Silent No More

2020-12-15 09-37-26 Woke up.  Awakened earlier by a loud mouth dh. First DULL BANGING next door (puffer) while standing at the kitchen. Fell asleep last night WITHOUT brushing my teeth.  Felt OVERWHELMINGLY TIRED and STIFF. 2020-12-15 11-16-56 Dh singing ALOUD  "hindi mo alam" improvised lyrics. 2020-12-15 13-18-39 Dh hooting below earlier.  I TALK BACK.  Dh next door (puffer) NONCHALANTLY comes out wearing a red tee SEEMINGLY DELIGHTED. 2020-12-15 18-02-28 Earlier puffer fish room playing Jamaican music with nigger vocals. LOUD MOTORCYCLES COME AND GO. 2020-12-15 21-55-14 ON-OFF SMELL of cigarette smoke since this afternoon. 2020-12-16 03-58-38 STRONG PUNGENT SMELL of cigarette smoke AGAIN. Right nostril ITCHING followed by HARD SNEEZING. 2020-12-16 04-56-07 Right nostril VERY CLOGGED NOW after NONSTOP SNEEZING. 2020-12-16 15-19-43 Delivery from Lazada SUDDENLY ARRIVED.  Apparently my sister staying at the other building was also going ...

2020-12-14 02-46-22 PUNGENT SMELL OF CIGARETTE SMOKE FILLING THE ROOM. 2020-12-14 03-42-08 VERY SLEEPY.  PUNGENT SMELL OF SMOKE still in the room EVEN WITH FAN TURNED ON. 2020-12-14 09-01-28 Woke up earlier twice but COULD NOT GET UP or STAY AWAKE.  Still VERY SLEEPY RIGHT NOW. 2020-12-14 10-47-44 Fell asleep again and woke up just now.  PAIN IN MY CHEST and VERY SORE ALL OVER. 2020-12-14 13-39-45 Went down to get delivery. ROCK SCREAMING METAL music from puffer fish's room when i was at the door followed by LOUD door SLAMS with PAIN IN MY LEFT EAR from each slam which was getting louder until I REPLIED IN KIND. 2020-12-14 13-49-47 DULL TIGHT PAIN IN MY LEFT EAR CONTINUES even if slams had stopped. 2020-12-14 14-00-53 Ears seem to have gone DEAF. CANT HEAR my audio even in FULL BLAST. 2020-12-14 14-05-49 Hearing a LOUD SHRILL NOISE IN MY LEFT EAR.  Have some RINGING too. 2020-12-14 14-18-51 Left ear STILL BEING ASSAULTED.  Sent a text message t...

2020-12-13 10-42-55 Woke up.  Loud slow music has started outside.  2020-12-13 11-02-47 Music outside had gone LOUDER and has  FAST THUMPING BASS BEAT.  I could somewhat FEEL THE BEAT in my CHEST for some reason.  2020-12-13 11-13-07 Chest and upper back STARTING TO GET SORE and STIFF as i put away my bedding.  2020-12-13 11-15-05 Music suddenly STOPPED then STARTED AGAIN after my sister texted a message.  2020-12-13 12-13-43 Loud music had stopped about an hour ago. It was REPLACED BY LOUD FLAK from a live TV show or an actual person TALKING ALOUD near a window upstairs.  2020-12-13 12-16-56 Hooting coming from behind puffer fish door as i wrote the above.  2020-12-13 15-20-44 VERY LONG LATENCY on my internet connection again.  Having TROUBLE WORKING on tasks.  2020-12-13 21-51-26 It's ONLY NOW that i can FINALLY start working online.  But it started SHOWING AN ERROR AGAIN.  2020-12-14 00-25-45 MORE LATENCY while browsing...

