Silent No More

2021-02-01 09-41-38 Woke up.  Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY.   Lower left back molar SORE.   Fell asleep last night without brushing.  Don't feel too well.  2021-02-01 10-05-18 Nose ITCHY AND RUNNY.  2021-02-01 10-41-28 Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY.   Non stop SNEEZING.  2021-02-01 12-14-16 Having some issues with the new billing schedule of tv cable company.  Their customer service CANT GIVE AN ACCURATE RESPONSE.  Perps somewhere above start MOCKING noises by using a kid.   Corners of both eyes GET VERY ITCHY AGAIN.  STENCH from sewers outside get STRONGER.  2021-02-01 12-23-52 NONSTOP SNEEZING when i begin to unlock the main door. 2021-02-01 14-05-34 Electric fan OVERHEATING.  NONSTOP SNEEZING when i opened the door after my sister left.  Loud music starts to play.  2021-02-01 14-38-21 SNEEZING AGAIN and NONSTOP RUNNY NOSE.  2021-02-01 14-44-33 SHARP MOVING SENSATION in my rig...

2021-01-30 08-06-46 Woke up.   SEWER STENCH.  Nose ITCHY and starts to CLOG UP. 2021-01-30 11-16-29 Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY.  2021-01-30 16-03-33 Head suddenly HURTS while at the kitchen.  Dh starts singing from somewhere.  Another dh earlier said "maarte kasi" somewhere below my window.  2021-01-30 16-12-08 TENDER WELT or SWELLING had developed on my forehead.  Still HURTS when i touch it.  2021-01-30 23-46-27 Internet connection or browser BEING BLOCKED AGAIN.  2021-01-31 00-09-41 Website being REDIRECTED to WRONG SITE.  2021-01-31 01-27-38 Lower left (broken) back molar getting VERY TENDER AGAIN for no reason.  2021-01-31 03-47-54 Went to bed.  DONT FEEL LIKE brushing my teeth.  Felt VERY COLD temperature outside while closing the door.  2021-01-31 11-20-35 Woke up a few minutes ago.  Feeling VERY COLD.  Start SNEEZING after using the bathroom and sat down on my bed.  Someone with noisy ...

2021-01-27 10_50+ Woke up.  Chest starts to HURT.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2021-01-27 15-01-24 Legs feel WEAK.  2021-01-27 17-05-37 Left eye CONSTRICTED or felt like CLOSING.  Starts to TWITCH.  Also feels SORE and it STINGS.  2021-01-27 17-08-36 Now both eyes FEEL STINGY and WANTS TO CLOSE.  2021-01-28 02-54-15 Lower left molar VERY SORE and TENDER for no reason.  2021-01-28 03-54-32 Went to bed FINALLY.. Lower back starts to HURT.  2021-01-28 10-29-13 Woke up around 10AM.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2021-01-28 10-38-18 Dh loud FLAK just below my window saying "thank you" about something.  2021-01-28 11-43-49 While opening main door small dh with a big belly and a covered face passed by and looked inside the screen door.  Felt a STRONG JOLT to my chest. 2021-01-28 11-57-42 PAIN ALL OVER CHEST and UPPER TORSO as i move around.  2021-01-28 14-53-20 Someone noisily ARRIVES next door (abs cbn whore nun nanny room) ...

2021-01-24 11-42-10 Woke up about an hour ago.  Toilet and sink still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY.  2021-01-24 12-43-26 VERY LOW internet SIGNAL for some reason.  2021-01-24 18-50-05 VERY PAINFUL lower ab (had monthly cycle start 3 days ago).  2021-01-24 19-40-09 Left lower ab and leg PAIN. CANT MOVE. 2021-01-24 22-50-21 CANT MOVE AT ALL.  ALL I DID WAS WATCH TV the WHOLE DAY.  2021-01-25 02-19-07 Toulet VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY still.   Head starts to HURT.  Dhs start FLAK from afar.  2021-01-25 02-32-27 Under part ITCHING TERRIBLY.  I accidentally SCRATCHED THE SKIN OFF A WOUND that was also VERY ITCHY.  A dh started to MOCK-SING.  2021-01-25 04-29-47 Woke up feeling OVERLY WARM.  LOUD mocking MUSIC playing from a car below.  2021-01-25 04-54-42 NONSTOP ITCHING.  2021-01-25 11-16-03 Woke up.  2021-01-26 03-19-26 Head starts to HURT as i  prepare to brush teeth.  2021-01-26 03-51-31 Finally went to ...

