2020-11-26-27: Mafia & Retards in My Backyard Chronicles

2020-11-26 01-37-09

WENT TO BED. 

2020-11-26 08-28-43

Woke up. 

2020-11-26 08-40-31

Chest starts to HURT AFTER i got out the toilet. 

2020-11-26 09-45-40

Trash truck comes in with LOUD BARKER.  LOUD MUSIC starts. 

2020-11-26 20-29-44

CANT THINK and TRAIN OF THOUGHT DISAPPEARS.  I feel STUCK. 

Its been GOING ON for almost 2 HOURS NOW.  CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING and IDEAS KEEP NAGGING in my head.  TIGHT SORE PAIN on the sides of my HEAD and i feel HEAVY PALPITATIONS in my chest to make me DO THINGS AGAIN and AGAIN.

2020-11-26 20-47-46

WARM STUCK and PAINFUL SORE feeling DIMINISHED as i wrote about it.

2020-11-26 21-12-48

While composing a note, bells from next door start RINGING SLIGHTLY then stopped.  I start to FEEL something BLOCKING my head making me SLOW DOWN.  The bells STARTED UP AGAIN, FASTER and LOUDER THIS TIME.

ANGRY IDEA that the perps next door who has the REMOTE TORTURING network around me FORCES me to SLOW DOWN or GO ROUND and ROUND in my head thru ALL SORTS OF TORTURE TECHNIQUES.  When i FINALLY GET TOO CONFUSED or AT A LOSS and EXHAUSTED they PRETEND to LEAD ME thru NOISES MADE by ordinary UNTRAINED and JOBLESS perps who DONT KNOW ANYTHING about psychology or psychotherapy. 

This is the reason why this so-called ASSISTANCE was TURNING ME INTO A LAB RAT and a NERVOUS WRECK even before.  They think they could just SWITCH ME ON and OFF by DISREGARDING ALL my MENTAL processes while MANIPULATING or FORCING on my EMOTIONAL ones.  

These ASSHOLES REALLY NEED TO BE ANNIHILATED. 

2020-11-26 21-42-11

The bells noise PAUSED PROMPTLY when i SWITCHED my computer screen SHOWING my WORK INVOICE for the month. 

2020-11-27 01-21-19

Preparing for bed.  Almost EVERY NIGHT before i go to bed NAGGING IDEA starts (with HEADACHE) about the need to buy candles.  But when i try to do so the next morning a HEAVY SORE FEELING SETS IN with IDEA that it's BORING and to just DELAY IT, or i CANT MAKE A DECISION due to SORE PAIN on my chest. 

2020-11-27 02-29-08

Went to bed.  Left eye ITCHING. 

2020-11-27 02-42-37

NOSE STARTS TO ITCH.  CANT SLEEP. 

2020-11-27 02-52-27

Nose SHARP ITCH.  Dh says next door "ayan na naman" just loud enough for me to hear before i start SNEEZING HARD. 

2020-11-27 02-54-42

I feel air or a slight breeze coming thru the window or door and i FEEL LIKE SNEEZING AGAIN. 

2020-11-27 02-59-20

My butt now starts to ITCH.