2025-01-14-19: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2025-01-14 23-21-38

Stomach starts to HURT.

2025-01-15 01-34-32

Have TROUBLE standing up. Both hips VERY SORE, STIFF and SHOOTS PAIN down to my thighs. Legs also feel VERY HEAVY.

2025-01-15 01-41-56

VERY WARM and BURNING feeling starts down my shoulders AGAIN.  

When I start to point my laser device around the room (for faster relief), I feel a SHARP PAIN on the inside of my palm like a STRONG PRICKING feeling. I had to put down the laser pointer.

When I start to look for stuff (gloves) that I can use to protect my hand, I get HEADACHES or a DIRECT PAIN to my head.

2025-01-15 01-53-38

Corners of both eyes ITCHING UNCONTROLLABLY.

2025-01-15 02-17-33

Neck and back of ears start to get SORE (BURNING) AGAIN within ON-OFF PAIN.b

2025-01-15 02-40-07

Eyes get HEAVY and I feel DIZZY when I move my head.

Moving a LASER beam around the room and above my head helps diminish the HEAVINESS. But it RESUMES as soon as I put down the device. All the while there's a NAGGING IDEA in my head that this is TEDIOUS, USELESS and why am I so HELPLESS.

2025-01-15 03-04-49

Feeling BAD in my chest when I went to the toilet followed by a VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.

Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED since I used it yesterday or the other day (can't seem to recall). Left leg TWITCHED as O wrote this 

I was DISTRACTED from and COMPLETELY FORGOT to collect and filter water to drink awhile ago due to the NONSTOP TV INTERFERENCE 

Corners of both eyes UNCONTROLLABLY ITCHY and NUMB. I CAN'T feel it when I try to rub them.

Small VERY ITCHY blister growing on the inside of my right middle finger. WOUNDS on my lips (left side) still WON'T completely heal and are IRRITATED and SWELLING again.

2025-01-15 03-24-30

Big ROACHES CRAWL ERRATICALLY (as if running away from something at the door) towards my bed all at the SAME TIME.

2025-01-15 03-51-25

A ROACH promptly CRAWLED onto my bed when I proceeded to stand up. The spray (citronella) I use to ward them off DOESN'T work. Even vinegar DOESN'T seem to work on them anymore either 

2025-01-15 06-31-50

ROACHES continue to ROAM AROUND my bed.

2025-01-15 07-09-11

Went to bed. Back of head and neck start to HURT when I sat back up to look for something.

2025-01-15 14-13-22

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee and lower back and hips TROUBLE some minutes ago.

Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED since I used it yesterday. It's starting to SMELL, with an even STRONGER PUNGENT smell coming from outside the door and along the floor corners of the toilet,

While in the toilet, someone at the door (outside) said "BOBO" just loud enough for me to hear.

Lips still DRY, SWELLING and STINGING from open wounds due to CONTINUOUS remote SCORCHING.

2025-01-15 17-52-34

Vehicle door SLAMMING noises.

2025-01-15 18-13-29

VERY PAINFUL 

2025-01-15 19-32-55

CAN'T STAND UP again just like yesterday. Everything from the head down is VERY SORE, PAINFUL and HEAVY.

2025-01-15 20-10-01

Felt like some of the open wounds on my DRY lip (upper) is "leaking" water (or puss). Just touched them and felt wetness.

The metal bands (with slats) I am using to cover them seem useless at the moment other than to help COOL them down.

2025-01-15 20-15-55

Ball SMASHING and LOUD DRIBBLING for about an hour awhile ago.  

TV start going ON-OFF AGAIN even when I am not watching. The sound getting CUT-OFF EVERY few seconds is IRRITATING enough. So when I put the TV on MUTE it promptly stops, unless I am watching.

Left side of my head and eye being TARGETED now with ON-OFF PAIN.

2025-01-15 20-34-07

Head, back of neck and shoulders getting VERY SORE and WARM.

2025-01-15 21-00-04

TV screen ACTING UP again when I changed to another channel.

2025-01-15 21-09-22

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee with background music playing JUST LOUD ENOUGH for me to hear (and timed to my actions) somewhere below the toilet.

