELECTROCUTION to my legs and underside.  VERY UNCOMFORTABLE sitting down and working online Small ants kept CRAWLING on my legs. 2021-12-21 12-46-03 DULL NUMBING PAIN from the waist down CONTINUES  2021-12-21 16-46-13 Woken up by music BLARING from the speaker outside the building. Tablet REMOTELY forces to restart and is now STUCK AGAIN at the opening screen. 2021-12-21 17-05-26 Nose getting CLOGGED and SNEEZING. Candle wax I ordered about 2 weeks ago still had NOT ARRIVED. I already ran out of wax for my DIY candle to help me alleviate my sinuses. 2021-12-21 17-13-27 Tablet STOPPED FREEZING but it's NOT RESPONDING to my taps. It's also OVERHEATING now. 2021-12-21 17-19-54 Tablet had SHUT DOWN and STUCK on opening screen AGAIN. 2021-12-21 17-32-14 Dh SHOUTING somewhere downstairs awhile ago. Someone SHOUTING over the microphone now as if in celebration. 2021-12-21 19-48-46 LOUD music and ANNOUNCER (talking about wh...

2021-12-20 13-08-30 Still heating up rice that had gone sour yesterday after i failed to put it in the fridge. I could NOT do it earlier due to NONSTOP DIZZINESS and HEAVINESS which ALWAYS leaves me IMMOBILE. I have been UNABLE to do a LOT OF THINGS, even the simplest of chores, due these CONTINUED NONSTOP DROWSINESS, HEADACHES, and muscle ATHROPY which have NOT DIMINISHED despite my MULTIPLE reports about it and how these EXPERIMENTS are rendering me INCAPACITATED like a VEGETABLE and making it appear as if I am still INCAPABLE of taking care of myself UP TO NOW. My room is still as CLUTTERED as EVER and my laundry UNWASHED. I have NOT even taken a bath yet for MORE THAN 3 months now. KILL ALL these perps NOW! What the goddam hell are you all STILL WAITING FOR? Instead of allowing them to CONTINUE to spread LIES that it was due to AMOROUS intentions and an ANONYMOUS prick's desire to meet with me that i am being FORCED ( by means of HARASSMENT, TORTURE, and other forms of HUMAN R...

2021-12-18 01-26-13 Got up to do some clean up at the kitchen then forgot something and when i went back just a FEW steps, PAIN SHOOTS up from EVERYWHERE. 2021-12-18 02-08-02 Water flowing from the faucet is MILKY again after the diluted mud color last night. It cleared up this afternoon and now its BACK. 2021-12-18 02-57-48 Just got online. NOT FEELING TOO WELL on my chest and lower back. CANT MOVE. VERY SORE back and WEAK legs. 2021-12-18 05-53-07 Computer LOST its audio AGAIN. 2021-12-18 06-26-07 Computer FREEZING AGAIN and i accidentally CLOSED ALL WINDOWS including the one i am working on as a result.  This was followed by SUDDEN DROWSINESS as i wrote this  2021-12-18 08-41-41 SUDDEN influx of bigger ANTS crawling towards my mat. Usual SLAMS when i go near the door. 2021-12-18 09-07-34 As of yesterday my mother is still having skin ITCHING problems. 2021-12-19 09-24-01 As soon as i was about to go to bed LOUD BASS BEAT music starts to play (same loud speaker coming fr...

2021-12-16 08-31-24 Internet connection BLOCKED and computer FREEZING AGAIN while working online. Have not slept yet since i woke up at 10PM last night.  IDEA that even if i tried to sleep early i would get WOKEN UP halfway by perps around here so that i have INADEQUATE REST and would need to GO BACK to sleep to CATCH UP wherein i would end up sleeping LONGER but waking up MORE TIRED and UNABLE TO DO anything else. 2021-12-16 08-41-45 Computer CONTINUES to FREEZE ON-OFF. 2021-12-16 09-06-13 Audio on my computer had DISAPPEARED or the app had STOPPED WORKING AGAIN. 2021-12-16 14-49-31 Had to lie down for awhile this morning due to a SORE lower back. I promptly FELL ASLEEP and woke up just now. Was still planning to resume work after a bit of rest but that's TOO LATE now. I had NOT brushed my teeth and LEFT my AVR and 2 power strips ON for more than 4 hours WITHOUT any device connected to it. AVR is OVERHEATING now. Left the door INADEQUATELY locked.   LOUD music started...

