Silent No More

2021-11-29 02-16-44 Nose getting CONSTRICTED while having my dessert. My nose is CLOGGING UP and I CANT BREATHE or taste ANYTHING while my stomach starts to BLOAT due to LACK of oxygen which makes it HARD to BURP or DIGEST what i am eating. 2021-11-29 02-29-52 Computer FREEZING as i was preparing to turn it off and prepare for bed. 2021-11-29 06-32-25 As i sat down to go to bed VERY WARM feeling at the back of my head making my scalp SWEAT and ITCH even if its COOL OUTSIDE. 2021-11-29 06-44-57 Went to bed.  2021-11-29 07-09-17 ITCHING SCALP NON STOP while lying down to sleep. 2021-11-29 16-07-59 Woke up aroud 3:30 PM. Had set my alarm to go off at 12 but i dont even recall turning it off.   Started SNEEZING again and lower back a bit SORE. 2021-11-29 17-06-28 Someone just arrived at puffer fish room (coming from the other end of the hallway). 2021-11-29 17-17-20 There's a sale on a shopping platform starting early tomorrow (midnight). Just got TWITCHED on my left leg. 2...

2021-11-27 20-31-10 Tried to take a nap but CANT STOP TALKING. 2021-11-27 20-56-53 Feeling of DISBELIEF and DISORIENTATION starts after my LONG TALK. 2021-11-27 22-38-55 ON-OFF DIZZINESS and HEAVINESS with CONTINUED NAGGING IDEAS and SELF-TALK. Mental BLOCKS.  FORGOT that i have pending online work. Someone CLAPPING outside as i wrote this. 2021-11-28 00-37-57 CANT think and UNABLE to work online.  CANT feel ANYTHING except a general SORENESS on my chest and at the back of my head. I know i have to go to sleep earlier but i keep getting DISTRACTED of things that need ATTENTION and there are RECURRING THREATS in my head that perps would make NOISES when i SLEEP EARLIER than usual.   2021-11-28 00-47-16 Whenever i start to review video footages on my phone which i use for surveillance the back of my head and neck HURTS. The real surveillance cam i bought is NOT what the seller said it would be and I still COULDN'T get to use it regularly.   2021-11-28 02-28-4...

2021-11-25 00-09-51 Having TROUBLE viewing a post for my online work. 2021-11-25 05-32-35 Trying to have something to eat but when i get to the kitchen i feel DIZZY and i start getting HEADACHE. 2021-11-25 08-17-41 NONSTOP self-talk and now PAINFUL NAGGING IDEAS. Starting to get PAINFULLY DROWSY now too. 2021-11-25 13-15-09 Woken up by VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. Went back to bed. Kids went past below the window and 1 stopped and said ALOUD "panget mo".  My video recording app was NOT ON. 2021-11-25 19-01-28 Just woke up with a VERY SORE back. Woke up a couple of times earlier but could BARELY get up. VERY DROWSY and pain in the chest. Wailing and screaming kids EVERY TIME i wake up. 2021-11-25 19-46-59 Stomach VERY PAINFUL ON-OFF right now while talking with sister online. 2021-11-25 21-09-08 Getting TWITCHES on my left leg when i look at pics to post on my request for a refund via the Shopee platform. 2021-11-25 21-14-25 CAN'T get online via usual VPN app on my comput...

2021-11-22 03-20-47 Computer starting to FREEZE. HEADACHE also starts. 2021-11-22 04-08-32 Computer FREEZING again. 2021-11-22 08-52-16 Went to bed. Smell of STENCH while lying down. 2021-11-22 11-59-56 Woke up to order food. STRONG TENCH from the sewers still LINGER. 2021-11-22 12-06-13 NONSTOP scalp and back of neck ITCHING. 2021-11-22 12-28-36 ITCHING continues including left side of face near the nose. 2021-11-22 13-22-06 Went back to bed. 2021-11-22 13-53-35 RANDOM DULL NOISES and SHOUTS start when i go back to bed. 2021-11-22 14-03-09 PALPITATIONS. CANT sleep. IDEAS ENTERING my head about NOISES. 2021-11-23 02-13-32 VERY WARM nape. SHARP STINGS start  2021-11-23 09-40-47 FINALLY went to bed. 2021-11-23 13-59-43 Woken up by puffer fish whore FLAK with a dh seemingly fixing their door.  Same thing happened yesterday. Had alarm set to wake me up at 3 PM but i was woken up by the FLAK next door instead. 2021-11-23 14-11-43 Right nostril NONSTOP ITCH and RUNNY. 2021-11-23 ...

