Silent No More

2020-12-15 09-37-26 Woke up.  Awakened earlier by a loud mouth dh. First DULL BANGING next door (puffer) while standing at the kitchen. Fell asleep last night WITHOUT brushing my teeth.  Felt OVERWHELMINGLY TIRED and STIFF. 2020-12-15 11-16-56 Dh singing ALOUD  "hindi mo alam" improvised lyrics. 2020-12-15 13-18-39 Dh hooting below earlier.  I TALK BACK.  Dh next door (puffer) NONCHALANTLY comes out wearing a red tee SEEMINGLY DELIGHTED. 2020-12-15 18-02-28 Earlier puffer fish room playing Jamaican music with nigger vocals. LOUD MOTORCYCLES COME AND GO. 2020-12-15 21-55-14 ON-OFF SMELL of cigarette smoke since this afternoon. 2020-12-16 03-58-38 STRONG PUNGENT SMELL of cigarette smoke AGAIN. Right nostril ITCHING followed by HARD SNEEZING. 2020-12-16 04-56-07 Right nostril VERY CLOGGED NOW after NONSTOP SNEEZING. 2020-12-16 15-19-43 Delivery from Lazada SUDDENLY ARRIVED.  Apparently my sister staying at the other building was also going ...

2020-12-14 02-46-22 PUNGENT SMELL OF CIGARETTE SMOKE FILLING THE ROOM. 2020-12-14 03-42-08 VERY SLEEPY.  PUNGENT SMELL OF SMOKE still in the room EVEN WITH FAN TURNED ON. 2020-12-14 09-01-28 Woke up earlier twice but COULD NOT GET UP or STAY AWAKE.  Still VERY SLEEPY RIGHT NOW. 2020-12-14 10-47-44 Fell asleep again and woke up just now.  PAIN IN MY CHEST and VERY SORE ALL OVER. 2020-12-14 13-39-45 Went down to get delivery. ROCK SCREAMING METAL music from puffer fish's room when i was at the door followed by LOUD door SLAMS with PAIN IN MY LEFT EAR from each slam which was getting louder until I REPLIED IN KIND. 2020-12-14 13-49-47 DULL TIGHT PAIN IN MY LEFT EAR CONTINUES even if slams had stopped. 2020-12-14 14-00-53 Ears seem to have gone DEAF. CANT HEAR my audio even in FULL BLAST. 2020-12-14 14-05-49 Hearing a LOUD SHRILL NOISE IN MY LEFT EAR.  Have some RINGING too. 2020-12-14 14-18-51 Left ear STILL BEING ASSAULTED.  Sent a text message t...

2020-12-13 10-42-55 Woke up.  Loud slow music has started outside.  2020-12-13 11-02-47 Music outside had gone LOUDER and has  FAST THUMPING BASS BEAT.  I could somewhat FEEL THE BEAT in my CHEST for some reason.  2020-12-13 11-13-07 Chest and upper back STARTING TO GET SORE and STIFF as i put away my bedding.  2020-12-13 11-15-05 Music suddenly STOPPED then STARTED AGAIN after my sister texted a message.  2020-12-13 12-13-43 Loud music had stopped about an hour ago. It was REPLACED BY LOUD FLAK from a live TV show or an actual person TALKING ALOUD near a window upstairs.  2020-12-13 12-16-56 Hooting coming from behind puffer fish door as i wrote the above.  2020-12-13 15-20-44 VERY LONG LATENCY on my internet connection again.  Having TROUBLE WORKING on tasks.  2020-12-13 21-51-26 It's ONLY NOW that i can FINALLY start working online.  But it started SHOWING AN ERROR AGAIN.  2020-12-14 00-25-45 MORE LATENCY while browsing...

