Silent No More

2024-01-25 05-47-11 VERY HEAVY and WEAK thighs and legs when I finally can get up. Almost forgot the vegetables I was soaking LINGERING HEAVY feeling. Previous HEAVY-SORE feeling made me feel really TIRED and BREATHLESS.  Had to lie down and take a "nap." 2024-01-25 05-52-29 Phone getting HACKED AGAIN as I wrote the above. Screen UNSTABLE and writing by itself. 2024-01-25 11-15-02 Woke up with a TIGHT feeling around my head and a NAGGING IDEA that "they want me to live in FILTH just like they did to my grandmother."  UNNATURAL PAINFUL urge to pee promptly followed with a SHARP sensation when I urinate until I started making NOISES. A kid starts SHRIEKING when I turned on the light as I got up from the bed (quite dark in the room as usual) and a couple of dhs started to FLAK as they passed below my window. Another CALLED OUT some janitor's name repeatedly. Upper right broken molar and gums SWOLLEN and TENDER still. All I did was eat popcorn last night which I...

2024-01-20 06-59-06 Upper right frontal molars getting VERY PAINFUL AGAIN some minutes after the STINGING ITCH in my nostrils started to wane. Back of head and neck VERY SORE and STIFF since last night, while the EXTREME PAIN in my upper molars was also happening. 2024-01-20 07-08-43 Slight DROWSINESS even as I feel a SEARING PAIN around my eyebrows and forehead. I am still wearing my protective hat and a cable is tied around my head. 2024-01-20 07-17-58 FAST music with LOUD BASS starts to PLAY from somewhere outside the door. 2024-01-20 07-50-39 Another REMOTE STING like an ant BITE (but no ant) at the sensitive back of my right knee. 2024-01-20 08-02-02 EXTREME PAIN moving in the right side of my face (upper molars and cheek too) continues.   I have been readjusting and tightening (for the past half hour) the cables again and again as they keep loosening up around my face. My face now looks DISTORTED due to the tight cables. 2024-01-20 08-02-02 SHARP PAIN in my head and ne...

2024-01-15 10-41-21 Right thumb joints VERY PAINFUL until I wrap a metal band around it. 2024-01-15 18-26-30 Corner of left eye VERY ITCHY and getting PAINFULLY STUNG making it TEARY.   Left nostril VERY CLOGGED too. 2024-01-15 22-10-16 Phone getting HACKED and remotely MANIPULATED again. Having a some form of "network delay" which DELETES what I have just done and some other stuff in the app. 2024-01-15 22-38-18 While at the kitchen trying to cook a meal, nerves on my right eyebrow SUDDEN DULL and STEADY PAIN until I wore my (protective makeshift) eyeglass frame. A few minutes later, despite the glass frame, facial nerves around my eyes and nose start to get PAINFULLY SORE and TIGHT. It diminished when I moved away from the kitchen until it eventually stopped. 2024-01-16 00-16-21 Flat TV (in use for about 3-5 months only) screen started to show moving lateral lines. Had to turn it off. 2024-01-16 04-50-04 Feeling a bit SORE. Had to lie down. Lower back gets EXTREMELY PA...

2024-01-11 21-49-44 Right arm getting VERY PAINFUL again. 2024-01-12 01-34-54 Right upper arm and shoulder joint EXTREMELY SORE and PAINFUL when I lift up my arm. A group of perps with a LOUD fag start LOUD FLAK and CACKLING from an above open window nearby. 2024-01-12 06-51-10 EXTREMELY SHARP and PAINFUL urge to pee. Left leg getting NUMB and sore. 2024-01-12 08-37-03 SHARP and EXTREMELY PAINFUL urge to pee. Vehicle open-closes the door just below my window. 2024-01-12 11-29-29 VERY SHARP and PAINFUL urge to pee some minutes ago even when I only drank VERY MINIMAL liquids due to NONSTOP TALKING BACK at the perps (for hours now). 2024-01-12 17-43-44 Woke up to the sound of a group of big kids' LOUD FLAK just outside the window. 2024-01-12 17-47-31 LOUD NOISE from a passing motorcycle. 2024-01-12 19-33-33 Felt a strong urge to move my bowels While I was in the toilet felt PAIN on the right side of my waistline 2024-01-12 21-29-25 A vehicle below started to play LOUD BASS slow mu...

2024-01-06 23-10-54 VERY PAINFUL urge to pee followed by a RAVENOUS feeling (like STARVING) with a SORE WARM (SCORCHING) feeling at the back of my ears. 2024-01-07 04-37-37 Back of head near the neck and behind my ears gets VERY SORE and WARM as I start to organize a few stuff in the kitchen. 2024-01-07 05-44-54 Sudden VERY HEAVY, PAINFUL and SCORCHING feeling on my upper back, neck and head. While about to sit down, NAGGING IDEA to look back to check if the main door is adequately covered from pryingtr eyes outside.   Sudden PAINFUL DIZZINESS took over as I looked behind me while stooping down to sit on the bed. I seemed to momentarily BLACK OUT and suddenly FORGOT about the electric fan next to the bed. The spinning blade SNAGGED the left side of my face BARELY MISSING my eye. The blade is made of plastic but still TOO SHARP for my left eyeball. My left foot also stepped on a glass shard that was still left from the recent accident with a bottle, which I misplaced due to ...

2024-01-01 05-16-25 Being TORTURED when I eat pancakes. Throat felt SORE and while in the kitchen felt a WARM SHARP PAIN on the back of my left ear just above the jaw line. This happens MOST of the TIME when I eat pancakes. 2024-01-01 15-09-58 Woke up around 1 PM. One of the guards finally brought up my packages. But I seem to be missing one. Left eyelid and surrounding skin NONSTOP TWITCHING. 2024-01-01 18-07-42 Left leg starts to get SORE and I feel TIRED when I was going to stand up to throw away some trash. 2024-01-01 18-22-49 SMASHING or EXPLODING noise TIMED to my actions and to the dialogues on TV. 2024-01-01 19-26-16 Left eye getting WATERY and BLURRY again due to excess BUILDUP of mucus as a result of NONSTOP electromagnetic EXPOSURE. 2024-01-01 20-33-47 Sudden stomach PAIN while browsing the shopping app. Followed by a strong urge to move my bowels. IDEAS in my head WARNING me about possible risks at the spur of the moment then ACCUSES INCESSANTLY if I fail to take heed i...

2023-12-26 05-39-46 Feeling VERY TIRED and HEAVY. Subtle PAIN at the back of my neck and chest (front). I also CAN'T BREATHE properly like having some form of INDIGESTION. 2023-12-26 06-10-52 CAN'T GET UP. Lower back spine CAN'T seem to raise itself up or I CAN'T FEEL it  2023-12-26 09-18-47 Still trying to keep awake. Had to eat about 500ml of ICE (with chocolate) to keep awake. Earlier, VERY SORE NUMBING PAIN while washing dishes and a pot (to cook rice). Have NOT had a meal since I woke up yesterday afternoon. Have NOT BRUSHED teeth for MORE THAN a week until some minutes ago.   WARTS growing on the pit of my right arm. 2023-12-26 13-19-00 Went to bed. While lying down, left upper arm and ear (outer part) starts to ITCH-STING. 2023-12-26 16-04-33 Woke up. Teenager and some smaller kids' RACKET (HOOTING and MOCKING) outside the window. VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. DROWSY again afterwards. 2023-12-26 16-33-07 Teenager continues to SHOUT EXAGGERATEDLY. Back ...