Silent No More

2021-03-30 16-25-24 SUDDEN EXTREME PAIN on my right ankle while i was getting up almost THROWING ME OFF BALANCE. A few days ago i ALMOST BROKE MY LEFT FINGERS during one of these SUDDEN DIZZY SPELLS as i STUMBLED and tried to balance myself on the wall using my left hand. Now my left middle finger and its surrounding muscles HURT whenever i try to GRASP something.  2021-03-30 19-18-22 Starting to feel VERY DROWSY while about to set up computer to get online. 2021-03-30 20-08-49 Raucous from afar AS SOON AS I TURNED THE COMPUTER ON.  2021-03-30 20-30-30 OVERLY DROWSY like i did not PROMPTLY GO BACK to SLEEP and woke up around 12 noon after i woke up this morning at 8AM.  2021-03-30 22-36-58 FELL ASLEEP AGAIN and woke up a few minutes ago.  Feeling VERY DISORIENTED like i DONT KNOW how to do tasks online.  2021-03-30 23-31-52 While trying to DISPUTE an error correction on my work, the kid next door starts to SCREAM and WHINE.  Start to feel IRRITATED.  2...

2021-03-30 08-56-27 Back of neck and head starts to HURT after I posted about the perps' activities around me. 2021-03-30 09-25-01 Back of my neck still HURTS. 2021-03-30 09-42-31 Sister NOT FEELING WELL.  Having a HEADACHE and ALLERGIES.  2021-03-30 11-20-22 HEADACHE.  2021-03-30 11-24-35 Felt SHARP PRICK on my right leg.  Not sure if it was an ant or remotely induced or BOTH.  Fell asleep again. Still HAVE NOT BRUSHED TEETH.  2021-03-30 13-57-16 ON-OFF PAIN at the back of my head and neck.  Makes me feel SORE and HEAVY and LETHARGIC or TOO UNCOMFORTABLE TO DO ANYTHING.  2021-03-30 14-14-24 PAIN MOVING AROUND MY HEAD and UPPER TORSO with another SORE feeling at the back of my neck and head STEADILY FOCUSED giving me PHOTOSENSITIVITY and making me EASILY AFFECTED by the MOVING PAIN.  CANT STAND UP EASILY as it also gives me VERTIGO and a BAD LAZY FEELING with NAGGING IDEAS.  2021-03-30 14-24-05 As i was about to get up to brush my teeth ...

2021-03-28 02-01-28 Computer VERY SLOW or STUCK during updates. 2021-03-28 03-51-33 Still awake.  TOO PISSED OFF to sleep it seems  2021-03-28 05-38-55 Still have NOT GONE TO SLEEP.  2021-03-28 06-31-07 Went to bed.  SHARP PRICKS on my STILL HIGHLY IRRITATED PRIVATE AREAS.  2021-03-28 11-51-35 Woke up around 10AM but CANT GET UP from my bed UP TO NOW to TAKE A BATH.  2021-03-28 17-48-34 Car door SLAMS some minutes.  Quiet surrondings at the moment but still VERY PISSED.  DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING.  2021-03-28 20-58-27 VERY HEAVY feeling.  Vision VERY HAZY.  2021-03-28 22-17-50 SUDDEN HEAVINESS HITS MY HEAD AND EYES as i was about TO GET UP from my seat.  2021-03-29 09-55-25 Woke up. Fell asleep last night WITHOUT brushing teeth.  2021-03-29 10-02-00 Lower back VERY PAINFUL.   2021-03-29 10-06-36 Upper right molar HURTING ALL OF A SUDDEN.  2021-03-29 18-06-54 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED AND DIRTY. ...

2021-03-27 19-38-36 Back of head and chest HURTING AGAIN.  Toilet VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY since morning.  2021-03-27 19-49-02 CANT THINK PROPERLY.  IRRITATING SORENESS just below my ribcage.   Dull noise next door timed to my movts.  2021-03-28 00-24-22 CANT WORK or THINK COHERENTLY earlier (around 6PM) when i was finally able to get to work online.  Felt VERY DISORIENTED and STIFF in the head.  Chest also felt STIFF.  Having A LOT OF MENTAL BLOCKS and CAN'T seem to RECALL how to do certain VERY FAMILIAR TASKS.  VERY SLOW in completing tasks.  VERY SLOW to UNDERSTAND what i was reading and felt a SUBTLE but SHARP PAIN while i was trying to do so.  There was also A LOT OF FLAK somewhere outside or FANS SHOUTING from afar.  2021-03-28 00-34-01 Some minutes ago my mobile internet connection was BLOCKED AGAIN and i LOST OR MISSED BUYING certain items online for a LOWER PRICE and without having to pay for shipping.  I was t...