2021-11-20 16-06-03 Just woke up. Fell asleep WITHOUT brushing my teeth. Had a hard time WAKING UP and could barely get up. VERY SORE and STIFF lower back and sides. 2021-11-20 19-35-17 EXTREME HEADACHE when i stand up or walk around. 2021-11-20 23-34-02 Eyes starting to SQUINT and get PHOTOSENSITIVE. 2021-11-21 00-22-25 Feeling TOO WARM. Its WORST like  before. I could BARELY STAND UP due to this HEAVY and VERY SORE feeling. 2021-11-21 02-45-24 Had to lie down. As soon as i closed my eyes i felt my head JERK back. 2021-11-21 03-10-13 Finally able to get up. NONSTOP IDEA and TALK with PAIN in my head and neck STARTS. STRONG sewers STENCH. 2021-11-21 03-17-12 AVR plugged into socket of the wall facing adjacent room is TOO WARM again. 2021-11-21 03-55-58 Some mins ago SNEEZED while at the kitchen and felt my head SWIRL and i thought i was going to FAINT. 2021-11-21 05-59-46 Seller INTENTIONALLY sent me the wrong item and started to do their USUAL PLAY with WORDS SECRET messages and...

2021-11-18 04-20-25 Backside HURTS as i work even if i am enjoying what i am doing and feeling light-hearted. 2021-11-18 05-18-46 Computer apps FREEZING or WONT OPEN or AUTO SHUTS DOWN. 2021-11-18 06-09-59 Lower back starting to feel SORE WEAK and NUMB as i arrange my stuff to prepare for bed.  CANT sit straight or pull myself up. I INVOLUNTARILY had to SLOUCH or BEND halfway down my torso as sitting up straight puts me in a LOT OF SORE PAIN, and i CANT breathe properly. I feel VERY HEAVY and STIFF all of a sudden. CANT even hold up my mobile phone.   Left ear starts to ITCH AGAIN  2021-11-18 07-54-25 SUDDENLY feeling TOO DROWSY due to something POINTED at my forehead while i was standing at the door. I have NOT brushed my teeth yet. I also noticed that when i have TROUBLE with INTERNET connection on my PHONE i just point my phone to the source of my bodily PAIN and i PROMPTLY GET A SIGNAL. 2021-11-18 07-54-25 SUDDENLY feeling TOO DROWSY due to something POINTED at...

2021-11-15-17 23-02-04 App kept SHUTTING DOWN and WONT RESTART. 2021-11-15 23-22-35 I was preparing to RESTART the computer but these perps just LOVE TO KEEP FREEZING IT. 2021-11-15 23-47-18 Even my mobile phone connection is being BLOCKED. 2021-11-16 02-12-58 Keep FORGETTING what i was ABOUT TO DO. 2021-11-16 03-51-54 A small ant BIT me again. This time on my right thigh near a SENSITIVE area. A dh said nearby just loud enough for me to hear "masakit yon".  I started to TALKBACK. 2021-11-16 06-54-27 Left ear suddenly VERY UNCONTROLLABLY ITCHY again. Felt like there are FIRE ANTS inside. My left cheek too is VERY ITCHY even while i was washing some of the containers which are PILING UP and being FEASTED on by those small ants. 2021-11-16 06-58-43 Eyes VERY DROWSY all of a sudden as i sat down for awhile after washing. My feet and knees felt STIFF and SORE which i DIDN'T even feel while i was still at the kitchen. 2021-11-16 07-31-10 Left inner ear VERY ITCHY AGAIN whil...

2021-11-14 04-58-53 Left ear starting to get ITCHY then PAINFUL when i try to lightly scratch it. 2021-11-14 06-09-16 NONSTOP FLAK being ECHOED into my head as i prepare for bed. HEADACHE starting. 2021-11-14 06-15-56 Left inner ear suddenly VERY PAINFUL when i lied down. 2021-11-14 06-38-54 Left ear CONTINUES to HURT and getting WORSE (throbbing) while lying down with something MOVING inside. I was NOT feeling any pain earlier. Went to bed. 2021-11-14 07-11-40 CANT sleep. 2021-11-14 16-25-58 Trying to order some food online but CAN'T DECIDE.  CAN'T feel ANYTHING and hearing STATIC in my head with NAGGING IDEAS. 2021-11-14 16-54-31 Some mins ago, dh passed by the door and SNORTED as i got up to get my meal at the kitchen counter. Left ear ITCHING INCESSANTLY AGAIN. 2021-11-14 16-59-49 Car making NOISES below. IDEA that the food ordered by my sister had been SPAT ON by the seller which explains the SNORTER who passed by. It was a warning. I DON'T need a warning. I need som...

