Silent No More

2021-06-01 01-55-16 Eyes getting VERY BLURRED with my neck getting VERY STIFF and SORE with a matching MIGRAINE.  2021-06-01 02-23-06 NAGGING OPPOSING IDEAS in my head while taking an exam. Had to STOP for now.  Wanted to finish at least one exam since I am quite sure I CANT WAKE UP (as usual) early this morning once I go to bed due to NONSTOP TORTURE. But that's not possible now.  2021-06-01 05-57-55 DID NOT SLEEP the whole night. Felt like getting back at the perps TORTURING me to KEEP me from WAKING UP in the mornings while giving me a DISRUPTED, PAINFUL, RESTLESS and TORTURED sleep.  I started making NOISE. OVERLY WARM feeling soon followed and the feeling of wanting to VOMIT.  2021-06-01 06-10-14 Made more NOISE and the PUKING feeling diminished BUT WARM SHARP feeling still LINGERING at the back of my neck near the spine.  2021-06-01 06-16-36 Vomiting sensation starting again after i wrote the above.  2021-06-01 07-32-45 NONSTOP ITCHING ALL O...

2021-05-30 20-59-16 Feeling WEIRD. DONT FEEL LIKE MOVING at all.  2021-05-31 01-09-59 Voltage regular and surge protector OVERHEATING again.  DONT FEEL like going to SLEEP at all.  2021-05-31 02-33-58 Went to bed. OVERLY WARM feeling on my left shoulder and neck while lying down. 2021-05-31 03-26-25 Still CANT SLEEP. Mind very active for NO REASON even if i already felt like sleeping earlier.    Sudden HUNGER PANGS even if i DONT FEEL HUNGRY AT ALL.  2021-05-31 11-24-13 CANT GET UP. Woke up 3 times but CANT fully wake up (or sit up) due to EXTREME muscle pain and heaviness.  The room was TOO WARM and i was SWEATING too much (including my left hand).  2021-05-31 13-39-21 Woke up. Had to play my audio files to get some relief from the SORENESS and muscle PAIN around my stomach and back.   I tried to sit up but my whole back was so HEAVY and STIFF including my leg and hip joints that i CANT FLEX them. I could BARELY sit up straight....

2021-05-30 03-50-35 NONSTOP scalp and upper back ITCHING 2021-05-30 04-13-03 NONSTOP ITCHING CONTINUES as i put away stuff to prepare for bed.  Aggressive noise somewhere below. 2021-05-30 05-10-56 Head HURTS REAL BAD all of a sudden as i lock the door before going to bed.  Had to lie down asap.  Left the door still missing 1 lock and the keys near the door.   I almost forgot about them due to the INTENSE PAIN.  2021-05-30 05-18-12 Went to bed.  2021-05-30 05-41-50 Still had to massage my SPRAINED left hand and middle finger which is still PAINFUL up to now.  2021-05-30 12-44-16 Woke up. Woke up earlier due to the HEAT but CANT GET UP and went back to sleep.  Upper right molar getting SORE. Thighs have course dirt clinging to them like it was sprinkled on them while I slept (thighs face towards the window when I sleep at night)  2021-05-30 13-00-55 Chemical SMELL coming into the room.  2021-05-30 14-34-39 Fell asleep again and w...

2021-05-29 02-08-46 Chest and right shoulder are starting to HURT. HEAVY PALPITATIONS.   Toilet bowl is VERY CLOGGED. Dirty water RISING to the EDGE. Was NOT ABLE TO WORK online THE WHOLE DAY yesterday.  2021-05-29 03-18-28 Chest HURTS and TIGHT.  Feeling TIRED and DROWSY.  2021-05-29 04-12-49 Big electric fan also making NOISES now even if plugged into the window outlet.  Just checked into online work but apparently the tasks queue is empty.  2021-05-29 05-05-37 Computer apps (browsers etc) FREEZING OVER and OVER AGAIN.  2021-05-29 09-51-47 OVERLY TIRED (felt like puking) even if i did NOT DO ANY online work.  Did not sleep the whole night but I slept almost the whole day yesterday.  2021-05-29 10-00-35 SPRAINED left hand still VERY SORE with middle finger constantly getting VERY STIFF and PAINFUL.  2021-05-29 14-18-19 Woke up from long nap. Mobile data was ON even if i recall turning it off before sleeping  2021-05-29 16-37...