2021-01-22 14-26-07 Left ear HURTING EVERY TIME i am at the sink.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2021-01-22 14-51-35 Music and LOUD RADIO FLAK outside GOT LOUDER.  2021-01-22 14-53-24 Delivery arrived awhile ago prior to my waking time and TAGGED package (2 pairs of eye glasses to replace the damaged ones) as FAILED DELIVERY.  He only ATTEMPTED ONCE to contact me.  2021-01-22 15-21-20 LIGHT HEADED VERY SORE feeling starts again  2021-01-22 19-00-50 While eating COULD NOT or VERY PAINFUL IN SWALLOWING.  2021-01-22 19-57-58 OVERLY WARM.  BACK OF HEAD VERY SORE and PAINFUL again.  2021-01-23 02-44-06 CANT THINK when i start to PUT AWAY STUFF from the bed to.  CANT EVEN MOVE MY HEAD from side to side without FEELING A LOT OF PAIN AROUND MY HEAD and NECK.  Feeling VERY DROWSY ALL OF A SUDDEN some minutes later.  Went to bed in A RUSH around 3AM WITHOUT TURNING THE CABLE BOX and SURGE PROTECTORS OFF and BRUSHING MY TEETH after eating cho...

2021-01-21 14-50-56 NO PRESENCE of MIND.  Spilled a container full of items (candles and tiny accessories) into a HARD TO REACH CORNER as I FORGOT and WAS NOT EVEN AWARE that i JUST PLACED IT THERE.  Its like there's a SHROUD COVERING my eyes and i have COTTON in my head. Dh outside suddenly starts FLAS as soon as spillage happened. 2021-01-21 14-57-45 Bells ringing from puffer fish room.  2021-01-21 15-33-43 ONLY FINISHED CLEANING UP the mess now.   2021-01-21 21-39-41 PAINFUL CHOKING AGAIN for NO REASON even if i had a drink of water some minutes ago.  2021-01-22 00-57-37 Electric fan (old) OVERHEATING. 2021-01-22 08-05-32 Woke up but CANT STAY AWAKE and fell asleep again after using toilet 2021-01-22 11-10-06 Woke up.  Whirring SHRILL LATHING noise.  LOUD music and radio FLAK BLARING outside from direction of the door.  2021-01-22 12-15-59 Old tablet AUTO SHUT DOWN AGAIN while i was playing loud tirade against perps.  This has been RE...

2021-01-20 15-07-10 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE. 2021-01-20 16-42-57 Head THROBBING STIFFNESS PAIN CONTINUES with HEAVY PALPITATIONS causing BREATHLESSNESS and INABILITY TO THINK.  2021-01-20 20-56-39 HEAD and NERVOUS SYSTEM TORTURE CONTINUES.  It has diminished a bit but I CAN FEEL IT STRIKING EVERY SO OFTEN.  2021-01-21 02-48-41 SUDDEN HEADACHE and DIZZINESS while putting away stuff.  Had to pause for awhile.  Slight VOMITING feeling.  I just had a small dinner a few minutes ago.  2021-01-21 02-51-43 Nose STARTS TO ITCH with STENCH from SEWERS OUTSIDE.  2021-01-21 03-16-14 SUDDEN SHARP SENSATION on my forehead making me think i was going CROSS EYED and causing DROWSINESS.  I CANT FINISH PUTTING AWAY my stuff to CLEAR MY BED.  2021-01-21 05-05-23 Went to bed.  2021-01-21 10-17-52 Woke up.  Feeling VERY COLD.   SINK STILL VERY CLOGGED.  2021-01-21 13-38-01 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL lower left molar again.  I h...

2021-01-19 02-32-11 Legs and knees VERY WEAK and SORE.  CANT STAND LONGER than 10-15mins. 2021-01-19 03-36-51 FINALLY able to go to bed.  Lower back and legs GETS VERY SORE until i used a rubberized cushion.  2021-01-19 10-06-12 Woke up at 9.  Religious nanny dog calling her ward just outside my door.  Nose ITCHY.   2021-01-19 10-27-26 Nose VERY ITCHY AND RUNNY.  HARD SNEEZING NOW.  2021-01-19 10-46-09 Legs HURT and go NUMB as i put away my bedding.  Had to sit down.  2021-01-19 11-10-10 Legs HURT OR GO VERY SORE EVERY TIME I STAND UP.    Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Toilet bowl water goes down but SLOWLY.  Planning today to resume moving some of the furniture in my room.  Its STILL UNFINISHED DUE TO CONTINUED REMOTE TORTURE to my head (HEADACHES, CLOUDY VISION, SORENESS).  2021-01-19 15-50-44 Head HURTS for no reason.  Have NOT even set up to go ONLINE yet.  2021-01-19 18-04-21 Head HURTING AGAI...

