Silent No More

2020-08-18 05-28-46 Woke up just now.  Half awoke earlier but COULD NOT STAY AWAKE due to some NAGGING PAIN. Still have NOT BRUSHED my teeth and cleaned a pet's tub that had lots of leftover food (ammonia causing). 2020-08-18 06-26-13 Just finished with partial pet maintenance and brushing my teeth.  Sat down and feeling a bit SORE.  Can smell the SEWERS.  2020-08-18 06-42-13 SORE feeling on my lower ribs ALL THE WAY AROUND to my back.  Had to SIT DOWN AGAIN.  2020-08-18 14-32-01 Nose SUDDENLY CLOGS UP while speaking with my sister.  It has stared raining even before we spoke.   So it CANT BE THE RAIN.  Someone coming and going from the front room.  2020-08-18 15-54-17 Nose VERY CLOGGED NOW.  CANT BREATHE WITHOUT MAKING A SNORTING SOUND.  I can somewhat feel that its either my nose chest or throat that's being CONSTRICTED.  CANT FEEL my nose anymore EVEN IF I PINCH IT.  2020-08-18 20-58-56 SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL SOR...

2020-08-17 01-22-32 Went to bed. 2020-08-17 05-49-00 Woken up a few minutes by VERY ITCHY EYES and CLOGGED NOSE.  Started SNEEZING.  2020-08-17 06-20-19 Just starting with pet maintenance but lower back GETS SORE and sides GO NUMB.  Had to sit down for awhile.   Nose starts to CLOG UP EVEN MORE.  2020-08-17 06-27-44 Lately when i try to blow my VERY CLOGGED ITCHY and RUNNY nose i FEEL SOMETHING SORE and WEAK on my lower back. It's like a NERVE is getting PULLED OUT.  2020-08-17 06-49-11 It's raining but my nose should NOT BE THIS CLOGGED.  Niggers remotely inducing it to be so by CONSTRICTING my nose and IRRITATING IT with some WARM sensation.  2020-08-17 07-01-59 SITTING DOWN AGAIN due to SORE lower back. NOT FINISHED putting away beddings to set up computer.  Nose SUDDENLY STARTS TO ITCH AGAIN.  2020-08-17 07-07-32 SNEEZING.  CLOGGING up my nose EVEN MORE.  When are these niggers going to be KILLED and ANNIHILATED. ...

2020-08-16 01-42-23 Woke up due to STRONG URGE TO PEE and VERY BLOCKED NOSE.  SMELL from the SEWERS VERY STRONG despite my blocked nose.  There are MORE SMALL ROACHES in the toilet now than before.   Nose VERY CLOGGED but RUNNY AND ITCHY.  My nose is LEAKING UNCONTROLLABLY.  When i try to blow my nose I FEEL MY STOMACH GETTING PUSHED FORCING ME to blow AT BLOCKED NOSTRIL HURTING some NERVE in my EYE or part of my face.  Nose gets some RELIEF WHEN I MAKE a LOUD NOISE I DONT KNOW WHERE THE STRONG STINKING SMELL OF THR SEWERS is coming from since i had COVERED THE BATHROOM and SINK DRAINS and the TOILET BOWL before going to bed.  .  2020-08-16 02-00-18 Eyes START TO GET VERY ITCHY.  2020-08-16 02-10-01 Even the INSIDE of my nose is starting to HURT NOW as the NONSTOP ITCH and BLOCKAGE is causing me to BLOW my nose MORE OFTEN.  I am also FORCED TO BREATHE thru my MOUTH now.  2020-08-16 02-35-40 Feels like there's a CORRUGATED BOARD...

2020-08-15 06-57-07 Woke up a few minutes ago.  Started SNEEZING AGAIN.   Found a snail VERY WEAK and LIFELESS at the bottom of the tub last night.  I DONT KNOW WHAT HAD HAPPENED NOW.  I ONLY HAVE 3 apple snails LEFT.  2020-08-15 07-50-11 Felt VERY SLEEPY after feeding pets and brushing my teeth.  Lower left back molar STARTING TO HURT again even if i brushed my teeth last night before bed.  2020-08-15 07-57-52 Lower back starts to get SORE.  HAD TO LIE DOWN AGAIN.  2020-08-15 09-12-05 Fell asleep and woke up just now.  Lower back still SORE but ON-OFF as i starr to move about.   2020-08-15 13-55-56 Laptop got a BLUE SCREEN AGAIN.   I thought everything is FINE based on the GODDDAM IDEA that came to me last night. 2020-08-15 15-25-26 Sink VERY CLOGGED.  A small amount of water makes the drain water rise up ASAP from the trap.  2020-08-15 16-28-30 Toilet STILL CLOGGED but not as dirty (after moving bowel...

