Silent No More

2020-10-06 06-25-20 Woke up.  Feeling VERY HEAVY SORE and STIFF.  DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING.  2020-10-06 13-49-20 Spent the whole morning on Facebook. Before lunch had drink of water and felt SHARP DULL pain in my stomach. Now after i had breakfast and lunch, I am starting to feel that SEARING SORE pain AGAIN. Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  2020-10-07 09-09-27 Woke up.  SORE and STIFF ALL OVER including my foot.  BAD TASTE in my mouth when i drank water.  DID NOT BRUSH MY TEETH before FORCED to go to bed last night. Dh got out of puffer fish room while talking.   Started SNEEZING.   Woke up earlier to the sound of dhs LOUD FLAK.  Whore FLAK outside saying "wala pa" happily, while i was at the door.   For some reason,  i accidentally KNOCKED DOWN a pot HALF-FILLED with STICKY SOUP all over the floor.  Spent AN HOUR CLEANING the floor.  2020-10-07 13-52-29 VERY DROWSY or HEAVY after a meal.   202...

2020-10-04 05-36-58 Woke up. 2020-10-04 05-50-14 Left arm  and shoulder VERY SORE and PAINFUL.  Rhythmic THUMPING from the ceiling.  2020-10-04 06-58-32 Just finished washing some dirty dishes and pans.  Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED. 2020-10-04 07-34-15 Eyes VERY ITCHY.  FEELING SLEEPY.  2020-10-04 08-07-58 Remark from abs cbn whore?  2020-10-04 20-02-44 PAINFUL or SORE ULCER feeling in stomach and left side.  I am NOT EVEN HUNGRY.  2020-10-04 20-58-09 Eyes getting more BLURRED and DARK.  2020-10-04 23-19-20 EVERYTHING starting to ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY (around my face, neck. scalp, chest and back. CANT SEEM TO THINK and REACT INSTANTLY.  2020-10-05 00-04-39 Electric fans OVERHEATING.  2020-10-05 00-53-13 About to go tp sleep.  Brushed my teeth after cleaning up some items on the sink.  Sink STILL VERY CLOGGED.  2020-10-05 09-20-42 Woke up around 7AM.  Woke up earlier but FELL BACK to sleep.  Now suddenly feeli...

2020-10-03 01-24-30 Chest GETTING VERY SORE and PAINFUL as i put away my stuff from the bed to go to sleep.  Felt TWITCHES on my left leg. CANT STAND UP STRAIGHT. 2020-10-03 01-59-41 NAGGING PAIN and IDEA in my head to HURRY UP on top of the VERY HEAVY SORE and PAINFUL feeling on my upper torso as i SLOWLY put away dirty dishes on the sink. 2020-10-03 02-42-40 Chest PAIN diminished ONLY NOW but STILL THERE.  2020-10-03 02-53-44 FINALLY got to bed.  OVERLY WARM feeling. Nose starts to ITCH.  Chest HURTING AGAIN.  2020-10-03 03-28-07 Chest still HURTS.  2020-10-03 03-42-15 Chest still SORE and TIGHTENING NOW.  2020-10-03 04-12-49 ROACHES CRAWLING on me.  2020-10-03 04-18-18 CHEST STILL HURTS and TROUBLE BREATHING 2020-10-03 04-35-40 Still CANT BREATHE PROPERLY.  Chest TIGHTENING ON-OFF.  KEPT COUGHING.  2020-10-03 09-08-53 Woke up but CANT GET UP.  Earlier this morning the tightening on my chest only stopped when i PLANNED ON WOR...

2020-10-01 22-41-16 Got an email informing me re QUALIFYING exam to participate in a NEW PROJECT.  I DONT FEEL so well right now. Gas giving me A LOT OF DISCOMFORT must be from the pizza i had.   Lower left CHIPPED back molar VERY SORE.  2020-10-01 22-51-25 OVERLY WARM feeling even if it's raining outside.  2020-10-01 23-13-48 Got online to CATCH UP LOST TIME due to NONSTOP MANIPULATION and INTERFERENCE earlier.  INTERNET VERY SLOW or getting BLOCKED. 2020-10-02 01-00-04 Just turned computer off.  Passed qualifying exam for the new project.  2020-10-02 01-10-25 Eyes getting BLURRED and CLOUDY.   2020-10-02 07-14-49 Woke up.  Fell asleep around 3AM WITHOUT BRUSHING teeth last night.   Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED AND DIRTY after flushing it.  It's been like that SINCE YESTERDAY.  2020-10-02 07-57-47 Someone left puffer fish room quietly.  Not sneezing when i woke up.  Nose not that itchy. I cant rememb...

