Silent No More

2020-11-14 08-35-30 Woken uo by noises outsife the window.  Radio FLAK and FAG GIGGLING.  Someone suddenly said "thank you", 2020-11-14 10-34-39 Fell asleep again and woke up just  now.  Right nostril CLOGGED and starts to go RUNNY.  2020-11-14 10-57-42 Start to feel a LOT OF STIFFNESS and PAIN AGAIN when i move around.  2020-11-14 11-48-04 DULL BANGING again next door.  2020-11-15 01-55-04 Went to bed.   But CANT SLEEP IMMEDIATELY and KEPT WAKING UP around 3AM.   2020-11-15 07-49-15 Awakened by the sound of dhs LOUD FLAK  GROWLING and CURSING.  2020-11-15 08-18-51 Back of neck and upper back GETTING PAINFUL SORE and HEAVY.  CANT MOVE PROPERLY or PICK UP beddings and had to SIT DOWN.  2020-11-15 08-40-02 More GROWLING and AGGRESSIVE SHOUTS from DHs somewhere below.  2020-11-15 09-08-08 Something MOVING on the skin of my nose and DISTRACTING me OVER AND OVER AGAIN.  2020-11-15 09-22-32 Starting to feel V...

2020-11-11 13-53-33 Something MOVING AROUND my nostril is STARTING TO MAKE MY NOSE ITCH AGAIN. 2020-11-11 14-24-45 Got online just now.  2020-11-11 17-11-43 Had to go down and pick up delivery awhile ago.  Just finished checking the item.  Apparently one PIECE or PART of the drying function of the pail (mop) had been INVERTED. Had a HARD TIME PRYING IT OPEN and READJUSTING the small piece.  2020-11-11 18-19-47 Eyes or vision getting VERY BLURRED.  Seeing a BRIGHT MOVING CIRCLE OF LIGHTS or SHADOW.  2020-11-12 00-34-26 Brownout for more than 30 minutes.  LIGHTS WENT OUT but WENT ON-OFF REPEATEDLY to MAKE ME HEAR my VOLTAGE REGULATOR SWITCHING ON and OFF OVER and OVER again.  2020-11-12 08-55-08 Woke up.  Rain had been reduced to downpour with minimal or no wind.  But still NO ELECTRICITY.   NO MOBILE SERVICE either except for other carrier which i dont use for online work. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-11-12 12-04-58 Woke ...

2020-11-10 08-14-12 Woke up.  Felt SICK when i drank some water.  LOUD FLAK below from maintenance.  2020-11-10 08-22-46 BANGING pail and LOUD GUSHING water outside.  A dh COUGHED QUIETLY outside the door as i wrote this.  2020-11-10 08-52-45 Sudden VERY PAINFUL tummy ache.  Felt like moving my bowels.  2020-11-10 09-03-45 Just had a VERY PAINFUL LBM.  2020-11-10 09-10-05 DULL BANGING from perps room (puffer fish) as i opened the main door.  Got a DELIVERY text message earlier about an online order.  2020-11-10 09-19-18 Bells ringing from perps room a few mins ago.  2020-11-10 09-23-52 Got an IDEA to mimick the ringing bells.  When i did a dh inside the room said aloud "tawag ba yon".  2020-11-10 09-30-27 Dh leaves the room while talking aloud.  ON-OFF PAINFUL ULCER like feeling in my stomach.  2020-11-10 10-37-33 Had to eat OVERLY COOKED SOGGY noodles as delivery arrived while preparing my meal due to the NONSTO...