2021-01-17 12-06-34 CANT RECALL WHAT I DID YESTERDAY.  Prevented from picking up where i left off and to have continuity.  Feels like I am ALWAYS BEING RUSHED TO DO THINGS but CANT SEEM TO FINISH ANY since i am ALWAYS being PREVENTED TO PLAN AHEAD. 2021-01-17 12-18-47 CANNOT REACT to HARASSMENT as READILY.  Group of big kids have been MAKING A RAUCOUS SINCE MORNING.  HOOTING OVER and OVER in an IRRITATING MANNER. Now ball being SMASHED or SLAMMED on hollow wood or cement wall. 2021-01-17 12-23-39 More AGGRESSIVE NOISE.  2021-01-17 12-52-25 Big kids HOOTING and MOCKING now.  2021-01-17 13-37-23 Feeling VERY SORE.  Gets WORSE when i start to MOVE AROUND.  Knees HURT ALL OF A SUDDEN.  2021-01-17 15-20-49 Dh somewhere below HOOTING and GROWLING at my music.  Just finished with some kitchen (and fridge) chores.  Feeling OVERLY TIRED.  Head and eyes TIGHT and THROBBING when i sat down to rest awhile.  Have NOT had breakfast yet....

2021-01-15 08-46-31 Woke up.  VERY SORE and PAINFUL left arm.   Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED.  Toilet bowl water would go down but NOT AS FAST.  2021-01-15 09-55-17 Nose ITCHY AGAIN.  SNEEZING earlier.  2021-01-15 16-17-59 Finished unboxing and assembling a dish rack that just got delivered. I was planning on using it now.  It was DEFECTIVE. This item was left at the guard house this morning by the courier WITHOUT NOTIFYING me AHEAD OF TIME.  I dont know HOW LONG IT HAS BEEN SITTING THERE.  Starting to feel HEAVY and a HEADACHE   CANT THINK.  Dh arrives at the hallway while i was at the sink and SMIRKS ALOUD with a GIGGLING whore.  2021-01-15 17-59-54 Weird music (sounds religious) in foreign language from puffer fish room just LOUD ENOUGH for me to hear.  It started while i was at the sink. Still having refund issues on both online marketplaces.  Just setting up to check if there's work online.  Still takes...

2021-01-13 01-45-46 Back VERY PAINFUL for DOING THE SIMPLEST OF CHORES.  NO PRESENCE OF MIND due to the PAIN and STIFFNESS 2021-01-13 01-54-19 Some of the PAIN and STIFFNESS dominishes when i play LOUD form of AUDIO. 2021-01-13 08-18-44 Woke up.  PAINFUL URGE TO PEE.  But still VERY SLEEPY. 2021-01-13 09-45-35 Woke up.  LOUD FLAK by dhs below.  Lower back SORE and COLD despite lighted candle.  But still DROWSY. 2021-01-13 10-53-39 Woke up.  Feeling even MORE SORE including CHEST and WAISTLINE this time.  LOUD BEAT music playing from puffer fish room. 2021-01-13 14-50-49 SUDDEN LOUD BALL SMASH just outside the window with JOLT to my chest. DRILLING OR LATHING NOISE. 2021-01-13 18-18-33 CANT  ACCESS an online marketplace.  CONNECTION GETTING BLOCKED AGAIN. Chat platform WONT LOG ME IN OR LET ME CHAT with SUPPORT since yesterday. 2021-01-13 18-35-07 Puffer fish whore SUDDENLY ARRIVED and MOUTHING INSULTS AGAIN saying "bah...

2021-01-12 16-57-02 CANT CONNECT TO AN ONLINE MARKETPLACE. 2021-01-12 19-49-48 Internet connection getting BLOCKED AGAIN. 2021-01-12 21-28-24 While comparing prices online NOSE STARTS TO ITCH,  HEAVY PALPITATIONS while puffer dh next door makes SUDDEN NOISES with JOLTS to my CHEST,  underside and lower back VERY TIGHT AND SORE even when this RARELY HAPPENS until these REMOTE TORTURES START.  CANT THINK with recurring MENTAL BLOCKS. 2021-01-12 23-16-43 DONT seem to LIKE the TASTE of or DONT FEEL LIKE DRINKING WATER. 2021-01-13 00-20-12 CRAVING for something to EAT but when i start to i feel FULL and BLOATED.  DONT WANT to TAKE VITAMINS either 2021-01-13 00-44-58 VERY COLD for no reason. 2021-01-13 01-22-48 Nose VERY ITCHY AGAIN with SHARP PRICKS. 2021-01-13 01-25-03 CANT MOVE.  Feels SOMETHING BAD when i start to put away stuff so i am FORCED TO sit down and WATCH TV.  Then my nose is REMOTELY INDUCED TO ITCH with ADDED SHARP PRICKS so i wou...

