2020-02-12-15: Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

2020-02-12_08-29-23
Sudden WEAK and VERY HEAVY FEELING while feeding my pets.

Had to sit down.

2020-02-12_09-04-48
Lower ab and back SORE and STIFF including my legs.

2020-02-12_10-06-48
Toe on right foot still DARKENED.  It snagged and got SPRAINED on the mat i was sitting on.  Nigger INDUCED suspected..  It SWELLED and became BLACK and BLUE.

It started getting well and looking better until i BUMPED IT on a TIN CAN.  Suspected nigger INDUCED again.

2020-02-12_10-18-53
Lower back and abdomen continue to be SORE and PAINFUL.  CANT move or DO ANYTHING but sit down.

2020-02-12_16-25-45
HEAVY PALPITATIONS after reading email that application was not successful.

2020-02-12_16-41-27
Trying to recall a certain pillowcase.  Brain WONT MOVE.  SORE PAIN at the back of both my ears down to sides of my neck.  The more i think the MORE IT HURTS.

HEAVY PALPITATIONS.  BREATHLESS.

2020-02-12_18-00-06
New water delivery boy LOVES to FLAK every time he drops by.

2020-02-12_18-10-52
Noticed two (2) of my Failed Delivery items SUDDENLY HAVE their PRICES INCREASED after the incident.

2020-02-12_18-31-17
CANT THINK.  Every time i touch the keypad on my laptop HEAVY PALPITATIONS START and then DIMINISHES when i STOP.

2020-02-12_23-01-50
Still FEELING VERY BAD about something. 

Laptop FROZE while i was finishing a task some minutes ago and BAD SORE FEELING in my chest started.

2020-02-12_23-20-51
Corners (bridge) of both eyes VERY ITCHY.

2020-02-12_23-39-36
Feeling VERY SLEEPY with REPETITIVE NAGGING IDEAS.  Couldnt get up or stand up to finish my evening chores or routine.

2020-02-12_23-45-27
STRONG SMELL of cigarette smoke AGAIN.

2020-02-12_23-46-30
VERY ITCHY SCALP all around face and forehead.

2020-02-13_01-42-03
Went to bed.  Lower left back molar GETTING SORE AGAIN.  Nose VERY ITCHY.

2020-02-13_01-58-29
Suddenly awakened.  Sharp PRICK in right nose.  Gets VERY ITCHY.

2020-02-13_02-30-34
Sharp PRICK on in left nostril.  Nose and palate STARTS TO ITCH.

2020-02-13_06-16-29
Woke up.  Nose and palate VERY ITCHY and SORE.  NONSTOP SNEEZING.

2020-02-13_06-47-16
Ever since my mother arrived after 2 weeks of staying with my sister, 2 of my snails had DIED.  An adult and a baby. 

I tried tasting the reserve water at the kitchen last night.  It tasted fine.

2020-02-13_07-00-59
Wounds on my outer ear after NONSTOP SCRATCHING for the past few days.

2020-02-13_07-59-41
SHARP PRICK in my nose when i sat down.  VERY RUNNY and CLOGGED since morning.

2020-02-13_12-05-42
Right upper molar VERY SORE and SENSITIVE again.

2020-02-13_15-46-08
VERY ITCHY CORNERS of BOTH EYES.

2020-02-13_16-52-27
Group of teenage dhs YELLING IN UNISON.

2020-02-13_18-42-51
BAD COLD FEELING.  IDEA to half-close my door and put an obstacle next to it.

2020-02-13_21-09-28
Head starting to FREEZE AGAIN.  PALPITATIONS START.  URGENT TAPPING on the ceiling or wall.  LOUD SLAM next door as i prepared to go offline.

2020-02-13_22-06-47
Nose starts to CLOG and ITCH.  Stinky smell coming from the sewers.

2020-02-14_06-15-57
Woke up just a few minutes.  Sat down and having IDEAS self-talk when i started SNEEZING NONSTOP.

2020-02-14_11-05-29
HEAVY and PAINFUL PALPITATIONS after i got an email re error in invoicing which the support team is insisting to be correct.

2020-02-14_11-14-01
CANT BREATHE as i prepare to make a report.  Head starts to GO SORE and PAINFUL when i touch the keyboard or look at the monitor.

2020-02-14_12-25-55
Delivery for combi lock arrived.  URGENT PAINFUL URGE to pee while i waited.  Dhs YELL.  BLENDER machine noise next door.

2020-02-14_16-25-51
Loud DRIBBLING and SMASHING.  SUDDEN PAINFUL ON-OFF URGE TO PEE.  Mellow music starts to play.

2020-02-14_16-44-45
Chest getting MORE SORE and STIFF when I hear dribbling sound whether LOUD or SOFT followed by LOUD SMASHES.

2020-02-14_16-48-24
Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY.

2020-02-14_19-18-40
DONT FEEL TOO WELL.  Feeling VERY EXHAUSTED after self-talking for almost an hour.

DONT feel like DOING ANYTHING even when there are tasks available already accdg to company email.

2020-02-14_19-38-47
DONT LIKE the taste of water after a meal.  But throat is GETTING DRY from NONSTOP TALKING in response to NAGGING IDEAS.

2020-02-15_02-41-31
Woke up.   Went to bed last night due to EXTREME SLEEPINESS.  DIDNT brush my teeth and UNABLE TO feed pets.

Upper right molar SMARTS.

2020-02-15_02-49-53
Whore passed by and SNORTED-SPAT near door while i was at the kitchen.

2020-02-15_03-04-26
Sat down.  Started SNEEZING.

2020-02-15_03-22-34
About to wash dishes back and below ribs SORE and NUMB.  Had to go sit back down.

2020-02-15_04-37-17
THUMPING vibrations beneath the floor but i CANT HEAR ANY NOISE like its being BLOCKED by INAUDIBLE STATIC in my ears.

2020-02-15_05-48-54
DATA BAL info service of ISP NOT WORKING last night.  So DIDNT register to any data promo yet.

Will try now.

2020-02-15_05-55-38
Worked just once then stopped again.