Silent No More

2025-01-26 08-56-18 Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee and being FORCED to sleep again.  2025-01-26 12-57-49 Woke up a few minutes ago. VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. A kid made a LOUD but unintelligible remark. My sister's sore throat still hasn't healed and my mother's back doesn't seem to be improving. 2025-01-26 18-58-46 Face feels WARM particularly eyes and lips. 2025-01-26 21-17-01 TV starts to turn ON-OFF while watching the film Madame Web during the scene where the heroine fell into the water and started to have visions. 2025-01-26 21-46-50 The TV screen stops turning OFF when I start making NOISE. 2025-01-27 02-12-11 Chest, back of neck and head VERY SORE, STIFF and HEAVY. Felt like they're BURNING. My DRY, CRUSTY and TAUT lips seem to heal faster when I apply sunblock around it. 2025-01-27 02-55-54 CAN'T THINK, feels TIGHT around the head and ears, and STUMBLING. CAN'T seem to CONTROL my limbs. 2025-01-27 03-55-48 Went to bed. But while lyi...

2025-01-19 17-08-05 ???? FORGOT what I was going to write here. 2025-01-19 21-54-07 Sudden DARK VISION and PHOTOSENSITIVE soon after I spoke to my sister online. Almost STUMBLED and INJURED my right leg if I HADN'T caught myself when a SUDDEN DIZZINESS made me LOOSE BALANCE while trying to reach for something (just at eye level).   It coincided with the SUDDEN NONSTOP ON-OFF INTERFERENCE on my TV screen. 2025-01-19 22-30-52 Eyes DARK and HAZY like the side effects of taking anti-depressants. Happens EVERY TIME I eat food cooked by my sister. She said she DIDN'T PUT ANY meds in my food. 2025-01-20 01-39-40 VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee around 12 AM and now. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED.   Lips still SWOLLEN and VERY DRY. Big and INFLAMED sore still SMARTS. Smaller dry sores (or CHAFFED skin) on both upper and lower sides (outline or edge) of the mouth. Vision still DARK and PHOTOSENSITIVE. Had to go to sleep.   2025-01-20 02-13-41 CAN'T sleep yet. ...

2025-01-14 23-21-38 Stomach starts to HURT. 2025-01-15 01-34-32 Have TROUBLE standing up. Both hips VERY SORE, STIFF and SHOOTS PAIN down to my thighs. Legs also feel VERY HEAVY. 2025-01-15 01-41-56 VERY WARM and BURNING feeling starts down my shoulders AGAIN.   When I start to point my laser device around the room (for faster relief), I feel a SHARP PAIN on the inside of my palm like a STRONG PRICKING feeling. I had to put down the laser pointer. When I start to look for stuff (gloves) that I can use to protect my hand, I get HEADACHES or a DIRECT PAIN to my head. 2025-01-15 01-53-38 Corners of both eyes ITCHING UNCONTROLLABLY. 2025-01-15 02-17-33 Neck and back of ears start to get SORE (BURNING) AGAIN within ON-OFF PAIN.b 2025-01-15 02-40-07 Eyes get HEAVY and I feel DIZZY when I move my head. Moving a LASER beam around the room and above my head helps diminish the HEAVINESS. But it RESUMES as soon as I put down the device. All the while there's a NAGGING IDEA in my hea...

2025-01-09 10-02-51 Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either.  Right hand and wrist starts to HURT. 2025_01_09_10_13_02 Fell asleep and woke up just now with EXTREME PAIN in my lower back. 2025-01-09 13-00-30 Fell asleep again and woke up with same EXCRUCIATING PAIN in my lower back a few minutes ago. Lips (both left side) getting REMOTELY BURNED as I self-talk. 2025-01-09 13-05-02 Right hand, particularly my thumb, HURTS and VERY STIFF, as I wrote the above. 2025-01-09 13-32-36 Right thumb still SORE and STIFF with ON-OFF PAIN if I DON'T self-talk. 2025-01-09 13-39-47 Lips getting MORE DRY or getting BURNED even WORSE when I self-talk. WHAT the HELL is going on with these perps?! 2025-01-09 17-59-05 Head and neck feels TIGHT and HEAVY. Eyes PHOTOSENSITIVE with a THREATHENING MIGRAINE for OVER an hour now. 2025_01_09_21_00_15 VERY PAINFUL NONSTOP URGES to pee while arguing with my sister about the effectiveness of water filters. 2025-01-1...

2025-01-04 16-14-57 Ll A few minutes ago, SUDDEN SHARP steady PAIN in my lower left back molars UNTIL I tried to find the SOURCE of the PAIN by beaming a laser around the room.al *unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor. PAIN tends to diminish when the laser hits the door area, upper walls (particularly the back) and the floor. ON-OFF PAIN and SORENESS still LINGER, and moving back and forth on the side of my back molars. Metal bands seem to help but NOT completely. 2025-01-04 23-21-06 While putting away some stuff, sudden WARM-PAIN at the back of my neck and right shoulder. Felt like VOMITING. 2025-01-04 23-56-06 VERY WARM and SORE (BURNING) feeling at the back of my neck and head starts AGAIN while sorting some stuff inside the cabinet.   Lip (lower) VERY DRY. Metal band covering it had SLIPPED off. 2025-01-05 00-08-39 CAN'T THINK and feeling VERY HEAVY and SORE in my head. Just finished eat...

2024-12-31 12-28-48 Cursor (older phone) TYPING by ITSELF. Screen UNCONTROLLABLE. 2024-12-31 13-01-38 Feeling OVERLY BAD about NOT being able to register and/or subscribe for a faster internet (fiber) connection during a promo period (Php1 only) because my mobile connection on ALL my phones were being BLOCKED. This new service is also prepaid so I am not required to pay a monthly fee. Now that the promo is over (back to FULL PRICE of 1k), I was able to register WITHOUT a cynch. But the problem is that should the building admin here refuse to have the cable connection installed I CAN'T REFUND this amount. There's a so-called "tie-up" between the admin or building management with the current ISP, which HACKED my connection NONSTOP (until my laptop got SCREWED beyond repair with MALWARE, etc.) when I tried to use their service before. Now, for some reason, I am being TORTURED to feel VERY BAD, when these same TORTURING perps are the ones responsible for BLOCKING my ph...

2024-12-26 12-52-30 Phone getting HACKED and BLOCKED while trying to post on one of my blogsites causing great deal of TROUBLE and DELAY.  Upper right extremities and lower torso VERY PAINFUL and STIFF specially my WRIST and arm after or while I was posting online.  2024-12-26 13-11-45 Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED.   Lips still being REMOTELY BURNED while I slept and during my waking hours causing OPEN SORES to FORM. 2024-12-26 13-34-58 A kid said ALOUD "BYE" awhile ago. But I am still being REMOTELY TORTURED (as USUAL) to urinate right now. 2024-12-26 15-20-59 While standing and washing some soiled rags (for food or while eating) which I used yesterday but weren't able to clean due to the REMOTE chest ATTACKING and music HARASSING perps WASTING my time, VERY PAINFUL SHOCK or URGE (in my private) to pee starts. These perps are still FREE to do WHATEVER the hell they want apparently. 2024-12-26 15-26-49 Lower back starts to HURT or get SORE too while my priv...