Silent No More

2019-07-19_01-20-38 Went to bed.  Still DONT HAVE A JOB. 2019-07-19_04-43-15 Awakened by a STRONG URGE to pee. 2019-07-19_05-21-55 Awakened by flak next door. 2019-07-19_06-27-56 Awakened by NONSTOP throat itch and nose constricted COUGHING. 2019-07-19_08-04-27 Finally able to get up. 2019-07-19_11-22-20 SPARKS underneath the electric stove. 2019-07-19_13-54-00 CANT UPLOAD AUDIO files at all.

2019-07-18_04-46-13 Woke up followed by STRONG URGE to pee. Checked on quarantined snails (small tub on the table) and for some reason SNAGGED their tub with my right arm and SPILLED THEIR TUB WATER ALL OVER MY TABLE.  EVERYTHING on my table including an important letter, my to-do list, Lenovo phone charger, and even my pets' food (in plastic packs), got SOAKING WET. 2019-07-18_06-30-08 Just finished cleaning up.  Feeling my head GO HEAVY and GROW VERY STIFF like a ROCK.  Got a bit DIZZY. 2019-07-18_10-16-48 Legs and tummy VERY SORE.  CANT PREPARE food.  Had to SIT DOWN and just eat plain bread.  CANT seem to FIGURE OUT WHAT TO EAT. 2019-07-18_13-17-41 Feeling VERY HEAVY and SORE.  Had to lie down.  Right side of HEAD GETS SORE and HEAVY PALPITATIONS start.  Chest gets TIGHT and PAINFUL. 2019-07-18_13-25-13 Dh SHOUTS as he arrives next door (front room) to jolt me from dozing off. 2019-07-18_14-03-44 Chest VERY SORE, TIGHT, and ...

2019-07-16_06-22-06 Woke up around 5pm this morning then fell asleep again. Woke up again now.  EYES STILL HEAVY. 2019-07-16_07-36-49 Fell asleep again and woke up a few mins ago followed by a LOUD SLAM below. 2019-07-16_10-20-19 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED.  Moved my bowels this morning. 2019-07-16_14-58-03 Chest STARTS TO TIGHTEN with IRRITATING feeling in my ears or head as BASKETBALL DRIBBLING STARTS. 2019-07-16_22-26-26 Bloated albino snail is GETTING BETTER. 2019-07-17_07-07-52 Flak below as soon as i woke up. 2019-07-17_11-26-54 Repetitive music or song being played.  No lyrics just a female singing incoherent words but i am BEING MADE TO FEEL VERY IRRITATED about it. 2019-07-17_13-09-14 NONSTOP baby WAILING while talking with mother re marketing expense. 2019-07-17_13-54-07 LOUD SCRAPING SHRILL metal SLAPPING or SLAMMING noise against hard cement floor. 2019-07-17_14-04-14 MISSING or STOLEN blue floor rag.  A FAVORITE as it was thin and easie...

2019-07-14_09-27-12 Upper right molar SUDDENLY VERY SORE and PAINFUL after a meal. 2019-07-14_13-28-17 DULL HEADACHE. 2019-07-14_16-03-55 Sick albino snail.  Found him immobile at the bottom this morning.  I thought he was just sleeping.  2019-07-14_19-14-39 Baby next door WAILING again.  Starting to feel a SLIGHT MIGRAINE. 2019-07-14_20-53-12 Head VERY HEAVY.  CANT LIFT IT.  Tilting to the side.  Had to lie down. 2019-07-15_05-17-41 Woken up a few mins ago.  Left  hip joint STIFF and SORE.  CANT walk very well. 2019-07-15_21-15-41 Lower ab and back PAIN.  Seem to suddenly START FORMING GAS. 2019-07-15_22-57-20 Sudden DEAFNESS and STIFF FEELING ON MY EYES that woke me

2019-07-13_09-40-34 DHs make SMASHING NOISES FOLLOWING MY MOVEMENTS. Chest, ears and back of ears VERY IRRITATED. Preparing to go out to buy combination lock. 2019-07-13_13-48-45 Kids SCREAMING.  Feeling VERY TIRED and ANNOYED. Earlier FLAK inside the hardware store near me. 2019-07-13_14-55-47 Chest TIGHT.  CANT BREATHE PROPERLY. 2019-07-13_16-17-08 Kids YELL and HOLLER.  LOUD SMASHING. 2019-07-13_17-35-27 Started to (or FORCED to) FEEL VERY BAD until i started to LAUGH. 2019-07-13_19-54-04 Still FEELING VERY BAD after TALKING ALOUD (recalling events of the day). 2019-07-13_21-43-23 Chest VERY SORE AND PAINFUL.

