2025-04-10-16: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard
2025-04-10 13-37-52
Aggression NOISE following or TIMED to my movements starts.
2025-04-10 13-47-29
Right nostril STINGS. Eyes PHOTOSENSITIVE.
2025-04-10 14-13-29
LOUD IRRITATING PULSATING sound while I start moving and cleaning stuff (from where I left off).
2025-04-10 14-57-39
Right foot got STUNG.
2025-04-10 15-13-11eeeew@
MORE QUIET REMARKS spokeeeeee spoken near outside the window
Nost got STUNG (SNEEZED) and phone ACTING UP.
2025-04-10 15-31-49
Kids SHOUTING followed by dhs as I take pics of my SABOTAGED 2 kg of brown organic rice in a MOUND on the floor.
2025-04-10 16-25-50
Feeling UNNATURALLY OVER EXHAUSTED and BREAHTLESS when I sat down to take a break.
Face, eyes WARM and throat and lips TOO PARCHED until I placed a metal object against my throat.
2025-04-10 17-31-12
Dhs start SHOUTING again
2025-04-10 18-35-42
Have TROUBLE BREATHING all of a SUDDEN. Felt TIGHT in the head until I blew my horn.
2025-04-10 21-54-38
Some minutes ago, VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee in a RUSH while rearranging stuff in the toilet. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED with STAGNANT MURKY water.
Just finished partly rearranging some shelves. While doing so, OVERLY WARM SCORCHING and SORE feeling on my shoulders and neck. SWEATING profusely.
Right wrist started to HURT ON-OFF
2025-04-10 22-35-14
BLISTERS forming around my lips again along the lipline.
Right wrist still HURTING ON-OFF.
2025-04-11 00-44-52
ON-OFF PAIN in right wrist getting WORSE.
2025-04-11 02-16-58
Upper right arm and elbow is now INCREASINGLY PAINFUL too.
2025-04-11 02-33-53
Have TROUBLE MOVING like my joints and neck have no bones. CAN'T fully FEEL them.
*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.
2025-04-11 02-44-15
VERY WARM air seem to be coming from the toilet.
Went to rest for awhile.
2025-04-11 08-26-00
Woke up with same UNNATURALLY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Toilet bowl still VERY FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water ONLY went down a few inches.
Lower back and left hip not as PAINFUL and SORE due to the metal band I was wearing around my waist. But lower left back molar (unprotected) was getting SORE.
Lips still VERY DRY and ROUGH around the lipline with forming SORES. Covered my face with an anti-UV face shield yesterday, which seemed to prevent the SORES from getting WORSE. But I didn't when I went to bed.
It's quite CUMBERSOME specially when worn on top of eyeglasses. My breath coupled by NONSTOP REMOTE SCORCHING also makes my nose and face feel even WARMER when covered. It DOESN'T PREVENT the STINGS to my nose though.
Apparently, my lips are getting SCORCHED and I don't have a virus.
2025-04-11 08-47-54
LOUD ROTATING motor started when I was about to post online. Vehicle OPEN-CLOSE door noises just below the window.
Phone ACTING UP with SHAKING and UNRESPONSIVE screen.
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2025-04-11 09-07-00
FLAK below the window.
2025-04-11 16-21-53
VERY SORE and HEAVY chest and head. CAN'T FOCUS or do anything. Back of neck and forehead VERY SORE too. Had to sit back down.
Earlier while trying to get a neutral mental health diagnosis online, came across an AI platform that gave me an EXTREME ASSESSMENT or diagnosis that needs medical intervention. Before I could screenshot the results, the screen POMPTLY DISAPPEARED.
2025-04-11 16-28-33
A vehicle BEEPED nearby (from the direction of the window) when I wrote the previous entry. Teenagers or big kids start their "HAPPY" entrance (RUNNING while GIGGLING ALOUD happily) below my window.
2025-04-11 17-12-03
CAN'T FOCUS again due to HEAVY PALPITATIONS, BREATHLESS and this TIGHT feeling around my head, ears, eyes and neck which always gives me a more than usual BLURRED and DARKER or HAZY vision.
2025-04-11 17-33-10
Bone of right thumb while about to open a package and to resume organizing the kitchen.
2025-04-11 17-36-33
BAD feelings or TIGHTNESS in my chest, BREATHLESSNESS and PALPITATIONS continue
2025-04-11 18-10-25
HOOTING and CATCALLS continue by big kids or teeners.
2025-04-11 18-23-57
Right arm, hand and wrist VERY PAINFUL and SORE. All I did was open 1 parcel.
2025-04-12 01-24-39
Starting to see DOUBLE VISION.
2025-04-12 08-01-56
Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Lower back not as PAINFUL due to the metal band I was wearing but I can feel my left hip THREATENING.
Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water ONLY went down a few inches.
Lips still VERY DRY with ROUGH edges but the SORES seem to be subsiding.
AGGRESSION noises start.
My sister just told me (via chat) that she will be calling the mental health staff (from the halfway house or govt institution) to pick me up this coming week.
2025-04-12 08-25-41
Ball DRIBBLING starts.
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2025-04-11 09-07-00
FLAK below the window.
