Silent No More

2020-06-09_05-07-14 Woke up at 4AM ALERT and NO SORENESS or HEAVINESS. Lower back VERY SORE after i just brushed my teeth and fed a few pets. 2020-06-09_05-13-12 Facial muscle above upper right molar STILL TENDER and SWOLLEN.  Yesterday my WHOLE right cheek was SWOLLEN.  Even my sister NOTICED. 2020-06-09_05-19-13 Wanted to do some online tasks but FELT DROWSY, a slight l HEADACHE and my VISION DARKEN. Fell asleep again. 2020-06-09_07-12-43 Woke up feeling VERY HEAVY and STIFF with a VERY SORE back. 2020-06-09_07-25-54 Chest and back of neck VERY SORE and HEAVY as i go towards finishing cleaning pets tub. 2020-06-09_14-59-32 Puffer whore arrives and SLAMS DOOR 2020-06-09_16-42-32 Loud radio music and talk shows that MOCK and SARCASM with lots of INSULTS or INDIRECT UNSOLICITED SNEERING ADVICE. 2020-06-09_16-50-39 Feeling VERY BAD with DISAPPOINTING IDEAS entering my head.  DESPERATE niggers on the mike again. 2020-06-09_21-35-15 Muscle above upper righ...

2020-06-06_07-26-16 Woke up. 2020-06-06_10-36-25 Whore comes out from puffer fish room jiggling keys. 2020-06-06_10-43-05 Starting to feel chest getting TIGHT and SORE as i open email acct. 2020-06-06_12-00-11 SUDDENLY had to MOVE BOWELS as i tried to contact a foreign colleague manager re $1k worth of reimbursement due me. 2020-06-06_13-37-49 Right upper (half-chipped) molar VERY SORE AGAIN. 2020-06-06_13-40-30 LATENCY STARTS AGAIN when i start doing tasks online.  Doing personal online posting DOESN'T. 2020-06-06_14-43-57 Whore and dh arrive while starting to FLAK at the door of puffer fish (front) room. 2020-06-06_17-21-24 LATENCY trouble acquiring tasks online as puffer fish dh leaves room while doing FLAK. 2020-06-06_20-44-10 OVERLY WARM ROOM TEMPERATURE even with COLD BREEZE outside. 2020-06-06_21-16-51 Upper right molar VERY SORE AGAIN (TENDER right up to right cheek) and also WHEN I TALK. 2020-06-06_23-51-53 Water tastes SHARP. 2020-06-07_01-27-03 Wen...

2020-06-03_02-29-22 Nose starts to ITCH.  SNEEZE NONSTOP. 2020-06-03_02-38-50 Still CANT SLEEP due to NONSTOP NOSE and SKIN ITCHING with a SUDDEN VERY WARM feeling. 2020-06-03_02-45-35 Started SNEEZING HARD AGAIN. 2020-06-03_05-27-37 Woke up.  Fell asleep again. 2020-06-03_06-44-25 Woke up.  Feeling HEAVY at the back of neck.  2020-06-03_21-02-23 Right leg gets VERY SORE ON-OFF when i move around.  It THROBS ON-OFF when i am lying down. Fell asleep without brushing my teeth and feeding pets. 2020-06-04_00-51-49 Woke up at 12AM.  2020-06-04_02-11-47 Finished feeding pets and some water maintenance.  3 of them are BLOATING AGAIN or have a collapsed mantle and FLOATING. 2020-06-04_17-41-54 CANT BREATHE PROPERLY as i try to finish a task. 2020-06-04_17-47-07 Having INDIGESTION it seems even if all i ate were veggies. 2020-06-05_06-03-29 Woke up feeling VERY WARM.  Start to perspire. Fell asleep WITHOUT BRUSHING TEETH and FEEDING...

2020-05-30_06-20-12 Woke up.  Alarm set for 4am DID NOT go off. 2020-05-30_19-52-44 Dh kids VIOLENT and LOUD play again.  Start to feel VERY PISSED with a bit of a HEADACHE, CHEST PAIN and EAR SORENESS. Kid BANGED on door NOISE with CHEST JOLT. 2020-05-30_21-33-46 Puffer fish whore SLAPS on door with CHEST JOLT. Chest starts to feel TIGHTER. 2020-05-30_22-39-31 Feeling HEAVY now.  CANT STAND UP to prepare for bed.  CANT THINK either. 2020-05-31_01-13-36 NONSTOP DULL PRICKING on left side of tummy just below rib cage 2020-05-31_01-29-59 PAINFUL BLUNT pricking on left side stopped after i made loud noises. 2020-05-31_06-56-25 Woke up.   HEAVY and SORE back.  Had to lie down again. 2020-05-31_17-58-01 Feeling OVERLY BAD and SORE on the chest and waistline (about something) even if i REALLY LIKE what I AM DOING at the moment. 2020-06-01_00-37-10 Went to bed. 2020-06-01_07-20-06 Woke up with a SORE BAD FEELING (FOR NO REASON) even if I ...