2021-03-26 11-52-32 While washing some dishes on my VERY CLOGGED sink AS USUAL, DULL PAIN at the back of my head and ALMOST FELT FAINT for a moment.  Toilet bowl was DOING WELL for at least 2 days and ALL water going down with a GARGLE but now it seems to be THREATHENING to CLOG UP again 2021-03-26 12-10-46 USUAL BANGING NOISES timed to my movements SINCE MORNING. 2021-03-26 13-08-10 DULL PRICKS to my undersides have started again as i started to get online.  2021-03-26 13-53-41 NONSTOP ITCHING going UP and DOWN my private part.  2021-03-26 14-30-01 SHARP PRICKS on my private part area that already has a SCAB WOUND from TOO MUCH ITCHING caused by these PRICKING IRRITATIONS despite remedies applied.  Earlier i noticed some areas are ITCHING FOR NO REASON even if the skin is CLEAR and HEALTHY with NO red marks or rashes.  Apparently, the "rays" are MOVING UP or DOWN ERRATICALLY and hitting some areas that are NOT SUPPOSED TO ITCH AT ALL.  2021-03-26 14-47-12 ...

2021-03-25 13-48-38 The USUAL kid WHINING next door starts.   Pail BANGING BELOW.  2021-03-25 13-57-32 PAIN on my SPINE and LOWER BACK starts.  CANT MOVE properly.  Lower torso and legs SUDDEN COLD FEELING and SORENESS.  2021-03-25 14-03-35 Underside (private part) ON-OFF ITCHING.  When i play audio MOCKING these REMOTE TORTURING perps the ITCHING STOPS.  2021-03-25 16-57-49 VERY PAINFUL lower torso and left ab.  Like the IDEA said perps' REMOTE TORTURE STOPS my cycle flow PROLONGING IT, so that these perps can CLAIM they are just TRYING TO HELP by TORTURING ME FURTHER to make it come out. Legs and knees VERY COLD.  2021-03-25 17-28-39 VERY HEAVY and DIZZY when i stand up.  SNAGGED a wire on my foot and STUMBLING AROUND.  2021-03-25 19-10-50 Private parts SHARP ITCH ALL OF A SUDDEN.  Door SLAM nearby down the hallway.  2021-03-26 01-55-31 Private parts SUDDENLY ITCHES AGAIN UNCONTROLLABLY.  One area is CONSTANTLY...

2021-03-23 22-04-20 When i start to get back on the computer my lower ab HURTS.   VERY SORE ALL OVER my lower torso ALL DAY.  2021-03-24 03-24-58 Underside VERY ITCHY.  2021-03-24 03-36-16 Went to rest for awhile.  2021-03-24 13-27-09 Woke up around 12PM.  Woke up earlier (11AM) but CANT GET UP.   Was NOT ABLE to wake up earlier anymore to brush teeth. Toilet water RISES TO THE EDGE but no dirt (yet).  Sink still VERY CLOGGED AS USUAL. Cycle flow NOT NORMAL like before due to NONSTOP TORTURE.  It had already stopped now prematurely.  2021-03-24 15-24-17 BACKACHE STARTING AGAIN. 2021-03-24 15-26-26 Underside getting REMOTELY INDUCED TO ITCH.  It already STINGS due to NONSTOP IRRITATION and INVOLUNTARY SCRATCHING. 2021-03-24 15-54-52 TOO TIRED.  All i did was wash some plates and utensils.  Knees OVERLY PAINFUL and back TOO STIFF.  Felt SO MUCH PAIN while just trying to SIT DOWN. 2021-03-24 16-09-04 TR...

2021-03-23 13-27-07 Legs and knees VERY SORE.  CANT STAND UP.  Lower left ab getting POKED.  It was NOT AS PAINFUL during my cycle last month.  2021-03-23 14-23-53 DROWSINESS as PAIN ALL OVER CONTINUES.  2021-03-23 14-36-46 OVERLY COLD with OVERLY WARM feeling continues. 2021-03-23 15-29-54 Eyes VERY DROWSY DARK and PHOTOSENSITIVE  2021-03-23 16-10-22 Had to LIE DOWN FOR AWHILE.  2021-03-23 18-02-22 Just woke up after a LONG NAP.  Woken up many times earlier but CANT WAKE UP.  2021-03-23 18-33-30 Thought of using my magnetic bracelet on my left ankle and the pain PROMPTLY DIMINISHED.  When i tried switching it to my right the pain on my lower back PROMPTLY RETURNED.  2021-03-23 19-44-05 OVERLY WARM feeling and ITCHES. 2021-03-23 19-53-16 Feeling VERY HEAVY AGAIN.  Lower left ab getting MORE PAINFUL.  2021-03-23 21-37-32 Lower left ab ON-OFF PAIN (gets worse) and lower torso SORENESS is MAKING ME VERY TIRED.  CANT...

