Silent No More

2023-08-26 04-05-52 Had some leftover spaghetti but still FELT HUNGRY. But when I try to cook some more my head starts to ACHE AGAIN. Felt something SCORCHING and VERY SORE on top of and the back of my head when I was putting back an item in the fridge (which is right next to the TV and the window).   I still have both hardhat (with copper sheet) on and a cable tied around my head. But I feel NAUSEATED and WEAK and had to sit down immediately. It's almost morning and I am AS USUAL being KNOCKED OUT and REPEATEDLY ELECTROCUTED to go to sleep.   I HAVEN'T DONE anything else except cook food (same meal), eat and watch TV due to this NONSTOP CRAVING and HUNGER like there's a BIG HOLE in my stomach, and ON-OFF NAUSEA and HEADACHES to STOP me from thinking. 2023-08-26 06-01-37 Toilet bowl still with VERY DIRTY water ALWAYS left behind. The water goes down but NOT the dirt for some reason. I was FORCED to take my anti-UV face mask off (also doubles as a cap) due to NONSTOP...

2023-08-21 00-27-06 Head gets HEAVY and PAINFUL all of a sudden when I stop watching TV and turn away to get up. Upper right molar (broken) VERY SORE. There's also another PAINFUL sensation MOVING around my teeth. 2023-08-21 02-13-07  While preparing for bed, got HIT by something EXTREMELY PAINFUL on the right side of my forehead and temple when I looked at the table clock (to my right) before trying to stand up to turn off the water tap. Prior to this, while about to finish washing the dishes in the toilet (kitchen sink was sabotaged and unusable) a sudden EXTREME SHARP SORENESS around my head (from ear to ear) started.  Felt like PUKING as I sat down. 2023-08-21 02-20-43 Lower back suddenly VERY SORE and STIFF.  I could BARELY get off the bed and walk the few steps to the toilet. 2023-08-21 02-43-04 Had to lie down for awhile WITHOUT having brushed my teeth yet. 2023-08-21 05-51-18 Woke up.  PAINFUL urge to pee starts. 2023-08-21 13-08-27 Woken up by a call from a...

2023-08-16 01-32-03 While collecting filtered water from the kitchen faucet, noticed a POOL of brown WATER on the floor. It came from the sink drain then flowed out taking with it some of the TERMITE-INFESTED wood of the sink's cabinet. It has NEVER done that, NOT since the day before yesterday, whenever some of the water drips out while collecting drinking water (which is almost EVERYDAY) into an empty half-gallon ice cream tub. A vehicle BEEPED downstairs from the direction of the kitchen door AS SOON as I SAW the pool of water. Stomach getting VERY SORE and PAINFUL like I have ULCERS with a GNAWING CRAVING to eat ASAP) while I was trying to wipe the floor. The PAIN promptly DIMINISHED when I started MAKING NOISES. 2023-08-16 07-56-56 VERY ITCHY nose and SORE palate for about an hour now. I am as USUAL being TORTURED to have respiratory (induced ALLERGIES) problems.   Have not slept yet since I was being FORCED to keep awake yesterday morning when I went to bed around 4 A...

2023-08-11 06-46-48 OVERWHELMING WARM and HEAVY feeling on my head and eyes. CAN'T keep my eyes open. 2023-08-11 07-35-16 HEAVY and SORE DROWSINESS sets in. CAN'T keep my eyes open. 2023-08-11 08-14-21 Bluetooth (off) speaker getting HACKED and MANIPULATED. 2023-08-11 17-04-21 Woke up with a VERY SORE and PAINFUL lower back. I could barely sit up.   Woke up earlier but I could NOT recall exactly what I did. My head feels like it's FLOATING. But I do recall being PAINFULLY FORCED to sleep then woke up to check if the cable TV service is back. I was PAINFULLY FORCED to sleep again and left the TV on with the water tap running in a trickle (collecting filtered water). That's how CHAOTIC my routine and EVERYTHING I do becomes when these TORTURES start. 2023-08-11 17-21-12 LOUD SMASHING from the basketball court below. Lower left back molars starting to get sore. Back of my neck feels SORE and I am getting DROWSY again.   Water from a window above (which likes to NOISILY ...

2023-08-06 02-46-17 TOO EXHAUSTED as I sat down after cleaning and washing some (MOLDY) pots and a pan.   PAIN that's causing the UNNATURAL EXHAUSTED feeling in the center of my upper chest and back diminished when I wrote the above. 2023-08-06 05-09-02 Having an INDIGESTION for some reason  2023-08-06 10-08-48 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. I could BARELY stand up. I CAN'T seem to FEEL my legs (except the PAIN in my lower ab) or MOVE them and fell back HARD on the wooden bed. 2023-08-06 10-15-05 Sudden DROWSINESS. The urge to pee still LINGERS thru a SORE sensation and is just waiting or threatening to start AGAIN. 2023-08-06 10-54-18 A LOUD sonorous sound that seemed like a man's voice saying the "OH (come on)" MOCKING remark can be heard just outside the door. 2023-08-06 10-58-45 A vehicle started to BEEP somewhere in the parking area just outside the window  2023-08-06 12-40-36 Still being FORCED to sleep thru a SUDDEN DROWSINESS even when all I want to d...

2023-08-01 01-12-11 Head starts to HURT as soon as I get up despite the makeshift protective hat I have on. 2023-08-01 02-16-58 Head and eyes VERY PAINFUL when I stand up. Eyeballs feel like they're being STABBED. The PAIN continues even after I sit down. 2023-08-01 05-41-03 Head continues to HURT. CAN'T stand up or do much. Sudden LOUD NOISE outside the window with JOLT to my chest. 2023-08-01 06-59-56 HEADACHE continues and now joined by a VERY ITCHY nose. Upper side of right cheekbone (at level with middle ear and directly below my temple) still SORE and TENDER. 2023-08-01 07-39-39 Was about to lie down but felt hungry so had some snack. Have NOT had a meal since I woke up LATE yesterday evening (around 6 PM).   I could BARELY get up or open my eyes when I woke up twice yesterday morning. 2023-08-01 07-44-52 VERY DROWSY now. 2023-08-01 07-51-49 FOUL SMELLING coming from somewhere. SNEEZING. 2023-08-01 08-17-24 Went to rest for awhile. Have NOT brished my teeth yet for...

2023-07-26 04-26-38 FREQUENT sharp PRICKS on the side of my left leg. TV also kept going ON-OFF on a particular channel. 2023-07-26 06-32-18 Left side of scalp VERY ITCHY. 2023-07-26 08-19-23 Head VERY HEAVY again. Eyes DROWSY. 2023-07-26 09-55-29 Back of neck VERY HEAVY SORE and PAINFUL. Started to get DROWSY as I wrote this. Not finished putting away some stuff yet and I could BARELY focus. 2023-07-26 16-21-08 Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. Nose CLOGGING UP and RUNNY.   Woke up earlier too with same URGES and a VERY SORE lower back.   Toilet bowl still FLOODED and VERY DIRTY. It started raining yesterday and there's a LOT of powdery substance on my stuff which resembles those being produced by MOLDS. 2023-07-26 20-59-23 SHARP HEADACHES going ON-OFF and the back of my neck is VERY PAINFUL. 2023-07-26 23-02-51 Feeling VERY WEAK with sudden DROWSINESS, MENTAL BLOCKS, ON-OFF HUNGER PANGS and CRAVINGS for sweets.  CAN'T get up whenever I want or nee...