2020-12-12 04-41-51 Products i am trying to buy SUDDENLY RUN OUT OF STOCK. Start to feel VERY TIRED. When i decide to just stop trying to buy things  online due to the ongoing sale my chest STARTS TO HURT and i feel SOMETHING UP MY ASS. I start SHOUTING IN RAGE 2020-12-12 04-55-17 VERY DROWSY.  CANT GET UP. 2020-12-12 11-40-09 Woken up by whores next door GIGGLING and  saying "thank you". Feeling SORE PAIN in my back head and chest with NAGGING IDEA that filtered water i am collecting at the sink is full (even if it's NOT) making me PACE BACK and FORTH AIMLESSLY DISTRACTING me from my morning chores. The fat whore (assaulting) would TALK ALOUD then when i am near the door. 2020-12-12 12-02-52 GNAWING PAIN in my chest starts with NAGGING IDEA that the items i wanted to buy are gone (even if i am NOT THINKING ABOUT THEM AT THE MOMENT). 2020-12-12 13-12-02 Reading glasses BROKE.  Its spare was SCREWED BY THE ASSAULTING WHORE (puffer fish eyes) next door. 20...

2020-12-11 08-48-08 Woken up TWICE by LOUD FLAK (DIALECT) outside the window.  I mimicked them while still lying down.  A COURSE LOUD MOUTH whore said "mayabang".  I start to feel PISSED.  Earlier woken up by my left eye which was being made to be VERY ITCHY and SORE.  Sink still VERY CLOGGED 2020-12-11 08-58-17 VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE.  Toilet bowl still VERY CLOGGED with DIRT REMAINING. Water with dirt STILL RISES TO THE EDGE when i flush.  2020-12-11 09-44-33 A babbling whining baby voice can be heard from puffer fish's room with the fat whore (assaulting) saying "bulaga" aloud.  Whores (2) COME OUT from puffer fish room (right in front) as soon as i open the door to let air into the room.  2020-12-11 14-06-23 Feeling VERY IRRITATED.  DONT FEEL LIKE WORKING   SUDDENLY VERY HUNGRY BUT DONT FEEL LIKE EATING 2020-12-11 14-24-58 Internet VERY SLOW.   Feeling RESTLESS and ANNOYED AGAIN.  2020-12-11 15-37-07 Genera...

2020-12-08 00-46-52 HUNGER PANGS and ALL OVER HEAVY MUSCLE PAIN with HEADACHE START as soon as i finish putting away computer stuff and about to get up to prepare food. 2020-12-08 07-04-44 Woke up a few mins ago with a VERY SORE CHEST.  Fell asleep at 2AM WITHOUT BRUSHING TEETH or TURNING THE LIGHT OFF.  GARBAGE TRUCK had just arrived with barker.  2020-12-08 08-20-20 Fell asleep again and woke up now.  Left ear VERY ITCHY INSIDE.   Dh FLAK just below my window saying "hindi na naman nakasama".  2020-12-08 08-35-52 Old Lenovo phone WONT OR TAKES A WHILE TO TURN ON even after i had PRESSED THE ON BUTTON MANY TIMES.  2020-12-08 08-56-56 When i am about to move TIGHT AND SORE FEELING IN MY CHEST with SLIGHT DIZZINESS.  I had to PAUSE and SIT DOWN AGAIN.   2020-12-08 09-58-36 STRONG SMELL OF cheap oily FOOD and INADEQUATELY AIRED OR DRIED CLOTHES (which my sister had ALWAYS COMPLAINED ABOUT ACCUSING MY HANGING CLOTHES as the culprit)....

2020-12-06 08-21-24 Woke up but did not get up yet.  LOUD MUSIC STARTS TO PLAY OUTSIDE.  Nose starts to get VERY ITCHY and RUNNY.   Sink still VERY CLOGGED.  Been waking up many times since 1AM due to alarm clock i set so i can brush my teeth BUT PAIN in my back and ABNORMALLY HEAVY FEELING KEPT ME from waking up. PAIN IN MY BACK and ALL OVER MY BODY STOPPED when music outside started to play. 2020-12-06 09-14-59 SHARP PAIN on my right shoulder all the way to thru my shoulder blade.  Right arm and hand feels NUMB. 2020-12-06 10-45-11 Loud music starts to PLAY AGAIN with "tawanan mo ang iyong problema,"  "siya ay gulong-gulo" lyrics, and whores LAUGH ALOUD somewhere above.  2020-12-06 11-44-41 HEAVY and SHARP STENCH of ROTTING FOOD and OIL FILLING MY ROOM.  I start to SNEEZE.  2020-12-06 12-07-34 About to do something but VERY PAINFUL URGE TO PEE SUDDENLY STARTS.  2020-12-06 13-05-30 DULL PAIN ON RIGHT SHOULDER STILL CONTINUES making...