2023-01-04-10: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2023-01-04 08-00-18

Woke up. Forced to sleep this morning WITHOUT chaining and adequately locking up my doors.

Dh emerged from the puffer fish room humming a merry tune.

2023-01-04 08-24-58

Missing earplug suddenly reappeared on my bed. Been scouring the bed but was unable to find it until now.

2023-01-04 08-37-43

NONSTOP DULL THROBBING PAIN on the left side of my neck for about a minute. VERY SORE lower back. Left nostril CLOGGING UP.

Phone OVERHEATING. It was ACTING UP awhile ago.

2023-01-04 08-52-35

Getting VERY SLEEPY again. Vehicle outside beeps as I wrote this.

2023-01-04 09-00-34

Was about to write this about 2-3 days ago before I had a MENTAL BLOCK or got DISTRACTED.  

I thought I saw CLEARLY that I had turned off the running water in the toilet. I only realized that I still haven't, a few hours later, after I kept hearing the sound of trickling water. I recall getting up twice to check the toilet but I DIDN'T SEE anything out of place (large water drum's lid open, etc).

Felt my head was in one of those HEAVY SORE GRIP remote TORTURE sessions when this happened. It's still DISGUSTING and INFURIATING to realize the EXTENT these perps would go to just to MANIPULATE and DISCREDIT me thru remote GASLIGHTING.

ANNIHILATE ALL these perps and their bosses NOW.

2023-01-04 09-27-38

Nose gets less clogged when I put metal objects around my face.

2023-01-04 09-32-33

CAN'T GET UP.   SUBTLE but PAINFUL and HEAVY sensation in my head and back of neck when I even THINK about clearing away some stuff to have space to move around.

2023-01-04 10-17-48

Was lying down due to DROWSINESS until I started SNEEZING. When I sat up my lower back started to get VERY SORE followed by DROWSINESS again.  DULL noises next door.

ANNIHILATE and KILL ALL these perps and their masters NOW. 

2023-01-04 10-46-54

LOUD NOISE just outside the window with JOLT to my chest.

2023-01-04 11-32-11

An ant BIT me on my right arm (inner elbow) while I was lying down. Ants CRAWLING onto my bed despite the baking soda SPREAD ALL OVER IT and the vinegar I CONSTANTLY spray on it.

2023-01-04 18-06-09

Vision getting TOO BLURRED and forehead starts to ACHE when I look for a misplaced item (candle wick).

2023-01-04 18-22-57

RECURRING car beeps with kids shouting "daddy."

2023-01-05 10-56-31

Nose getting VERY CLOGGED again despite a dehumidifier and a lit candle. Raining outside but minimal. 

2023-01-05 11-00-06

Rainfall went from light to medium as soon as I wrote the above.

2023-01-05 14-39-55

Monthly suddenly started this morning or late last night. I already wore a sanitary undy but my bed mat still got SOILED. CAN'T seem to move my legs AGAIN.

2023-01-05 15-01-28

Flow is too UNNATURALLY HEAVY. 

2023-01-05 20-04-16

Automatic purchase transaction worth 1.6k+ was made just a few minutes ago when my phone started ACTING UP. I was NOT planning on buying the item.

A kid shouted "happy birthday" just below the window after the occurrence and occupants came out GIGGLING from the 2 rooms next door (puffer fish and abs-cbn).

CAN'T cancel the purchase as the amount was deducted directly from a 3rd party payment platform. I LOST a considerable amount of MONEY before (around Php300) through their refund process.

ANNIHILATE and KILL ALL these perps and their masters NOW

2023-01-05 20-21-14

Got a phone notification that my RESUME file Failed to Download. I DIDN'T perform any such operation awhile ago when I tried to apply for certain jobs.

ODOR of insecticide inside the toilet awhile ago when I got the URGE to move my bowels.

A dh coming and going inside the puffer fish's room since morning.

2023-01-05 20-31-45

STRONG ODOR of tobacco smoke coming from outside my door before the sound of the door abruptly closing from puffer fish's room.

