Silent No More

2023-02-01 00-22-03 DOOR of abs-cbn's room SLAMMED while I was looking at a pair of glasses which I recently bought online. 2023-02-01 01-16-22 SUDDEN PAINFUL STAB just below my left ear on the jaw line while I was leaving the toilet. 2023-02-01 01-19-18 PAIN continues as I sat down on the bed. Starting to feel like I have MUMPS. 2023-02-01 01-33-37 PAIN below my left ear MOVES down to my arm and shoulder. Left side of my torso getting VERY STIFF and SORE. While walking on the bed I felt something PUSH me on the left side of my torso and I got UNBALANCED and almost FELL to my right on the hard wooden bed (no mattress). 2023-02-01 01-39-19 VERY STIFF and PAINFUL feeling on the left side of my shoulder and neck PREVENTING me from moving my upper torso. Feeling just below the center of my ribs FORCING me to laugh. 2023-02-01 02-33-54 The more I try to move my left the MORE it gets PAINFUL and my shoulder. My other arm also feels NUMB. HEAVINESS in my head and neck starts. Went to...

2023-01-29 01-21-10 Nose still VERY CLOGGED. I can hear my nose breathe and wheeze like there are ROCKS and COTTON in it. But when I placed my cold hand (after washing with cold water) on the back of my neck, the BLOCKAGE promptly DIMINISHED. ANNIHILATE and KILL ALL these perps and their financiers NOW. 2023-01-30 00-41-58 NONSTOP chatter in my head. Starting to have a HEADACHE. 2023-01-30 02-07-32 Chatter continues DESCRIBING and SNEERING at everything I do saying over and over again that I am POSING and ACTING for the camera. 2023-01-30 03-20-12 Right shoulder, shoulder blade and area just below right side of neck VERY PAINFUL and SORE. Gets even MORE PAINFUL when I lift my arm to reach for something. 2023-01-30 11-19-59 Woke up. Back all the way to my neck VERY SORE and STIFF. Left nostril VERY CLOGGED. 2023-01-31 09-00-40 Woke up around 6 AM. While lying down a lot of subtle FLAK somewhere above or below my window saying "sira ulo" OVER and OVER again. 2023-01-31 09-22...

2023-01-23 06-00-19 SUDDEN EXTREME PAIN on the back of my head and neck with HEAVY palpitations while just sorting stuff to throw out. I had to stop. ANNIHILATE ALL these perps and their masters NOW. SHARP STINGS on the SENSITIVE back folds of my left knee after I wrote the last statement. 2023-01-23 06-23-10 STINK coming from somewhere or the sewers. The SMELL goes ON-OFF in my nose. 2023-01-23 06-39-21 Still just watching TV. Felt like I was being ATTACKED again when I tried to stand up. 2023-01-23 06-41-15 VERY STUFFY nose and VERY ITCHY corner of my left eye as I wrote the above. For a second I TOTALLY FORGOT what I was about to write at the moment. 2023-01-23 07-34-04 LOUD fast or rock music playing from abs-cbn's room. 2023-01-23 08-46-24 Left eye suddenly VERY WATERY and STICKY. 2023-01-23 08-49-12 Nose ITCHING and SNEEZING. 2023-01-23 09-07-04 Still UNABLE to resume clearing away some of my room's clutter and just watching TV since I was TORTURED and FORCED to sit ...

2023-01-17 05-57-18 Felt hungry still after having a small leftover meal and had to eat again. Still CAN'T stand up and DO ANYTHING. 2023-01-17 06-23-54 Still CAN'T DO ANYTHING but watch TV.   Some NAGGING or PAINFUL IDEAS (REPEATED INCESSANTLY for over 20 years that I am going to get married soon, or that I am in something big or significant that's why BAD THINGS or EVENTS are happening to me) being echoed into my head and I felt VERY DIZZY and PISSED.   2023-01-17 06-28-26 Having some kind of PALPITATIONS. 2023-01-17 06-34-18 Phone ACTING UP as I start to post online. 2023-01-17 08-42-05 VERY DROWSY and being PAINFULLY FORCED to sleep (as usual).  I still have NOT BRUSHED my teeth (for about 5 days now). Left ear with SCABS from previous SCRATCH wounds just outside the inner ear get VERY ITCHY again as I start to post online. 2023-01-17 08-54-36 App FROZE when I was posting online. Had to keep on tapping for about 3-5 mins before the app started to respond....

2023-01-10 15-09-27 Woke up. SORE lower back despite the waist band I was wearing. It would have been worse if I wasn't wearing anything. Left nostril CLOGGED despite a dehumidifier on and a lit candle while I slept. 2023-01-10 17-31-30 PAINFUL and SORE hips all the way down.  CAN'T stand up without PAIN.  Legs like WATER. 2023-01-10 21-15-52 Tobacco SMOKE coming through the door  2023-01-10 23-22-13 PUNGENT ODOR of concentrated urine when I was at the toilet. It diminished after a few seconds. 2023-01-10 23-54-15 NONSTOP TWITCHING on the side of my left eye. NONSTOP NAGGING IDEAS in my head that I am being FORCED to answer by self-talking. 2023-01-11 04-09-17 NONSTOP IDEAS in my head and I have to keep talking for over 2-3 hours. Scalp then starts to get VERY ITCHY with lots of hairfall and I get VERY DROWSY too. VERY DISORIENTED and CAN'T recall where I placed certain things with NAGGING IDEAS to find them FAST. UNABLE to prepare a meal since I woke up yesterday a...

2023-01-04 08-00-18 Woke up. Forced to sleep this morning WITHOUT chaining and adequately locking up my doors. Dh emerged from the puffer fish room humming a merry tune. 2023-01-04 08-24-58 Missing earplug suddenly reappeared on my bed. Been scouring the bed but was unable to find it until now. 2023-01-04 08-37-43 NONSTOP DULL THROBBING PAIN on the left side of my neck for about a minute. VERY SORE lower back. Left nostril CLOGGING UP. Phone OVERHEATING. It was ACTING UP awhile ago. 2023-01-04 08-52-35 Getting VERY SLEEPY again. Vehicle outside beeps as I wrote this. 2023-01-04 09-00-34 Was about to write this about 2-3 days ago before I had a MENTAL BLOCK or got DISTRACTED.   I thought I saw CLEARLY that I had turned off the running water in the toilet. I only realized that I still haven't, a few hours later, after I kept hearing the sound of trickling water. I recall getting up twice to check the toilet but I DIDN'T SEE anything out of place (large water drum's li...

2022-12-23 01-36-08 Woke up about an hour ago. But still CAN'T stand up after watching TV due to a VERY STIFF and HEAVY back and neck. 2022-12-23 02-41-34 STENCH from the sewers outside the door. 2022-12-23 14-53-33 Just woke up. LOUD ball SMASHING noise.   Phone ACTING UP again. Have another DELAY problem with the delivery by a different courier service company. 2022-12-23 14-56-52 Dhs start to SHOUT in unison. 2022-12-23 16-01-12 Firecrackers FREQUENTLY EXPLODING nearby around the building. Starting to feel chest IRRITATION and getting VERY PISSED. 2022-12-23 16-29-19 Feeling SORE and HEAVY ALL OVER. CAN'T stand up or think properly. FIRECRACKERS noise continue. 2022-12-23 17-02-50 Have a VERY HARD time trying to stand up and staying upright for more than 5 minutes. CAN'T MOVE my legs properly when I walk and DRAG them instead. Lower back and waist all the way to my back VERY STIFF and SORE. Ants CRAWLING all over my leg.   LOUD ball DRIBBLING and SMASHING con...