Silent No More

2025-04-27 08-45-39 Lower ab VERY PAINFUL. 2025-04-27 08-45-39 FORCED to move bowels again. Left hip getting STABBED PAINFULLY. OVERFLOWING toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and FILTHY. Had to use a bucket but still need to SIPHON DIRTY water out.   While doing so, REACTIONS whispered or QUIETLY SAID outside the door like "YUCK," or some other EXPRESSION of DISGUST. Vehicle making NOISES below the window as I wrote the above. 2025-04-27 16-58-34 Vehicle SMASHING car door below my window. Dhs SHOUTING started about an hour ago followed. 2025-04-28 00-26-14 Lower left back molars getting SORE and PAINFUL.  Earlier, while PAINSTAKINGLY SORTING CLUTTER after NOT being ABLE to due to NONSTOP SORE HEAVINESS on my shoulders and back, ULCER like PAIN in my stomach starts. I got VERY PISSED and start SHOUTING. 2025-04-28 01-00-23 VERY WARM and SCORCHING feeling on my left arm and left side of my neck and shoulder. 2025-04-28 04-41-25 Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL in a RUSH to pee U...

2025-04-21 15-59-17 CONTINUOUS ON-OFF REMOTE STABBING in my left inner ear for about an hour now while posting on social media. A vehicle arrived all of a SUDDEN with a dh HAPPILY CHATTING out loud. 2025-04-22 09-32-46 Just woke up some minutes ago with a VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee in a RUSH. Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and FILTHY. Water BARELY went down. Lower left back molars VERY SORE. 2025-04-22 10-30-45 Kids' noise starting. 2025-04-22 11-26-07 Pail or bucket BANGING noises.   2025-04-22 11-26-07 Motorbike starts up with a BANG. 2025-04-22 12-09-09 Kid SHOUTING ANGRILY all of a sudden. 2025-04-22 13-12-27 LOUD basketball DRIBBLING and SMASHING starts. 2025-04-22 17-28-36 Dhs started SHOUTING about 30 mins ago then stopped. 2025-04-22 22-57-21 BIG ROACHES INVADING me again seemingly coming from the window. One CRAWLED onto my hand and the spot had started to get ITCHY and IRRITATED. 2025-04-22 23-25-37 4-5 BIG ROACHES continue to ROAM AROUND TOWARDS my bed like a GROUP...

2025-04-16 07-42-50 Chest and neck VERY SORE and PAINFUL all of a SUDDEN when a vehicle parked below (side of my door) started to PLAY HEAVY BASS music again.  The PAIN stopped when I blew my air horn. Another vehicle below started to OPEN-CLOSE its door (side of window). 2025-04-16 08-00-44 Left side of ear getting PAINFULLY STABBED as I try on a small bag to take with me when I go for a stroll with my sister and mother later today.   Day was set by my sister before her "ultimatum" to have me ESCORTED (whether I like it or not) by the baranggay (who accdg to her agreed to do so) to the govt mental facility tomorrow (Thurs). 2025-04-16 11-51-58 Just finished putting away stuff to finally go out and join my sister and mother later for a stroll. RECURRING LOUD motorbike AGGRESSION NOISES while at the door with kids playing WILDLY and LOUD (comments) in a unit nearby. Eyes VERY PHOTOSENSITIVE even in the dark. ==================== 2025-04-16 12-12-01 Got STUNG on my left ar...

2025-04-10 13-37-52 Aggression NOISE following or TIMED to my movements starts. 2025-04-10 13-47-29 Right nostril STINGS. Eyes PHOTOSENSITIVE.  2025-04-10 14-13-29 LOUD IRRITATING PULSATING sound while I start moving and cleaning stuff (from where I left off). 2025-04-10 14-57-39 Right foot got STUNG. 2025-04-10 15-13-11eeeew@ MORE QUIET REMARKS spokeeeeee spoken near outside the window  Nost got STUNG (SNEEZED) and phone ACTING UP. 2025-04-10 15-31-49 Kids SHOUTING followed by dhs as I take pics of my SABOTAGED 2 kg of brown organic rice in a MOUND on the floor. 2025-04-10 16-25-50 Feeling UNNATURALLY OVER EXHAUSTED and BREAHTLESS when I sat down to take a break. Face, eyes WARM and throat and lips TOO PARCHED until I placed a metal object against my throat. 2025-04-10 17-31-12 Dhs start SHOUTING again  2025-04-10 18-35-42 Have TROUBLE BREATHING all of a SUDDEN. Felt TIGHT in the head until I blew my horn. 2025-04-10 21-54-38 Some minutes ago, VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee...

2025-04-05 03-40-59 Went to rest for awhile  2025-04-05 06-36-28 Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either and STINKY now  VERY SORE and SHARP PAIN in the throat while in the toilet. ACRID cigarette SMOKE smell starts. Woke up earlier but could BARELY stay awake. 2025-04-05 10-07-20 Woke up a few minutes ago with same VERY PAINFUL URGES in a RUSH to pee. But could BARELY GET UP due to a VERY SORE and PAINFUL lower back, and a HEAVY chest.   Background MUSIC with a COMIC theme started to PLAY from the direction of the door. 2025-04-05 12-08-04 It ONLY started to rain (LIGHTLY) about 15-30 mins ago. But tap water already started to TASTE SOUR. 2025-04-05 13-19-50 & Feeling SORE and TIRED all of a SUDDEN. I am just heating up some food that's going bad. Rain had already stopped about 30 minutes ago. 2025-04-05 15-16-36 Being FORCED to lie down again with PAINFUL DROWSINESS to go to...

2025-04-01 07-47-22 VERY DROWSY all of a SUDDEN and had to lie down. As soon as I did so, SORE PAIN (like ULCERS) in my stomach starts. Had to sit back up.  o9oo7 ACRID cigarette SMOKE started as soon as I turned on the fan next to my bed (to my left next to the toilet). *unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor. 2025-04-01 10-15-52 Woken up by one of the guards who brought up my packages ordered online. Stomach starts to HURT AGAIN. Earlier, I could BARELY WAKE UP or GET UP. 2025-04-01 11-00-32 UNNATURALLY VERY hungry. CAN'T seem to TASTE or "feel" (touching my throat) the nuts that I am currently eating right now. There's PAIN and SORENESS starting from the top of my stomach all the way up to my TIGHT throat or air passage. EVERYTHING feels DRY. Feeling TOO WEAK and TIRED due to SUBTLE PAIN in my chest and neck, on top of the OVERALL TORTURE. 2025-04-01 11-24-53 Starting to feel...