2021-03-22 15-52-27 Left side of my waist and leg VERY SORE and NUMB. 2021-03-22 18-11-14 Lower left ab and waistline (left side) VERY SORE AGAIN soon after i finished a meal. 2021-03-22 21-14-21 AUDIO NOT WORKING on my pc. It was working fine last night before i was RENDERED IMMOBILE via REMOTE TORTURE. I need the audio to watch the INSTRUCTIONAL video for a project EXAM.  2021-03-23 03-11-31 Brain had SUDDENLY STOPPED WORKING some minutes ago and CANT SEEM to contextualize what i was reading ANYMORE.   Neck had also GONE STIFF and SORE ALL OF A SUDDEN with some headache and nausea.  Had to STOP for now from continuing the exam.  2021-03-23 03-45-57 SWEATY back of left knee with SUDDEN PRICKLY sensation.  When i tried to scratch it i felt a STING followed by an OVERLY WARM FEELING (making me start to sweat) with goosebumps that started to SPREAD ALL OVER.  2021-03-23 06-08-10 Went to bed.   Earlier sudden PAIN on back of my head while brushi...

2021-03-21 17-34-55 NONSTOP NAGGING ACCUSATIONS in my head and OUTSIDE. 2021-03-21 17-56-24 PAIN in my chest and HEAVY PALPITATIONS start when i TRY to START GETTING ONLINE.  2021-03-22 01-50-34 CANT GET UP or DO ANYTHING STILL for the WHOLE DAY.  Still CANT GET UP NOW.  2021-03-22 02-12-44 UNDERSIDE being REMOTELY INDUCED TO ITCH.  SAME with left side of my FACE causing it to DEVELOP VERY ITCHY RASHES and PIMPLES.  2021-03-22 03-55-08 Back of neck VERY HEAVY.  HAD to LIE DOWN FOR AWHILE.   2021-03-22 08-27-29 Woke up.  Feeling SORE ALL OVER. CANT GET UP.  Found my phone near my head INSTEAD of next to me on the bed.  2021-03-22 10-04-02 Woke up.  Still FEEL TOO SORE.  An old sounding whore next door starts to SCOLD.  Dh below starts to FLAK and CURSE in low tones.  2021-03-22 10-13-18 Fell asleep last night WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth or PROPERLY LOCKING THE DOOR.  NONSTOP FAST TAPPING on the ceiling.  2...

2021-03-20 04-54-53 SUDDEN PAIN ON left side of my head. 2021-03-20 08-29-40 Woke up.  Fell asleep WITHOUT brushing teeth this morning. 2021-03-20 10-10-18 PAINFUL or SORE chest.  DONT FEEL LIKE doing ANYTHING. LOUD SLAPPING NOISE outside the window. 2021-03-20 10-17-26 VERY ITCHY EYES.  ARMS, SHOULDERS and upper CHEST VERY STIFF and SORE.  CANT raise them UP WITHOUT feeling ANY PAIN.  BREATHLESS too. 2021-03-20 13-24-46 OVERWHELMING DROWSINESS after having a meal.  2021-03-20 15-45-34 VERY HEAVY AGAIN.  It gets even HEAVIER when the TAPPING NOISE above starts to tap FASTER.   DISORIENTATION is also starting to SET IN. A dh passed by SINGING ALOUD. 2021-03-20 17-49-33 VERY DROWSY, HEAVY and CRAVING for something sweet.  DONT FEEL like DOING ANYTHING. 2021-03-20 18-20-48 CANT FOCUS on a qualifying exam. 2021-03-20 19-29-23 OVERLY WARM feeling.  Head SO HEAVY and it feels like i am being PULLED DOWN. 2021-03-21 01-...