2025-04-11 16-21-53
VERY SORE and HEAVY chest and head. CAN'T FOCUS or do anything. Back of neck and forehead VERY SORE too. Had to sit back down.
Earlier while trying to get a neutral mental health diagnosis online, came across an AI platform that gave me an EXTREME ASSESSMENT or diagnosis that needs medical intervention. Before I could screenshot the results, the screen POMPTLY DISAPPEARED.
2025-04-11 16-28-33
A vehicle BEEPED nearby (from the direction of the window) when I wrote the previous entry. Teenagers or big kids start their "HAPPY" entrance (RUNNING while GIGGLING ALOUD happily) below my window.
2025-04-11 17-12-03
CAN'T FOCUS again due to HEAVY PALPITATIONS, BREATHLESS and this TIGHT feeling around my head, ears, eyes and neck which always gives me a more than usual BLURRED and DARKER or HAZY vision.
2025-04-11 17-33-10
Bone of right thumb while about to open a package and to resume organizing the kitchen.
2025-04-11 17-36-33
BAD feelings or TIGHTNESS in my chest, BREATHLESSNESS and PALPITATIONS continue
2025-04-11 18-10-25
HOOTING and CATCALLS continue by big kids or teeners.
2025-04-11 18-23-57
Right arm, hand and wrist VERY PAINFUL and SORE. All I did was open 1 parcel.
2025-04-12 01-24-39
Starting to see DOUBLE VISION.
2025-04-12 08-01-56
Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Lower back not as PAINFUL due to the metal band I was wearing but I can feel my left hip THREATENING.
Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water ONLY went down a few inches.
Lips still VERY DRY with ROUGH edges but the SORES seem to be subsiding.
AGGRESSION noises start.
My sister just told me (via chat) that she will be calling the mental health staff (from the halfway house or govt institution) to pick me up this coming week.
2025-04-12 08-25-41
Ball DRIBBLING starts.
2025-04-12 10-59-43
Dh GROWLS below while near the door. Left thigh TWITCHES when I write this down.
2025-04-12 12-43-14
Some minutes ago, while speaking to the courier (food delivery) over the phone, vehicle BEEPED somewhere behind or near the courier.
UOIL
2025-04-12 13-29-59 9
Group of people OPEN-CLOSE vehicle doors as if they are about to leave. NO motor noise starting up.
2025-04-12 15-23-23
VERY PAINFUL SORE and TIGHT chest and upper back resembling1 that of FEAR or PANIC ATTACK (which I DON'T FEEL) when my sister informed me (again) that she will contact the local baranggay to pick me up and bring me to the govt mental institution.
Phone ACTING UP again.
*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.
2025-04-12 15-46-09
VERY PAINFUL incessant URGES to pee in a RUSH.
2025-04-12 16-28-11
DNS and VPN app keeps getting DISCONNECTED while I am researching online.
2025-04-12 16-56-08
Car alarm SOUNDS OFF TIMED to what I am doing on the phone (opening an app, reading, etc.)
2025-04-12 17-36-22
Sudden LOUD BOOMING speaker just below the building.
2025-04-12 18-24-03
Having LOTS of MENTAL BLOCKS one after another.
2025-04-12 19-05-05
CAN'T STAND UP (again) with a VERY SORE and HEAVY shoulder until I make noises.
2025-04-12 19-17-02
VERY SORE chest and shoulders AGAIN (not doing ANYTHING but sitting down).
2025-04-12 20-01-177
Still feeling SORE and HEAVY, I keep getting IDEAS that my sister is an idiot.7
Kept getting IDEAS that I need to speak to someone about my sister. I feel STRESSED OUT.
2025-04-13 00-34-13
COCKROACH suddenly came FLYING ACROSS my face from the direction of the window while trying to finish a game.
Awhile ago, spoke to a local counselor (with religious background whom my sister referred me to some years ago) for OVER AN HOUR.
2025-04-13 10-51-12
Woke up a few minutes ago. LOUD MUSIC playing just below the unit from the direction of the door. FLAK from a female LOUD-MOUTH outside the window.
2025-04-13 10-55-24
LOUD MUSIC starts to PLAY outside the compound (direction of the door).
2025-04-13 10-58-18
Motor REVVS UP
2025-04-13 11-39-44
Someone from opposite room going IN-OUT while SCRAPING their heavy slippers outside the door BEFORE and AFTER.
2025-04-13 12-04-58
AGGRESSION SLAPPING noises below start
2025-04-13 12-36-11
TWITCHES on my left leg EVERY TIME I write something down.
2025-04-13 12-54-32
VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down much.
Lips still VERY DRY and ROUGH around the lipline with still UNHEALED lumps and SORES.
2025-04-13 12-57-00
Vehicle ALARM SOUNDS OFF (remote lock) when I come across a sexual IMAGE in a shopping platform which I had reported about 2-3 days ago.
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2025-04-13 13-37-18
Some minues ago, PAIN on my lower left back (broken) molar while about to POST ONLINE.
TWITCHES on my left leg continue as I write down IDEAS entering my head to refute the ACCUSATIONS around me. An OPPOSING IDEA hinted that I WON'T NEED to since I WILL BE INSTITUTIONALIZED anyways.
