Silent No More

2021-02-22 12-28-11 Kids NOISE START AGAIN as soon as i turned off my audio player. 2021-02-22 13-03-46 Ankles HURT OR SORE.  It first started with the right then SHIFTED to the left.  Now it's BOTH.  2021-02-22 15-18-55 Big kid SHOUTS ALOUD "I'm fired" while passing the hallway nearby.  2021-02-22 15-44-35 NONSTOP TWITCHING on my left eye. I could BARELY SEE THRU IT.  2021-02-23 00-03-58 Have an issue with one of the items delivered previously.  Some of the cleaning (for bathroom) liquid's contents had SPILLED OUT.  2021-02-23 05-53-34 Went to bed.  2021-02-23 10-01-47 Woke up. Dh ANGRY noise somewhere below.   2021-02-23 11-06-42 Kids start their TIRADE.  STINK SEWER smell.  2021-02-23 10-26-21 Chest HURTS and had to LIE DOWN AGAIN.  2021-02-23 11-17-05 Ordered food got SABOTAGED again yesterday when my sister did not order same food for herself.  When I informed my sister about it my left leg was REMOTELY INDUCED t...

2021-02-21 08-16-19 Woke up but CANT GET UP.  Was able to around 10AM. 2021-02-21 17-17-53 Head STARTS TO ACHE AGAIN as i prepare to rearrange some stuff or fix the room. 2021-02-21 17-32-20 Had to sit down again.  Groups of people coming and going.  2021-02-21 17-56-59 Head HURTS OVER and OVER and CANT STAND UP WITHOUT FEELING DIZZY.  2021-02-21 17-58-32 A lot of STEPS and LOUD male VOICES GOING BACK and FORTH the hallway in front of my door.  When i muted the TV they all became quiet and stopped passing by.  But a TV somewhere above also gets TURNED UP.  Head HURTS when i STOP WATCHING TV.  2021-02-21 18-22-28 Lower right back molar HURTING AGAIN.  2021-02-21 18-36-37 Lower ab and hips starts to HURT.  2021-02-22 01-38-03 Went to bed.  2021-02-22 09-13-07 Woke up.  Nose starts to ITCH.  HARD SNEEZING.  LOUD TV or radio blaring somewhere upstairs.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2021-02-22 11-18-45 Group of kids...

2021-02-19 19-47-39 SUDDEN DROWSINESS. 2021-02-19 20-10-29 Lower right back molar HURTS OR STINGS after taking some powdered vitamin supplements which NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE.  2021-02-19 20-15-39 RANDOM SHARP HEADACHE at the SLIGHTEST HEAD MOVEMENT.  2021-02-20 01-30-08 Went to bed.  Having PALPITATIONS.  2021-02-20 08-12-03 Woke up.   2021-02-20 11-46-40 SHARP PRICK to my left nostril some minutes ago.   TROUBLE with a delivery staff resulting to a HEATED ARGUMENT with sister.  2021-02-20 12-56-29 Just finished speaking to sister who was INTIMIDATED by delivery staff.  Left eye and left temple or forehead SORE and HURTING.  2021-02-20 13-40-55 Left forehead temple and eye STILL HURTING ON-OFF.  2021-02-20 16-06-02 MIGRAINE ON-OFF NOW.   Keep having MENTAL BLOCKS.  Every time i stand up i remember what i need to do but I COMPLETELY FORGET or my MIND feels EMPTY when i finally SAT DOWN.  2021-02-20 17-59-18 Up...