2021-11-13 15-33-09 Woke up. Right side of face VERY ITCHY and seemed to have developed some kind of RASH or insect bites. Left ear still swelling and TENDER when touched. Forced to sleep this morning WITHOUT brushing my teeth AGAIN. LEFT ON 2 power strips the whole time i slept. They both feel a bit warm to the touch. I could not immediately use my electric fan since one of them was connected to the power strip. I am starting to feel VERY WARM and back of my neck SWEATY DESPITE the CLOUDY and CHILLY weather. 2021-11-13 15-46-40 Swelling left inner ear ITCHING AGAIN. 2021-11-13 17-43-21 It seems that left inner ear still SWELLING a lot and MORE PAINFUL when i try to touch or lift the opening a bit. 2021-11-13 17-47-30 Feeling TOO WARM and SWEATY on my shoulders chest and upper back. It gets WORSE when i light a small candle. Left ear starts to get PAINFUL when i wrote the above. 2021-11-13 18-15-38 While at the kitchen LOUD BEAT slow music from outside STARTS to play with lyrics compo...

2021-11-12 05-22-33 Head STARTS to HURT as soon as i turn off my computer. SELF-TALK follows after NAGGING IDEAS start entering my head. 2021-11-12 05-40-50 Throat starting to get DRY and SORE while talking. 2021-11-12 06-21-44 So much STATIC in my head. CANT THINK. 2021-11-12 06-38-26 Eyes getting HEAVY. SQUINTING and STIFF even if i DONT FEEL like actually sleeping yet. 2021-11-12 06-40-47 I keep FORGETTING what i am JUST ABOUT or starting to do each time i move my head. 2021-11-12 06-47-02 PAIN and STRESS from these REMOTE TORTURES to my head ALWAYS makes me want to EAT or CRAVE for SWEETS.  When I do help myself to some (or A LOT depending on the INTENSITY of the PAIN) my broken molars would get TARGETED for NERVE PAIN and their excuse would be that they are just trying to CURB my sugar intake. 2021-11-12 06-56-24 CANT even STAND UP to brush my teeth before going to bed. 2021-11-12 13-24-04 Woke up. ANTS seem to be RUNNING all over my legs. Left the water running after i was...

2021-11-10 21-05-48 Water TASTES like METAL or TOO SOUR. IDEA that its vinegar that i had been spraying around me. But the bottle was covered except for the spout which was only a fraction of an inch wide. 2021-11-11 01-14-20 Head HURTS like HELL when i STOP WATCHING TV. HURTS WORSE when i start looking at the computer  2021-11-11 02-10-15 LEFT inner ear HURTS MORE now even if i just move my jaw. My RIGHT inner ear is now the one that these perps are INDUCING TO ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY. KILL ALL these perps NOW! 2021-11-11 02-51-53 I started making BANGING noises to make the NONSTOP ITCHING stop. Someone threw a HEAVY HOLLOW object down from a window. I started SHOUTING.  The ITCHING PROMPTLY STOPPED followed by a VERY WARM feeling on both my ears and the back of my head and neck. KILL ALL these perps NOW! 2021-11-11 03-13-33 Left SWELLING ear starts to ITCH AGAIN as i start to work online. I was NOT ABLE to work yesterday as i could BARELY WAKE UP in the morning. Awhile ago ...

2021-11-09 06-06-06 Left inner ear seem to be SWELLING. VERY PAINFUL when i touch it as it STARTS to ITCH AGAIN for NO REASON. 2021-11-09 09-36-24 Feeling MORE tired than i should be. Sudden VERY SORE and HEAVY sides of my chest when i was just feeling FINE a few minutes ago. Why the hell am i being TORTURED for not wanting to sleep? I already lost sleep and i am STILL BEING TORTURED for it? I SHOULD NOT BE TORTURED IN THE FIRST PLACE . KILL ALL THESE SECRET (SQUATTER) PERPS NOW. 2021-11-09 10-18-12 VERY SORE ulcer-like PAIN in my stomach even if i am NOT hungry. 2021-11-09 11-27-07 While putting away trash VERY SORE PAIN on lower spine. It gets WORSE while brushing my teeth. I did not sleep the whole night and i am being TORTURED to make my monthly cycle start.   These perps NEVER MISS any opportunity to make the TORTURE MORE PAINFUL and DEBILITATING. 2021-11-09 11-46-15 Went to bed for a nap. Scalp starts to ITCH AGAIN. 2021-11-09 13-35-53 Woken up by security guard wh...

