2025-04-05-10: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard
2025-04-05 03-40-59
Went to rest for awhile
2025-04-05 06-36-28
Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either and STINKY now
VERY SORE and SHARP PAIN in the throat while in the toilet. ACRID cigarette SMOKE smell starts.
Woke up earlier but could BARELY stay awake.
2025-04-05 10-07-20
Woke up a few minutes ago with same VERY PAINFUL URGES in a RUSH to pee. But could BARELY GET UP due to a VERY SORE and PAINFUL lower back, and a HEAVY chest.
Background MUSIC with a COMIC theme started to PLAY from the direction of the door.
2025-04-05 12-08-04
It ONLY started to rain (LIGHTLY) about 15-30 mins ago. But tap water already started to TASTE SOUR.
2025-04-05 13-19-50
& Feeling SORE and TIRED all of a SUDDEN. I am just heating up some food that's going bad.
Rain had already stopped about 30 minutes ago.
2025-04-05 15-16-36
Being FORCED to lie down again with PAINFUL DROWSINESS to go to sleep which I could NEVER WAKE UP from.
LOUD BASS background music started to play from below the door.
2025-04-05 16-12-36
Before washing some containers piling up in the toilet, just checked and realized that there seems to be a German BABY COCKROACHES INFESTATION on the side of my toilet bowl and water tank.
No idea how that happened since my food containers are on the opposite side.
I also saw one moving my food container facing the TV (near window) just now.
I still HAVEN'T CLEANED UP the HARD to REACH GRAINS SPILL caused by the perps in the kitchen.
2025-04-05 16-33-32
When I proceeded to the toilet to wash some food tins, LOUD BASS background COMIC (corny) MUSIC started to PLAY with its ABRUPT SHORT beats, TIMED to my EVERY MOVEMENT and PAUSES.
2025-04-05 17-37-10
VERY PAINFUL sudden URGES to pee while washing dishes in the toilet awhile ago. I was washing them all on top of the toilet bowl lid so PAUSING all of a SUDDEN midway thru washing was VERY INCONVENIENT that will entail MOVING the makeshift stands which holds the tray where ALL the containers for washing are placed.
Meanwhile, the PAINFUL URGES, that were momentarily PAUSED thru my air horn noises, had caused a LINGERING SORENESS in my lower torso, and the PAINFUL SHOCK caused water RETENTION that had caused one of my legs (left) and both feet SORE with a BLOATED-like JELLY feeling with NEEDLES.
I was still STANDING and trying to finish the dishes after using the air horn, while ALL this PAIN and possible DAMAGE was going on inside my lower torso. Left hip VERY SORE and STIFF too.
This is what these perps LIVE FOR.
2025-04-05 17-59-07
Left hip still VERY SORE and SHOOTS UP PAIN when I move.
2025-04-06 05-37-00
Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee in a RUSH.
Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either.
Both my sister and mother will spend the week at my other sister's place. They will be leaving today.
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2025-04-06 10-22-37
UNNATURALLY VERY SORE and STIFF hips and thighs after sitting for a few hours chatting with my sister, who's about to have a NERVOUS BREAKDOWN, and has DECIDED AGAIN (for the nth time) to call the NCMH or govt mental institution to pick me up (instead of the costly halfway house this time) due to the PRO-PERPS ADMIN staff here who WON'T STOP TELLING on me and PESTERING my sister re my blowing the air horn, instead of confronting me themselves.
I felt RELIEF in my STIFF legs when I blew the air horn just now.
2025-04-06 10-48-06
Upper right arm and elbow VERY SORE and PAINFUL.
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2025-04-06 11-28-11
Upper right arm and elbow still VERY PAINFUL and SORE.
Group FLAK going on somewhere below nearby. Sounded like someone explaining something CALMLY while another with a dh voice REMARKED "ANG YABANG eh."
2025-04-06 12-40-22
Lingering PAIN in my right elbow and upper arm continues. It SHOOTS UP MORE PAIN to my shoulder when I start to write.
My sister REFUSED to DISCLOSE the admin staff who's been BUGGING her about my noise "DISTURBANCE" since accdg to her she also CAUGHT me in the act (blowing my horn) while doing her OWN (secret) SURVEILLANCE of me.