2021-01-11 22-49-33 Still NO RESOLUTION for DEFECTIVE and FRAUDULENT ITEMS i bought online.  I am still being FORCED TO DROP OFF the items at the logistics post where i HAD BEEN HARASSED previously. Whore next door (nanny nun) GIGGLING ALOUD at the hallway before getting inside her room. 2021-01-12 02-03-21 CANT GET UP from sitting position to prepare for bed. 2021-01-12 03-20-11 Went to bed. 2021-01-12 09-34-12 Woke up.  SEWER STINK filling the room coming from outside the door.  I start SNEEZING NONSTOP.   Dh flak somewhere outside and kid babbles at the hallway.  2021-01-12 09-35-21 TV or pre-recorded flak from puffer fish room starts as i wrote the above   Still SNEEZING  2021-01-12 10-25-31 Kid NONSTOP SHRIEKING from whore nun's room.  NOISY GARBAGE TRUCK ARRIVES or enters compound with LOUD BARKER.  2021-01-12 10-59-24 Frozen food delivery arrives.  NONSTOP SNEEZING AGAIN.  2021-01-12 11-31-30 SNEEZING FOLLOWED BY NO...

2021-01-10 10-55-07 Dh passed by near window and asks ALOUD "naligo ka na." SINK and TOILET BOWL STILL VERY CLOGGED. 2021-01-10 11-50-13 Preparing to RESUME MOVING or RELOCATING some of my stuff and furniture. Car door SLAMS and AGGRESSIVE NOISES below. 2021-01-10 12-22-29 Nose STARTS TO ITCH. I have NOT EVEN STARTED YET. 2021-01-10 12-47-55 DULL ALMOST SCALDING WARM SORE PAIN on my left jaw like i have MUMPS.  Head starts to get PAINFUL with SIMILAR REMOTE TORTURE. SENSATION. PAINFUL ULCER-LIKE SORE STOMACH even if i am NOT HUNGRY YET. 2021-01-10 14-42-53 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL PUSHING my bladder URGE to pee getting MORE PREVALENT. 2021-01-10 15-21-30 PROVOCATIVE BASS BEAT music awhile ago.  LOUD BALL AGAINST WALL SLAMMING now. 2021-01-10 15-36-34 Small SHRILL BELLS RINGING AGAIN.  Dhs SLAMMING BALL while MOCKING ALOUD followed by MORE LOUD AGGRESSIVE NOISE. 2021-01-10 15-57-02 Dhs SHOUTS somewhere below and RAUCOUS got LOUDER saying "bobo" etc. Fo...

2021-01-09 07-37-19 Woke up.  Dh LOUD FLAK below.  VERY DROWSY after using the tpilet.  Went back to sleep.  2021-01-09 10-12-45 Woke up with a VERY SORE and PAINFUL lower back despite leaving a candle burning the whole night. SINK and TOILET BOWL still (VERY DIRTY) and CLOGGED. 2021-01-09 11-58-22 Garbage truck ARRIVES MAKING ALL SORTS OF LOUD AGGRESSIVE NOISE. 2021-01-09 12-53-53 Small bells RINGING from puffer fish room and TRAIN OF THOUGHT GETS BROKEN.  MENTAL BLOCKS start and CANT THINK.  Feeling VERY PISSED. 2021-01-09 12-55-27 DULL banging NOISE as i wrote the above.  2021-01-09 13-22-38 VERY HUNGRY ALL OF A SUDDEN.  When i start to eat THROAT CONSTRICTS and SWALLOWED FOOD went down VERY PAINFULLY.  2021-01-09 13-29-56 Something SHARP SNAGGED my throat while eating food cooked by a neighbor (selling).  It might have been an INDUCED SENSATION as i could seem to FEEL IT GOING DOWN MY THROAT TO MY STOMACH.  Suddenly got a WHIFF ...

2021-01-08 21-32-31 SUDDEN LARGE DATA CLOGGING my browser.  A few minutes later my BROWSER WINDOW was DIVERTED to a job site. 2021-01-09 01-54-57 Went to bed finally.  Sudden LOUD TV sound from puffer room for a split second. 2021-01-09 02-26-30 CANT SLEEP.  Start to smell SEWER STENCH coming from OUTSIDE the door. 

