2020-08-12: Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

2020-08-12 00-24-25

INose ITCHES WONT STOP.  ITCHES EVERY TIME I MOVE. 

2020-08-12 00-30-28

ULCER LIKE feeling in my stomach. LOST MY APPETITE due to NONSTOP nose ITCHING and SNEEZING.  PAINFUL SORE TIRED feeling when I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING. 

2020-08-12 00-48-52

Ate uncooked instant noodles leftover. 

2020-08-12 02-07-06

IMAGES of my pets' dirty tub playing in my head repeatedly.  But feeling VERY EXHAUSTED and NUMB. Have not brushed my teeth either.  Went to bed and set my alarm to go off after some minutes. 

2020-08-12 08-09-23

Woke up. One of my snails died.  Failed to clean their tub water and feed them due to EXHAUSTION last night.  Another one had gone ill the other day and is slowly dying.  

As soon as i woke up motorbike started REVVING UP when i went to the tub as if to declare or EMPHASIZE the state of my pets. 

2020-08-12 08-29-08

VERY BAD feeling when i approach my pets. It MAKES ME PAUSE and FORGET what i was ABOUT TO DO.  Been HAPPENING for MONTHS NOW even with my favorite food and water despite thirst. 

Lower back and hips with SORE and DULL PAIN.  Difficult and HEAVY feeling if i get up after sitting down even just for a few minutes. 

ULCER-LIKE feeling in my stomach also STARTS even if i am NOT HUNGRY.  Nose CLOGGED and RUNNY and runs down my face without my sensing it anymore. 

2020-08-12 09-42-38

Lower back, legs and hips VERY SORE,  STIFF and PAINFUL after only putting away a dead pet (freezer is OVERLOADED with packs of them), attending to a sick and dying one, changing tub water of the remaining 3 thats also been sick before due to niggers TRESPASSING INTO MY ROOM whether i am here (knocked out cold) or not, and MIXING things into their water until i realized (too late) and had put more locks on the door.  

I was NOT STANDING THE WHOLE TIME but these niggers are using that as an EXCUSE TO REMOTELY CAUSE NERVE PAIN on my joints. I had stood FAR LONGER BEFORE and had NOT EXPERIENCED this much PAIN and STIFFNESS. 

But when I SIT DOWN my nose CLOGS UP and i CANT BREATHE. 

2020-08-12 17-14-43

Finished with going down (twice) to receive and pay for orders, putting away stuff, taking care of a  VERY ILL pet, washing dishes and preparing my meal, ONLY NOW. 

Have NOT DONE ANY ONLINE WORK or GONE ONLINE AT ALL (except to report) since i woke up this morning. 

I am feeling TIRED NOW.

2020-08-12 17-59-19

Feeling VERY PAINFUL SORE and HEAVY ALL OVER.  It's NOT EVEN that COLD. 

2020-08-12 18-21-27

CANT BREATHE PROPERLY.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS making me SWEAT followed by PAIN ALL OVER and UNNATURALLY TIRED feeling. 

2020-08-12 22-05-04

Nose CLOGGING UP.  It's not even COLD.  It did not rain today and the sun was shining for most of the day. 

2020-08-12 22-12-41

SHARP PRICK in my right nostril making it ITCH and my eyes WATER and ITCH too.  My face also gets IRRITATED. 

2020-08-12 22-11-08

Head STARTING to HURT as i put away my stuff preparing for bed. 

2020-08-12 22-17-22

SUDDEN HEAVINESS both on my head and back of neck.  Felt DIZZY and CANT LIFT MY NECK as EASILY. 

2020-08-12 22-21-32

Sat down and nose starts to CLOG UP. 

2020-08-12 22-42-49

VERY ITCHY SCALP.   Went to rest for awhile.