2025-01-19-26: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2025-01-19 17-08-05

???? FORGOT what I was going to write here.

2025-01-19 21-54-07

Sudden DARK VISION and PHOTOSENSITIVE soon after I spoke to my sister online.

Almost STUMBLED and INJURED my right leg if I HADN'T caught myself when a SUDDEN DIZZINESS made me LOOSE BALANCE while trying to reach for something (just at eye level).  

It coincided with the SUDDEN NONSTOP ON-OFF INTERFERENCE on my TV screen.

2025-01-19 22-30-52

Eyes DARK and HAZY like the side effects of taking anti-depressants. Happens EVERY TIME I eat food cooked by my sister.

She said she DIDN'T PUT ANY meds in my food.

2025-01-20 01-39-40

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee around 12 AM and now. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED.  

Lips still SWOLLEN and VERY DRY. Big and INFLAMED sore still SMARTS. Smaller dry sores (or CHAFFED skin) on both upper and lower sides (outline or edge) of the mouth.

Vision still DARK and PHOTOSENSITIVE. Had to go to sleep.  

2025-01-20 02-13-41

CAN'T sleep yet. Backside starts to ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY.

2025-01-20 08-05-57

Woke up with same UNNATURALLY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Toilet bowl still CLOGGED.

Small SORES on my lips have SPREAD. I wore a bike mask while I slept. STABS of PAIN in my neck (back and right side).

Phone screen and cursor moving by ITSELF and DELETING words.

2025-01-20 08-44-48

???? FORGOT what I was going to write here.

2025-01-20 10-41-51

VERY SORE ALL OVER all of a SUDDEN. 

Phone screen starts to SHAKE UNCONTROLLABLY.

2025-01-20 11-22-34

Took a nap

2025-01-20 13-37-47

Woke up. VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee starts even while I was already in the toilet.

Big SORE on my upper lip had gotten PAINFUL AGAIN. The SHARP PAIN diminished when I covered it with my finger. Smaller SORES on both my lips still inflamed.

IDEA about SCATTERED rice grains underneath the kitchen trolley which I STILL CAN'T GET to (due to continued TORTURE keeping me from sorting the CLUTTER on top of it), with seemingly MORE ROACHES moving about, came to mind.  

This was followed by a small female voice outside the door saying "SORRY."  

Earlier, before I took a nap, heard a remark "MAYABANG" outside the door while I was asking my sister if I can get added financial support this year.

Yesterday, someone made a car NOISE timed to the script on TV about FALLOUT OF [your] BEST INTENTIONS (referring to the SORES on my lips).

I ANGRILY RETORTED to all these.

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2025-01-20 14-23-31

Have TROUBLE POSTING online as the screen kept MOVING and SLIDING UNCONTROLLABLY by itself.

Big SORE on my lip getting PAINFUL AGAIN.

2025-01-20 15-53-32

VISION gets DARK again after a meal (I made). Getting an IDEA that it's the WATER from the tap that's CAUSING this.

2025-01-20 16-24-57

Head feels like it's FLOATING.

2025-01-20 16-58-30

Stomach starts to HURT.

2025-01-21 00-15-48

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee when I just urinated about an hour ago.

2025-01-21 00-52-06

Right chest shoulder arm and hand start to HURT ON-OFF.

2025-01-21 01-25-44

Left eyelid starts to TWITCH IRRITATINGLY, making my eye NUMB and DISRUPTING my vision.

2025-01-21 14-18-14

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee and a SORE left hip. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Left side of waistline and flank SORE and feels BLOATED.

Woke up earlier around 5 AM but had to go back to sleep at 11.

2025-01-21 14-42-09

Have to deal with 3 defective and 2 missing items orders online.

2025-01-21 14-46-36

Back of head and neck suddenly SHOOTING UP PAIN, with left side of stomach getting VERY SORE.

Lips still VERY DRY, INFLAMED, starting to ITCH and the sores seem to be SPREADING outwards.

2025-01-21 18-08-22

Left side of stomach starts to HURT after just a small (and SIMPLE) meal.

2025-01-21 19-40-38

VERY PAINFUL right chest, shoulder and arm starts. Find it VERY DIFFICULT to move AGAIN.

I only have a FEW DAYS left before the day my sister EXPECTS me to finally come out of my room.

2025-01-21 19-45-53

Someone starts making VEHICLE NOISES below the window.

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2025-01-20 14-23-31

Have TROUBLE POSTING online as the screen kept MOVING and SLIDING UNCONTROLLABLY by itself.

Big SORE on my lip getting PAINFUL AGAIN.