2019-07-11_06-25-35 Upper right molar (big portion chipped) VERY SORE.  Still unable to get it fixed. 2019-07-11_10-39-06 NONSTOP upper right molar PAIN even after i have brushed my teeth 2019-07-11_13-11-32 VERY SORE, HEAVY and TIGHT CHEST. 2019-07-11_13-26-32 Chest still VERY SORE and TIGHT. 2019-07-11_13-39-37 NONSTOP METAL SMASHING NOISES AT THE HALLWAY and LATHING nearby Whore next door GIGGLES inside the room (front unit). 2019-07-11_20-03-17 Upper right molar VERY SORE AGAIN. 2019-07-12_00-10-25 Went to bed.  Upper right molar and surrounding molars VERY SORE. 2019-07-12_09-59-07 Lower back center VERY SORE.  Had to lie down. 2019-07-12_10-43-07 Upper right molar PAIN. 2019-07-13_00-23-13 AWAKENED by flak below with JOLT to my eyelids as i was dozing off. 2019-07-13_03-57-22 Woke up.  Right upper (chipped) molar VERY SORE.  Upper and lower left (chipped) molars SORE. 2019-07-13_08-22-13 Upper right molar seem to have SUDDENLY GROWN...

2019-07-09_00-03-25 Went to bed. 2019-07-09_06-00-13 Woke up.  Nose got runny and itchy.  Started SNEEZING NONSTOP. 2019-07-09_10-02-19 Feeling COLD on the neck and shoulders.  Chest SORE.  PALPITATIONS. Baby next door WAILING. 2019-07-09_11-29-03 HEAVY PALPITATIONS.  VERY TIGHT CHEST.  COLD and VERY SORE feeling. 2019-07-09_11-38-24 CANT UPLOAD certain large files (only 7-18MB) on cloudmail.ru.  Decided to stop. 2019-07-09_15-55-52 Suddenly FELT TIRED and HEAVY.  Had to sit down. 2019-07-09_16-00-36 Loud ball SMASHING as i think aloud. 2019-07-09_20-25-46 CANT SEEM TO MOVE or DO ANYTHING spontaneous. Feeling VERY LAZY. 2019-07-10_00-21-14 Fell asleep and woke up just now.  Have NOT brushed my teeth or fed my pets for the night. 2019-07-10_11-30-19 OVERLY WARM with PALPITATIONS. 2019-07-10_22-01-57 DROWSY after talk re past constant failures and 3rd party secret interferences or INCURSIONS into my life.

*2019-07-01_15-28-56 Got an SMS from ACCENTURE (my first BPO company 18-20 yrs ago) re an anonymous job posting for PWD'S that i applied for. *2019-07-08_14-17-22 CANT SEEM to REGISTER properly with a certain bank (ING) using their app. 2019-07-08_17-15-43 Loud ball SMASHING starts.

2019-07-07_06-51-29 Woke up.  Feeling COLD in chest and back.  IDEA that EVERYTHING i was told about the job recruiting process was a LIE. Feeling DIMINISHED as i WROTE THIS. 2019-07-07_07-33-59 Toilet's NOT CLOGGED AT ALL. 2019-07-07_08-11-25 Ball SMASHING STARTS.  I replied in kind. 2019-07-07_23-21-28 Whole day spent replying to NON-STOP ball SMASHING. Having CONSTRICTING CROSS-EYED sensation on my forehead again. 2019-07-08_00-32-45 Went to bed.  Feeling OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE over my seemingly bloating albino snail (missing feeler, scratched shell and cant eat well).  CANT THINK FAST ENOUGH.  Had to TALK OUT loud to myself. 2019-07-08_05-06-53 Awakened by a LOUD SMASH below. 2019-07-08_05-52-06 HURT my right thumb and a part of my palm while banging on a wooden closet with a blunt object IN REPLY to the ball SMASHING dh. 2019-07-08_06-00-15 FLAK next door. 2019-07-08_06-38-48 More FLAK below. 2019-07-08_07-15-31 Pocket wifi WONT seem...

