Silent No More

2021-11-29 02-16-44 Nose getting CONSTRICTED while having my dessert. My nose is CLOGGING UP and I CANT BREATHE or taste ANYTHING while my stomach starts to BLOAT due to LACK of oxygen which makes it HARD to BURP or DIGEST what i am eating. 2021-11-29 02-29-52 Computer FREEZING as i was preparing to turn it off and prepare for bed. 2021-11-29 06-32-25 As i sat down to go to bed VERY WARM feeling at the back of my head making my scalp SWEAT and ITCH even if its COOL OUTSIDE. 2021-11-29 06-44-57 Went to bed.  2021-11-29 07-09-17 ITCHING SCALP NON STOP while lying down to sleep. 2021-11-29 16-07-59 Woke up aroud 3:30 PM. Had set my alarm to go off at 12 but i dont even recall turning it off.   Started SNEEZING again and lower back a bit SORE. 2021-11-29 17-06-28 Someone just arrived at puffer fish room (coming from the other end of the hallway). 2021-11-29 17-17-20 There's a sale on a shopping platform starting early tomorrow (midnight). Just got TWITCHED on my left leg. 2...

2021-11-27 20-31-10 Tried to take a nap but CANT STOP TALKING. 2021-11-27 20-56-53 Feeling of DISBELIEF and DISORIENTATION starts after my LONG TALK. 2021-11-27 22-38-55 ON-OFF DIZZINESS and HEAVINESS with CONTINUED NAGGING IDEAS and SELF-TALK. Mental BLOCKS.  FORGOT that i have pending online work. Someone CLAPPING outside as i wrote this. 2021-11-28 00-37-57 CANT think and UNABLE to work online.  CANT feel ANYTHING except a general SORENESS on my chest and at the back of my head. I know i have to go to sleep earlier but i keep getting DISTRACTED of things that need ATTENTION and there are RECURRING THREATS in my head that perps would make NOISES when i SLEEP EARLIER than usual.   2021-11-28 00-47-16 Whenever i start to review video footages on my phone which i use for surveillance the back of my head and neck HURTS. The real surveillance cam i bought is NOT what the seller said it would be and I still COULDN'T get to use it regularly.   2021-11-28 02-28-4...

2021-11-25 00-09-51 Having TROUBLE viewing a post for my online work. 2021-11-25 05-32-35 Trying to have something to eat but when i get to the kitchen i feel DIZZY and i start getting HEADACHE. 2021-11-25 08-17-41 NONSTOP self-talk and now PAINFUL NAGGING IDEAS. Starting to get PAINFULLY DROWSY now too. 2021-11-25 13-15-09 Woken up by VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. Went back to bed. Kids went past below the window and 1 stopped and said ALOUD "panget mo".  My video recording app was NOT ON. 2021-11-25 19-01-28 Just woke up with a VERY SORE back. Woke up a couple of times earlier but could BARELY get up. VERY DROWSY and pain in the chest. Wailing and screaming kids EVERY TIME i wake up. 2021-11-25 19-46-59 Stomach VERY PAINFUL ON-OFF right now while talking with sister online. 2021-11-25 21-09-08 Getting TWITCHES on my left leg when i look at pics to post on my request for a refund via the Shopee platform. 2021-11-25 21-14-25 CAN'T get online via usual VPN app on my comput...

2021-11-22 03-20-47 Computer starting to FREEZE. HEADACHE also starts. 2021-11-22 04-08-32 Computer FREEZING again. 2021-11-22 08-52-16 Went to bed. Smell of STENCH while lying down. 2021-11-22 11-59-56 Woke up to order food. STRONG TENCH from the sewers still LINGER. 2021-11-22 12-06-13 NONSTOP scalp and back of neck ITCHING. 2021-11-22 12-28-36 ITCHING continues including left side of face near the nose. 2021-11-22 13-22-06 Went back to bed. 2021-11-22 13-53-35 RANDOM DULL NOISES and SHOUTS start when i go back to bed. 2021-11-22 14-03-09 PALPITATIONS. CANT sleep. IDEAS ENTERING my head about NOISES. 2021-11-23 02-13-32 VERY WARM nape. SHARP STINGS start  2021-11-23 09-40-47 FINALLY went to bed. 2021-11-23 13-59-43 Woken up by puffer fish whore FLAK with a dh seemingly fixing their door.  Same thing happened yesterday. Had alarm set to wake me up at 3 PM but i was woken up by the FLAK next door instead. 2021-11-23 14-11-43 Right nostril NONSTOP ITCH and RUNNY. 2021-11-23 ...