Lips still VERY DRY, overly WARM and SWOLLEN.

2025-01-15 22-28-14

SUDDEN CHOKING OVER and OVER until I started making NOISE.

2025-01-16 00-43-57

While having a small meal awhile ago, lower left back molars suddently start to SWELL but I DON'T FEEL anything until I bite on them.  

The DULL PAIN generated was underneath my jaw and when I point a laser beam around the room (left side mostly) the PAIN diminished. The SWELLING created by the PAIN starts flatten almost immediately.

These 2 lower left back molars may be broken but they're still HEALTHY. They DON'T BOTHER me (or any of my teeth for that matter) UNTIL these perps REMOTELY TORTURE my jaw.  

It's the same with the STINGING, PAINFUL and SWELLING open wounds on the left side of my upper lip. They heal almost immediately when these perps stop or pause from remotely SCORCHING them NONSTOP.

2025-01-16 04-37-56

Lied down to rest for awhile a few minutes ago, before preparing for bed. EXTREMELY PAINFUL and SORE lower back started. Laser pointed at the door near the floor helped ease some of the PAIN.

2025-01-16 06-32-49

Woke up with same UNNATURALLY PAINFUL URGE to pee and a VERY SORE lower back.

Phone screen moving by ITSELF UNCONTROLLABLY that I wasn't able to write this until hours later when I woke up the 2nd time around (or if it's still accurate as my mind is hazy about the details now).

2025-01-16 12-26-17

Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL NONSTOP URGE to pee.  

Taste of water CHANGING in as short as a few seconds when I check it that I had to throw out what I saved last night (or early this morning).

Lips (particularly upper left) still VERY DRY and SWOLLEN. Wounds also feel DRY but still PAINFUL. I think they are being BURNED again.

2025-01-16 13-01-33

All the metal bands on my mouth to cover my lips from being SCORCHED while I slept were all SCATTERED on the bed when I woke up awhile ago. Even the ones on my forehead (to keep me from having NONSTOP drowsiness once I wake up).

I DON'T RECALL taking any of them off. 

2025-01-16 14-29-39

Jaw underneath lower left back molars start to get an IRRITATING DULL sensation causing gums to SWELL.

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee starting while doing or about to do some chores. The DULL PAIN makes me feel like I have UTI.

2025-01-16 17-06-09

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee starts AGAIN. Lingering HEADACHE goes EXTREME timed to the sudden SURGE of PAIN in my private area.

I seem to recall having just DONE SO about AN HOUR AGO.

2025-01-16 17-32-43

After using the toilet and preparing a meal, WOUND on VERY DRY and TAUT upper lip EXTREMELY PAINFUL with SHARP PAIN SHOOTING from it (joined by a LOUD NOISE outside) until I placed a finger over it.

There was a bit of discomfort as I CAN'T OPEN the fridge door wide open due to the boxes and packages beside it, but it WASN'T this PAINFUL until these perps started to TORTURE me.

2025-01-16 21-40-29

Some minutes ago, while sorting and getting some stuff inside the fridge (for a meal), right side of waistline and flank getting PAINFULLY STABBED. This was joined by a BURNING sensation at the back of my neck, HEAVY PALPITATIONS and HEADACHES.

2025-01-16 23-00-11

TV going ON-OFF AGAIN.

2025-01-17 04-14-02

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee after NONSTOP ON-OFF head and neck TORTURE starting 9 PM.

Lips CONTINUOUSLY being remotely SCORCHED. It was already HEALING awhile ago with medication. But it's PAINFUL again and SWELLING now after I left it uncovered to eat and forgot to cover it again. The (DIY) cover however, is NOT foolproof.

2025-01-17 05-31-21

STINGING and PAINFUL open wounds on my lips due to NONSTOP remote BURNING start to get INFECTED as I eat.

2025-01-17 13-00-24

Woke up around 12:30 PM. Lips still DRY TAUT and SWOLLEN but not as painful

Newly purchased mite repellant making NOISES.

2025-01-17 13-23-03

While inside the toilet, LOW RUMBLING NOISE (like a garbage truck) somewhere below nearby starting to make my ears and head HURT.

Mite repellant making BUZZING NOISES again when I turned my audio player on.