2021-02-19 19-47-39 SUDDEN DROWSINESS. 2021-02-19 20-10-29 Lower right back molar HURTS OR STINGS after taking some powdered vitamin supplements which NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE.  2021-02-19 20-15-39 RANDOM SHARP HEADACHE at the SLIGHTEST HEAD MOVEMENT.  2021-02-20 01-30-08 Went to bed.  Having PALPITATIONS.  2021-02-20 08-12-03 Woke up.   2021-02-20 11-46-40 SHARP PRICK to my left nostril some minutes ago.   TROUBLE with a delivery staff resulting to a HEATED ARGUMENT with sister.  2021-02-20 12-56-29 Just finished speaking to sister who was INTIMIDATED by delivery staff.  Left eye and left temple or forehead SORE and HURTING.  2021-02-20 13-40-55 Left forehead temple and eye STILL HURTING ON-OFF.  2021-02-20 16-06-02 MIGRAINE ON-OFF NOW.   Keep having MENTAL BLOCKS.  Every time i stand up i remember what i need to do but I COMPLETELY FORGET or my MIND feels EMPTY when i finally SAT DOWN.  2021-02-20 17-59-18 Up...

2021-02-19 12-51-07 Feeling VERY HEAVY and SORE AGAIN.  Woke up around 10AM this morning and DID NOT FEEL any of this. 2021-02-19 14-21-11 Have DIFFICULTY STANDING UP AGAIN.  Right shoulder VERY SORE and HEAVY. 2021-02-19 14-43-02 Feeling VERY SORE HEAVY STIFF and COLD even when the sun is out. 2021-02-19 14-53-43 NAGGING IDEA to buy an item that was previously on sale.  WEIRD.  2021-02-19 17-36-21 Back of head and neck VERY STIFF and SORE.  Lower right back molar GETS SORE EVERY TIME i eat.  2021-02-19 18-01-00 As soon as i stood up to put away stuff to get online PAIN and SORENESS ALL OVER inluding my monthly CRAMPS START.  2021-02-19 19-31-29 CANT MOVE due to INITIAL (THREATENING) PAIN. If i move it would GET WORSE.  2021-02-19 19-38-31 A simple movement of slightly stooping down to get a lightweight computer table gives me OVERWHELMING SORENESS and DIZZYING BREATHLESSNESS. 

2021-02-18 11-46-20 VERY ITCHY corners of BOTH EYES.  Sink and toilet still VERY CLOGGED.  2021-02-18 13-25-04  NONSTOP SNEEZING.  2021-02-18 13-49-30 Inet connection to mobile phone GETTING BLOCKED.  2021-02-18 14-10-18 Nose CONSTANTLY ITCHY and VERY RUNNY.  Spending half of the time WIPING or BLOWING my nose.  2021-02-18 14-53-14 NONSTOP SHARP nose ITCHING and HARD SNEEZING.  2021-02-18 15-20-01 Head VERY HEAVY.  CANT THINK ANYMORE.  EVERY TIME i move or my nose PROMPTLY GETS WARM then RUNNY and i SNEEZE NONSTOP.  2021-02-18 15-28-54 Palate and throat VERY SORE NOW.    2021-02-18 15-33-36 Nose gets VERY RUNNY and PROMPTLY starts DRIPPING when I MOVE or start to do something.  2021-02-18 16-29-29 Have NOT BEEN DOING ANYTHING BUT BLOW and WIPE my nose SINCE MORNING.  2021-02-18 16-35-29 Lower abdomen is now being REMOTELY INDUCED TO ACHE.  2021-02-18 17-13-23 REMOTELY INDUCED TO FEEL DIZZY timed to even the ...

2021-02-17 08-30-26 Woken up by a LOUD motorbkke that krept REVVING UP snd WONT LEAVE UNTIL I WOKE UP.    Fell asleep again. 2021-02-17 09-34-04 Woke up. 2021-02-17 12-39-28 NAGGING FEELING that i have to buy something. 2021-02-17 12-50-20 Lost grip over food i was eating ALL OF A SUDDEN.  Food fell FAR AWAY from me.  LINGERING PAINFUL FEELING in my left elbow from which hand was holding the food. 2021-02-17 13-45-07 VERY SORE and HEAVY ALL OVER NOW including BOTH ARMS and ELBOWS this time. 2021-02-17 13-51-32 Whenever i am about to get up from the floor KNEES and LEGS PROMPTLY GET SORE (INDUCED) forcing me to sit down again. 2021-02-17 13-57-43 VERY DROWSY now. 2021-02-17 18-02-26 About to go online.  Puffer fish whore (assaulting) PROMPTLY arrives saying something like "fight" over and over again before SLAMMING THE DOOR. 2021-02-17 18-11-22 Starting to feel VERY PISSED for no reason. 2021-02-17 18-58-26 VERTIGO and DIZZINESS when i mov...