OLD dh with a ROUGH voice CLEARED his THROAT ALOUD from somewhere outside the window.
2025-04-13 14-38-38
2025-04-13 14-57-29
Female perp who previously ASSAULTED me before just opened the door to the opposite room and started TALKING OUT LOUD (making arrangements, asking about hygiene, making measurements and talking to a person).
2025-04-13 15-32-20
SUDDEN RAINFULL started a few minutes ago. It noticeably INCREASES when I start writing an entry.
2025-04-13 15-48-02
Random WIND from somewhere starts to BLOW INTO the window, even if it's QUITE DRY and there's NO HOWLING wind, the RAIN looks like it's about the stop soon and there's NO WIND coming in through the door.
Had to climb up the cabinet again to close the window.
2025-04-13 16-02-21
Perps from opposite room playing pop music with "Letting Go" lyrics thru their OPEN DOOR for a few seconds before closing it.
Followed by QUIET REMARKS thru the OPEN DOOR again like "MAYABANG".
2025-04-14 00-07-40
Feeling BAD with a VERY SORE and TIGHT chest and shoulders.
Lips still VERY DRY and seem SWOLLEN. Upper lip has NEW SORES.
2025-04-14 01-02-21
Eyes feel like they're getting BURNED AGAIN.
Earlier while taking a bath, sides of my upper torso (ears down) felt VERY SORE like they were getting SCORCHED after every rinse.
2025-04-14 01-06-12
Went to bed. Might get out of the room later on if my sister asks me to.
2025-04-14 06-45-01
Woke up a few minutes ago Lower back and abdomen SORE. Have TROUBLE sitting up.
Tqz2,1 oilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T GO DOWN much. STENCH from the SEWERS and TOILET.
LOUD motorbike arrives. FLAK starts with dh saying "MAYABANG."
Lips still DRY and SWOLLEN with UNHEALED BLISTERS or SORES.
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*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.
2025-04-14 07-11-22
Feeling OVERLY HEAVY on my shoulders. CAN'T get up or straighten the back of my neck.
Went back to bed.
2025-04-14 07-30-48
Dhs FLAK below the window get LOUDER followed by LOUD BANGING NOISE.
2025-04-14 10-53-25
Woke up.
2025-04-14 22-00-28
SUDDEN LOUD CRACK below the window with a JOLT to my chest.
2025-04-15 08-23-49
Woke up. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water BARELY went down.
2025-04-15 10-27-40
Tried prepare something to eat but SUDDENLY GOT TOO EXHAUSTED or BREATHLESS and SORE. Had to sit down for awhile.
2025-04-15 10-40-44
ULCER like PAIN in my stomach even when I'm really NOT that HUNGRY.
2025-04-15 11-17-46
Motorcyle noise harass while in the toilet preparing for food.
2025-04-15 11-43-59
While eating, I CAN'T TASTE or FEEL ANYTHING until I made NOISES.
2025-04-15 13-02-52
Vehicle BEEPS followed by ball SMASH a few minutes ago.
2025-04-15 13-38-28
Went to rest for awhile
2025-04-15 13-42-30
car OPEN-CLOSE DOOR
2025-04-15 14-42-48
Woke up from a nap followed by VERY PAINFUL URGE to move my bowels. Toilet bowl OVERFLOWING when I added my dump for the day.
Kids HOOTING when I realized there was no water coming from the tap. There's a general water tank cleaning happening today based on the admin memo.
2025-04-15 15-01-31
NOISY motorbike arrives REVVING UP like a looney.
2025-04-15 15-21-46
Noise with SORE-PAIN feeling to my chest followed by a car REVVING UP.
2025-04-15 15-39-33
AGGRESSIVE NOISE slapping hollow boards.
2025-04-15 15-50-24
Dh teen HOOTS.
2025-04-15 16-38-06
LOUD and HOLLOW noise followed by teens screaming or hooting.
2025-04-15 17-58-04
Feel QUITE HEAVY and CAN'T THINK.
2025-04-15 18-40-53
A few minutes ago, motorcycle REVVING UP TIMED to my phone alarm. Vehicle BEEPS outside the gate.
2025-04-15 18-44-35
Head starts to get PAINFUL and SORE.
2025-04-15 20-56-27
Some minutes ago, while near the window, another motorbike REVVED UP all of a SUDDEN, with a JOLT to my stomach that's already being TORTURED with ULCER-LIKE PAINFUL SORENESS.
2025-04-15 21-54-21
HEAVY PALPITATIONS as soon as a NOISY motorbike arrives.
2025-04-15 22-18-12
HEAVY PALPITATIONS and SORE feeling on my chest and neck continues. I already had a snack.
2025-04-16 00-59-57
Went to bed
2025-04-16 07-12-33
Woke up some minutes ago with a VERY SORE neck.
Toilet bowl still VERY FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water only went down a FEW inches.
Lips still VERY DRY and TAUT with a CRUSTY lipline dotted with SORES or small LUMPS
2025-04-16 07-29-16
Right neck VERY SORE and PAINFUL.
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