2023-01-06 00-14-24

PUNGENT ODOR of tobacco SMOKE enter my room AGAIN before someone opened (or closed) puffer fish's door.

2023-01-06 00-22-43

Started to rain lightly again. Lower left back molars getting SORE.

2023-01-06 00-43-31

Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED all of a SUDDEN.

2023-01-06 14-00-59

Woke up. Right nose VERY CLOGGED and palate SORE.  

Phone being HACKED and ACTING UP again. Changed the theme settings of an app to that of "Celebrate".

2023-01-06 14-27-13

Sky is overcast and there's a drizzle of rain now.

2023-01-06 14-46-42

Rain turned into a downpour.

2023-01-06 17-51-48

Lower ab and back starting to HURT again.

2023-01-06 18-37-56

CAN'T stand up to do anything.  Not even to prepare a small meal.

2023-01-06 23-43-55

Phone being HACKED and MANIPULATED AGAIN.

Sink still VERY CLOGGED.

2023-01-07 09-50-09

Woke up to the sound BANGIING outside the window   Nose starts to CLOG up.

2023-01-07 10-01-02

Still DROWSY and CAN'T get up.  Started SNEEZING.

2023-01-07 11-29-30

DROWSY and had to lie back down.  Left nostril gets STUFFY AGAIN and had to sit back up.

2023-01-07 12-11-26

DROWSY AGAIN and had to lie back down again. While lying down top head starts to HURT. Feeling UNNATURALLY COLD and nose gets STUFFY.

2023-01-07 14-51-13

Woke up. Still feeling VERY COLD and DROWSY. Had to turn on the electric fan to get some RELIEF from the PAIN and DROWSINESS.  STENCH from outside or the sewers.  

Dhs shouting. LOUD ball DRIBBLING and SMASHING.

2023-01-07 15-30-51

Phone getting HACKED and MANIPULATED STILL even after its recent (last night) update.

2023-01-07 15-56-40

VPN app kept AUTO shutting down by itself.

2023-01-08 01-58-44

HEADACHE with HEAVY palpitations start after getting NONSTOP IDEAS for more than 4 hours while watching TV.

2023-01-08 03-05-54

I was NOT able to clear up at least some of the clutter and resume REORGANIZING the room before my sister arrives tomorrow. Mostly due to the REMOTELY INDUCED (UNNATURALLY messy) monthly cycle and the similarly INDUCED ACHES and PAINS prior to that.

Now I am just sitting down with an ON-OFF HEADACHE and HEAVINESS (from my neck up) each time I try to get up to do a small chore such as throwing away rotting food in the trash.

ANNIHILATE and KILL ALL these perps and their masters NOW.

2023-01-08 03-17-03

Vehicle beeping just below the window. I am starting to feel VERY PISSED right now.

2023-01-08 03-48-55

Having MENTAL BLOCKS. Getting IDEAS that I ought to just go to sleep right now and wake up early later to start reorganizing the room.

Same IDEA I have been getting after I got REMOTELY TORTURED and had to sit down for hours.

Got the same idea yesterday. But I CAN'T get up afterwards due to EXTREME lower back PAIN, at the same time that I was also being FORCED to wake up by means of NONSTOP NOISE HARASSMENT at the door and outside the window.  

2023-01-08 04-01-08

Phone getting HACKED and MANIPULATED AGAIN to DELETE what I just wrote above.

2023-01-08 04-54-24

Feeling SUDDENLY HUNGRY even if I had a small meal awhile (spaghetti) ago.  But my stomach is BLOATED for some reason.

2023-01-08 05-24-54

NONSTOP NAGGING THREATS being echoed in my head that I will get TORTURED with PAIN and DROWSINESS if I get up to clear out the kitchen instead of just going to bed now, and that I will just get FURTHER TORTURED to the point of EXHAUSTION until later this afternoon when I finally decide to go to bed.

Meanwhile the SMELL of STINKING vegetables (I failed to wash and consume) continues to FILL the room.

2023-01-08 05-39-55

Vision gets VERY BLURRED due to MUCUS suddenly FORMING ALL OVER my eyes.