2021-01-08 02-02-46 OVERLY PAINFUL LOWER AB and legs like i had my cycle. 2021-01-08 02-15-27 Had to lie down for awhile before brushing teeth. 2021-01-08 10-24-22 Woke up but CANT GET UP.   VERY DROWSY and lower back VERY SORE.  2021-01-08 11-06-00 Woke up but VERY SORE AND PAINFUL lower back still.  Fell asleep WITHOUT brushing teeth last night. SINK AND TOILET BOWL (VERY DIRTY since yesterday) STILL VERY CLOGGED. 2021-01-08 13-11-17 Kitchen is in a state of DISARRAY too due to UNFINISHED FURNITURE MOVE wherein a new set of shelves was supposed to replace the old CLUTTERED one.  CANT HEAT UP or COOK anything WITHOUT HAVING TO MOVE A LOT OF STUFF out of the way which FORCES ME TO EAT COLD or STALE FOOD MOST OF THE TIME due to the REMOTELY INDUCED CHAGRIN I FEEL while looking at the PILE of containers, pots and pans around the sink. The REMOTE TORTURE perps would further use this as an excuse to INDUCE GAS in my STOMACH and cause it to BLOAT while i ...

2021-01-07 09-13-43 Woke up.  LOUD VERBAL ATTACK RAP LOCAL MUSIC with MADE UP INSULTS at the beginning starts from puffer fish room. Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED.  2021-01-07 09-32-00 AS MUSIC GETS LOUDER THROBBING SENSATION ON MY EYES IN SYNC TO THE MUSIC BEAT while still lying down. 2021-01-07 09-43-47 SHARP PRICKS IRRITATING inside of my nose.  2021-01-07 10-19-07 SHARP NOSE ITCH making me SNEEZE repeatedly. 2021-01-07 10-29-08 As i was about to open the main door kid next door COUGHS in the hallway just outside followed by puffer whore SUDDENLY ARRIVING and saying something at the door before getting in. 2021-01-07 12-15-40 VERY DISORIENTED.  CANT THINK due to NONSTOP MENTAL BLOCKS.  2021-01-07 12-29-59 LOUD LOW BASS ELECTRONIC MUSIC with minimal tunes playing OVER and OVER AGAIN from puffer fish room.  Apparently to DISTRACT ME from what i am doing.  Music SUDDENLY CHANGES when i start to WRITE ABOUT IT.  2021-01-07 15-49-37 Started to feel like M...

2021-01-06 11-50-50 STINKING SMELL outside the door (not from the sink).  Whore (wall faced nun) FLAK next door. Bells START RINGING (puffer fish) when a janitor dressed in red tee passed by. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Toilet bowl water RISES up when i flush.  2021-01-06 12-58-13 Picked up a package delivered awhile ago.  Courier left it at the guard. Knees VERY STIFF and SORE when i climbed up the stairs near the elevator.  BREATHLESS and NONSTOP HEAVY PALPITATIONS on my way back to my door. Puffer fish room ALOUD with RELIGIOUS AUDIO PREACHING (hari krishna shit) followed by RAP MUSIC with lyrics like "caught deep into" and "cant get out of" etc.  2021-01-06 13-54-30 Having SO MUCH TROUBLE NAVIGATING my small room due to the clutter and UNFINISHED FURNITURE REORGANIZING due to NONSTOP REMOTE TORTURE UP TO NOW.  CANT USE my newly bought computer table and had to continue sitting on the floor mat and having to put away ALL computer stuff EVERY TIME befo...

2021-01-05 21-07-03 Still CANT DO ANYTHING except have a meal.  This is the ONLY meal i have had since morning. Have NOT DONE any of my laundry (both inner and outer wear) for OVER 6 MONTHS NOW due to NONSTOP DIZZINESS HEADACHES and DEBILITATING PAINFUL MUSCLE CRAMPS which FORCES ME TO WAKE UP LATE and to SLEEP LATE WITHOUT HAVING DONE ANYTHING but ONLY A FEW CHORES and SOME WORK ONLINE.  CANT EVEN THINK. My room is still LEFT IN TOTAL DISARRAY (after i GOT TORTURED THE WHOLE DAY with NONSTOP EXTREME DIZZINESS that made me want tonVOMIT) since the last time i tried to REARRANGE IT after buying some necessary furniture. 2021-01-05 21-29-12 Still CANT DO ANYTHING.  Head GRADUALLY STARTS TO HURT when i START TO DO something and when i am already IN THE MIDDLE OF AN ACTIVITY the SORENESS TURNS INTO A FULL-BLOWN HEADACHE and i HAD TO STOP EVERYTHING and the REST IS A VERY SLOW HEAVY and DRAGGING PROCESS with ON-OFF EXTREME MUSCLE PAIN and HEADACHES causing me NOT TO ACCOM...