2021-03-19 15-26-55 INTERNET CONNECTION DROPPED on my computer 2021-03-19 18-47-23 VPN app AUTO STOPS REPEATEDLY or internet CONNECTION DROPS.  This is probably the 5TH INSTANCE. 2021-03-19 19-44-12 INTERNET DROPS AGAIN.  Just heard a small plane pass by OVERHEAD NOISELY. 2021-03-19 19-50-29 Still UNABLE TO CONNECT ONLINE   Tasks PENDING on my browser under time limit.  2021-03-19 20-45-10 Internet CONNECTION DROPPED AGAIN.  2021-03-19 22-02-55 Only able to CONNECT ONLINE just now.  2021-03-20 01-36-58 Just finished putting away computer stuff.  Had to work EXTRA HOURS to MAKE UP for lost time (and FAST DIMINISHING tasks) due to these GODDAM perps' INTERFERENCES.  Reorganizing my room is STILL UNFINISHED and CLUTTERED with ALL the shelves I need to fix the room which were bought LAST DECEMBER, are STILL UNBOXED (and UNACCOUNTED for).  DIRTY LAUNDRY still LEFT UNWASHED from 6 MONTHS AGO.  Many delivered packages of items i bought onl...

2021-03-18 12-13-46 Electric fans OVERHEATING FOR NO REASON. MENTAL BLOCK when some PLASTIC SLIPPERED FOOL went down the stairs near the window. 2021-03-18 13-13-02 Random AGGRESSIVE DULL NOISES next door TIMED to my MOVEMENT.  Earlier they were BANGING whenever i was NEAR the DOOR.  Now when i LOOKED at my COMPUTER.  2021-03-18 13-53-46 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED.  These perps MADE SURE that ONLY WATER GOES DOWN while THE REST is LEFT BEHIND.  2021-03-18 13-58-52 NONSTOP NOSE ITCH since morning.  SNEEZING AGAIN.  2021-03-18 15-07-02 Internet connection being BLOCKED AGAIN as i was checking on a package that was left at the guard house WITHOUT PRIOR NOTICE by a DELINQUENT courier.  2021-03-18 15-10-00 PAIN AROUND MY WAIST ALL THE WAY to the BACK when i TRY TO GET UP.  2021-03-18 19-14-18 While working online SUDDEN DROWSINESS with  OVERLY SORE PAIN ALL OVER my lower back and spine.  I CANT SIT STILL due to the ON-OFF EXTREME PAI...

2021-03-17 20-37-40 Internet connection to my phone getting BLOCKED.  Earlier while dealing with IRRESPONSIBLE DELIVERY STAFF i got a CASCADE of messages including a message from the ISP telecom (Globe) saying "Dapat laging handa".  And then a message that DRAMATICALLY PAUSED for 1-2 seconds from the shopping platform (Lazada) to "Keep Shopping".  2021-03-17 20-47-33 Lively music STARTS next door.  SENSATION starts up my ass. 2021-03-17 21-09-26 Earlier before 8PM someone sounding like the puffer fish whore next door started TALKING ALOUD which sounded like PLEADING AT FIRST then INSULTS.  2021-03-17 21-16-03 Poop urge.  OVERLY WARM and STICKY feeling.  2021-03-17 22-07-07 CANT BREATHE and MOVE.  Every time i move it gets HARDER TO BREATHE.  2021-03-17 22-22-45 SO MUCH STATIC in my head.  CANT EVEN HEAR my own audio player even on HIGH VOLUME ANYMORE.  2021-03-17 22-32-16 Still CANT BREATHE PROPERLY.  OVERLY SWEATY and having H...

2021-03-17 09-12-40 STRONG SMELL of chemicals or something burning. 2021-03-17 10-25-22 OVERWHELMING TIREDNESS.   2021-03-17 13-17-37 HEAVY PALPITATIONS and OVERLY SWEATY and TIRED even if i have NOT DONE ANYTHING STRENOUS since morning.  Weather is CLOUDY and i CAN EVEN FEEL the cool temperature in the room.  SUDDEN NO INTERNET and NETWORK SERVICE.  2021-03-17 15-42-16 VERY LONG TALK about the perps and their EXTORTION PLANS in the GUISE of SECRET SECURITY which is currently being "VIOLENTLY" PUSHED FOR EXTENSION at MY EXPENSE even as I am being CONSTANTLY VICTIMIZED (the SOLE TARGET of the mentioned VIOLENCE) for the past 20 years and at present.  2021-03-17 15-58-34 Still VERY TIRED and having HEAVY PALPITATIONS, CANT BREATHE and having INDIGESTION.   Earlier this morning or at dawn, i failed to mention that, i kept getting woken up but COULD NOT FULLY GAIN CONSCIOUSNESS as if i were being forced back to sleep again.   I continued hav...