2023-01-08 05-48-49

Sudden VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee when I started to play one of the audio files recorded from the Green Mile execution scene. 

A big light brown and unfamiliar-looking cockroach also appeared on a box right in front of me.

2023-01-08 05-58-25

I somehow heard a female voice said "BAHALA KA" over the din of my speaker after I wrote the above.

2023-01-08 07-07-33

Still CAN'T stand up. Nonstop ON-OFF TWITCHING on my left eye. NAGGING and ACCUSING IDEAS being echoed into my head CONTINUE.

Playing my audio files but I STILL get UNNATURALLY DROWSY.

2023-01-08 07-15-30

PAINFUL feeling at the back of my head coupled with DROWSINESS while a NAGGING IDEA with the assurance I would be given a better and bigger unit starts.

This idea is always the "assurance" being echoed into my head for OVER 2 or 3 years now whenever I am being TORTURED to sleep and I am starting to RESIST due to these ideas' CONTINUOUS and MULTIPLE FAILURES to actually push through, as the MOUNTING CLUTTER and STINK in my room gets WORSE, COMPOUNDED by my inability to meet my sister's NUMEROUS deadlines to finish cleaning up and rearranging the room for OVER 2 YEARS now. 

ANNIHILATE and KILL ALL these perps and their masters NOW. For all I know they're just making me appear LAZY to my sister so I would LOOSE CREDIBILITY, and give her reason to DOUBT my SANITY once again.  

This has been the MAJOR result outcome of all these DEBILITATING TORTURES, FORCED PAINFUL sleep, PAINFUL brainwashing, ASSAULTS, and SABOTAGE among other things for the past 20 years.

2023-01-08 07-52-55

Still DROWSY with VERY IRRITATING MUCUS in my eyes, and still CAN'T get up. Sarting to get VERY PISSED now.

2023-01-08 10-18-10

Still trying to STAY AWAKE despite the ON-OFF subtle but PAINFUL DROWSINESS while waiting for it to finally STOP so I can figure out what to do next.

2023-01-08 10-31-35

PAIN in my eyes causing the UNNATURAL DROWSINESS gets WORSE.

2023-01-08 10-33-44

Getting LIES in my head again that all I have to do is LIE DOWN for awhile and the DROWSINESS and STINGING sensation on my forehead and eyes will disappear.  

2023-01-08 10-55-20 

While eating food that my sister (just arrived) brought for me, I started to feel RAVENOUS while my esophagus and stomach started to CONSTRICT.

My sister also informed me about the increased fatty liver (above normal) result from my mother's blood test. This came from the same diagnostics lab (located near my sister's house) that also gave me a similar result but changed it back to normal on my 2nd test even when I did nothing to change my diet or physical activities.

2023-01-08 11-12-49

Have TROUBLE BURPING now and seemingly having INDIGESTION even when I haven't had a meal (except for a small plate of leftover spaghetti with 1 small plant-based piece of burger) since I woke up yesterday afternoon

TIGHTENING sensation around my stomach partially diminished when I wrapped a makeshift anti-EMF belt around it.

2023-01-08 11-19-20

Sudden DROWSINESS after I wrote the above.  I just finished eating with my stomach still feeling partly BLOATED with a SORE left side.

2023-01-08 18-59-05

Phone getting HACKED and MANIPULATED again.

Hallway light in front of my door was TURNED OFF (or the night guard failed to turn it on).  

Light is on behind puffer fish's room and I heard a dh go in awhile ago.

2023-01-09 05-56-26

SUDDEN EXTREME PAIN and DROWSINESS while sorting and cleaning some stuff near the window.  I was in front of the TV that was tirned on.

2023-01-09 06-06-13

UNNATURAL DROWSINESS and PAINFUL feeling in my eyes and head CONTINUE. My bed is currently folded up and propped against a cabinet and there's CLUTTER all around.  I CAN'T lie down just yet.

ANNIHILATE and KILL ALL these perps and their masters NOW.

2023-01-09 06-20-04

CAN'T stand up and slumped on a chair with back leaning against the folded bed. Feel like my eyes are CLOSING and I CAN'T keep my head up. 