2021-01-04 14-59-50 Whore next door (right next to puffer fish) comes out HAPPILY when my mother arrived after getting my next delivered package. Had an ISSUE previously when my mother (volunteered and willingly agreed before) started ACTING OUT and got CRANKY when asked to get my package for me. 2021-01-04 15-57-15 Whore next door (catholic devotee's room) with WHINING kid comes out and LOUD FLAKS saying "baho" etc. 2021-01-04 16-59-28 Item delivered was NOT AS SPECIFIED (FALSE AD).  Amount i paid is 3 times as much for the wrong item that was sent to me.  CANT CONTACT customer service either. Dh nearby MOCKS and SNEERS. 2021-01-05 03-36-55 Went to bed FINALLY. 2021-01-05 11-40-38 Woken up by LOUD MOUTH whore FLAK outside the window.  Woke up earlier (around 9am) but CANT GET UP and fell asleep again. 2021-01-05 11-50-18 Back and chest SUDDENLY GETS SORE and STIFF even if it's NOT THAT COLD. SINK STILL VERY CLOGGED. 2021-01-05 12-01-48 VERY DIFFICULT ...

2021-01-03 06-28-19 Went to bed FINALLY.  Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY.  2021-01-03 06-32-44 SNEEZING HARD.  2021-01-03 14-33-21 Woke up.   Kids WALKING AROUND the hallway and below while SINGING despite the RAIN.  Woke up earlier but could NOT STAY AWAKE even after using the toilet.  2021-01-03 14-40-18 Legs feel VERY COLD.  2021-01-04 00-18-07 CANT MOVE or DO ANYTHING THE WHOLE DAY until i GOT PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW.  I was DUE to buy some needed items yesterday to get a shipping discount but was UNABLE TO due to this NONSTOP BRAINWASHING MUSCLE ATROPHY and DIZZINESS.  2021-01-04 00-34-37 VERY PAINFUL and SWELLING CLUMP OF ACNES in my LEFT NOSTRIL.  2021-01-04 07-19-41 Woke up with  a VERY ITCHY nose and STRONG SEWERS STENCH coming from NOWHERE.  2021-01-04 07-19-41 Fell asleep and woke up.  CANT GET UP due to BACK PAIN.  NONSTOP KNOCKING NEXT DOOR (PUFFER FISH).  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2021-01-04...

2020-12-30 10-24-08 Woke up.  Sink still as CLOGGED AS EVER.  Water starting to STINK.  2020-12-30 12-57-45 LOUD christmas and love music playing earlier.  Followed by DRILLING or LATHING noise.  My tablet AUTO SHUT DOWN when i started playing my audio. Now LOUD FAST POUNDING BASS beat playing outside while im setting up to go online.  Feeling TOO EXHAUSTED ALL OF A SUDDEN with POUNDING HEADACHE and PALPITATIONS. 2020-12-30 13-01-45 Loud beat stopped and followed by slow DH CROONING music.  But i am STILL EXHAUSTED with a LINGERING MIGRAINE.  2020-12-30 13-13-41 Feeling VERY DISORIENTED.  DULL SORE WARM PAIN on LEFT JAW just below my ear.  2020-12-30 13-26-31 Computer getting SUDDENLY OVERWHELMED by a LOT OF INVISIBLE BACKGROUND APPS RUNNING ALL AT THE SAME TIME  2020-12-30 13-40-59 Just got BOOTED OUT OF a certain project.  2020-12-30 17-50-55 OVERLY WARM and HARASSED as i FILED A COMPLAINT vs govt barangay officials and an on...