2021-03-16 11-20-00 Kept hearing MUSIC (In Your Lifetime) with only those lyrics being played OVER AND OVER AGAIN SINCE I WOKE UP around 10AM this morning. 2021-03-16 14-29-06 Having TROUBLE trying to get online tasks. Internet connection GETTING BLOCKED or WORK PLATFORM being CONGESTED by perps PRETENDING to work on the same project 2021-03-16 15-38-14 SUDDEN DROWSINESS. 2021-03-17 00-46-29 DROWSY and HEAVY with HEAVY PALPITATIONS while preparing for bed.  Had to sit down.. 2021-03-17 00-51-27 CANT GET UP.  Back and back of neck VERY HEAVY.  CANT KEEP MY HEAD UP.   Turned on battle audio but STILL FEEL VERY HEAVY and DROWSY.  Got the IDEA that i ought to rest for a few minutes before proceeding to my pre-bedtime routine. 2021-03-17 06-04-45 Woken up by someone clearing his throat REPEATEDLY since i COULD BARELY WAKE UP by myself (even if i slept earlier last night compared to the past few weeks).  Fell asleep last night WITHOUT brushing my...

2021-03-15 04-51-49 Updates just finished.   Tablet app AUTO OPENED and made a LOUD SHRILL SOUND for a few seconds before stopping. 2021-03-15 04-54-34 Disk cleanup app finally working.  But when i tried it again seemed to be DELAYED than USUAL or WONT CLEAN UP SYSTEM FILES until I started MAKING NOISE.  2021-03-15 04-59-36 Noticed that i dont feel too tired or raving hungry like the usual specially when I sleep late.  2021-03-15 05-03-47 But now stomach starts to get INDUCED to feel SORE ULCER PAIN even when i start having a snack.  2021-03-15 09-27-37 Despite NO SLEEP i felt fine UNTIL NOW as PAIN starts to SPREAD from the TOP OF MY SCALP while heating up 2 canisters filled with RICE that HAD GONE BAD.   I was NOT ABLE TO EAT them due to NONSTOP TORTURE for the past 2 days and nights.  I CANT STAND UP and all i could do was have some chips or snacks.  2021-03-15 10-46-04 Felt fine until SUDDEN DROWSINESS.  Fell asleep WITHOUT brus...

2021-03-15 02-14-18 Internet CONNECTION STILL being CENSORED and BLOCKED. 2021-03-15 03-12-03 INTERNET STILL GETTING BLOCKED.  2021-03-15 03-17-18 Website WONT LOAD and LINKS NOT RESPONDING (BEING REMOTELY DIVERTED by perps to DIFF SITES like facebook).  The link suddenly STARTS WORKING as soon as i wrote the above BUT SITE FREEZES AGAIN WHEN I CLICK ON ANOTHER.  2021-03-15 03-33-17 Site FREEZES AGAIN then suddenly UNFREEZES when I start to write this.  2021-03-15 03-38-58 EVEN my keyboard and mouse connected via USB STOPS WORKING.   2021-03-15 03-48-38 Even as I prepare to shut down the computer CONTINUES TO FREEZE and UNFREEZE WHEN I START to write  Internet DATA HAS BEEN USED UP MORE THAN USUAL due to these niggers INTERFERENCES.  2021-03-15 04-02-30 Have turned off internet connection but APPS CONTINUE TO FREEZE.  2021-03-15 04-04-21 Now all i see is a BLACK SCREEN.  2021-03-15 04-13-34 APPS CONTINUE TO FREEZE ON-OFF as i try to clea...

2021-03-14 11-31-09 VERY SORE LEGS.  2021-03-14 13-08-01 PAIN at the back of my head at the kitchen.  2021-03-14 15-20-47 NONSTOP PAIN on my legs and knees.  ALWAYS FORCING ME TO SIT DOWN.  And when i am seated WHOLE UPPER TORSO GETS SORE with HEADACHE.  Kids OUTSIDE GOING BACK and FORTH and MAKING AGGRESSIVE NOISES as they approach the hallway.  Happening for ALMOST AN HOUR NOW.  2021-03-14 15-29-55 THERE'S PAIN EVERYWHERE I GO.  I try to get a drink of water the LEFT SIDE OF MY HEAD HURTS. 2021-03-14 15-57-11 GODDAM NIGGERS CONSTRICTING MY THROAT.    Making it HARD FOR ME TO SPEAK.   Felt my nostrils and air passage OPEN as soon as i wrote this.  Can speak better now.  2021-03-14 16-03-28 Head HURTS WHEN I MOVE. CANT THINK and MENTAL BLOCKS start. Kids have gone upstairs and have started the usual HARASSMENT RACKET.  2021-03-14 17-05-10 Sore feeling STARTING TO GIVE ME A HEADACHE. 2021-03-14 17-12-07 L...