2021-02-15 18-52-28 DIZZINESS and HEAVY feeling starts whenever i TAKE OFF my earplugs. Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED.  Water rises to the edge EVERY TIME I FLUSH. 2021-02-16 03-34-52 Just before going to bed started to feel something VERY WARM RISING FROM MY NECK UP TO MY FACE.  HEAVY palpitations.  Still have earplugs on.  2021-02-16 09-08-36 Woke up.  2021-02-16 10-01-45 LOUD LOCAL MUSIC suddenly started PLAYING outside.  I was then FORCED TO CHOKE PAINFULLY.  Starting to feel VERY PISSED and INDUCED SEXUAL SENSATION climbing up my ass. 2021-02-16 10-15-11 Feeling VERY BAD for NO reason. 2021-02-16 10-22-35 NONSTOP NAGGING ACCUSING IDEAS with BAD FEELING. 2021-02-16 11-15-10 Lower back and knees starting to HURT and GET HEAVY.  2021-02-16 11-40-06 Starting to feel COLD and GAS in my stomach.  2021-02-16 13-04-56 Being FORCED TO CRY FOR NO VALID REASON.     Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY AGAIN.  2021-02-16 14-24...

2021-02-14 23-51-11 HEAD THROBBING PAIN STARTS AGAIN. 2021-02-15 00-37-16 VERY PAINFUL ON-OFF HEADACHE. 2021-02-15 01-13-18 VERY WARM FEELING.   HEAVY PALPITATIONS and  PAIN GOING UP TO MY HEAD again. 2021-02-15 01-29-34 NAGGING IDEA that i have HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE and UNHEALTHY EATING HABITS.  It's  as if i have forgotten that these perps are the ones INDUCING the SUDDEN HUNGER PANGS and i am also getting MANY IDEAS that i am NOT EATING ENOUGH so i HAD TO EAT BEFORE i go to bed. The THROBBING PAIN in my head also gets REDUCED when i play something LOUD. 2021-02-15 01-40-51 PAIN in my head was REDUCED when i put EAR PLUGS ON. 2021-02-15 02-33-00 Was NOT ABLE to do much for the WHOLE DAY yesterday due to NONSTOP TORTURE to my nervous system. Now i am UNDECIDED if i should just GO to BED instead of continuing where i left off to REORGANIZE my STILL VERY CLUTTERED room. My UNWASHED LAUNDRY has been STUCK for more than 3 MONTHS now (including my underwears etc...

2021-02-14 00-45-10 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY now. I had been hoping it would get FLUSHED BY NOW BUT IT DIDN'T. 2021-02-14 01-42-34 Just finished winding up some old pieces of packaging tape and i STILL CANT STAND UP WELL.  Knees VERY STIFF and SORE. 2021-02-14 09-41-24 Woke up.  A LOUD bolt being slid shut or open next door (puffer fish).  Random dull noises start.  Fell asleep WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth.  Sink and toilet still VERY CLOGGED AND DIRTY.  2021-02-14 11-20-45 Smell of SEWERS since i woke up.   LOUD MUSIC starts to play outside.  2021-02-14 11-50-29 VERY SORE legs and arms AGAIN when i a stand up or start to do something.   DONT HAVE PAIN LIKE THIS at the start of or when i wake up in the morning.  2021-02-14 16-37-21 Head VERY SORE STIFF and HEAVY as i start to organize the kitchen shelf.  2021-02-14 16-48-38 VERY HEAVY PALPITATIONS and DIFFICULTY BREATHING after PAINFUL URGE TO PEE.  2021-02-14 ...