2020-12-12 04-41-51 Products i am trying to buy SUDDENLY RUN OUT OF STOCK. Start to feel VERY TIRED. When i decide to just stop trying to buy things  online due to the ongoing sale my chest STARTS TO HURT and i feel SOMETHING UP MY ASS. I start SHOUTING IN RAGE 2020-12-12 04-55-17 VERY DROWSY.  CANT GET UP. 2020-12-12 11-40-09 Woken up by whores next door GIGGLING and  saying "thank you". Feeling SORE PAIN in my back head and chest with NAGGING IDEA that filtered water i am collecting at the sink is full (even if it's NOT) making me PACE BACK and FORTH AIMLESSLY DISTRACTING me from my morning chores. The fat whore (assaulting) would TALK ALOUD then when i am near the door. 2020-12-12 12-02-52 GNAWING PAIN in my chest starts with NAGGING IDEA that the items i wanted to buy are gone (even if i am NOT THINKING ABOUT THEM AT THE MOMENT). 2020-12-12 13-12-02 Reading glasses BROKE.  Its spare was SCREWED BY THE ASSAULTING WHORE (puffer fish eyes) next door. 20...

2020-12-11 08-48-08 Woken up TWICE by LOUD FLAK (DIALECT) outside the window.  I mimicked them while still lying down.  A COURSE LOUD MOUTH whore said "mayabang".  I start to feel PISSED.  Earlier woken up by my left eye which was being made to be VERY ITCHY and SORE.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED 2020-12-11 08-58-17 VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE.  Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED with DIRT REMAINING. Water with dirt STILL RISES TO THE EDGE when i flush.  2020-12-11 09-44-33 A babbling whining baby voice can be heard from puffer fish's room with the fat whore (assaulting) saying "bulaga" aloud.  Whores (2) COME OUT from puffer fish room (right in front) as soon as i open the door to let air into the room.  2020-12-11 14-06-23 Feeling VERY IRRITATED.  DONT FEEL LIKE WORKING   SUDDENLY VERY HUNGRY BUT DONT FEEL LIKE EATING 2020-12-11 14-24-58 Internet VERY SLOW.   Feeling RESTLESS and ANNOYED AGAIN.  2020-12-11 15-37-07 Genera...

2020-12-08 00-46-52 HUNGER PANGS and ALL OVER HEAVY MUSCLE PAIN with HEADACHE START as soon as i finish putting away computer stuff and about to get up to prepare food. 2020-12-08 07-04-44 Woke up a few mins ago with a VERY SORE CHEST.  Fell asleep at 2AM WITHOUT BRUSHING TEETH or TURNING THE LIGHT OFF.  GARBAGE TRUCK had just arrived with barker.  2020-12-08 08-20-20 Fell asleep again and woke up now.  Left ear VERY ITCHY INSIDE.   Dh FLAK just below my window saying "hindi na naman nakasama".  2020-12-08 08-35-52 Old Lenovo phone WONT OR TAKES A WHILE TO TURN ON even after i had PRESSED THE ON BUTTON MANY TIMES.  2020-12-08 08-56-56 When i am about to move TIGHT AND SORE FEELING IN MY CHEST with SLIGHT DIZZINESS.  I had to PAUSE and SIT DOWN AGAIN.   2020-12-08 09-58-36 STRONG SMELL OF cheap oily FOOD and INADEQUATELY AIRED OR DRIED CLOTHES (which my sister had ALWAYS COMPLAINED ABOUT ACCUSING MY HANGING CLOTHES as the culprit)....

2020-12-06 08-21-24 Woke up but did not get up yet.  LOUD MUSIC STARTS TO PLAY OUTSIDE.  Nose starts to get VERY ITCHY and RUNNY.   Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Been waking up many times since 1AM due to alarm clock i set so i can brush my teeth BUT PAIN in my back and ABNORMALLY HEAVY FEELING KEPT ME from waking up. PAIN IN MY BACK and ALL OVER MY BODY STOPPED when music outside started to play. 2020-12-06 09-14-59 SHARP PAIN on my right shoulder all the way to thru my shoulder blade.  Right arm and hand feels NUMB. 2020-12-06 10-45-11 Loud music starts to PLAY AGAIN with "tawanan mo ang iyong problema,"  "siya ay gulong-gulo" lyrics, and whores LAUGH ALOUD somewhere above.  2020-12-06 11-44-41 HEAVY and SHARP STENCH of ROTTING FOOD and OIL FILLING MY ROOM.  I start to SNEEZE.  2020-12-06 12-07-34 About to do something but VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE SUDDENLY STARTS.  2020-12-06 13-05-30 DULL PAIN ON RIGHT SHOULDER STILL CONTINUES making...

