Silent No More

2021-10-31 01-50-24 My throat and chest CONSTRICTS and gets DRY PROMPTLY when i see certain pictures even if i DONT FEEL ANYTHING about them. 2021-10-31 03-46-17 Toilet VERY CLOGGED but not as dirty. The water which RISES to the surface is clearer compared to previous cloggings. 2021-10-31 12-27-06 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED. Water getting DIRTY now as dirt resurfacing from below the hole. REPETITIVE car door SLAMS and NOISE AGGRESSION just below. LOUD music playing outside for almost an hour had stopped. 2021-10-31 15-37-09 Kids running in the hallways around the room and shouting.   i am aboit to take a nap. 2021-10-31 17-04-01 Woke up. Loud drum beats music playing from puffer fish room. Kids still running around and shouting  NONSTOP left outer ear ITCH. 2021-10-31 17-55-46 While checking video (surveillance) on a new mobile phone, file app started ACTING UP and WON'T respond. 2021-10-31 18-02-52 Still CANT make apps open on mobile. Screen has FROZEN. 2021-1...

2021-10-28 19-44-24 CONSTANT NAGGING IDEA that the reason why i currently DONT HAVE work (and earnings) is for me to fix my room. I find it HARD TO BELIEVE that after ALL that these IDIOTS and IMBECILES of perps, who still CLAIM to be part of an intelligence group, had CAUSED over the years they are still being ALLOWED to LIVE, make DECISIONS for me and INTERFERE with my life, let alone ECHO these IDIOTIC and RETARTED IDEAS in my head. They should ALL BE KILLED and their network ANNIHILATED NOW and i DONT EVEN have to file a case against them for any of this TO HAPPEN.  THIS IS NOT MY PROBLEM. 2021-10-28 20-30-51 VPN app on computer CANT CONNECT to usual server. 2021-10-28 20-35-05 ON-OFF VERY PAINFUL urges to pee. 2021-10-28 23-11-47 LOUD rhythmic bell RINGING from puffer fish room. 2021-10-29 03-13-15 Computer apps and internet being BLOCKED.   2021-10-29 06-05-40 Internet connection being BLOCKED AGAIN while applying for  Still CANNOT subscribe to additional cable...

2021-10-27 06-22-07 HEADACHE when i prepare for bed.  None when i continue to watch TV.  SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. 2021-10-27 06-29-29 MORE FREQUENTLY recurring VERY ITCHY right ear and face. 2021-10-27 07-52-11 Head still HURTS specially when i get up to do something other than watch tv. 2021-10-27 08-32-19 Finally went to bed. Earlier someone arrived at puffer fish room. 2021-10-27 16-17-58 Was woken up by drilling on the ceiling around 2 PM. Moved my bowels just now followed by LOUD DULL car door SLAMS below while still in the toilet. Toilet bowl still CLOGGED and DIRTY now. 2021-10-27 16-50-53 Sister suffers from constipation. But it seems to be getting WORSE when she started to live here. 2021-10-27 17-21-51 Last night while checking on some video recordings (surveillance) i got a STRONG NAGGING and PAINFUL IDEA to just PROMPTLY DELETE a whole list of recordings for the day. I TOTALLY FORGOT that i had just PAINSTAKINGLY SCREENED them out earlier and had found Q...

2021-10-24 03-50-16 NONSTOP VERY ITCHY right ear. I feel like SCRATCHING the SKIN OFF. 2021-10-24 05-17-19 Went to bed.  RECURRING PRICKING on the right side of my nape. Its starting to form a RASH  SUDDEN SHARP ITCHY PRICKING on left nostril.  Nose and palate start to get VERY ITCHY while lying down. 2021-10-24 05-36-25 HARD SNEEZING.  CANT SLEEP. 2021-10-24 05-36-25 HARD SNEEZING. 2021-10-24 12-52-45. Woke up Lower back VERY SORE and STIFF. 2021-10-24 13-44-48 SHARP ITCHY sudden PRICKING in my right nostril making it RUNNY and IRRITATED. 2021-10-24 14-23-06 More nostril PRICKING. 2021-10-24 15-26-47 LOUD door SLAM below with STRONG sensation on my face. 2021-10-24 17-13-06 Toilet bowl VERY CLOGGED now. Moved my bowels earlier. It was NOT clogged prior. 2021-10-24 21-03-41 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY. Water RISES to the EDGE when flushed. 2021-10-25 05-12-12 CANT brush my teeth. VERY UNCOMFORTABLE and DIZZY feeling starts when at the kitchen. H...