2025-01-20 15-53-32

VISION gets DARK again after a meal (I made). Getting an IDEA that it's the WATER from the tap that's CAUSING this.

2025-01-20 16-24-57

Head feels like it's FLOATING.

2025-01-20 16-58-30

Stomach starts to HURT.

2025-01-21 00-15-48

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee when I just urinated about an hour ago.

2025-01-21 00-52-06

Right chest shoulder arm and hand start to HURT ON-OFF.

2025-01-21 01-25-44

Left eyelid starts to TWITCH IRRITATINGLY, making my eye NUMB and DISRUPTING my vision.

2025-01-21 14-18-14

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee and a SORE left hip. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Left side of waistline and flank SORE and feels BLOATED.

Woke up earlier around 5 AM but had to go back to sleep at 11.

2025-01-21 14-42-09

Have to deal with 3 defective and 2 missing items orders online.

2025-01-21 14-46-36

Back of head and neck suddenly SHOOTING UP PAIN, with left side of stomach getting VERY SORE.

Lips still VERY DRY, INFLAMED, starting to ITCH and the sores seem to be SPREADING outwards.

2025-01-21 18-08-22

Left side of stomach starts to HURT after just a small (and SIMPLE) meal.

2025-01-21 19-40-38

VERY PAINFUL right chest, shoulder and arm starts while I use my mobile phone. Find it VERY DIFFICULT to move AGAIN.

I only have a FEW DAYS left before the day my sister EXPECTS me to finally come out of my room.

2025-01-21 19-45-53

Someone starts making VEHICLE NOISES below the window.

2025-01-21 20-00-52

Stopped using my phone and just trying to clean my bed now with a vacuum (and a brush). Whole upper right extemeties still WON'T STOP HURTING ON-OFF.

2025-01-21 21-10-29

CAN'T STAND UP or walk to the toilet due to LINGERING DULL PAIN in my stomach, as PAINFUL URGES to pee start.

PAINFUL URGES got WORSE all of a SUDDEN.

2025-01-21 21-54-32

Just used the toilet. While reaching for liquid soap to wash my hands, left leg TWITCHED.

Small SORES had spread on my lips' surrounding skin. The CLUSTERS on my lips are VERY DRY. But they get MOIST and ITCHY when I rub them. WHOLE lip (both) is TAUT or STIFF and VERY DRY.

Stomach continues to HURT.

2025-01-21 22-04-03

Phone cursor ACTING UP and DELETING my previous entries.

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2025-01-22 01-01-24

Back of head and eyeballs getting SORE and WARM. Feel like PUKING.  

2025-01-22 02-48-07

Feel VERY TIRED or EXHAUSTED, I CAN'T BREATHE properly with a VERY WARM and SORE feeling on my chest, neck, shoulders and upper back.

ON-OFF PAIN in my stomach with some form of REMOTELY induced INDIGESTION. Feeling TOO WEAK to get up.

2025-01-22 11-17-24

Woke up with same SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL RUSH to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED.   

Nose getting remotely STUNG causing me to SNEEZE while brushing my teeth.

Woke up earlier with same PAINFUL URGES.

2025-01-22 11-21-24

Nose still getting remotely STUNG making my nose RUNNY and ITCHY. SNEEZING again.

2025-01-22 11-28-18

Eyes getting VERY ITCHY too.

2025-01-22 14-09-07

WARM and VERY SORE feeling on my head, back of neck and shoulders is making movement VERY DIFFICULT.

Perps' NONSTOP TORTURE is LOWERING my immune system. But they're BLAMING it (as usual) on my father's history of diabetes.

2025-01-22 14-29-37

Whenever I feel FAKE HUNGER, and SORE and HEAVY in my upper torso, my lips with SORES (caused by HERPES) seem to get even MORE DRY, INFLAMED and IRRITATED. 

2025-01-22 14-56-03

CAN'T MOVE. PAIN on back of neck, upper chest and back making it VERY DIFFICULT. Even CHEWING is TEDIOUS and I CAN'T taste the food (a snack) that I eat. 

2025-01-22 16-12-22

Just finished a snack and VERY DROWSY all of a SUDDEN. CAN'T CLEAN ANYTHING even my bed. Roaches starting to CLIMB UP on it.

2025-01-23 02-49-31

Right hip and side of thigh VERY STIFF and SORE when I got up from an indian sitting position awhile ago. I could BARELY move.   

Upper right extemeties were also starting to HURT with same NUMBING PAIN.

Earlier, RECURRING INTENSE SORE-PAIN on the same spot while playing a mobile game.

Woke up from a LONG NAP yesterday around 6-7 PM. My sister dropped by with some food and knocked on my door. Otherwise, I would still be ASLEEP.  