2020-12-28 10-56-49 Woke up.  After using the toilet stomach starts to HURT.  Feel like moving my bowels.  Stomach appears BLOATED ALL OF A SUDDEN.  LOUD local love MUSIC playing from direction of the window.  2020-12-28 11-27-39 Just had an LBM.  Toilet bowl still CLOGGED. Only the water went down.  Felt TIRED and HEAVY.  2020-12-28 13-51-13 Fell asleep again and woke up just now.  But CANT GET UP DESPITE LOUD NOISE BY KIDS  and MUSIC.  VERY SORE BACK and LIMBS.  2020-12-28 13-55-41 NONSTOP DULL NOISES next door from puffer fish room MAKING ACCUSATIONS.  Noisy kids HOOTING and speaking in BROKEN ENGLISH.  2020-12-28 14-40-48 NONSTOP CHOKING UNTIL I BANGED THE DOOR.  2020-12-28 14-56-58 Lower left ab GETTING PAINFULLY PRICKED with left leg getting PAINFULLY SORE and NUMB as i move around.  2020-12-28 15-39-10 CANT MOVE CANT BREATHE CANT GET UP AND VERY SLEEPY AGAIN.  2020-12-28 15-48-08 PAIN and SORENES...

2020-12-26 (around 1PM) Woken up by loud music playing outside. 2020-12-26 19-37-17 CANT GET UP and STOP WATCHING TV.  Whenever i do i feel something PAINFUL and i had to sit down again.  I CANT even prepare my own meal.  2020-12-26 21-07-14 Both eyes VERY ITCHY.  2020-12-26 21-50-41 VERY SORE LOWER AB and SPINE when i try to move and it's NOT DUE TO my monthly cycle.  2020-12-27 11-17-20 Woke up a few mins ago.  Fell asleep this morning around 2-3AM.  SNEEZING.  Left nostril CLOGS UP.  It's raining outside. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-12-27 11-40-07 HEAVY feeling with EXTREME DISCOMFORT and some DIZZINESS when i start to do something.   2020-12-27 11-44-27 VERY SLEEPY NOW   SHARP ITCHES in my nose making it RUNNY.  2020-12-27 11-53-48 Music and/or sharp noises usually dispel some of the dizziness and lethargic or painful feeling so istart playing my audio.  SLAMMING or VIOLENT NOISES follow  HAVE NO...

2020-12-25 02-06-31 Stomach SUDDENLY starts to HURT and BLOAT. 2020-12-25 02-19-39 NONSTOP ITCHING on my face and scalp.  2020-12-25 03-31-13 Went to resr for awhile.  2020-12-25 04-09-36 Was dozing off before woken up by LOUD FOREIGN RELIGIOUS music playing from puffer fish room.  2020-12-25 09-10-37 Woke up.  While still lying down a dh passed by below SNORTING and SPITTING ALOUD.  Music coming from puffer fish's room. Woke up earlier but CANT GET UP.  IDEA that the perps next door are the ones who TORTURED me NONSTOP the other night while trying to reorganize my room.  2020-12-25 09-25-32 SORENESS and ON-OFF PAIN at the back of neck and spine.  2020-12-25 10-09-17 Still feeling VERY HEAVY.  DIZZINESS IN EVERY MOVE I MAKE.  2020-12-25 10-38-49 Eyes NONSTOP ITCH.  Earlier a Dh CALLING OUT someone by the name of Ronaldo OVER and OVER.  2020-12-25 10-43-51 NONSTOP nose ITCH.  SNEEZING.  2020-12-25 12-16-42 NONSTOP DULL...

2020-12-23 10-57-39 Woke up around 7AM but  CANT GET OUT OF BED.  HEAVINESS SORE CHEST and LETHARGY attack.   CANT GET UP and when i do PAIN ON MY UPPER TORSO STARTS FORCING ME TO SIT DOWN AGAIN. 2020-12-23 11-10-34 NAGGING IDEAS and THREATS telling me to get up and work asap or i will loose my chances of earning more.  But NONSTOP PAIN and MUSCLE STIFFNESS with DIZZINESS and a DULL HEADACHE EACH TIME I TRY TO MOVE.  Kids NONSTOP FLAK outside the window.  2020-12-23 11-16-27 IDEA that there's nothing wrong with my teeth when it's been awhile since i've been to a dentist and i have 3 GAPING HOLES in my MOLARS.   CANT WASH my INNER WEARS which have been SOAKING FOR A LONG TIME NOW despite finally having a washing machine.  Meanwhile ALL MY USED HOUSE CLOTHES are sitting on a chair COLLECTING DUST AND MOLDS.  2020-12-23 15-57-21 Feeling VERY LAZY and UNCOMFORTABLE or RESTLESS for NO REASON.  Backside gets SORE VERY EASILY.  2...