2020-12-04 08-25-26 Woke up.  Smashing noise.  2020-12-04 10-22-00 More SMASHING NOISES where I am at.  2020-12-04 10-44-40 Just saw a FULL GROWN ROACH in the toilet.  This usually happens if i didnt spray vinegar at the door before goin to bed.  Its like the perps are CATCHING ROACHES and INSERTING THEM into the still UNFIXED and UNPAID for screendoor with a GAPING HOLE which the perps DID some months ago.  2020-12-04 11-28-36 Cigarette butt with other dirt lying next to screen door when i opened it to put roach outside.  2020-12-04 19-02-35 Right hand and arm starts to HURT when i brush my teeth and washed some dishes some minutes ago.  Internet LATENCY now.  2020-12-04 20-47-09 While having a meal UPPER LIP INJURY OR WOUND CAUSED BY PUFFER FISH WHORE next door REOPENING and HURTING AGAIN.  DULL BANGING noises again from puffer fish room while i was at the kitchen preparing a meal. 2020-12-05 01-00-42 Earlier puffer fish fat whore (ass...

2020-12-03 10-54-35 Woken up by delivery from a food delivery i ordered last night.  Woke up earlier but FELL ASLEEP AGAIN. When i came up from picking up delivery whore next door (puffer fish) started COOKING OR FRYING with STINKING OIL ALOUD.  NONSTOP FLAK by a whore outside.  2020-12-03 12-08-24 Music playing next door (puffer) since morning.  A few mins ago it played a repetitive jingle with only the letters "sm".  Whore FLAK starts again just outside window.  STRONG SMELL OF STINKING CHEAP cooking OIL still in the air.  VERY SORE FEELING starting to MOVE in my stomach.  2020-12-03 12-46-09 PAIN and HEAVINESS in my head neck and eyes when I MOVE.  CANT LIFT MY HEAD UP.  2020-12-03 13-05-31 STINKING SMELL of CHEAP OIL and FERMENTED or FOOD HAD GONE BAD still HEAVY in the air.  Elec fan OVERHEATING.  2020-12-03 13-13-38 Usual DETAILED NOISE DISTRACTIONS in ALL my MINOR AND SPECIFIC movements as part of the perps HARASSMENT SE...

2020-11-30 09-17-54 Woke up.  Smell of STENCH again.  Start SNEEZING.  Fell asleep last night without brushing my teeth.  2020-11-30 09-50-08 Sink and toilet bowl STILL VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY.  IRRITATING SOUND of bells start from puffer fish room.  2020-11-30 10-17-47 Just finished washing dishes etc.  Sink still ALL CLOGGED UP.  2020-11-30 12-05-07 Sudden INVOLUNTARY TWITCH on my arm made me THROW MY TABLE ONTO A PILE OF METAL SHEETS that i have been using to make noise against the perps.  They are about 2 to 3 feet away from me. 2020-11-30 13-06-20 FAST BASS MUSIC starts to play outside just loud enough for me to hear and FEEL.  2020-11-30 14-01-27 A dog putside CRIES OUT and starts WHIMPERING ALOUD after it got HIT by SOMETHING which i was able to VAGUELY HEAR.  2020-11-30 14-43-20 Bells ringing AGAIN.  Left ear SHARP PAIN.  2020-11-30 15-10-33 LOUD BASS BEATING or TEMPO without any music starrs.  Folllowed by NON...

2020-11-27 08-48-26 Woke up.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Water starting to STINK.  2020-11-27 09-15-34 MUSIC STARTS TO PLAY (love songs). Dh next door PUKES OR SNORTS ALOUD as i passed near door. 2020-11-27 09-42-39 Bells ringing a few mins ago.  2020-11-28 08-43-54 Woke up.  LOWER BACK VERY SORE and CANT GET UP.  Went to bed around 3AM.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED and STINKING.  2020-11-28 18-33-24 A delivery order took OVER A WEEK and DID NOT ARRIVE until today when i was not EXPECTING IT except FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS.  My sister started having TROUBLE with her mobile phone (NOT RESPONDING) so we HAD some CONFLICT when i was trying to reach my mom thru her to pick up the delivery.  Now just got AUTOMATICALLY LOGGED IN ALL OF A SUDDEN to the WORK SITE where the clock had STARTED TICKING when i was preparing my meal.   Had NOT HAD A MEAL SINCE MORNING.  2020-11-28 19-27-23 Toilet CLOGGED after i felt a sudden PAINFUL URGE to move...