2021-10-21 18-40-46 I have NEVER left my room except on very rare instances but lots of DIRT stick to my fingers and finger nails when i scratch my hair. 2021-10-22 10-28-51 Woken up by DRILLING noise on the ceiling. 2021-10-22 11-31-21 Could BARELY get up. 2021-10-22 12-24-02 Public urinal STENCH from outside the door.  SNEEZING and left nostril CLOGGING UP. 2021-10-22 12-33-53 Felt something SORE on my chest and neck. 2021-10-22 12-51-33 Keep getting DISTRACTED while i was about to get online. 2021-10-22 16-48-52 CANT FOCUS. Fell asleep again and could BARELY wake up due to back pain.  Feeling VERY DEPRESSED when i finally sat up. REPETITIVE CRASHES or SLAMS below followed by loud FLAK. 2021-10-22 17-15-20 More CATCALLS following me while i was at the window. 2021-10-22 19-08-20 Lower left back molar getting VERY SORE AGAIN. 2021-10-23 00-37-03 Right side of head starts to HURT as SOON as i went to the kitchen. 2021-10-23 01-43-58 NONSTOP scalp ITCHING. CANT stand up ...

2021-10-20 00-05-19 CANT MOVE. My eyes and head are VERY SORE and STIFF. Vision VERY SENSITIVE to light  2021-10-20 01-08-43 Head and vision cleared when i started locking up and chaining the partly open main door. 2021-10-20 02-10-47 Went to rest for awhile. 2021-10-20 11-46-37 Woken up by dh shouting. UNABLE to wake up after 2 hours even with set alarm. Fell asleep without brushing teeth AGAIN. 2021-10-20 12-37-41 Left water bottle on the kitchen table next to the sink overnight. Water now tastes or smells like the SEWERS and CHEMICALS. 2021-10-20 14-18-43 What happened yesterday and this morning were VERY DEPRESSING. 2021-10-20 16-11-12 ON-OFF HEADACHE threatening to start after i started TALKING BACK to banging NOISES below. 2021-10-20 16-40-52 VPN app initializing connection and about to start but suddenly STOPS then starts at the beginning again. I have already stopped and disabled another VPN app (which I use only to update the current VPN) but i keep having the same is...

2021-10-17 23-45-49 EXTREME HEADACHE awhile ago and in some kind of TRANCE earlier  where I CANT seem to hear anything else EXCEPT to WATCH TV made me FORGET to pickup a  package that was delivered earlier. 2021-10-18 00-14-16 HEADACHE starts again with IDEA that it's due to watching TV.  It HURTS if I DONT or STOP watching TV. 2021-10-18 00-25-33 Both sides of my head (just above both ears) including the sides of my neck are WARM and VERY PAINFUL NOW. 2021-10-18 01-09-25 Head VERY PAINFUL AGAIN. It stopped when started writing this. Toilet still CLOGGED with water RISING to the surface. 2021-10-18 01-53-17 ON-OFF HEADACHE coming from right outer ear.   2021-10-18 01-56-50 CANT POST online. Left nostril getting CLOGGED and ITCHY. 2021-10-18 02-15-1 NON-STOP SNEEZING. Nose and palate still VERY SORE and ITCHY. CANT STAND UP or do anything.  Lower left back molar starts to HURT. 2021-10-18 02-15-1 NON-STOP SNEEZING. Nose and palate still VERY SORE and ITC...