SWOLLEN (infected) wound on left side of upper lip HURTS AGAIN. SHOOTS UP SHARP PAIN when I touch it.

2025-01-17 13-52-31

Ball DRIBBLING and SMASHING NOISE starts.

Just moved my bowels a few minutes ago. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. 

2025-01-17 14-37-20

Phone (old) playing music STOPPED all of a SUDDEN when someone passed by quietly outside the door.

2025-01-17 17-14-23

Lips still getting SCORCHED. WOUND on upper lip getting SORE and IRRITATED again.

2025-01-17 17-40-15

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED since I used it this afternoon.

Right side of neck and corner of neck and shoulder getting STABBED with HARD DULL PAIN.  

2025-01-17 18-34-51

The STABS are getting MORE FREQUENT and PAINFUL now. These GODDAM perps are doing it AGAIN.

I was just about to open a package (food item), the first one for the day.

2025-01-17 18-48-09

Sudden DROWSINESS even when I had enough sleep this morning. Meanwhile, the CLUTTER around the room remains UNSORTED.

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2025-01-17 19-01-12

SORE DULL and STABBING PAIN gets really INTENSE causing NUMBING DEBILITATING PAIN when try to at least even partially finish what I started.

I also start to get HUNGRY.

2025-01-17 20-02-20

Just had a snack while watching TV. But still being FORCED to lie down (VER6 SORE neck and shoulder).  

Went to bed, DIDN'T have a CHOICE. I WON'T be able to move later if I don't.

Lower back molars start to SWELL and I feel the jawbone underneath getting a bit SORE. It got STABBED as soon as I wrote the above 

2025-01-17 22-14-10

Woke up a few minutes ago with same INTENSE URGE to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. 

Lips still DRY and SWOLLEN. Upper lip wound still WON'T HEAL.

2025-01-18 00-03-41

Upper right extremeties VERY SORE and PAINFUL for about an HOUR now while playing some online games in the shopping app (like I always do).

A dh SNORTED and SPAT outside the window.

2025-01-18 01-19-42

Open wound on my upper lip (left side) still WON'T dry up DESPITE applying a FAST HEALING ointment on it. Normally would take less than 24 hours. This WOUND has remained PAINFUL and STINGING for about 2-3 days now.

2025-01-18 02-28-40

Just had a meal. My head is clear but subtle chest PAIN starts with NEGATIVE IDEAS. I CAN'T think and CAN'T remember what I wanted to do. 

Simple tasks FEEL DAUNTING with NEGATIVE IDEAS that it's too much work. 

2025-01-18 02-32-34

Some big kids start to SHOUT below.

2025-01-18 05-56-16

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee. I seem to recall having urinated about an hour ago. 

Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. 

2025-01-18 06-00-10

UNABLE to unpack and sort any CLUTTER this morning including the package I was about to unbox earlier before I was PAINFULLY FORCED to sleep. 

Have to go to bed now. 

2025-01-18 06-05-01

VERY SORE and HEAVY feeling continues in my chest and upper back like some form of rheumatism. Makes me feel VERY BAD and DON'T want to do ANYTHING.

2025-01-18 13-37-35

Woke up around 12 PM with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee even while my sister was outside the door (knocking) to let me know a delivery staff has arrived.

Lips still DRY and STINGING from wounds. Upper lip major WOUND still TENDER and SWOLLEN.

2025-01-18 14-06-36

While trying to access a certain function on my mobile, a dh SHOUTS "NO" near the window outside.

I NEVER gave these perps (or ANYONE) ANY permission and/or authority to INVADE or MEDDLE with my LIFE and PRIVACY, or even with my phone/s for that matter! TAKE AWAY their ACCESS to my life and EVERYTHING else related to me RIGHT NOW!

2025-01-18 15-45-58

Lips CONTINUE to get SCORCHED. Had to CONSTANTLY hold a METAL object between my lips to get some relief from the PAIN and to keep the WOUNDS cool enough to heal.

The DRYNESS and WARM feeling promptly stops when I do this.