2025-04-06 12-56-32
EVERYTHING seems quiet around here but my right elbow WON'T STOP HURTING and getting TORTURED.
2025-04-06 14-00-50
Someone just made a DISTINCT CLICKING sound (tongue, etc.) directly outside the door, for some reason.
2025-04-06 15-29-29
HOOTING starts.
2025-04-06 15-46-10
Motorcycle THROTTLING NOISILY.
HEADACHES start SOON AFTER I take off metal bands from my head.
2025-04-06 16-21-27
More LOUD GUTTERAL SIGHS.
2025-04-06 17-22-44
Kid sudden MOCKS OUT LOUD while I was chatting with my sister (eldest).
Felt INSTANTLY VERY PISSED with HEAVY PALPITATIONS and a TIGHT chest. HEADACHES start and a BASS like HOLLOW THUMPING sound somewhere outside the door.
2025-04-06 22-48-58
Dh SNORTED just below the window.
2025-04-06 23-07-18
Another SNORT before SPITTING.
2025-04-07 00-09-55
Lips still VERY DRY with a ROUGH lipline and a lump on the lower right side of the lipline that WON'T HEAL.
2025-04-07 01-45-00
While self-talking, someone (female) QUIETLY answered "YAH" outside the window.
Went to rest for awhile.
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2025-04-07 08-17-02
Woke up a few minutes ago with same UNNATURALLY VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee.
Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either.
2025-04-07 11-28-57
Woke up some minutes ago to the sound of a group of dhs laughing just below the window.
Right side of waistline and flank VERY SORE and gets PAINFUL when I move.
2025-04-07 12-00-13
HOLLOW and DULL open-shut door NOISES next door while washing stuff in the toilet.
2025-04-07 12-23-39
Sound of FAST BEAT (music) outside the door. But all I can hear is the BEAT POUNDING away in my head and ears in a SUBTLE dream-like IRRITATING manner.
It almost seems DELUSIONAL until I go to the door and hear the MUSIC playinh outside with the FAST BEAT. The "ECHO" in this room (manipulated electromagnetic waves) caused by perps is what's causing this DEFEANING effect in the head and ears.
2025-04-07 12-31-03
Heard someone say "YAH" again outside my window (seemingly above) after I wrote previous entry.
2025-04-07 12-55-41
Had to move my bowels which started out as normal then SUDDENLY got ABNORMALLY PAINFUL.
I got an IDEA, earlier, that I SHOULDN'T SIPHON the DIRTY water out of the toilet bowl anymore. But the DIRTY water has NOT GONE DOWN at all and now the water is BRIMMING at the edge and I still have some of the day's DUMP left in the bucket.
I also use the same bucket for soaking my laundry, etc. But since I use it recently as my makeshift toilet bowl I CAN'T START to WASH my PILE of DIRTY clothes, including the ones from 2 years ago (I think).
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2025-04-07 13-41-25
Toilet bowl still OVERLY CLOGGED.
Some kind of COMMOTION had started somewhere in the lobby. Kids started to PLAY outside the window (then stopped after a few minutes). I started CALLING OUT OVER AND OVER again to have the CLOG CLEANED OUT of my toilet bowl drain somewhere below.
The perps responsible for CLOGGING my bowl did it before and I heard the water ALL GO DOWN in one swoop.
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2025-04-07 13-41-25
Toilet bowl still OVERLY CLOGGED.
Some kind of COMMOTION had started somewhere in the lobby. Kids started to PLAY outside the window (then stopped after a few minutes). I started CALLING OUT OVER AND OVER again to have the CLOG CLEANED OUT of my toilet bowl drain somewhere below.
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The perps responsible for CLOGGING my bowl did it before MANY TIMES and I heard the water ALL GO DOWN in one swoop.
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2025-04-07 15-25-44
I feel SO DISORIENTED now after TALKING BACK at the perps and their DRAMA CLUB while my nasal cavities and passages were being REMOTELY CONSTRICTED as an act of TORTURE and SUPPRESSION.
2025-04-07 16-12-55
The FAST BEAT subtle POUNDING TUNE continues.
2025-04-07 16-27-37
VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee starts with my left ankle or heal and leg getting SORE and STIFF.
Accdg to a NAGGING IDEA it's to keep my limbs and torso SUPPLE and FLEXIBLE.