2021-05-28 04-30-13 While preparing for bed stomach SUDDENLY BLOATES and GETS PAINFUL.  Had to lie down for a while before brushing my teeth.  2021-05-28 08-20-52 Woke up around 7 AM.  Fell asleep this morning WITHOUT BRUSHING my teeth and turning off the fan and night light.  Earlier while at the kitchen to brush my teeth a dh below growled.  Some loud unintelligible flak below the window.  2021-05-28 08-48-42 LOUD motorcycle left.  2021-05-28 15-47-46 Felt SLEEPY and took a nap around 12PM  but CANT SEEM TO WAKE UP.  This was my 2nd ATTEMPT TO WAKE UP and to GET UP.  2021-05-28 15-54-55 LOUD NOISY DRILL starts.  2021-05-28 16-08-55 Noisy drill gets LOUDER and LOUDER.  2021-05-28 16-18-44 Drill stops.  Noisy REVVING motorcycle arrives below.  2021-05-28 16-26-11 NOISY DRILL STARTS AGAIN.  2021-05-28 17-02-17 Tablet was remotely forced to SHUT DOWN and STUCK WHILE TRYING TO BOOT UP. Its OVERHEATING now.  Bu...

2021-05-27 02-10-45 Right shoulder ALL THE WAY to the BACK STILL EXTREMELY PAINFUL. I was UNABLE TO DO ANY WORK online. I just SAT IN FRONT of my OPEN COMPUTER while WATCHING TV.  EVERY TIME I start to do ANY WORK my UNDERSIDE STARTS TO HEAT UP and get UNCOMFORTABLE.  I CANT GET UP to prepare a meal (dinner) and food i had left out at the sink is now SWARMED by ants and roaches.  Having a HEADACHE NOW.  2021-05-27 02-22-34 My legs EASILY GETS STITCHES even if i had sat down for only 10-15 mins. Trying to prepare dinner ONLY JUST NOW. I DONT KNOW WHAT TIME i CAN GO TO BED.  I HAD TO PLAY my noisy audio files to ALLEVIATE some of my NECK and SHOULDER PAIN which i CANT or FORGOT TO DO earlier for some reason.  2021-05-27 02-39-51 I DID NOT URINATE for MORE THAN 3 HOURS and now there's this SUDDEN PAINFUL URGE to PEE. There seems to be a STRONG SMELL OF TOBACCO SMOKE coming from outside the door. 2021-05-27 03-12-43 SUDDEN CHOKING a few minutes ago as i wa...

2021-05-25 03-36-00 Feeling VERY BAD for NO REASON other than that i did not qualify for a higher paying project (with vague guidelines) and where my inet connection DROPPED on my first try.  2021-05-25 05-13-04 Left inner ear VERY ITCHY. Feel like SCRATCHING IT RAW.  2021-05-25 05-31-37 Went to bed. RASHES on both my underside kept SPREADINV6 and getting BIGGER.  2021-05-25 12-06-45 Woke up but CANT GET UP. VERY DROWSY STILL.  2021-05-25 12-31-33 Noticed my tablet's battery had DIMINISHED by HALF even if it had NOT BEEN USED. It was also a bit WARM. Apparently it was FORCED TO AUTO SHUT DOWN AGAIN WITHOUT my knowing it. 2021-05-25 13-40-06 STRONG INSECTICIDE and CHEMICAL SMELL from outside coming into my room and getting INSIDE my WATER BOTTLE.  Water SMELLS LIKE INSECTICIDE.  Left hand with SPRAINED FINGERS SORE AND SWELLING.  2021-05-25 14-54-35 Upper right near the front molar SUDDENLY VERY PAINFUL.  Blog formatting issues again. ...