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2025-01-18 16-26-44

NAGGING IDEA that the SORES on my lips are caused by a herpes virus (which can only be contracted via oral sex). This idea insists that I got it from DIRTY food or the raw garlic that I eat 

I still CAN'T cook my food due to the still unsorted CLUTTER on the kitchen floor which

Also it's OBVIOUS that it's REMOTE BURNING that's causing this. As soon as I remove the metal I clamp down between my lips, the BIG PAINFUL SORE (wound) instantly stops SWELLING, even the PAIN diminishes. It only comes back when I leave my mouth unprotected.

Also the most PAINFUL and BIGGEST SORE is located on my upper lip left side. Lower left back molars are also getting TORTURED incidentally.

2025-01-18 17-13-52

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee. When I got to the toilet, LOW BASS monotone tunes, with high-low pitch and pauses TIMED to my actions, start to PLAY below outside.

When I start SHOUTING, SUDDEN SORE-PAIN in my lower left back molars start.

2025-01-18 17-44-06

Low monotone BASS tunes, subtle and just LOUD ENOUGH for me to hear, CONTINUE.

2025-01-18 23-01-15

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee start after a vehicle below BEEPED quietly.

2025-01-19 01-20-57

NONSTOP or LENGTHY (more than an hour) LOUD TALK against the perps when the TV screen started doing its ON-OFF INTERFERENCE by the perps around 9 PM.  

This was promptly followed by MUSIC (happy) somewhere nearby outside window, while I was still TALKING.

A dh then continued on to say "BOBO" outside the window.

2025-01-19 01-38-09

CAN'T FUCKING MOVE right now.  

I feel VERY HUNGRY or RAVENOUS but it SUDDENLY TURNS or changes to UTTER DISCOMFORT or INTENSE HEAVINESS in the chest.

2025-01-19 01-48-50

Feeling VERY BAD in the chest now.

2025-01-19 02-31-30

While proceeding to finally eat, another thought came in WANTING me to open one of the packages FIRST before eating (so I WON'T get TORTURED to sleep soon after).

As soon as that thought FLASHED in my head, my lips INSTANTLY felt VERY DRY and SORE together with my chest and stomach.

I had to eat first.

2025-01-19 03-07-55

INFLAMED wound on my upper (left) lip getting EXTREMELY PAINFUL again as I resume TALKING BACK due to the TIGHT-PAIN in my chest.

2025-01-19 03-13-03

Starting to feel DROWSY and my movements are so GODDAM LIMITED or I CAN'T MOVE at all.

My burps are getting DELAYED or CONTROLLED whenever they're about to start.

2025-01-19 04-51-48

BLISTERS and SWELLING getting WORSE. The big SORE is still INFLAMED and my antibacterial and burn ointment does NOT seem to WORK anymore.

2025-01-19 08-01-47

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL NONSTOP URGE to pee followed by AGGRESSION NOISES.

Lips still SWELLING.

2025-01-19 08-22-00

Lips getting remotely BURNED after I TALKED BACK at the RETARDED perps below. Upper lip big WOUND or SORE getting PAINFUL AGAIN.

2025-01-19 09-01-08

LOUD BASS music with a fast beat started a few minutes ago below the direction of the door.

Stomach also starts to HURT like I have ULCERS.

2025-01-19 09-05-04

PAINFUL INFLAMED SORE on my lip SUDDENLY stopped SMARTING. 

2025-01-19 16-01-05

CAN'T BREATHE after having a breakfast type meal. 

Was FORCED to have a LONG NAP awhile ago. Woke up about 1-2 hrs ago.

2025-01-19 16-32-06

ANGRY IDEA that the perps put the herpes virus (or something) in the water tank without chlorine. REMOTELY HEATING UP my face (particularly mouth or lips) NONSTOP ACTIVATED the virus.

Further, the management and admin of the building are currently being sued and have just been served a subpoena to appear in court, while investigation of the perps' activities around here continues.  

2025-01-19 16-50-25

Upbeat BACKGROUND MUSIC starts AGAIN from the direction of the door. I start to feel IRRITRATED or UNCOMFORTABLE so I try to stand up.

But something WARM starts on my face again and on my chest PUSHING ME BACK. Also BREATHLESS due to HEAVY PALPITATIONS.0