2023-01-09 06-59-18
Able to stand up a few minutes after writing the above.  Eyes MORE BLURRED than usual.  SORE feeling in between my eyes.  Still cleaning and sorting stuff (a lot) in front of the window.

2023-01-09 08-00-26

Chest and back of neck VERY PAINFUL now specially when I go near stuff that I have NOT FINISHED cleaning.

2023-01-09 08-07-02

HYRPERACIDIC feeling in my stomach even if I feel FULL after having a bowl of salad awhile ago 

2023-01-09 08-37-16

OVERWHELMING DROWSINESS with a VERY PAINFUL back of neck. Had to sit down again. NOT even halfway finished yet.

2023-01-09 09-37-05

NONSTOP ON-OFF HEAVY DROWSINESS. I am NOT even sleepy. Feeling something on my forehead IRRITATING my eyes FORCING them to close or squint.

2023-01-09 09-37-05

NONSTOP ON-OFF HEAVY DROWSINESS. I am NOT even sleepy. Feeling something on my forehead IRRITATING my eyes FORCING them to close or squint.

Had to play LOUD music to alleviate some of the PAIN.

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee when I stood up. NOT even half-finished cleaning and sorting OVER 10 years of clutter.

2023-01-09 09-48-15

FORCE PUSHING on my lower abdomen to make me pee on my underpants.

2023-01-09 09-55-07

PAINFUL sensation when I urinated Toilet bowl CLOGGING UP.

2023-01-09 11-09-15

ON-OFF HEAVY DROWSINESS continues. Had to stop or pause EVER so OFTEN so much so that it's taking me LONGER to finish my chore. Nose CLOGGING UP for no reason.

Right foot being remotely ELECTROCUTED or JOLTED.

2023-01-09 11-36-13

Had to pause and take a nap siting down. Feel like getting cross-eyes due to UNNATURAL DROWSINESS even when I am NOT really sleepy.

2023-01-09 15-14-05

Woke up around 2 PM after being FORCED to sleep UNCOMFORTABLY on a makeshift bed (a stool and a ladder).

Feel VERY DISORIENTED and having MENTAL BLOCKS. CAN'T seem to find certain items or easily forget where I placed them.  

Nose VERY STUFFY.

2023-01-09 16-27-10

Head and chest start to get VERY SORE and PAINFUL as I resume sorting and cleaning stuff.

2023-01-09 16-59-38

Nose suddenly CLOGS UP and I CHOKE. 

2023-01-09 18-37-22

PUNGENT smell of smoke (tobacco or not). Someone arrived at puffer fish's room a few minutes ago.

2023-01-09 19-13-07

PUNGENT smell continues. Nose starting to get STUFFY.  

2023-01-09 19-16-39

Vehicle beeping below the window

2023-01-09 20-08-57

Concentrated PUNGENT odor coming through the door had stopped but the smell of SMOKE still LINGERS. Throat starting to get SORE.

Phone being HACKED and MANIPULATED AGAIN as I tried to write the above. Most of my previous notes were DELETED by the cursor MOVING by ITSELF.

Then it highlighted the word "AROUND" in one of my files which were drafted letters to a certain official.

2023-01-09 20-33-45

STRONG tobacco ODOR has started AGAIN. This time it's coming from the direction of the window.

2023-01-09 21-18-14

UNNATURALLY HEAVY palpitations after I lifted only a chair. Head starts to HURT until I placed a cap on it. Feeling DROWSY for no reason.

2023-01-10 05-37-13

Woke up. Nose VERY STUFFY. My feet felt VERY COLD. There seems to be the smell of tobacco SMOKE again but not too strong this time. Odor from the SEWERS too.

2023-01-10 06-02-27

Still have TROUBLE BREATHING due to a STUFFY nose despite the dehumidifier and a lit candle.

My nose gets some relief when I put metal on my face, however.

2023-01-10 06-17-11

Phone just got HACKED and MANIPULATED again while trying to post online.  Had to lock the screen and wait awhile.