2019-07-06_06-40-04 Woke up a few mins ago.  VERY SORE and STIFF left hip joint. Have a NEW BATCH OF CUTE and HEALTHY BABIES! 2019-07-06_06-43-13 IDEA that i can take my pets with me.  Lower ab gets PAINFUL then just the left. 2019-07-06_07-06-50 IDEA that i will relocate to a solo unit or house.  STABBING PAIN on lower left ab. 2019-07-06_14-28-28 Head HURTS for more than an hour now. 2019-07-06_15-00-34 Cellphone charging POORLY but OVERHEATING as i tried using the "FAULTY" (perp sabotaged) wall outlet again. 2019-07-06_16-41-08 HEADACHE whenever i feed or look at my pets 2019-07-06_17-18-50 CANT THINK or FOCUS.  Head VERY HEAVY and HURTS ON-OFF. NONSTOP SMASHING below since morning. HEAVY PALPITATIONS. 2019-07-06_17-44-50 ITCHY NOSE-CONSTRICTED CHOKING  for the 2nd time. 2019-07-06_18-19-56 Upper right (half-chipped) molar and surrounding upper and lower teeth VERY SENSITIVE or SORE. 2019-07-06_19-55-17 Head HEAVY and SQUEEZING.  Ov...

2019-07-05_07-21-11 Woke up with a clogged left nostril and SORE palate.  Started sneezing. Checked on date for job recruitment schedule.  Got STRONG TWITCHES on left leg. 2019-07-05_11-10-05 VERY SORE lower left ab.  ON-OFF VERY ITCHY nose and gets RUNNY. 2019-07-05_11-24-14l PAINFUL STABS on lower left ab while lying down. 2019-07-05_12-51-05 Felll asleep and woke up.  CRYING (and WAILING) baby next door starts. 2019-07-05_13-42-50 Woke up again.  Toilet VERY CLOGGED still. 2019-07-05_15-48-42 Feeling COLD yet SWEATY. 2019-07-05_16-15-36 LOUD basketball SMASHING. 2019-07-05_17-05-31 SUDDENLY feeling HUNGRY and like FAINT. 2019-07-05_21-37-46 Resting for awhile before brushing teeth and feeding pets for the night.

2019-07-04_08-44-06 LOUD dribbling and SMASHING started 15-30 mins ago. 2019-07-04_11-43-58 DID NOT GET CABLE BILL for this month.  The only bill that has my name on it and that i could use for identification (bank acct application etc) 2019-07-04_13-46-06 Feeling VERY HEAVY and DIZZY. 2019-07-04_15-13-33 Lower left ab SORE.  DROWSY but CANT SLEEP due to HEAVY PALPITATIONS. 2019-07-04_15-48-29 Woken from nap by LOUD english speaking kid. 2019-07-04_16-33-28  Dhs YELLING.  Head VERY HEAVY. 2019-07-04_17-05-56 Got up.  Head MORE HEAVY. 2019-07-04_17-51-09 Feeling OVERLY WARM. 2019-07-04_19-25-57 Head STILL HEAVY after watching a film on tv.  CANT MOVE properly or it gets PAINFUL.  CANT cook or even brush my teeth. 2019-07-04_19-49-23 ON-OFF VERY PAINFUL lower left ab.  LOUD ball SMASHES below. 2019-07-04_20-00-59 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED since morning.  2019-07-04_20-12-22 ON-OFF OVERLY WARM TEMPERATURE.  Gets ...

2019-07-03_01-47-46 Fell asleep and woke up just now.  UNABLE to brush my teeth or feed my pets. 2019-07-03_02-05-16 CANT STAY UP due to WEAK feeling in my midrib. 2019-07-03_02-35-29 IDEAS re investment and my (reply) DISAGREEMENT to it. 2019-07-03_06-54-09 Woke up with a LOUD SLAM below. 2019-07-03_08-25-03 Fell asleep again and woke up just now. 2019-07-03_08-52-37 DONT FEEL like preparing any kind of breakfast. 2019-07-03_13-08-58 Baby WAILING for almost 30 mins now since i started writing on my laptop. 2019-07-03_16-47-13 Dh SUDDENLY HOOTS below with intent to JOLT ME.  Noise starts.  I feel PISSED so i REPLY in kind. A security guard arrives with my mother asking if i was the one banging in the room. 2019-07-03_19-04-45 Head SQUEEZING sensation with HEAVY PALPITATIONS. 2019-07-03_19-26-11 Had to LIE DOWN again.  Suddenly feeling VERY TIRED with A THREATENING HEADACHE and still HEAVY PALPITATIONS.