2021-12-14 02-35-37 Inet connection getting BLOCKED. Just started to work online only now after spening a lot of time in modifying my online purchases.   2021-12-14 03-39-16 VERY DROWSY all of a sudden. CANT FOCUS on work. 2021-12-14 05-37-21 Sudden DROWSINESS AGAIN.   2021-12-14 07-31-59 Computer WONT turn back on after i took a break. Still have NOT reached work quota for the day. LOUD fast (with LOUDER BASS) beat music starts outside. 2021-12-14 08-05-18 Nose ITCHING and palate SORE with HARD SNEEZING.   STRONG STENCH from the SEWERS. 2021-12-14 08-32-31 Internet FREEZING AGAIN.  BANGING below when i write about it.  NAGGING in my head that i am being directed to look at my phone to order food, as explanation for my computer FREEZING. KILL ALL these perps NOW. 2021-12-14 14-11-34 DROWSINESS starting.  Dh HOOTING and DRIBBLING below. 2021-12-14 14-48-24 Feeling TOO DROWSY AGAIN while preparing for bed. 2021-12-14 14-48-24 Feeling TOO DROW...

2021-12-12 00-01-45 Mobile internet getting BLOCKED. 2021-12-12 00-59-40 While shopping online (ongoing sale) and applying discount vouchers, the applied voucher SUDDENLY DISAPPEARS or is deemed UNAVAILABLE when I go back to add an item which took less than 15-30 seconds.   When I check on the Vouchers page it shows that the voucher has NOT run out yet and is still AVAILABLE. 2021-12-12 10-31-17 Feeling VERY HEAVY and SORE now. CAN'T get up to brush teeth and prepare for bed. 2021-12-12 10-33-29 Almost LOST MY BALANCE and FELL FACE DOWN while returning an item to the fridge if i had not held on to the inside of the fridge. 2021-12-12 10-56-05 ON-OFF HEAVY drowsiness. CANT even order food. 2021-12-12 11-31-32 Back of ears VERY ITCHY with left nostril CLOGGING UP when i lied down. It was NOT like this before. I usually have PLENTY of time and the vouchers are UNLIMITED during a sale. 2021-12-12 13-03-56 Scalp ITCHING. LOUD music started to play when i FINALLY CAN get up to g...

2021-12-10 10-31-13 Choking after taking a small bite of a chocolate bar. Felt my nose CONSTRICTING. About an hour ago, while putting away stuff (in preparation for bed) I felt so DISORIENTED or DIZZY that i DIDN'T NOTICE the glass water bottle on the floor and knocked it over BREAKING its glass handle leaving glass shards on the floor.  I accidentally STEPPED on one and it made a small CUT on my bare right foot (near the toes) which began to bleed. When i went to the kitchen to get the dust pan, a DULL banging noise came from a nearby room. NONSTOP ANGRY IDEAS started to enter my head with something IRRITATING in my chest which forced me to start TALKING BACK. 2021-12-10 10-46-09 A loud rubber car mat-BEATING noise with a JOLT to my chest while writing the above.   Starting to feel UNNATURAL DROWSINESS and STIFFNESS around my skull even as i chat with my sister re what food to order, to which i NORMALLY PERK UP to. 2021-12-10 14-52-30 Delivery staff from a certain food deli...