2021-02-13 03-06-44 Remote PERPS would TAKE ADVANTAGE of my natural urges to pee by SUDDENLY INDUCING INCREASED and SHARP PAIN as soon as i feel the urge. 2021-02-13 03-36-23 Went to bed. 2021-02-13 03-42-55 CANT SLEEP even if DROWSY due to PALPITATIONS and a NAGGING IDEA. 2021-02-13 08-47-12 Woke up.  But started to feel drowsy again. 2021-02-13 08-58-47 Had to lie down. Dh below AGGRESSIVELY CLEARS THROAT 2021-02-13 09-03-21 MOLDY SMELL.  Nose starts to ITCH.  FORCED TO GET UP. 2021-02-13 11-18-32 Got DISCONNECTED from an app. It FROZE for no reason.  LOUD water faucet below. Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED.  Toilet bowl GETTING CLOGGED and DIRTY AGAIN. 2021-02-13 14-10-51 Suddenly VERY HEAVY and STIFF.  CANT MOVE.  VERY SORE and STIFF legs, arms, and back of neck. 2021-02-13 19-32-59 COULD NOT MOVE VERY WELL.  HURT my RIGHT TOES as i was getting up.  SPILLED A MUG FULL OF WATER as my right hand LOST its GRIP and SENSATION. ...

2021-02-11 14-01-43 Delivery GOT BOTCHED again.  Whore FLAK just outside my window about someone coming from the US.  RANDOM AGGRESSIVE NOISES ALL AROUND since morning. Tablet AUTO SHUT DOWN while PLAYING AUDIO FILES TALKING AGAINST THEM.  2021-02-11 17-14-16 Had TROUBLE with a certain delivery some minutes ago.  2021-02-11 19-58-33 UNCOMFORTABLE VERY SORE FEELING that I DONT WANT TO WORK on online tasks anymore even if i WANT TO.  2021-02-11 23-15-36 Lower back VERY SORE and all i did was work for LESS THAN 2 hours online.   2021-02-12 03-39-40 Went to bed.  Feeling OVERLY WARM.  2021-02-12 03-50-31 STINKY SMELL of food seem to be COMING FROM OUTSIDE the door.  2021-02-12 10-47-20 Woke up.  Kid LOUD BABBLE at a hallway upstairs.  Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED.  2021-02-12 11-22-56 Same courier had tagged my package as FAILED DELIVERY despite instructions i gave NOT TO DELIVER before 12PM since i am still asleep before that....

2021-02-09 21-47-18 When my computer booted up ALL MY APPS and  BROWSERS with ALL MY WORK ARE GONE.  Currently using a new modem (supposed to be faster) but this was HAPPENING EVEN BEFORE with my regular (2nd hand) modem. 2021-02-10 00-10-50 Window to an online site i was working on GOT DIVERTED to a diff exam page with CONTRADICTING answers.  I was NOT ABLE to qualify for any project today or start EARNING ANYTHING SUBSTANTIAL AT ALL due to these NONSTOP INTERFERENCES. 2021-02-10 04-48-09 Went to bed.  2021-02-10 10-33-26 Woke up.  Kid GROWLS just below my window. Was NOT feeling anything until SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE STARTS.   Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED.  2021-02-10 11-22-23 Right leg HURTS as soon as i start putting away beddings.  I HAD TO CONSTANTLY SIT DOWN.  Knees feel like there's COTTON IN THEM OR THEY'RE MADE OF IT.  2021-02-10 11-35-30 Mobile phone connection getting BLOCKED when i use it WHILE SEATED WAITING FOR PER...