2020-05-28_05-34-11 Woke up at 4:45am with a VERY SORE and PAINFUL lower back.  The pain diminished after a few minutes allowing me to get up and feed my pets (UNABLE TO LAST NIGHT).  Fell asleep last night WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth. 2020-05-28_05-41-41 PAIN is back after feeding pets.  STILL HAVE NOT BRUSHED my teeth.  Fell asleep again. 2020-05-28_06-47-09 Woke up.  CANT GET UP.  Fell asleep again.   2020-05-28_08-14-17 Woke up.  Lower back VERY SORE and STIFF still. 2020-05-28_09-32-31 Payment for online work HAS NOT BEEN RELEASED to me still.  The nigger support agent wrote it WONT BE RELEASED until June 14. 2020-05-28_15-59-31 Feeling my chest TIGHTEN and WEIRD sensation going up and down my chest for NO REASON. 2020-05-28_18-19-59 Feeling VERY SORE in the chest and back. 2020-05-28_20-34-52 Dh arrives HAPPILY talking COY at front room (puffer fish).  2020-05-28_20-48-19 Dh foreign kids CONTINUE RUNNING BACK and F...

2020-05-26_09-22-40 Electric fan is VERY SLOW.  Fridge freezer is STARTING TO FORM ICICLES. 2020-05-26_09-25-09 Electric fan INCREASED IN SPEED. 2020-05-26_09-31-02 Toe on right foot that got SPRAINED A FEW MONTHS AGO still BLACK SWELLING and SORE. 2020-05-26_11-35-39 Something FAST going on in my head and PAST MY EYES.  CANT FOCUS.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS but seemingly UNDETECTABLE.  VERY HEAVY and SLEEPY. LOW SOUND or STATIC going on AROUND my room.  This LOW NOISE ALL DISAPPEARED a few days ago DURING AND AFTER a power outage. Music starts to PLAY as i start preparing for a bath.  2020-05-26_11-41-56 Feeling VERY DROWSY NOW.  2020-05-26_13-08-51 VERY HEAVY and CANT BREATHE PROPERLY.   Head SORE and STIFF.  CANT even MOVE my neck without feeling VERY SORE ALL OVER. 2020-05-26_15-30-00 Caucasian male with wavy hair (FROM CANADA) image for a COVID post appeared on my FB.  SENSATION went UP MY ASS. Whore next door comes...

2020-05-24_01-05-40 Fell asleep last night WITHOUT brushing my teeth, feeding my pets and left the TV and electric fan ON.  Woke up just now.  Our electricity bill last month was OVER Php1000 compared to the usual 5 to 600 only. 2020-05-24_01-09-18 Feeling OVERLY TIRED AGAIN and CANT stand up or DO ANYTHING. Dh kid next door FLAK starts. 2020-05-24_02-13-01 VERY WEAK legs and knees.  Unable to walk or stand more than 10-15 mins.  PHOTOSENSITIVE. 2020-05-24_04-17-42 Fell asleep again and woke up right now.  Scalp starts to ITCH ALL OVER. 2020-05-24_16-04-40 Security guard being INTERFERED UPON so as NOT TO BRING UP delivery package EVEN AFTER I GAVE INSTRUCTIONS TO. My sister is being REMOTELY NEURAL-CONTROLLED so she CANT HEAR HER PHONE as i texted her messages re her MISDIRECTED PACKAGE. Dh kids next door START TO ACT OUT. 2020-05-24_16-20-18 Dh kids CONTINUE to act out ALOUD. 2020-05-24_16-29-00 Left side of waistline VERY SORE for an HOUR NOW...

