Silent No More

2020-09-26 08-19-49 Woken up by WHORES LOUD FLAK next door whrre ABS CBN whore used to reside. 2020-09-26 08-33-56 LOUD BASS MUSIC playing outside. 2020-09-26 08-55-38 Dh FLAK below.  Started SNEEZING when i went near the door. No particles or dirt on black laptop table. 2020-09-26 12-00-54 CANT CONNECT ONLINE with both mobile or laptop (using 2 SIM cards). 2020-09-26 14-08-06 CANT STOP CRYING like i am BEING FORCED TO (over a pet dog that died due to rat poison when i was kid).  I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE CRYING.  My GODDAM SINUSES CLOG UP and i CANT BREATHE. TIGHTENING in my chest EASED UP when i wrote this. 2020-09-26 16-33-19 Just finished chatting with a difficult Lazada customer service agent.  NOISY playing outside window while shouting INSULTS and MOCKING. LOUD DOOR SLAM NEXT DOOR. 2020-09-26 16-38-15 LOUD MOTORCYCLE ENGINE REVVING as it passed below. 2020-09-26 16-41-39 Have NOT HAD or PREPARED LUNCH OR BREAKFAST YET. 2020-09-27 08-39-52 Woke...

2020-09-24 12-56-25 Preparing to get online.  STARTED FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE with DIZZINESS.  2020-09-24 21-50-34 Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED and DIRTY SINCE MORNING.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED. 2020-09-24 22-18-34 Suddenly VERY HEAVY and DROWSY.  DIFFICULTY in PUTTING STUFF AWAY.  CANT MOVE PROPERLY.   Eyes start to ITCH.  2020-09-24 23-38-37 Many small roaches CRAWLING AROUND THE ROOM.  STRONG STENCH coming from outside.  2020-09-24 23-45-05 Went to bed.  Head STARTING TO HURT while brushing teeth.  2020-09-25 06-25-46 Woke up.  Head HURTING again.  Started SNEEZING.  TOILET STILL CLOGGED and DIRTY.  IDEA entered my head re ELECTRIC BILL why it's still the SAME AMOUNT when my mother or sister DOESN'T COOK HERE ANYMORE. 

2020-09-23 13-29-46 HEAD MIGRAINE ON-OFF as i rewrap package for return delivery to Lazada.  I just finished now.  Earlier i was trying to set up a REMOTE MONITORING camera which i had not tested until now.  I kept having that HEAVY SORE feeling whenever i tried to.  2020-09-23 13-49-42 HEAD HURTS AGAIN as i prepare to go out.  Feeling VERY SLEEPY NOW. 2020-09-23 17-03-10 Just got back from the package drop off. MISSED THEIR CUT OFF at 2PM.  I was busy trying to set up the CCTV before leaving BUT I WAS still UNABLE TO USE ANYWAYS.  Heard TAPS ON THE CEILING EARLIER as if i was BEING ENCOURAGED TO DO SO.   I only got to leave around 3PM. 2020-09-23 17-44-54 HEADACHE starting from LEFT TEMPLE. 2020-09-23 18-08-24 HEADACHE CONTINUES even after i ate and drank a lot of water.  PAIN SUDDENLY STOPS while eating then STARTS AGAIN when i stop eating. THROBBING PAIN STOPPED OR PAUSED for a moment when i TURNED ON SOME AUDIO. 2020-09-23 18-11-40 H...

2020-09-21 08-39-49 Woke up earlier but CANT GET UP.   IDEAS IN MY HEAD. Fell asleep last night NOT BRUSHING MY TEETH.   Lower left BROKEN molar starting to GET SORE NOW and i STILL CANT STAND UP.   FLASHING IMAGES IN MY HEAD OF THE KITCHEN GIVING ME A VERY SORE FEELING. 2020-09-21 12-53-08 CANT GET ONLINE.  Sites for online work are getting BLOCKED.  SPILLED WATER on my work area while trying to RESPOND TO THE NOISES AROUND ME.  2020-09-21 14-35-24 Group of teenagers outside playing while SHOUTING INSULTS.   2020-09-22 00-32-40 Sink and toilet still CLOGGED.  DONT FEEL LIKE BRUSHING MY TEETH when i look at the dishes PILED UP on the sink.  2020-09-22 00-36-44 When i went back to the sink i FELT SOMETHING VERY WARM at the back of my head and GOT VERY DIZZY.  Had to lie back down again.  2020-09-22 06-55-21 Woke up feeling like I am coming down with the FLU. Head HURTS or SORE. Started SNEEZING. Left nostril CLOGG...