2021-03-13 15-57-31 Being REMOTELY and PAINFULLY INDUCED TO PEE. 2021-03-13 16-16-59 Dhs start LOUD MATTER OF FACT FLAK like there's NOTHING WRONG. 2021-03-13 18-39-26 Throat still VERY SORE. 2021-03-13 18-47-27 Motorcycle arrives followed by SLAM NOISE.  A whore HURRIEDLY goes down the stairs with LOUD SLAPPING SLIPPERS.  Right shoulder HURTS and BREATHING DIFFICULT.  Left leg TWITCHES.  2021-03-13 20-47-49 Right ear VERY ITCHY.  2021-03-13 20-48-57 STILL VERY SORE and TIRED.  DID NOT DO ANY ONLINE WORK the whole day.  NONSTOP random BANGING on the ceiling.  I get OFF-BALANCE each time i try to STAND UP.   Kids start AGGRESSIVE SHOUTING and HOOTING.  2021-03-13 22-41-41 KIDS FLAK continue until about some minutes ago or when i started TALKING ALOUD and LAMBASTING these niggers.  2021-03-13 23-55-00 Having TROUBLE BREATHING again.  It was NOT the case after i had supper some minutes ago. 2021-03-14 00-02-36 NOT SURE WHAT T...

2021-03-13 09-34-41 DID NOT SLEEP LAST NIGHT.  Was UP ALL MORNING watching TV. DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING. INDUCED TIGHT FEELING IN MY CHEST FORCING ME TO CRY or PROVOKING me to SHOUT.  Feeling VERY SORE and TIRED.  I can still REMEMBER THE WHOLE DAY and NIGHT NONSTOP TORTURE yesterday. 2021-03-13 10-32-26 VERY PAINFUL and SORE back of neck has STARTED AGAIN. 2021-03-13 12-32-17 Fell asleep and woke up to the sound of LOUD LOVE MUSIC next door.  VERY SORE PAINFUL CHEST and UPPER BACK.  Vision DARK and CLOUDY like i am sick.  Have TROUBLE BREATHING after having a snack. 2021-03-13 14-13-19 Fell asleep again and woke up.  LOUD MUSIC STILL PLAYING next door.  NONSTOP RANDOM DULL BANGING on the ceiling. Still have TROUBLE BREATHING.  VERY LETHARGIC.  HEAD HEAVY.  COULD BARELY GET UP and STAY AWAKE. 2021-03-13 14-35-26 Tablet was REMOTELY INDUCED TO AUTO SHUT DOWN AGAIN.  I started SHOUTING IN A RAGE.  I could se...

2021-03-13 00-50-21 Dh CACKLING ALOUD from a hallway upstairs. 2021-03-13 00-56-54 Internet connection and computer VERY SLOW or FREEZING.  Computer PROMPTLY started working properly as soon as i wrote this.  Dh starts to SING somewhere upstairs.  2021-03-13 01-02-25 UNABLE TO WORK ONLINE for the WHOLE DAY yesterday due to NONSTOP TORTURE.   I ENDED UP doing ONLINE SHOPPING UP TO NOW and I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING or UNABLE TO SLEEP and ANGRY IDEAS about to start in my head. 2021-03-13 01-23-43 Lower back still VERY SORE with ON-OFF DULL PAIN PRICKS.  OVERLY TIRED. Tablet had AUTO SHUT DOWN. 2021-03-13 02-58-05 Feel SO WIDE AWAKE NOW.  NO PAIN OR SORENESS.  But DONT FEEL LIKE WORKING ANYMORE.  EXHAUSTED by the NONSTOP NERVE-MUSCLE TORTURE and INDUCED FORCED DROWSINESS.  2021-03-13 03-12-46 Upper right molar starts to HURT.  2021-03-13 03-17-44 NAGGING SCARED IDEA that i DID NOT EARN ANYTHING YESTERDAY.   This is PROMPTLY follo...

2021-03-11 15-49-59 While drinking water.  Air passage was INDUCED TO OPEN after niggers CLOGGED IT FOR SO LONG (15-20 years) to momentarily SMELL LAUNDRY SOAP. 2021-03-11 15-56-14 More RANDOM BANGING and SMASHES below since morning (together with perps from nearby rooms). 2021-03-11 15-59-24 SUDDEN right armpit shoulder and arm PAIN while setting up to go online.  2021-03-11 16-02-17 Kid next door starts to WHINE.  2021-03-11 18-15-29 Backside (after moving bowels earlier) and lower back tailbone OVERLY SORE.   DONT FEEL or LIKE the TASTE OF WATER.  2021-03-11 20-10-22 Backside and lower back NOT AS SORE anymore.  2021-03-11 20-34-09 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY.  Water only GOES DOWN HALFWAY.  2021-03-11 21-21-03 Computer and internet FREEZING or SLOW DESPITE SIMILAR USE.  2021-03-11 23-19-49 Tablet NONSTOP AUTO SHUTTING DOWN and RESTARTING.  OVERHEATING NOW.  2021-03-11 23-42-27 Tablet only stopped a few minutes ...