2020-09-28 20-39-59 Toilet CLOGGED AGAIN. 2020-09-28 23-49-29 Scalp VERY ITCHY and OVERLY WARM.  HEAVY palpitations.  Drinking water tastes a bit WEIRD and SHARP.  2020-09-28 23-57-50 NONSTOP SCALP ITCHING CONTINUES. 2020-09-29 08-24-11 Woke up with a CLOGGED NOSTRIL.  Started SNEEZING.  Dirt particles on laptop table but LESS VISIBLE.  2020-09-29 08-33-09 Nostril VERY ITCHY AGAIN.  2020-09-29 10-12-15 SCATTER BRAIN. CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING as i work on new task.  2020-09-29 16-42-30 Taking a break from online work.  But starting to feel VERY SORE.  2020-09-29 18-16-45 Website getting BLOCKED.  Dh had arrived next door (front room) some mins ago.  2020-09-29 23-14-13 UPPER RIGHT CHIPPED MOLAR getting SORE and PAINFUL. But GETTING VERY SLEEPY at the same time.  Had to lie down WITHOUT BRUSHING MY TEETH YET.  2020-09-30 04-12-51 Woke up.  Brushed my teeth TWICE to stop its SORE- PAIN feeling.  SINK STILL CLOGGE...

2020-09-30 08-07-43 Woke up earlier MANY TIMES but CANT GET UP due to BODILY PAIN and HEAVINESS.  FLAK from whore with kid next door (from room of ABS CBN whore) who are now at the hallway.  Saying "shoes" and "BYE" again with the toddler.  2020-09-30 09-12-59 Power strip OVERHEATING AGAIN.  2020-09-30 09-19-07 Starting to FEEL SICK.  NANNY WHORE with kid next door remarks outside the door.  Radio or TV can be heard from their open doorway.  2020-09-30 13-50-39 Problem with TV NOT JUST LACKING AUDIO but picture COLOR has turned PALE GREEN.  2020-09-30 13-54-15 TV picture color seemingly being adjusted now.  But still NO AUDIO.  2020-09-30 23-48-38 Went to bed.  Upper right CHIPPED MOLAR feels SORE and TENDER to the touch even after brushing my teeth.  2020-10-01 06-40-07 Woke up.  Lower left HALF CHIPPED back molar SORE.  2020-10-01 07-12-54 Start to feel VERY SLEEPY AGAIN.  2020-10-01 07-29-02 Elec fan is OVERHE...

2020-09-26 08-19-49 Woken up by WHORES LOUD FLAK next door whrre ABS CBN whore used to reside. 2020-09-26 08-33-56 LOUD BASS MUSIC playing outside. 2020-09-26 08-55-38 Dh FLAK below.  Started SNEEZING when i went near the door. No particles or dirt on black laptop table. 2020-09-26 12-00-54 CANT CONNECT ONLINE with both mobile or laptop (using 2 SIM cards). 2020-09-26 14-08-06 CANT STOP CRYING like i am BEING FORCED TO (over a pet dog that died due to rat poison when i was kid).  I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE CRYING.  My GODDAM SINUSES CLOG UP and i CANT BREATHE. TIGHTENING in my chest EASED UP when i wrote this. 2020-09-26 16-33-19 Just finished chatting with a difficult Lazada customer service agent.  NOISY playing outside window while shouting INSULTS and MOCKING. LOUD DOOR SLAM NEXT DOOR. 2020-09-26 16-38-15 LOUD MOTORCYCLE ENGINE REVVING as it passed below. 2020-09-26 16-41-39 Have NOT HAD or PREPARED LUNCH OR BREAKFAST YET. 2020-09-27 08-39-52 Woke...