2020-05-21_23-34-23 OVERLY WARM feeling gets EVEN WARMER.  Feeling MORE SHARP ITCHES.  CANT GET UP to clean and feed pets and brush my teeth. 2020-05-22_00-39-16 Getting WARMER and WARMER.  Still getting PRICKLY ITCHES even as i stand in front of electric fan. 2020-05-22_00-42-51 VERY DISORIENTED.  CANT DO ANYTHING with a THROBBING head and chest.  Had to sit down. 2020-05-22_05-16-32 Fell asleep around 2am WITHOUT brushing my teeth or feeding my pets. Woke up just now. 2020-05-22_07-18-50 OVERLY TIRED after cleaning big tub for pets and after moving my bowels.  Eyes VERY HEAVY and SQUINTING. 2020-05-22_11-19-56 TOOL LATENCY AGAIN as i start working.  2020-05-22_14-05-45 CANT UPDATE ANY INFO on one of my online projects. 2020-05-22_21-45-51v  Indian dh next door STINK cooking.  SNEERS as i turn on 2 electric fans and partially close the door.  Cant fully close the door as room is REALLY HOT and STUFFY.  The STINKING...

2020-05-19_09-00-03 CANT LOGIN to my work site. 2020-05-19_13-50-54 CRASH NOISE just outside the door.  2020-05-19_17-21-41 Vision getting VERY BLURRED.  Feeling CONSTRICTIONS in my face  and forehead and HEAVINESS at back of head. 2020-05-19_20-20-14 Electric fan SUDDENLY SLOWS DOWN then RESUMES regular speed. 2020-05-20_00-55-07 OVERLY WARM feeling as i am about to go to bed. Foreign whores next door NONSTOP NOISE and FLAK SENSITIZATION. 2020-05-20_00-57-38 Indian whore now HEAVY COOKING.   Start to feel PISSED. 2020-05-20_01-24-05 Went to bed.  Room still STINKS of CHEAP COOKING OIL and food. 2020-05-20_01-29-42 HEAVY PALPITATIONS.  CANT sleep.  Feels like i am WIDE AWAKE.  HEAVINESS and SORENESS GONE. 2020-05-20_02-12-13 Woken up by the dh FLAK just outside the door.  Nose VERY ITCHY.  Hair scalp VERY ITCHY. 2020-05-20_02-21-04 Nose starts to ITCH AGAIN when i lie back down. 2020-05-20_02-32-14 NONSTOP ITCH...

2020-05-18_04-10-09 Woke up.  Stomach discomfort a bit.  OVERLY WARM feeling. Lower left molar (all the way back) half-chipped, s bit PAINFUL and SEEMINGLY SWELLING even if i brushed my teeth last night before bed.  I brushed again. 2020-05-18_04-33-07 Stomach feels BLOATED.    Still feeling VERY SLEEPY.   Lied down again with alarm to go off after 15mins.  2020-05-18_06-13-16 Just woke up.  Did not wake up earlier.  Alarm DID NOT seem to go off or i was TOO UNCONSCIOUS to know what i was doing. Molar MORE PAINFUL or SORE. 2020-05-18_08-03-35 OVERLY TIRED after changing water of big tub (pets).  Felt lower back already getting SORE as i was just starting. Lower left back molar still HURTS.  TORTURE ASSHOLES ARE BACK it seems. 2020-05-18_09-39-24 Fell asleep again and woke up now. 2020-05-18_10-55-51 Lower left back molar still KEEPS HURTING LIKE it is about to FALL OUT. 2020-05-18_10-57-21 Lower back VERY ...

2020-05-15_07-03-59 Woken up by knocking on puffer room's door.  Only slept for 2-3 hours this morning. Started SNEEZING NONSTOP a few minutes after that.  While self-talking at the kitchen puffer whore next door hooting SOFTLY behind their door. 2020-05-15_22-32-57 FLAK nearby or below as i prepare for bed.  Electricity returns after some minutes. 2020-05-16_06-16-47 Woke up. 2020-05-16_14-56-50 VERY SLEEPY after a meal. 2020-05-16_19-21-17 Asshole dh arrived next door (puffer fish room) and left SLAMMING THE DOOR REAL HARD. I started SHOUTING. 2020-05-16_23-09-42 Still feeling VERY PISSED and SHOUTING.  Having trouble BREATHING.  Dh kid starts AGGRESSIVE NOISE and FLAK again. 2020-05-17_07-47-15 Woken up by a knock outside puffer fish room.  There was talk about baranggay again. Felt PALPITATIONS and SORE feeling in my stomach even if I WAS NOT THINKING or FEELING ANYTHING.  Then I felt urge to move my bowels.  Toilet bowl was...