2019-07-02_04-06-48 Woken up by an incessant ITCHING on my left eye.  I was about to SCRATCH IT RAW. Fell asleep last night WITHOUT brushing my teeth and feeding my pets AGAIN. 2019-07-02_04-38-22 Just recalled that i might not have written about the 2 missing brown worms that i found inside a can that has my pets' feeding supply (fish flakes etc). They were placed there INTENTIONALLY while i was out and my video app (SeeU) surveillance on my tablet was malfunctioning.  My 4-combi lock was already screwed then. The can was tall and had a very smooth surface all around so it wasnt possible for the worms to scramble up by themselves. 2019-07-02_04-48-59 Felt my back HURT or grow TIRED as i wrote the above. 2019-07-02_08-28-18 Fell asleep again WITHOUT brushing my teeth or feeding my pets.  Woke up just now with a VERY SORE back and chest.  CANT MOVE much.  Must be due to the weather.  Its been raining almost everyday for a week now.  (I found ...

2019-07-01_08-10-23 Baby WAILING and SHRIEKING next door as soon as i woke up. 2019-07-01_11-45-07 CANT THINK.  Just WATCHING TV. 2019-07-01_14-07-42 Kids START making NOISE and GROWLING as soon as i turn TV off. 2019-07-01_14-16-42 Eczema that has turned into HARDENED PSORIASIS on my right butt cheek after NONSTOP REMOTE IRRITATION and ITCHING, for the WHOLE DAY yesterday.  It is now a BIG PATCH of BURNT, CHARRED, VERY COARSE and HARD (PAINFUL underneath to the touch) SCALE-LIKE skin after i TRIED to RELIEVE the NONSTOP GNAWING ITCH with ginger, vinegar, lemon, anti-inflammatory and anti-pruritic ointments with steroids - ALL to NO AVAIL. But it has now SUDDENLY STOPPED ITCHING and SPREADING even after i had VERY SWEET choco and cream cookies as dessert for dinner, breakfast and lunch since last night. Yesterday the DIRTY oriental-looking DH (dickhead) cop next door (front room) had been dishing INSULTS ALOUD by telling someone to TAKE A BATH, while "images" of bat...

2019-06-30_01-22-30 Went to bed only now.  Had to look for medication for my eczema or psoriasis. 2019-06-30_08-29-07 VERY HEAVY and CANT MOVE or THINK and DO. 2019-06-30_11-14-07 LOUD SLAMS front room (earlier) with loud dribbling and SMASHES.  Kids GROWLING.  All still happening UP TO NOW. Drowsy again and dozing off until some CRACKING NOISE below. 2019-06-30_11-52-23 Head and chest PAIN and SORE.  CANT SLEEP or nap.  Had to get up.  Still feeling SORE and STIFF on the shoulders and chest. 2019-06-30_12-14-01 Head start to HURT. 2019-06-30_15-11-07 Eczema turned PSORIASIS getting VERY ITCHY again after meal and phone call fr sister. 2019-06-30_19-05-15 Feeling VERY DIZZY after watching a film (BFG).  Head SQUEEZING.  CANT THINK.  Getting BREATHLESS. 2019-06-30_19-37-27 Mother arrived a few mins ago. 2019-06-30_20-58-42 CANT BREATHE.  CANT THINK PROPERLY. 2019-06-30_21-08-28 PRICKING sensation on my right nipple 20...

2019-06-29_00-49-08 Got hungry.  As soon as i finished eczema on my right butt starts to ITCH VERY BAD. 2019-06-29_01-05-18 CANT THINK or MOVE.  All i can think of was close the lights and  LIE DOWN. Feeling VERY TIRED and SORE IN THE CHEST. 2019-06-29_01-47-16 Eczema continue to ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY.  2019-06-29_02-32-24 Finally went to bed after brushing teerh .  Eczema still IRRITATED. 2019-06-29_07-08-58 Just woke up.  Flak starts next door. 2019-06-29_08-03-21 CANT MOVE.  Feeling HEAVY.  LEGS SORE. Eczema on right butt VERY ITCHY.  Feel like SCRATCHING IT RAW. 2019-06-29_09-16-16 CANT FOCUS ON ANYTHING ELSE but the eczema on my butt.  My head is VERY STIFF and CANT FEEL ANYTHING ELSE but the ITCH on my butt.  CANT prepare breakfast or do my morning routine. Vision DARK and I need to SQUINT when i look around.  CANT MOVE MY EYES very well. 2019-06-29_18-34-36 Whole afternoon looking for a cure to my eczema....

