2020-12-21-23: Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

2020-12-21 02-25-57

Wemt to bed but COULD NOT SLEEP.

2020-12-21 09-59-23

Woke up.  Kids FLAK upstairs hallway saying "patay ka na" etc. 

2020-12-21 10-18-18

Deliveries. 

2020-12-21 17-42-51

DON'T FEEL LIKE WORKING OR QUALIFYING FOR AN EXAM. 

2020-12-22 00-50-19

STILL MOVING FURNITURE AROUND.  SUDDEN VERY DIZZY and TIGHT feeling in my HEAD. 

2020-12-22 00-59-08

CANT THINK AT ALL.  FEEL LIKE PUKING.

2020-12-22 01-53-52

Head still feels like SPINNING.  CAN FEEL SOMETHING GOING THRU MY SPINE and making me MORE DIZZY. 

2020-12-22 02-06-21

Feel like PUKING AGAIN and VERY HEAVY. 

2020-12-22 02-31-12

STILL BEING TORTURED in my head with ABNORMAL DIZZINESS and SHARP PAIN on my left flank or side of my stomach. 

I am already HALFWAY through MOVING STUFF and FURNITURE TO THE SIDE and there's NO PLACE YET TO LIE DOWN.

2020-12-22 02-44-40

VERY SORE STOMACH with THREATS of GETTING WORSE even if i just had the same meal (for the whole day) some mins ago, and i was NOT HAVING ANY OF THIS SYMPTOM. 

2020-12-22 04-02-14

Stomach starts to HURT and feel BLOATED AGAIN.  Had to sit down again. 

2020-12-22 04-46-12

Head VERY HEAVY and DIZZY.  ALMOST FEEL FAINT.  Had to sit down again. 

2020-12-22 05-07-34

PAINFUL STIFFNESS and DIZZINESS to the point of VOMITING CONTINUES ON-OFF.  It only stops when i make banging noises. 

2020-12-22 05-23-40

Still EXCRUCIATING PAIN ON BACK OF MY HEAD and SHOULDERS.  CANT PUT AWAY STUFF to prepare for bed. 

2020-12-22 06-06-15

TORTURE diminished but i CAN STILL FEEL IT LINGERING ON MY BACK (head and shoulder). 

2020-12-22 13-54-24

Woke up.  Feeling VERY COLD. 

2020-12-22 16-52-11

VERY SORE ALL OVER MY TORSO.  I SUDDENLY FEEL VERY WEAK when i move something heavy like my new bed, even if I FEEL FINE (despite the soreness) before the activity. 

It's the same SUDDEN WEAK MUSCLE sensation (ATROPHY) that made me UNABLE TO DEFEND myself (CANT MOVE MY ARMS like it has gone LIMP, etc) when the puffer fish whore next door was assaulting me. 

2020-12-22 18-11-51

IDEA that i should throw large old cardboard boxes (used by my mothet) to declutter my room. When i was about to some BAD FEELING starts and i began having SECOND THOUGHTS.  I ended up NOT THROWING ALL AWAY except one with MOLDS.  But there's a NAGGING FEELING with some ANIMATED like voice crying out with VAGUE IMAGES of the box. 

These ELF niggers are MESSING WITH MY HEAD again as if the NONSTOP TORTURE LAST NIGHT TIL EARLY MORNING was not enough. 

2020-12-22 18-50-34

SUDDEN feeling of EXHAUSTION.  CANT BREATHE PROPERLY. 

2020-12-23 01-12-31

Being FORCED TO SLEEP AGAIN with HEAVINESS PAIN and DROWSINESS while in the middle of an activity. 

2020-12-23 01-38-50

NAGGING NEGATIVE IDEAS and VERY BAD SORE and HEAVY FEELING.  CANT STAND UP or MOVE.   EVERYTHING I LOOK AT makes me FEEL VERY BAD. 

2020-12-23 03-46-31

VERY HEAVY EYES even if i am NOT REALLY THAT SLEEPY after shouting due to NAGGING IDEA asking me about personal matters. 

2020-12-23 04-38-21

VERY SLEEPY.  Had to lie down to rest awile and wake up in a few mins to brush my teeth..