2025-04-07 16-47-45
DON'T FEEL like drinking water or even brushing my teeth.
2025-04-07 17-25-08
SUBTLE AGGRESSION noises to my movements.
Corners (nose area) of both eyes VERY ITCHY all of a SUDDEN.
2025-04-07 18-06-56
Eyes MORE BLURRED than usual. CAN'T see clearly or FOCUS. Eyes and mouth feel TIGHT.
2025-04-07 18-19-23
Phone is online but an app DOESN'T WORK but is giving the appearance that it is. Been HAPPENING for MORE THAN a week now on ALL my phones (old and new).
2025-04-07 21-50-54
TV going ON-OFF AGAIN while I was trying to SCRUTINIZE or FIGURE out something from the film.
2025-04-07 21-52-32
MORE ON-OFF TV screen SABOTAGE.
2025-04-07 22-08-31
Lower torso and legs SUDDEN HEAVINESS with BREATHLESSNESS when I am about to sit down after I stood up just to turn off the tap.
2025-04-08 00-32-06
About 30 minutes ago, phone SUDDENLY CAN'T CONNECT online even when it still has more than adequate data load.
2025-04-08 01-32-24
TV still going ON-OFF. Have a HARD TIME to or TOTALLY CAN'T update or download apps on my newer mobile phones.
2025-04-08 01-43-31
Still CAN'T download a certain app and had to stop for now.
TV continues to go ON-OFF. Starting to feel VERY IRRITATED or PISSED with ANGRY IDEAS that these perps just CAN'T be stopped INTERFERING with my life making my situation EVEN WORSE.
I was able to sleep yesterday BY MYSELF but these perps just DON'T WANT that to HAPPEN. They ALWAYS have to be MANIPULATING and CONTROLLING EVERYTHING that I do, including my THOUGHTS.
2025-04-08 02-06-05
Now I am SO PISSED OFF I DON'T FEEL like sleeping anymore.
Getting PRICKED on my backside.
2025-04-08 02-12-05
Using my TV as their (perps) CHEAP MESSAGING system by turning the TV OFF on certain words or names like "Marcus."
2025-04-08 02-31-05
The movie on TV STOPPED or FROZE in mid-action so I changed the channel. It started to TURN ON-OFF again and when I RETORTED with my air horn it TURNED STATIC.
2025-04-08 02-39-41
TV still STATIC as I continue to blow my air horn at random instances When I refreshed my cable box, all the movie channels had FROZEN.
Getting pretty DROWSY.
2025-04-08 08-43-39
Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee in a RUSH. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either.
2025-04-08 12-43-23
CRYING and SCREAMING or VIOLENT reactions by a kid outside the window, while I was looking for and applying for an online job.
2025-04-08 15-44-18
VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee some minutes ago. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either.
About 30 minutes ago, SUDDEN LOUD CRACK of THUNDER right above my window followed by SHORT but HEAVY rainfall (about 15-30 minutes).
HEAVY LEAKING started above, THREATENING to get inside my UNPROTECTED window and SHORT CIRCUIT the socket located directly beneath it. Had to MOVE AWAY a lot of stuff and do my "BALANCING ACT" on the OLD RICKETY cabinet to close the window.
The rain stopped SOON AFTER I closed the window, and had to do the same thing (balancing act, etc.) ALL OVER AGAIN.
2025-04-08 17-02-15
VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down AT ALL.
Stomach starts ro l779l to HURT for some reason
*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.
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2025-04-08 17-46-30
Music with LOUD BASS starts.
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2025-04-08 22-54-46
Having EXTREME and WARM PAIN at the top and back of my head earlier, while trying to make a purchase decision.
2025-04-08 23-27-06
Phone (newer with MTK) being HACKED again and made me LOSE my game TOKENS.8
2025-04-09 04-44-00 the elk 9
Stomach starting to HURT soon after eating until I wrapped a waist band around my stomach.
Lower lip VERY DRY and CRUSTY all of a SUDDEN. The small LUMP on the right side still HASN'T HEALED and it seems like the center is being SCORCHED too for the LUMP or SWELLING to EXPAND all the way to the opposite side, for some SICK REASON.
2025-04-09 05-44-02
VERY SORE and TIGHT head with a HEAVY back making it DIFFICULT to get up while the VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee THREATENS to start.