2020-11-26 01-37-09 WENT TO BED.  2020-11-26 08-28-43 Woke up.  2020-11-26 08-40-31 Chest starts to HURT AFTER i got out the toilet.  2020-11-26 09-45-40 Trash truck comes in with LOUD BARKER.  LOUD MUSIC starts.  2020-11-26 20-29-44 CANT THINK and TRAIN OF THOUGHT DISAPPEARS.  I feel STUCK.  Its been GOING ON for almost 2 HOURS NOW.  CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING and IDEAS KEEP NAGGING in my head.  TIGHT SORE PAIN on the sides of my HEAD and i feel HEAVY PALPITATIONS in my chest to make me DO THINGS AGAIN and AGAIN. 2020-11-26 20-47-46 WARM STUCK and PAINFUL SORE feeling DIMINISHED as i wrote about it. 2020-11-26 21-12-48 While composing a note, bells from next door start RINGING SLIGHTLY then stopped.  I start to FEEL something BLOCKING my head making me SLOW DOWN.  The bells STARTED UP AGAIN, FASTER and LOUDER THIS TIME. ANGRY IDEA that the perps next door who has the REMOTE TORTURING network around me FORCES me to SLOW DOWN or GO ROUND...

2020-11-25 06-05-52 Woke up with all my computer stuff still on my bed.  2020-11-25 06-46-29 Went back to bed.  Chest TIGHT and CANT STOP COUGHING.  Hear WHEEZING when i breathe. 2020-11-25 10-16-23 Woke up earlier around 8:30 but fell asleep.  Woke up just now.  LOUD MUSIC playing again outside. NONSTOP ITCHY and RUNNY nose.  2020-11-25 10-40-29 CANT BREATHE PROPERLY.  Have TROUBLE MOVING.  Sudden VERY STIFF feeling.   Eyes VERY ITCHY.  2020-11-25 11-09-24 VERY ITCHY face.  2020-11-25 12-01-03 CANT CONNECT to VPN service.  2020-11-25 12-20-05 ON-OFF PAINFUL URGE to pee starting as i got online.  RECURRING for the PAST FEW DAYS now.  2020-11-25 12-35-33 ON-OFF HEADACHE.  Eyes getting SORE.  I could BARELY KEEP THEM OPEN or i have to SQUINT when looking at the computer screen.  2020-11-25 15-41-14 Some dh arrived followed by LOUD BANGING and DRILL from puffer fish room followed by LOUD SLAP on my sc...

2020-11-23 06-50-46 Woke up.  Fell asleep last night WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth.  Lower left back molar starting to get a bit sore despite brushing 3 times.  SNEEZING.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Lower back and legs getting sore.   Earlier i was partially woken up by a motorcycle that was REVVING UP just outside my window. 2020-11-23 07-44-38 SNEEZING AGAIN.  2020-11-23 14-56-26 Online work (number of finished tasks) getting SABOTAGED.  Kids NOISE and teenage HOOTING.  2020-11-23 16-56-56 Fat (assaulting) whore arrives next door saying "fine" as she enters her door.  2020-11-23 19-02-41 SUDDEN ON-OFF PAINFUL URGE to pee as i started working online after 2 and a half hours of DOING NOTHING except eat and NONSTOP SELF-TALK.  Bells start RINGING from puffer fish room.  2020-11-23 19-55-55 Starting to have a dry mouth.   2020-11-24 01-15-24 Just saw my electricity bill.  It's 200+ higher than last month's even if ...

2020-11-21 08-08-48 Woke up.  Got up to use the toilet.  2020-11-21 08-18-41 Nose starts to ITCH.  SNEEZING now. 2020-11-21 08-23-58 Neck start to feel SORE AND STIFF as i move around.  2020-11-21 08-32-28 Back of neck gets PAINFUL and HEAVY.  Had to sit down again.  2020-11-21 09-06-54 LOUD Let It Be music starts outside.  Getting VERY SLEEPY AGAIN.   Had to lie down 2020-11-21 09-28-13 ON-OFF SHARP and SORE PAIN HITS me at the NECK AND CHEST as i put away beddings.  2020-11-21 09-33-48 Forced to lie down again.  Nose starts to ITCH so had to sit back up.  2020-11-21 09-41-05 LOUD BASS music pumping outside.  2020-11-21 12-31-04 Connection TO ONLINE work VERY SLOW.  2020-11-21 18-38-07 LATENCY with work site PULLING DOWN my work performance.  2020-11-21 21-32-51 VERY ITCHY underside (something moving feeling).  2020-11-22 02-57-37 Feeling VERY SLEEPY and TIRED.  Had to lie down for awhile.  2020-1...