2019-06-28_08-07-47 Woke up with loud DRIBBLING snd SMASHING. BAD FEELING starts and BAD IDEAS ENTER my head. 2019-06-28_13-11-48 Still CANT DOWNLOAD ING Bank Manila app from the Play Store this morning. 2019-06-28_13-31-42 Even YouTube is NOT WORKING. 2019-06-28_17-41-21 Baby next door WAILING again for about 15-30 mins now. 2019-06-28_18-27-53 Eczema on right butt VERY ITCHY AGAIN.  It was healing already awhile ago. 2019-06-28_18-31-53 Kids start CREEPING UPSTAIRS CLOSER and GROWLING. 2019-06-28_18-35-34 IDEA that I am diabetic thats why it wont heal as fast.  That i had ensalada with sugar in it so my eczema is inflaming 2019-06-28_18-41-37 Dh YELLS. 2019-06-28_21-55-34 As soon as i turn lights on child next door starts WAILING again.  CANT move .  HAD TO sit down and WATCH TV.. 2019-06-28_22-26-13 Chest LIGHTENS after film ended.  HAVE NOT fed my pets yet.  Chest then start to HURT. 2019-06-28_23-18-51 IDEA that my mother was resp...

2019-06-27_02-34-35 About to go to bed. Eczema on butt still NOT HEALING FAST ENOUGH. 2019-06-27_02-43-14 While lying down baby WAILS start. 2019-06-27_03-20-20 CANT SLEEP.  Eczema getting VERY ITCHY even after i applied minty shampoo on it. 2019-06-27_11-36-30 Woke up after a long nap that started around 10am.  Still feeling a bit heavy. Whore FLAK starts below. 2019-06-27_12-14-01 Very DISORIENTED.  Vision is CLOUDY and head STIFF.  CANT THINK. 2019-06-27_13-09-00 Feeling like in a HURRY and then i get TOO TIRED and made to SIT DOWN or go to SLEEP. 2019-06-27_14-06-14 Feeling VERY TIRED and SLEEPY again even after having milk with coffee.  Knees and back SORE. Had to LIE DOWN again.

2019-06-26_06-29-24 Woke up around 6.  Left nostril CLOGGED and palate SORE.  Started SNEEZING. 2019-06-26_08-02-13 CANT DOWNLOAD ING Manila bank app.  Been trying for almost an HOUR NOW. 2019-06-26_10-06-27 CANT DOWNLOAD ANY APP AT ALL even though my phone's storage is up to 0.91GB after i have deleted certain apps. 2019-06-26_15-09-54 Head ON-OFF HURTS after i got online. 2019-06-26_17-21-09 Thinking about taking a bath.  Head starts to HURT.  2019-06-26_18-08-38 Head HURTS.  IDEAS start. 2019-06-26_23-20-53 Fell asleep without preparing for bed or brushing my teeth yet.  Woke up just now. Pricking dull PAIN outside my tummy. 2019-06-26_23-38-07 Car below opening and closing door FOLLOWING MY MOVTS.

2019-06-25_04-51-05 Was NOT able to SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT.  NONSTOP IDEAS re nature, conditions and plans re certain job offers SOON, with PALPITATIONS and threat of a SORE TUMMY if i IGNORE, so i had to SIT UP and TALK. My chest felt SORE as i got up to prepare a snack. FAVORITE baby albino snail died or must have died earlier as she seemed to be decomposing when i checked her around 2AM earlier, when i got up for a snack.  Felt LOW and not sure if its due to a TIRED SLEEPLESS night and an EMPTY STOMACH, that my chest was VERY SORE and HEAVY. 2019-06-25_06-37-04 Woken up by mother's arrival from other room.  Flak by whore passing by. 2019-06-25_08-04-47 Woke up.  MORE AGGRESSIVE FLAK by dhs below.  Mother smells something STINKY and closes door. 2019-06-25_08-29-43 Pets start to act out. LOL. 2019-06-25_09-40-30 One albino female snail with previous CROOKED FEELERS looked better after more than a week of quarantine.  But she still prefers to be...