Meanwhile face or forehead and eyes too are getting SCORCHED, FORCING me to lie down even when I have NOT FINISHED putting away food stuff from the makeshift stool-table.
2025-04-09 05-58-48
Back of head and ears start to get VERY ITCHY and SWEATY as it gets TOO WARM even when I am just sitting down now and NOT doing ANYTHING.
Had to RUB my head with paper to help RELIEVE the HEAT and NONSTOP ITCH and STINGING
2025-04-09 08-08-54
Woke up some minutes ago with same VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee in a RUSH. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and VERY CLOGGED. Water ONLY went down a few inches.
2025-04-09 08-25-09
Went back to bed followed by a sudden LOUD REMARK from a female LOUD-MOUTH asking for a cigarette.
2025-04-09 13-01-38
Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee and EXTREME DULL PAIN on my left side and hip when I try to sit up.
DOWNGRADING REMARKS start (outside the window).
Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water BARELY went down. Had USED UP the newly opened 1 kg of laundry powder to keep the toilet bowl 000001from TOTAL STINK.
*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.
2025-04-09 13-22-42
Vehicle INCESSANT NOISE starts below.
Had SCHEDULED an online session with a psychologist from the govt mental institution (NCMH) for an assessment to get a MEDICAL CERTIFICATE (of my mental state) so the perps around here can stop BUGGING my sister. It will be conducted a few days from now.
Getting SUBTLE TWITCHES on my left foot.
Meanwhile my sister also DEMANDS that I should be ABLE to GO OUT with them (and mother) by the END OF THE WEEK.
2025-04-09 16-20-41
Dhs SHOUTING in anger
2025-04-09 18-02-09
LOUD and LOW motor sound from a vehicle below.
2025-04-09 22-55-54
Right shoulder and upper arm is VERY PAINFUL.
2025-04-10 01-44-21
NAGGING IDEA that I WON'T MEET my sister's deadline of being able to go out with her and my mother this Sunday.
That there are people or someone speaking to her right now about her THREAT to INSTITUTIONALIZE me is ABUSIVE behavior.
I know this is ALL just A GODDAM LIE but the HEAVINESS in my chest and INABILITY to physically stand up due to SHORTNESS of BREATH is keeping me from IGNORING these thoughts altogether by doing something else.
2025-04-10 01-44-21
STING in my left nostril.
2025-04-10 02-36-00
Still BREATHLESS and CAN'T MOVE. If I stand up my chest gets VERY PAINFUL and HEAVY.
2025-04-10 03-33-40
HEAVY feeling in my head and ears with NONSTOP NAGGING and REPETITIVE IDEAS about the perps around me which are either BASELESS and NEVER really actually HAPPENS.
2025-04-10 04-46-49
Being PAINFULLY FORCED to sleep with SORE-HEAVINESS in my eyes as they are being HEATED UP.
Lips still VERY DRY with the lump still UNHEALED.
2025-04-10 04-58-51
Went to bed.
2025-04-10 07-23-53
Woke up with a VERY SORE and STIFF left hip, and same VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down but only a few inches.
2025-04-10 07-27-20
AGGRESSION NOISE when I lied down.
2025-04-10 07-32-20
Vehicle REVVED UP followed by a LOUD KNOCK on the door nearby
2025-04-10 07-39-57
MORE aggression NOISES.
2025-04-10 11-46-18
Woke up with a VERY SORE and PAINFUL lower back until I used my laser and focused it on the ceiling. The HEAVINESS on my chest seemed to disappear but there was still some PAIN in my lower back.
Felt some PAIN getting up but not as DIFFICULT.
Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water ONLY went down a few inches.
2025-04-10 11-57-36
PAIN all over the back of my head.
2025-04-10 12-05-03oko99kok
Solo kid (big) HOOTING just below the window.
2025-04-10 12-32-13
Scalp STINGS9mokkk when I try to GENTLY rub it.
Phone ACTING UP again.
2025-04-10 12-40-04
Kid SHRIEKS while calling out "MAMA" pll8 as soon as I finish collecting water to drink.
2025-04-10 12-52-59
Lips still VERY DRY and TAUT with ROUGH lipline and UNHEALED LUMP on the lower lip. Left flank VERY SORE when I move.
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