2021-02-08 06-13-27 Woken up by a VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.  But felt VERY SLEEPY again after.  2021-02-08 09-01-58 Woke up. 2021-02-08 09-16-42 NONSTOP HARD SNEEZING.  Chest VERY SORE. 2021-02-08 10-55-09 Legs and knees SORE and WEAK or NUMB.  CANT MOVE PROPERLY.  VERY SLOW IN PUTTING AWAY beddings   Had to sit down again.  2021-02-08 11-32-47 Left leg SORE and NUMB.  SUDDEN PAINFUL URGE TO PEE.  2021-02-08 11-36-05 Toilet bowl STARTING to CLOG AGAIN. 2021-02-08 13-32-52 SUDDEN VERY STRONG and PAINFUL URGE TO PEE.  I DID NOT even DRINK ANY WATER YET since i last emptied my bladder less than an hour ago.  2021-02-08 13-47-17 MORE PAINFUL URGE until i started BANGING ON THE WALLS.  Left leg had started to GO NUMB.  Electrical ON-OFF DRONE LIKE NOISE HUMMING on the ceiling.  2021-02-08 16-09-31 Continuous RANDOM SHARP BANGING next door (another room along same hallway).  Start to feel VERY PISSED.  2021-0...

2021-02-06 09-09-56 Woke up.  Dull banging outside the window.  Right nostril VERY CLOGGED.  2021-02-06 09-18-21 A dog CRYING ALOUD OVER and OVER as if being HURT by someone.  2021-02-06 09-25-14 Chest VERY SORE and HEAVY.  Had to lie down again.  2021-02-06 09-34-55 Nose ITCHING and i had to sit up. HARD SNEEZING followed.  2021-02-06 09-36-29 Feeling DROWSY.  2021-02-06 10-51-16 Woke up.  But STILL HAVE CHEST PAIN.  Shoulder starts to HURT now.   CANT GET UP.  2021-02-06 11-39-49 URGE to pee.  But CHEST FEELS TIGHT AGAIN after.  STRONG SMELL of INSECTICIDE and CHEMICALS in the toilet.  2021-02-06 12-00-57 Toilet not clogged anymore but sink STILL IS.  2021-02-06 12-06-44 Left arm STIFF and PAINFUL when i try to scratch my back.  2021-02-06 12-10-58 STRONG DETERGENT and INSECTICIDE smell seems to be coming from the sewers.  Better than the sewer stench 2021-02-06 12-18-49 Knees feel VERY SORE...

2021-02-05 08-54-34 Woke up with a SORE lower left back molar.  Went to bed last night without brushing teeth due to a bad feeling. LOUD radio or music BLARING outside as soon as i woke up. 2021-02-05 11-08-57 SUDDEN VERY SORE head all the way down to shoulders.  HAD TO SIT DOWN. 2021-02-05 13-17-23 Tablet was REMOTELY FORCED TO SHUT DOWN AGAIN while dhs passed by and a whore with a LOUD MOUTH who was TALKING earlier about a KEY. 2021-02-05 17-25-13 Kid NONSTOP SHRIEKING. 2021-02-05 17-43-17 Someone arrives at puffer fish room SUDDEN STOMPING FOOT then SLAMS DOOR. 2021-02-05 18-00-10 Computer STARTS TO FREEZE AGAIN.  2021-02-05 20-15-00 Internet connection DROPPED a few minutes ago and is THREATENING AGAIN.  2021-02-05 20-44-52 Computer FROZE.  2021-02-05 21-04-27 Computer CRASHED and i had to REBOOT IT TWICE.  2021-02-05 21-15-29 Computer FROZE AGAIN.  2021-02-05 21-30-20 Browser FROZE after i got back online and restored pages i was working on previo...

2021-02-04 08-36-50 Woken up by a LOUD MOTORBIKE REVVING UP.  Still VERY SLEEPY. 2021-02-04 10-17-06 Woke up.  Heard a whore saying "baba" somewhere above my window. 2021-02-04 12-41-36 Sink still VERY CLOGGED. Toilet bowl CLOGGED too.  Felt PAIN and SORENESS as soon as i sat down to do something. 2021-02-04 13-26-01 Nose STARTS TO ITCH while unboxing a package. 2021-02-04 14-18-53 Head feels HEAVY and neck TIGHT. 2021-02-04 14-31-46 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY now.  Water RISES to the surface. Loud love songs playing outside. 2021-02-04 14-35-07 BANGING just outside the hallway then knocks on puffer fish room wherein whore (assaulting) comes out and speaks in a local provincial dialect. 2021-02-04 17-19-52 Usual DULL AGGRESSIVE BANGING from next door (puffer fish). 2021-02-04 17-50-08 Some minutes earlier more NOISE from another room while i was near the door. While viewing tasks from a newly opened project which had suddenly DWINDLED OVER...