2021-03-09 13-31-37 Soulful belting song stops followed by LOUD RADIO FLAK by a fag starting VERBAL HARASSMENT PROPAGANDA.  2021-03-09 13-41-20 Scanning tablet now but security app is outdated.   Been awhile since i connected online using this tablet. 2021-03-09 17-06-23 TIGHT and SORE PAIN on upper torso.   Kid WHINING.  2021-03-09 17-24-38 RANDOM TIMED BANGING NOISE SINCE MORNING.  VERY BAD and SORE feeling in the chest during BANGING OR HITTING NOISES.  2021-03-09 18-46-48 SORE PAIN and CANT MOVE OR THINK PROPERLY.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS. CANT BREATHE and having INDIGESTION.  2021-03-09 19-13-35 SUDDEN OVERWHELMING DROWSINESS.  2021-03-09 20-33-49 When i lied down to get some sleep or take a nap right nose NONSTOP ITCHING and i start to smell something STINKY.  NONSTOP SNEEZING FOLLOWS. 2021-03-09 20-38-46 IDEA that these niggers GOT IN and dumped dried poop on hard to reach corners of my STILL VERY CLUTTERED ROOM and even in m...

2021-03-08 19-19-39 SUDDEN LOUD SMASHING below by a motorbike. 2021-03-08 20-18-10 MENTAL BLOCKS. 2021-03-08 20-30-18 LOUD TV next-door. 2021-03-09 04-13-08 VERY DROWSY.  CANT GET UP 2021-03-09 07-30-22 Woke up with VERY ITCHY left eye.  Dh below starts to mimic SNEEZING.   Fell asleep (FORCED BY USUAL HEADACHE and MUSCLE PAIN) last night WITHOUT BRUSHING MY TEETH again and NOT FULLY LOCKING UP THE DOOR. Chest and back start to FEEL SORE.  Upper right molar (near the front) starts to get SORE. 2021-03-09 09-40-07 Woke up but CANT GET UP.   TOO ABNORMALLY DROWSY. 2021-03-09 10-27-23 Fell back to sleep again and woke up just now. 2021-03-09 13-06-05 Realized just now that ILLEGAL ENTRY MAY HAVE OCCURED LAST NIGHT and might have been OCCURING for the past weeks.   Some days ago the SMALL CAP covering my tablet's data slot fell off. The small elastic string connecting it to the opening was BROKEN.  IDEA that the NIGGERS GOT...

2021-03-05 15-12-00 Earlier ACCUSATIONS and BAD FEELINGS AGAIN re a certain online task.  Had to PAUSE FOR NOW.  2021-03-05 19-59-26 Internet connection getting BLOCKED.  Tambourine or bells rhythmic beating from next door.  2021-03-05 23-28-05 Earlier CANT FOCUS on doing online tasks.  ALWAYS some ACCUSING NAGGING and BAD FEELING.  2021-03-06 01-32-25 Lower left back molar HURTING AGAIN for no reason.  2021-03-06 02-44-10 Back molar gets MORE PAINFUL.  2021-03-06 04-07-54 Went to bed.  Back molar still PAINFUL DESPITE HAVING BRUSHED.  2021-03-06 10-45-07 Woken up by nonstop CAR DOOR SLAMMING BELOW..  2021-03-07 04-36-41 Went to bed.  Slept LATE AGAIN as i kept getting DISTRACTED BY NAGGING IDEAS to check the online shopping apps some minutes ago.  Starting to have SUDDEN HUNGER PANGS FOR NO REASON.  2021-03-07 11-29-10 Woke up.  2021-03-07 18-25-44 VERY SORE SHARP PAIN on upper torso.  Very HEAVY and CAN'T ...