2019-06-22_16-14-41 Pocket wifi SUDDENLY STOPPED CHARGING AGAIN. 2019-06-22_21-47-57 Feeling DIZZY.  CANT MOVE my head VERY WELL. Feel like FAINTING if i move. CANT BRUSH MY TEETH. IDEA that i will be HIRED TO WORK ON the NIGHT SHIFT. SUDDENLY FELT A PRICKING SENSATION on the side of my left eye. 2019-06-22_23-17-22 Going to bed late.  Forehead VERY HEAVY.  Movements VERY SLOW and CANT THINK.  NO PRESENCE OF MIND.  But STILL HAD TO feed pets and do some NEEDED maintenance before bed time. Was NOT ABLE to DO IT earlier as I COULDN'T DO MUCH after PARALYZING DIZZINESS or HEAVINESS had set in during the latter part of the day.  After being PREOCCUPIED in the morning with blogging (while undecided whether to DO LAUNDRY OR NOT due to NONSTOP NOISE below and WHORE'S FLAK next door) and downloading some bank app that DIDNT WORK as it is for FOREIGNERS' USE ONLY, while the Phil app was apparently SABOTAGED. 2019-06-22_23-34-24 Eyes get STIFF and VERY BL...

2019-06-21_06-34-28 Start to get IDEAS about where i will be working soon and the kind co-workers.  Then out-of-the blue I WILL BE LEAVING SOON.  My head and chest start feeling TIGHT, SORE and UNCOMFORTABLE (or was that EXCITEMENT). 2019-06-21_07-12-29 Urged to write a blog (weekly). 2019-06-21_10-20-52 Starting to feel VERY HEAVY. 2019-06-21_11-06-14 NAGGING PANICKING IDEAS that EVERYONE is GOING NUTS over something.  Feeling HEAVY and TIRED. 2019-06-21_13-13-44 Thinking about doing laundry at the self-service downstairs.  BUT getting this HEAVY FEELING that there's LOTS OF THINGS i need to do FIRST. 2019-06-21_13-18-27 ITCHY BUTT (center) like something WRIGGLING. 2019-06-21_14-46-44 Right upper molar got VERY SENSITIVE when i gargled with tap water. 2019-06-21_15-04-34 Feeling VERY DIZZY and HEAVY after having an apple. 2019-06-21_15-25-37 CRAVING for meat.  WARM feeling at the back of neck. 2019-06-21_17-27-22 Preparing 6 months old (est...

2019-06-20_05-04-46 IDEA that many people will die as i was about to brush my teeth (in the kitchen). 2019-06-20_04-19-23 Woke up with a PAINFUL URGE to pee, an ITCHY nose and SORE PALATE. FAILED to brush my teeth AGAIN before falling asleep last night.  Alarm clock COULDN'T WAKE ME UP either. 2019-06-20_22-48-17 Head SCALP suddenly VERY ITCHY as i lie down to sleep.

2019-06-19_17-15-00 Pocket wifi battery WONT CHARGE.  Cant access YouTube by phone. 2019-06-19_18-07-48 Images about a uniform and IDEA that I'm GOING BACK (to where?). I thought they were referring to Wilcon Depot. 2019-06-19_19-02-21 IDEA that the uniform dress code refers to Emerson. Starting feel SUDDENLY EXHAUSTED.  NOT even DOING ANYTHING TIRING. 2019-06-19_19-13-27 Nose gets VERY ITCHY and SORE. 2019-06-19_19-43-28 Need to handwash undies.  Planning on doing so now.  Head feeling VERY HEAVY AGAIN.  Vision DARK or more BLURRED.  Eyes SQUINTING. CHOKING getting more FREQUENT. 2019-06-19_20-51-09 Appetite is OFF THE CHARTS.  VERY TIRED feeling MOST OF THE TIME. 2019-06-19_20-53-15 NAGGING IDEA that HSBC will call me but they just NEEDED MORE TIME. My reply is if another company decides to hire me first I WILL NOT REJECT their offer, unless of course if the job offer or conditions are TOTALLY SUICIDAL. 2019-06-19_21-00-50 First i ...