2021-02-03 10-02-13 Woke up.  VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.  Dh EXAGGERATED sneezing from afar. Nose PROMPTLY ITCHES. 2021-02-03 11-43-26 Left leg TWITCHING over some INSIGNIFICANT personal thing. 2021-02-03 11-48-59 Perps making me FEEL NOT TOO GOOD about what i am about to do.  2021-02-03 12-18-14 NAGGING IDEAS that i ought to be doing something else.  Kids LOUD remarks upstairs outside my window.  2021-02-03 12-37-09 Some whore SHRIEKING in DELIGHT OVER and OVER again from an upstairs window.  VERY PAINFUL ULCER like feeling in my tummy starting from my left side.  TWITCHES on my left leg when i wrote this.  2021-02-03 14-11-16 Stomach feels VERY TIGHT FOR NO REASON.   Kid SHRIEKING next door (abs cbn nun).  2021-02-03 16-10-35 While feeding pets VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE with SHARP PAINFUL HEADACHE and SUDDEN VERY HEAVY DIZZY FEELING making me want to sit down, followed by PUSHING SENSATION on my lower ab making me almost urinate in ...

2021-02-02 08-29-59 Woke up but CANT GET UP.  VERY SORE LOWER BACK.  Some minutes later dh from puffer fish emerges while saying "thank you" (again) and starts singing happily ALOUD before leaving.  2021-02-02 09-06-27 Woke up   But DONT FEEL LIKE GETTING UP.  SINK STILL VERY CLOGGED.  2021-02-02 13-21-06 LOUD RADIO OR TV FLAK outside my window.  Tablet playing my audio SUDDENLY SHUT DOWN and HAVING TROUBLE OR VERY SLOW in BOOTING BACK UP.   Tablet OVERHEATING.  2021-02-02 14-01-10 Radio flak CONSTANTLY MOCK-LAUGHING.  2021-02-02 14-23-09 Car arrived some mins ago SLAMMING ITS DOOR.  Now more SLAM or BANGING NOISES BELOW.  2021-02-02 15-48-28 ON-OFF HEADACHE since I woke up this morning.  2021-02-02 18-14-31 Feeling VERY UNCOMFORTABLE.  Getting ideas that i DONT WANT to work.  Some minutes earlier my tablet SHUT DOWN and REBOOTED AGAIN. 2021-02-02 22-24-0 BROWSER and INTERNET CONNECTION GETTING BLOCKED....

2021-02-01 15-17-33 Face STIFF and feeling VERY DROWSY now. 2021-02-01 15-52-01 Group of kids NOISE.  SNEEZING HARD AGAIN.  VERY DROWSY AGAIN.  2021-02-01 16-00-30 Sink and toilet bowl VERY DIRTY and CLOGGED. 2021-02-01 17-26-48 NONSTOP RUNNY (but not itchy) nose while washing dishes that have been PILING UP.  Just finished now.   Nose starts to ITCH as i sat down.  HARD SNEEZING followed. 2021-02-01 17-31-07 I could BARELY KEEP MY EYES OPEN. 2021-02-01 17-36-58 Nose STING-ITCHES UNCONTROLLABLY with EVERY MOVEMENT.  2021-02-01 18-22-15 SNEEZING STOPPED when i started making NOISES.   Puffer fish whore arrives next door after a few mins.  2021-02-01 20-37-26 Nose starts to CLOG.  Throat VERY SORE from the NONSTOP SNEEZING earlier.  2021-02-01 23-03-05 Feeling COLD.  Smell of STENCH coming from the outside.  Nose starts to ITCH.  2021-02-02 00-02-23 Went to bed.  Left nostrul SHARP ITCH.  2021-02-02 ...