2021-11-20 16-06-03 Just woke up. Fell asleep WITHOUT brushing my teeth. Had a hard time WAKING UP and could barely get up. VERY SORE and STIFF lower back and sides. 2021-11-20 19-35-17 EXTREME HEADACHE when i stand up or walk around. 2021-11-20 23-34-02 Eyes starting to SQUINT and get PHOTOSENSITIVE. 2021-11-21 00-22-25 Feeling TOO WARM. Its WORST like  before. I could BARELY STAND UP due to this HEAVY and VERY SORE feeling. 2021-11-21 02-45-24 Had to lie down. As soon as i closed my eyes i felt my head JERK back. 2021-11-21 03-10-13 Finally able to get up. NONSTOP IDEA and TALK with PAIN in my head and neck STARTS. STRONG sewers STENCH. 2021-11-21 03-17-12 AVR plugged into socket of the wall facing adjacent room is TOO WARM again. 2021-11-21 03-55-58 Some mins ago SNEEZED while at the kitchen and felt my head SWIRL and i thought i was going to FAINT. 2021-11-21 05-59-46 Seller INTENTIONALLY sent me the wrong item and started to do their USUAL PLAY with WORDS SECRET messages and...

2021-11-18 04-20-25 Backside HURTS as i work even if i am enjoying what i am doing and feeling light-hearted. 2021-11-18 05-18-46 Computer apps FREEZING or WONT OPEN or AUTO SHUTS DOWN. 2021-11-18 06-09-59 Lower back starting to feel SORE WEAK and NUMB as i arrange my stuff to prepare for bed.  CANT sit straight or pull myself up. I INVOLUNTARILY had to SLOUCH or BEND halfway down my torso as sitting up straight puts me in a LOT OF SORE PAIN, and i CANT breathe properly. I feel VERY HEAVY and STIFF all of a sudden. CANT even hold up my mobile phone.   Left ear starts to ITCH AGAIN  2021-11-18 07-54-25 SUDDENLY feeling TOO DROWSY due to something POINTED at my forehead while i was standing at the door. I have NOT brushed my teeth yet. I also noticed that when i have TROUBLE with INTERNET connection on my PHONE i just point my phone to the source of my bodily PAIN and i PROMPTLY GET A SIGNAL. 2021-11-18 07-54-25 SUDDENLY feeling TOO DROWSY due to something POINTED at...

2021-11-15-17 23-02-04 App kept SHUTTING DOWN and WONT RESTART. 2021-11-15 23-22-35 I was preparing to RESTART the computer but these perps just LOVE TO KEEP FREEZING IT. 2021-11-15 23-47-18 Even my mobile phone connection is being BLOCKED. 2021-11-16 02-12-58 Keep FORGETTING what i was ABOUT TO DO. 2021-11-16 03-51-54 A small ant BIT me again. This time on my right thigh near a SENSITIVE area. A dh said nearby just loud enough for me to hear "masakit yon".  I started to TALKBACK. 2021-11-16 06-54-27 Left ear suddenly VERY UNCONTROLLABLY ITCHY again. Felt like there are FIRE ANTS inside. My left cheek too is VERY ITCHY even while i was washing some of the containers which are PILING UP and being FEASTED on by those small ants. 2021-11-16 06-58-43 Eyes VERY DROWSY all of a sudden as i sat down for awhile after washing. My feet and knees felt STIFF and SORE which i DIDN'T even feel while i was still at the kitchen. 2021-11-16 07-31-10 Left inner ear VERY ITCHY AGAIN whil...