2020-11-08 09-07-08 Woke up just now.  Woke up earlier but COULD NOT GET UP.  Felt COLD with BACK PAIN. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-11-08 21-25-48 SUDDEN VERY ITCHY nose followed PROMPTLY by SNEEZING. 2020-11-09 01-31-10 Having A LOT OF MENTAL BLOCKS.  VERY LIGHT-HEADED  2020-11-09 02-07-57 Went to bed.  2020-11-09 09-45-32 Just woke up with VERY SORE and PAINFUL ribs, back and shoulders.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-11-09 10-29-31 SLOW BASS MUSIC playing outside while i was at the door going from LOUD to SOFT VOLUME.  Each time it goes LOUD i feel A STRONG DULL PAIN on my chest.  2020-11-09 10-33-47 It stopped then started again and seemed to have TRANSITIONED to the front room (puffer fish).  2020-11-09 10-35-50 It's now playing FASTER BASS music.  I can feel the bass sound REVERBERATING ON MY UPPER TORSO.  2020-11-09 10-40-54 Its now playing slow music with BASS sound mimicking a HEARTBEAT just loud enough for me ...

2020-11-06 08-27-47 Just woke up.  While still seated a whore passed by below and spoke ALOUD to one of the dhs LOITERING about saying "magtatapon ng basura." 2020-11-06 10-04-54 ON-OFF DULL PAIN around my head.  HAVING MENTAL BLOCKS.  SORE shoulders. 2020-11-06 10-52-52 SUDDEN SHARP PAINFUL ULCER-LIKE feeling in my stomach.  Feel FAINT or DIZZY when i got to the kitchen.  SHARP PAINFUL feeling around my head.  2020-11-06 11-05-15 Felt SLEEPY after i ate bread.  2020-11-06 11-10-43 DULL PAINFUL feeling on my left temple.  2020-11-06 11-29-11 Vision DARK or TOO BRIGHT.  Head feels like it's FLOATING.  2020-11-06 12-48-17 DULL PAIN on my face and eyes as i sat down to get online.  2020-11-06 17-12-47 CANT THINK.  Feeling STUCK.  CAN'T RECALL what I AM ABOUT TO DO.  2020-11-06 17-50-37 Internet connection getting BLOCKED OR DISCONNECTED.  2020-11-06 19-09-03 Internet CONSTANTLY GETTING BLOCKED.   CANT REAC...

2020-11-04 10-00-51 Woke up to the sound of someone CURSING or SWEARING.  Started SNEEZING HARD.  There seems to be a pungent smell of CIGARETTE SMOKE in the room.  DULL PAIN and VERY UNCOMFORTABLE feeling with NAGGING IDEA that i would rather NOT WAKE UP JUST YET or AT ALL.  Been going on like this in my head for about a week now for NO REASON.  Did not go to bed until around 6 this morning for some reason. Voltage regulators VERY WARM.  2020-11-04 11-03-18 Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Just washed some dishes etc.  There are some still left lying around the sink.  Nose still ITCHY and RUNNY.  2020-11-04 11-17-36 BAD DEPRESSING-LIKE feeling again.  2020-11-04 11-32-19 NONSTOP nose ITCH.  CRAWLING or MOVING sensation on my right nostril even if i DID NOT TOUCH ANYTHING DIRTY.  2020-11-04 12-22-17 Voltage regulator (fridge) NOT AS WARM ANYMORE.  I turned the other one off (for pc) and only turned it back on now. 2020-11-04...

2020-11-02 08-11-22 Woken up by a LOUD MOTORBIKE revving up DIRECTLY below my window.   Woke up more than once earlier but COULD NOT GET UP due to an OVERLY DROWSY feeling with ACHES and PAINS ALL OVER my chest etc. FORCED to go to bed last night WITHOUT BRUSHING MY TEETH due to SIMILAR UNDETERMINABLE DULL STRONG PAIN and HEAVINESS.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED and toilet bowl.  2020-11-02 13-07-51 Foldable pc table which i placed near the window overnight riddled with small DIRT PARTICLES AGAIN.  They look like SMALL BRISTLES one would find after vacuuming a SHORT HAIRED VERY COURSE-TEXTURED MAT, RUG or CARPET.  2020-11-02 13-46-12 Perps from the front room starting with SENSITIZING and SUGGESTIVE MANIPULATION SOUNDS AGAIN.   2020-11-02 15-42-35 Usual ARRIVALS and LOUD KNOCKING starts at front room.  Small bells RINGING.  2020-11-02 20-28-56 BELLS RINGING and TAMBOURINE beating from front room starts with chinese song.   Earlier f...