2020-12-21 02-25-57 Wemt to bed but COULD NOT SLEEP. 2020-12-21 09-59-23 Woke up.  Kids FLAK upstairs hallway saying "patay ka na" etc.  2020-12-21 10-18-18 Deliveries.  2020-12-21 17-42-51 DON'T FEEL LIKE WORKING OR QUALIFYING FOR AN EXAM.  2020-12-22 00-50-19 STILL MOVING FURNITURE AROUND.  SUDDEN VERY DIZZY and TIGHT feeling in my HEAD.  2020-12-22 00-59-08 CANT THINK AT ALL.  FEEL LIKE PUKING. 2020-12-22 01-53-52 Head still feels like SPINNING.  CAN FEEL SOMETHING GOING THRU MY SPINE and making me MORE DIZZY.  2020-12-22 02-06-21 Feel like PUKING AGAIN and VERY HEAVY.  2020-12-22 02-31-12 STILL BEING TORTURED in my head with ABNORMAL DIZZINESS and SHARP PAIN on my left flank or side of my stomach.  I am already HALFWAY through MOVING STUFF and FURNITURE TO THE SIDE and there's NO PLACE YET TO LIE DOWN. 2020-12-22 02-44-40 VERY SORE STOMACH with THREATS of GETTING WORSE even if i just had the same meal (for the whole day) some mi...

2020-12-19 08-26-59 Woke up.  Upper torso VERY SORE after i used the toilet.   Rainy weather.  2020-12-19 08-37-22 Head starts to ACHE.  2020-12-19 09-31-13 ON-OFF HEADACHE.  Getting VERY SLEEPY.  2020-12-19 10-27-15 Head ACHES when i turn it.  FLAK below and kid whining next door.  Vision dark or cloudy.  Felt sleepy but CANT DOZE OFF when i lie down.  2020-12-19 10-39-12 CANT MOVE PROPERLY.  2020-12-19 20-20-00 PUNGENT SMELL of CHEAP SMOKES.  2020-12-19 20-43-45 VERY STIFF and HEAVY bordering on sleepiness. Seem to have UNDETECTABLE BREATHING PROBLEMS until now.  RECURRING CHOKING even if i am NOT EATING.  2020-12-20 00-26-46 Just woke up WITHOUT ANY ACHES or PAINS.  Had been sleeping for the whole day yesterday.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED and toilet VERY DIRTY AGAIN since yesterday after i moved my bowels.  2020-12-20 02-17-30 Nose starts to ITCH.  Pungent smell of  CHEAP CIGARETTE SMOKE...

2020-12-18 08-20-26 Woke up with muscle pain and still VERY SLEEPY.  Went back to bed.  2020-12-18 09-38-42 Woke up with VERY SORE LOWER BACK despite makeshift shawl.  LOUD MUSIC PLAYING outside coming from the door.  2020-12-18 22-13-57 Earlier some slamming car doors below.  Now feeling VERY LIGHT-HEADED and COULD BARELY RECALL some IMPORTANT ACTIVITIES during the day.  I was SUDDENLY REMINDED with which i was also being CONFUSED by MENTAL BLOCKS and a SHARP FEELING in my head. 2020-12-18 22-26-37 DISORIENTED and CANT THINK OR FORGOT WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO DO NEXT.  2020-12-19 04-22-05 While locking up the door (which had gone a bit crowded due to stuff i purchased online that i have not opened and put away yet and slowing me down)  OVERLY ACTIVE PALPITATION starts with some perp doing SLOW RHYTHMIC THUMPING on the above ceiling.  Sensation UP MY ASS.  There's another different dh next door.  Small and stout and doing the USUAL GOING...

2020-12-16 23-03-45 RANDOM SHORT LOW-VOICE VERBAL and PERSONALITY ATTACKS coming from the window. I WAS NOT ABLE TO DO ANY ONLINE WORK today.  I was ABOUT TO before i was KNOCKED OUT COLD and COULD NOT WAKE UP due to STIFFNESS and MUSCLE PAIN.  2020-12-17 03-07-46 CANT GET UP from sitting position watching TV.  Feeling VERY SORE AGAIN.  Having some sort of INDIGESTION and BREATHLESSNESS.  2020-12-17 05-09-54 Finally went to bed but was UNABLE TO BRUSH TEETH  due to VERY HEAVY and PAINFUL feeling.  2020-12-17 10-39-50 Woke up.  SORE upper torso.  Still UNABLE to take a bath due to this DEBILITATING MUSCLE SORENESS and STIFFNESS.  2020-12-17 13-00-47 Just finished washing dishes and cleaning up DIRTY SINK and TOILET BOWL due to NONSTOP CLOGS.  BOTH ARE STILL VERY CLOGGED.  2020-12-17 14-49-15 Starting to get BREATHLESS even while i am just seated.  POUNDING METAL NOISE somewhere nearby as i felt PAIN SORENESS and TIGHTENING ...