2021-12-08 01-13-47 Chest and head SUDDENLY started getting VERY SORE and PAINFUL. 2021-12-08 02-01-46 DULL HEADACHE while preparing to get online. 2021-12-08 02-07-34 VERY DROWSY now. 2021-12-08 04-29-11 HEADACHE while working online. STING on back of left leg timed to TV dialogue relating to being "home". 2021-12-08 05-53-18 HEADACHE continues and turns into ON-OFF. 2021-12-08 05-59-19 Internet getting BLOCKED 2021-12-08 11-03-51 A dh (with a whistling teeth and who sounded like the dh who violated me inside a car) starts talking HAPPILY just below the window until i turned up the TV vol. Happened some mins ago. Basketball DRIBBLING starts now with another dh talking from somewhere above. 2021-12-08 11-08-31 DRIBBLING gets LOUDER with BANGING against the wall and VERY IRRITATING JOLTS to my chest. 2021-12-08 15-16-11 NONSTOP ITCHING on left ear. I was about to SCRATCH it raw. 2021-12-08 16-21-29 SHOUTING dhs were added to the LOUD ball dribbling now. 2021-12-08 16-39-55 I...

2021-12-06 02-08-16 Stomach starts to feel SORE after drinking some water like i have NOT eaten all day. 2021-12-06 05-42-33 Was about to start work online but felt VERY HEAVY and SORE from the chest down.  Something PAINFUL when i even start to think about it. 2021-12-06 10-14-52 Left leg NONSTOP INVOLUNTARY nerve twitching like its being ELECTROCUTED no matter how I shift on my sitting position.  CANT sit properly and getting RESTLESS due to the PAIN and TWITCHES.  Lower back feels NUMB and SORE too.  Prior to this NONSTOP scalp ITCHING. 2021-12-06 10-27-09 The PAINFUL TWITCHING suddenly stopped when i was about to make noise. It PROMPTLY RESUMED when I started writing about it. 2021-12-06 16-25-35 Could barely get up. Woke up to the sound of a dh HOLLERING ANGRILY at someone just below my window as the puffer fish whore (assaulting) next door arrived. Chest feels TIGHT and SORE as i sat up. LOUD DRIBBLINGS (many balls) again at the basketball court. 2021-12-06 16...

2021-12-04 03-42-08 Computer FREEZING AGAIN I just as i was about to finish. 2021-12-04 09-11-42 Some minutes ago LOUD music (Cant Let Go, Jingle Bells, Step By Step and others) played outside the door while i was at the kitchen.   A car BEEPS outside the window. Tablet was FORCED  to restart and get STUCK as usual.  Nose starts to get VERY ITCHY now. 2021-12-04 09-15-19 LOUD music (with fast beat this time) CONTINUES to play outside. 2021-12-04 10-14-22 While i was at the door locking up, REPEATED DULL BANGING from a room next door (whore nanny) just next to puffer fish room. Kid shouting "talo" over and over somewhere nearby. 2021-12-04 10-26-05 Went to bed. Sudden LOUD BOOMING START by a motor vehicle just outside the window with INDUCED chest JOLT to me. The DULL sounding motor was left to run idly as i wrote this. Starting to feel VERY PISSED. 2021-12-04 10-34-03 Jingle Bells music starts to play again. 2021-12-04 16-52-04 Woke up to the sound of dhs SHOUTING...

2021-12-02 01-34-35 INDIGESTION. Back of legs VERY STIFF and SORE EACH TIME i stand up. Still have NOT slept since yesterday afternoon. 2021-12-02 12-16-50 PAINFULLY FORCED to sleep this morning. UNABLE to brush my teeth AGAIN. Right upper broken molar (near the front) starting to get VERY SORE. Before i fell asleep from sudden PAINFUL DROWSINESS i was ASSURED that i was going to rest for only a few minutes before finishing my chores and brushing my teeth. Also UNABLE to turn off electrical devices and switch off the light from the toilet. Left my cellular data on and was only woken up by a call from a delivery staff. A lot of FLAK around me as soon as i woke up and my SNEEZING starts. 2021-12-02 12-37-57 LOUD IRRITATING ball DRIBBLING at the basketball court. Still feeling a bit drowsy and having some form of PAINFUL SORENESS somewhere. Nose still VERY ITCHY and palate IRRITATED despite the burning candle that i lighted up as soon as i woke up. VERY ITCHY and PAINFUL STING threat...