2020-09-19 07-31-50 Woke up.  Unable to wake up earlier to brush my teeth.  2020-09-19 07-55-09 Back SORE.  CANT SEEM TO SIT UP STRAIGHT or GET UP.  2020-09-19 08-05-27 FAST TWITCHING in my left nostril while inside the toilet making it VERY RUNNY.  NO SNEEZING.  LOUD IRRITATING BASS music starts playing outside as soon as i got out 2020-09-19 08-10-41 Power strip OVERHEATING.  2020-09-19 08-23-01 It stopped a few minutes after i unplugged my phone and wrote the above.  2020-09-19 08-28-28 IDEA NOT TO WORK ONLINE.  VERY BAD and SORE feeling starts.  It DISAPPEARED as soon as i wrote this.  2020-09-19 13-01-51 Feeling VERY PISSED when recalling what happened yesterday re delivery order from Bawais viet restaurant.  2020-09-19 21-50-18 STRONG STENCH coming from outside.  2020-09-20 06-54-00 Woke up.  Nose starts to ITCH.  SNEEZING.  2020-09-20 07-35-59 Sink still CLOGGED.  Legs and lower back getting SORE...

2020-09-17 07-51-50 Woken up by VERY ITCHY left eye.  Its now starting to feel like i had SCRATCHED IT RAW in my sleep.  Some flak by dhs going on at a distance.  2020-09-17 09-05-59 Woke up.  Some kind of tv dialogue promptly starts next door.  2020-09-17 09-12-57 Left nose CLOGGED and ITCHES. I begin SNEEZING.  2020-09-17 09-26-37 Sudden WEAK feeling below my back and ribcage which made me lie back down.  I start SNEEZING again.  2020-09-17 09-44-33 Sttill CANT GET UP FROM MY SITTING POSITION.  Have PLENTY of IDEAS going thru my head that need to be done. Basketball LOUD DRIBBLING and SMASHING NOISE start.  2020-09-17 10-06-52 Chest starting to HURT or FEELS TIGHT.  2020-09-17 10-06-52 VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee again earlier.  2020-09-18 00-28-46 SORE STOMACH as soon after i turned off computer.  2020-09-18 00-36-04 OVERLY DROWSY ALL OF A SUDDEN.  2020-09-18 02-49-31 Went to bed.  2020-09-18 08-13-20 Woke up....

2020-09-16 03-48-55 Woke up a few minutes ago.  Fell asleep last night WITHOUT BRUSHING MY TEETH.   Sink and toilet bowl still CLOGGED.  SNEEZING STARTS. FORCED TO SLEEP LAST NIGHT DUE TO NONSTOP MUSCLE PAIN.   2020-09-16 04-30-11 Just finished washing a plate and a few spoons (while scooping out the used water OVER AND OVER) and brushing teeth.  Start to work online.  SNEEZING AGAIN as i sat down.  2020-09-16 16-47-41 Left leg CONSTANTLY HURTING and SORE as i worked online awhile ago. Head starts to HURT some minutes ago as LOUD MUSIC plays outside.  HEAVY PALPITATIONS like i am having INDIGESTION.  2020-09-16 18-42-13 Configuring new modem.  Someone arrives at puffer fish's room (front room).  2020-09-17 03-46-27 Sudden VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE while putting away stuff at the sink.  This waz immediately ollowed by my left leg going NUMB and SORE ALL THE WAY TO MY HIP.  2020-09-17 03-51-43 Had to sit down for aw...