Was NOT ABLE to do anything else since then except eat and play on my phone.

2025-01-23 03-11-239

Feeling SO HUNGRY all of a SUDDEN like I HAVEN'T eaten for days. Had to eat the food I was reserving for later.

2025-01-23 04-04-18

While preparing for bed, a vehicle BEEPED outside from the direction of the window.9

2025-01-23 10-55-32

Woke up with VERY DRY and CRUSTY lips like they were being remotely BURNED again, causing the virus to SPREAD even more.

Left nose starts to ITCH. Phone screen starts to ACT UP.

A kid starts to SCREAM followed by vehicles' noises.  

Background low monotone LOUD TUNE with a PULSATING beat starts 

2025-01-23 11-05-44

Lower back and midrib feel SORE. Ringing in my ears and head feels HEAVY like there's AIR in them.

2025-01-23 11-23-02

Sister arrived with food. VERY TIGHT and SORE feeling on the head and eyeballs while at the door until I placed a metal object to my eyes. Felt my nose or air passage promptly LOOSEN UP.   

Same thing happened yesterday while at the door. Always have that TIGHT feeling at the door even before the pile up of clutter.

2025-01-23 12-09-24

Eyes PHOTOSENSITIVE. Lower back SORE.

A kid-like voice SHOUTING FREQUENTLY outside the window.

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2025-01-26 00-49-33

IRRIATATING background music still playing.

2025-01-25 22-53-14

Very HEAVY feeling, PALPITATIONS and a CONSTANT ON-OFF HEADACHE.

VERY photosensitive. Vision quite DARK.

Mobile phone connection FREQUENT INTERFERENCES while playing online games.

Background music playing somewhere below the window starting to PISS me off.

2025-01-25 15-58-52

CAN'T order food online. Been trying to for OVER an hour now. Other food ordering app got UNINSTALLED without my knowledge.

CAN'T order food on ANY of my phones (old and new) using the same app.

Finally able to order food (pizza) but failed delivery.

Someone who claims to be the manager giving me the runarounds and refused to give me a refund. 

Feel so GODDAM PISSED and started SHOUTING at the so-called manager

Had to contact food platform cs to ask for a refund.

2025-01-25 13-32-59

Can hear and feel in my head and ears a PULSATING LOW sound somewhere beneath the room.

AGGRESSIVE (BANGING) NOISES below the window.

2025-01-25 12-22-30

Woke up. Felt TOO COLD and SORE on my upper torso. SHIVERING even when it was WARM and SUNNY outside.  

Have TROUBLE getting up with PAIN THREATENING to shoot up from my left hip and waistline.

LOUD ball DRIBBLING starts.

Left inner ear starts to ITCH. Small welt on my chest ITCHY too.

LOUD ball DUNKING.

While in the toilet SNEEZING and nose ITCHING. 

Corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY when I sat on the bed.

More BLISTERS on the soft side of my right middle finger

Feel like there's AIR in my head that's making my head ACHE ON-OFF.

2025-01-25 04-48-13

Went to bed.

2025-01-24 22-51-08

Head and back of neck VERY SORE and HEAVY. Feel like PUKING for over an hour now.

2025-01-24 18-46-40

While cleaning and trying to organize and clearmy bed of CLUTTER for over an hour now, IDEAS about perps and their organization enter my head.

My head is being TORTURED now when the topic turned to organized crime and religion.

2025-01-24 13-12-11

Left hand seems to be SWELLING again.  

Fingers feel TIGHT when rolled into a fist. Wearing metal around my upper arm seem to diminish the TIGHTNESS.

Left eye still WON'T STOP PULSATING. I CAN'T feel my left eye anymore. It's vision is BLURRED and it's CONSTANTLY FORMING hard mucus.

2025-01-24 12-10-49

Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL left knee and it HURTS even more whenever I start to get up.

Felt VERY SORE ALL OVER including my stomach.

Woke up more than 5 times earlier but CAN'T STAY AWAKE or GET FULLY AWAKE.

 

When I finally tried to get up or sit up something seemed to PUSH ME DOWN on my chest. Had to wave around a laser beam to make the feeling DIMINISH.

Lip SORES getting WORSE and SPREADING outwards, getting MORE DRY and CRUSTY. It DIDN'T feel as DRY when I woke up earlier.

It's most likely getting REMOTELY SCORCHED AGAIN.

TOP of my nose starts to ITCH and felt something POWDERY on it when I touched it.

2025-01-24 01-51-39

Left eye NONSTOP TWITCHING

Left eye TWITCHES again while I wrote about what happened (SHOUTING) earlier.