2020-08-17-18: Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

2020-08-17 01-22-32

Went to bed.

2020-08-17 05-49-00

Woken up a few minutes by VERY ITCHY EYES and CLOGGED NOSE.  Started SNEEZING. 

2020-08-17 06-20-19

Just starting with pet maintenance but lower back GETS SORE and sides GO NUMB.  Had to sit down for awhile.   Nose starts to CLOG UP EVEN MORE. 

2020-08-17 06-27-44

Lately when i try to blow my VERY CLOGGED ITCHY and RUNNY nose i FEEL SOMETHING SORE and WEAK on my lower back. It's like a NERVE is getting PULLED OUT. 

2020-08-17 06-49-11

It's raining but my nose should NOT BE THIS CLOGGED.  Niggers remotely inducing it to be so by CONSTRICTING my nose and IRRITATING IT with some WARM sensation. 

2020-08-17 07-01-59

SITTING DOWN AGAIN due to SORE lower back. NOT FINISHED putting away beddings to set up computer. 

Nose SUDDENLY STARTS TO ITCH AGAIN. 

2020-08-17 07-07-32

SNEEZING.  CLOGGING up my nose EVEN MORE. 

When are these niggers going to be KILLED and ANNIHILATED. 

2020-08-17 19-34-25

Arrivals at the puffer fish's room (fronting ours) some minutes.  Now there's music (distinct bass) playing inside just loud enough for me to hear. 

2020-08-17 19-53-00

Music from puffer fish's room getting LOUDER with IRRITATING FEELING to my chest and PALPITATIONS.  TWITCHES on my left leg when i wrote this. 

2020-08-17 20-22-57

Feeling VERY DISORIENTED and UNBALANCED when i TURN AROUND or TURN MY HEAD. 

2020-08-17 20-57-12

While sitting down after turned tv off, SLAP noise from inside next door.  My nose STARTS TO CLOG.  DIZZY or DISORIENTED when i GET UP to do something and feels as if the GROUND IS SHAKING. 

2020-08-17 21-48-53

It's ONLY NOW that i CAN FINALLY STAND UP. 

2020-08-17 22-35-13

SUDDENLY felt DIZZY almost FAINT.   Decided to have dinner even if i DONT FEEL LIKE IT nor do i have the appetite. 

2020-08-17 23-54-17

Now VERY DISORIENTED after a meal. CANT FOCUS when i am MOVING ABOUT preparing for bed or STANDING.  Something MOVING ACROSS my EYES (BLURRING my VISION and making my eyes SQUINT) ALL THE WAY TO THE BACK of my HEAD. 

Had to sit down AGAIN. 

2020-08-18 00-00-30

Suddenly VERY SLEEPY.  Movements start getting VERY SLOW and DELIBERATE. 

2020-08-18 00-54-56

HAVE NOT BRUSHED my teeth yet but being FORCED TO SLEEP with LYING IDEAS that it's just going to be for an hour and i CAN WAKE UP then to brush.