2020-11-19 07-46-55 Woke up. 2020-11-19 08-00-46 Flak below by dhs start. 2020-11-19 08-41-04 Loud whore or fag giggling next door (puffer) whenever i am near or facing the door.  2020-11-19 08-45-33 LOUD FLAK from a whore somewhere below followed by a dh SNORTING ALOUD.  Fat whore (who attacked me) next door from puffer fish starts SHOUTING "alis" and "tapos na tayo".  2020-11-20 01-46-32 Head VERY HEAVY and back VERY SORE.  CANT GET UP from sitting on the floor.  2020-11-20 02-21-34 Finally ABLE to go to BED.  2020-11-20 07-35-42 Woke up 2020-11-20 07-41-11 Nose suddenly ITCHES.  SNEEZING.  2020-11-20 07-46-55 Started to smell a STRONG STENCH like the SEWERS.  CANT PINPOINT EXACTLY where it's coming from as my nose SUDDENLY LOSES ITS SENSE OF SMELL AGAIN.  Seems to come from the OUTSIDE.  STRONG PAINFUL URGE TO PEE STARTS then stopped.  2020-11-20 08-02-53 Chest SUDDENLY SORE and TIGHT and had to LIE DOWN again.  BANGING...

2020-11-17 07-03-54 Woke up.  Right nostril CLOGGED.  LOUD DULL SOUND from above and i start SNEEZING.  2020-11-17 07-24-04 Feeling VERY SLEEPY AGAIN BUT CANT GO BACK TO SLEEP.  Nose starts to ITCH.   2020-11-17 08-36-10 Feeling OVERLY TIRED.  CANT DO ANYTHING WITHOUT FEELING SORE and PAINFUL.  2020-11-17 11-50-13 LOUD MUSIC and LOUD FAST FLAK from radio.  2020-11-17 15-18-05 Kids upstairs saying "asshole".  Sudden LOUD BANGING nearby next door.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS and JOLTS to my chest with the NOISE.  2020-11-17 16-32-34 Feeling OVERLY WARM SORE and COLD at the same time.  Like i am BEING MADE to get SICK. I turned off the electric fan due to this feeling but now i am being BITTEN by mosquitoes.  2020-11-17 18-10-01 VERY LONG LATENCY wheni start work again after having lunch.  2020-11-17 19-40-55 Right hand all the way to shoulder VERY SORE NUMB and STIFF.   I CANT SEEM TO FEEL THEM ANYMORE.  202...

2020-11-15 17-15-18 LOUD MOUTH fag arrives and knocks at puffer fish room.  Whore (who previously attacked me) answers ALOUD welcoming the fag who starts LOUD FLAK inside the room. 2020-11-15 18-54-56 LOUD DULL BANGING NOISE below with JOLTS to my chest.  Dh starts to FLAK.  2020-11-15 18-59-55 EVERY ABRUPT NOISE MAKES MY CHEST JOLT.  2020-11-15 19-17-59 Additional dhs FLAK.  LOUD RHYTHMIC THUMPING on the ceiling.  DIRT PARTICLES start to IRRITATE my nose.  2020-11-15 20-10-30 LATENCY for almost an HOUR NOW.  Big kids NOISE or FLAK UPSTAIRS.  2020-11-16 02-12-00 Went to bed.  But still CANT SLEEP.  RIGHT side of face ITCHING.  2020-11-16 08-21-21 Woke up at 8AM. Nose starts to ITCH RIGHT AWAY.  Car door SLAMS below.  When i replied puffer fish room replied back.  2020-11-16 08-48-07 VERY PAINFUL chest back and shoulders start as i try to put away my bedding.  Nose still VERY ITCHY and RUNNY despite spraying ...