2020-08-14 06-34-04 Woke up around 5:30AM.  Nose starts to ITCH and i start SNEEZING when i start ATTENDING TO my 4 reamaining snail pets who all have a HISTORY of beilng ILL.  2020-08-14 06-42-44 Start to GET VERY SLEEPY AGAIN after i take out my laptop.  2020-08-14 07-51-31 GOT A BLUE SCREEN on my laptop AGAIN WHILE WORKING.  2020-08-14 09-04-19 LATENCY or BROWSER VERY SLOW after BLUE SCREEN.  2020-08-14 11-36-07 Compiter FREEZING or VERY SLOW.  Noticed my laptop LAN WIRELESS device is ON even if it's on AIRPLANE MODE.  I start SNEEZING AGAIN. 2020-08-14 15-07-22 Some minutes ago while watching some abandoned dogs getting rescued, FELT AN OVERLY TIGHTENING and SORE CHEST as i was being FORCED TO CRY despite my nose CLOGGING UP due to sinusitis.  Then my laptop GOT A BLUE SCREEN AGAIN. Third time since this morning. Now the back of my head HURTS and a MIGRAINE seems about to start.  VERY COLD feeling like the flu.  2020-08-14 15-52-52 A...

2020-08-13 03-32-05 Fell asleep IWTHOUT BRUSHING  MY TEETH.  Woke up just now.  Nose CLOGGED as soon asi got up and GETS RUNNY.  2020-08-13 03-47-11 Stomach starts to HURT FOR NO REASON.  2020-08-13 04-08-41 ON-OFF stomach pain forcing me to sit down.  2020-08-13 04-52-40 I want to have some snack but I DONT FEELI LIKE EATING ANYTHING.  2020-08-13 04-55-13 Nose and back START TO HURT as if it wants me to GO BACK TO SLEEP again EVEN IF THERE ARE A DOZEN THINGS I still need to do.  2020-08-13 05-31-45 Nose CONTINUES TO ITCH and RUNNY.  Side of nose starting to DEVELOP a WOUND due to CONSTANT RINSING and use of TOILET PAPER.  2020-08-13 07-07-03 VERY SLEEPY.  CANT SEEM TO WORK PROPERLY.  Brain feels VERY STIFF.  VERY SLOW THOUGHT PROCESSES.  CHEST and HEAD PAIN.  2020-08-13 08-17-28 Very UNCOMFORTABLE feeling in chest and neck as i CONTINUE to work online.  ON-OFF SLEEPINESS.   Could BARELY KEEP MY EY...

2020-08-12 00-24-25 INose ITCHES WONT STOP.  ITCHES EVERY TIME I MOVE.  2020-08-12 00-30-28 ULCER LIKE feeling in my stomach. LOST MY APPETITE due to NONSTOP nose ITCHING and SNEEZING.  PAINFUL SORE TIRED feeling when I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING.  2020-08-12 00-48-52 Ate uncooked instant noodles leftover.  2020-08-12 02-07-06 IMAGES of my pets' dirty tub playing in my head repeatedly.  But feeling VERY EXHAUSTED and NUMB. Have not brushed my teeth either.  Went to bed and set my alarm to go off after some minutes.  2020-08-12 08-09-23 Woke up. One of my snails died.  Failed to clean their tub water and feed them due to EXHAUSTION last night.  Another one had gone ill the other day and is slowly dying.   As soon as i woke up motorbike started REVVING UP when i went to the tub as if to declare or EMPHASIZE the state of my pets.  2020-08-12 08-29-08 VERY BAD feeling when i approach my pets. It MAKES ME PAUSE and FORGET wh...