2021-03-02 20-59-01 VERY SORE and STIFF left arm starting from my elbow which seems to be SWELLING.  CANT MOVE IT WITHOUT FEELING ANY PAIN.  My shoulders FEEL THE SAME WAY 2021-03-02 21-46-36 VERY HEAVY PALPITATIONS and SORE COLD CHEST and SHOULDERS while watching a scary film on TV even if its NOT REALLY SCARY.  2021-03-03 06-35-23 Went to bed.  2021-03-03 13-13-25 While doing online shopping checkout of certain items suddenly BECAME INVALID WITHOUT PRIOR NOTICE.  COMEDY SOUND EFFECTS start from next door (abs cbn whore).  Start to FEEL SOMETHING up my ass.  Earlier RANDOM BANGINGS EACH TIME I was at the door coming from opposite sides of the hallway.  2021-03-03 14-14-59 Lower right back molar STARTS TO HURT.  2021-03-03 15-27-10 CANT ACCESS ONLINE marketplace SITES on mobile phone  2021-03-03 15-50-32 Tablet was REMOTELY AUTO SHUT DOWN TWICE today DRAINING ITS BATTERY.  Recently it was FORCED to REMOTELY shut down on the last wor...

2021-02-28 03-01-25 Went to bed.  OVERLY WARM FEELING. 2021-02-28 07-38-16 Woken up BY A VERY ITCHY LEFT EYE. DHS START 2021-02-28 10-11-39 Woke up.  LOUD NOISY SLIPPERS.  2021-03-01 02-54-08 Being INDUCED thru palpitations NOT TO FEEL LIKE SLEEPING. But i still went to bed.  2021-03-01 03-29-53 While doing off heard a spraying sound outside the door.  Seem to smell insecticide 2021-03-01 09-30-19 Woke up. .  2021-03-01 09-40-14 VERY SORE on the back and chest.  HEADACHE starts.  SNEEZING when i lied down again.  2021-03-02 05-16-14 Went to bed.  2021-03-02 09-03-40 Woke up.   Head chest shoulders and upper back VERY HEAVY and SORE.  2021-03-02 10-40-51 Chest gets SORE.  DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING. 2021-03-02 10-50-45 CANT RAISE MY SORE ARMS. 2021-03-02 13-29-38 Feel SICK and CANT GET UP.  2021-03-02 13-45-54 CANT DO ANYTHING EXCEPT EAT.   Was planning on taking a bath today but NOW I DONT THINK I CA...

2021-02-26 01-47-06 Woke up some minutes ago from a long nap.  Felt like I didnt sleep at all.  I was getting in and out of sleep the whole time. 2021-02-26 01-57-31 OVERLY WARM feeling on my shoulders RISING UP and giving me RANDOM HEADACHES since i woke up. 2021-02-26 03-08-33 CANT STAND UP or DO ANYTHING.  CANT EVEN FINISH PUTTING AWAY my stuff to prepare for bed. 2021-02-26 03-29-25 NAGGING IDEAS.  CANT BREATHE.  TIGHT CHEST being INDUCED TO FEEL VERY BAD and FORCE me to CRY. 2021-02-26 03-39-29 NONSTOP NAGGING ACCUSING IDEAS in my head. 2021-02-26 10-27-06 Woke up.  LOUD dhs FLAK below.   INDUCED TO GAG REPEATEDLY while brushing my teeth.  2021-02-26 11-29-02 Chest and shoulders SORENESS.  2021-02-26 11-34-55 Bad feeling FOR NO REASON.  2021-02-26 14-41-54 DELAYED SMS received from a courier.  Apparently he came around 11AM. 2021-02-26 16-23-38 OVERLY WARM feeling with HEAVY PALPITATIONS a few mins after i sat down.  ...

2021-02-23 14-03-03 Tablet OVERHEATING now as I charge it.  Its old battery DEPLETES when it is REMOTELY FORCED TO SHUT DOWN. 2021-02-23 19-19-07 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and VERY DIRTY since MORNING. Sink VERY CLOGGED as usual.  Lower right back molar being REMOTELY TARGETED AGAIN and getting PAINFUL.  2021-02-24 06-39-54 Have NOT SLEPT the WHOLE NIGHT.  But just as i was about to get some rest LOUD FLAK STARTS.  2021-02-24 13-05-21 Woke up around 10AM.  Chest SORE.  Toilet bowl and sink still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY.  2021-02-24 22-04-22 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY.  Water rises to the edge EACH TIME i flush.   Random aggressive noise from below.  2021-02-25 00-02-52 CANT THINK and CANT seem to RECALL what i WANT TO DO.   Feeling AT A LOSS or DISORIENTED for NO REASON. 2021-02-25 02-08-22 SUDDENLY FELT SICK a few minutes ago.  Feeling started from the BACK OF MY HEAD.   Feeling CONTINUES and hav...