2021-11-08 02-02-39 Majority of cable channels gets cut off again. 2021-11-08 02-15-56 STENCH coming from the SEWERS outside in addition to the SMELLY still CLOGGED toilet bowl. 2021-11-08 03-08-32 Toilet still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY. 2021-11-08 04-52-19 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL urge to pee while at the kitchen washing.  SHARP PAINFUL STING when i tried to urinate. VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY toilet bowl suddenly unclogged TOO LATE LEAVING VERY DIRTY and DARK STAINS around the sides of the toilet bowl. 2021-11-08 06-01-20 UNNATURALLY hot feeling at the back of my neck with ITCHY STINGS while i was trying to defrost the fridge after almost 6 months of NEGLECT with more than 3 inches of ice build-up on freezer causing the water tray to get STUCK, and the freezer OVERCROWDED and UNUSABLE. NOT FINISHED defrosting yet and had to wait for thick ice to melt further. 2021-11-08 06-08-24 Scalp at the back of my head SWEATY and starting to ITCH as i wrote the above. 2021-11-08 06-14-14 Left shoulder V...

2021-11-06 07-33-51 Turned TV off about an hour ago and since then my scalp had NOT STOPPED ITCHING. The metal i put on my head PROMPTLY STOPS the itching but it only covers the top.  As soon as the top area stops the NONSTOP ITCHING TRANSFERS to the sides of my scalp, my face and chin. Was AWAKE all night AGAIN. 2021-11-06 08-02-27 Scalp PROMPTLY starts ITCHING when i remove the metal on my head. Earlier TOO WARM feeling while i was unboxing a 3 (1-liter) bottles of vinegar (for insecticide etc). 2021-11-06 12-54-14 Woke up. General STENCH. 2021-11-06 14-18-18 TOO WARM feeling. Woke up earlier but could NOT stay awake. 2021-11-06 17-45-23 VERY ITCHY corners of both eyes. 2021-11-06 19-11-25 Feeling VERY LETHARGIC and FORCED to sit down and just watch TV since i woke up this afternoon. 2021-11-06 22-02-03 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY since i moved my bowels earlier. 2021-11-06 22-26-49 TOO UNNATURALLY WARM feeling. 2021-11-06 23-31-45 VERY HEAVY and ON-OFF VERY SORE PAINFUL...

2021-11-04 05-07-08 CANT CONNECT my surveillance cam to wifi network on phone sitting right next to it. 2021-11-04 05-07-08 CANT CONNECT my surveillance cam to wifi network on phone even if cam is sitting right next to it. 2021-11-04 08-28-54 LOUD SMASH and BANGING below with JOLTS to my chest. Start to feel VERY PISSED. Did not get any sleep the whole night while trying to setup newly bought surveillance cam. 2021-11-04 11-48-47 Surveillance cam being BLOCKED from connecting again.  Been trying to connect for 2 HOURS NOW. 2021-11-04 20-30-47 Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY. 2021-11-05 00-37-08 Head PROMPTLY gets SHARP PAIN if i stop watching TV. 2021-11-05 02-45-27 Cable channels got CUT OFF ALL of a sudden. NAGGING IDEA that table mats that i bought had their edges CUT OFF so they would UNRAVEL at the seams. 2021-11-05 05-12-06 UNNATURALLY TOO WARM feeling making me SWEATY and NONSTOP SCALP ITCHING. I was about to go to bed. 2021-11-05 05-29-24 Went to bed. 2021-11-05 05-33-04 ...

2021-11-02 01-01-27 Computer FREEZING (ON-OFF) or NOT responding. It stops freezing when I start to write about it. 2021-11-02 05-16-13 VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee with PUSHING MOTION while at the kitchen clearing away and discarding stuff.    2021-11-02 06-27-10 Went to bed. Smell of CHEMICALS coming from outside tthe door.   2021-11-02 21-23-13 Bells RHYTHMIC RINGING from puffer room. 2021-11-02 21-27-10 Starting to feel VERY PISSED NOW  2021-11-02 22-30-33 Still CANT CONNECT via vpn app. 2021-11-03 02-52-21 SO MUCH DIRT at the bottom of a drum-full of filtered water. This was the first time I have seen anything like it  ANGRY IDEA that the perps are DUMPING DIRT DIRECTLY into the pipes connected to my room or into the water RESERVOIR just for this building.  They are doing it simply to PROVE THEIR POINT of what's going to happen if they are NOT ALLOWED TO LIVE AROUND ME anymore. No wonder water has been TASTING like METAL or RUST lately despite the w...