2025-03-18-22: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2025-03-18 04-26-22

Woke up about an hour ago. VERY PAINFUL right elbow and upper arm for about 30 mins now. 

2025-03-18 04-55-02

VERY UNNATURALLY drowsy. I feel quite WIDE AWAKE. Being FORCED to lie down again. 

2025-03-18 05-34-57

While lying down and about to doze off, big ROACHES started CRAWLING on my legs and all around the bed.

2025-03-18 08-10-00

Woke up a few minutes ago with same VERY PAINFUL URGE and RUSH to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either. Had to use a BUCKET.

Start to feel VERY DROWSY again. Had to lie back down.

2025-03-18 10-59-13

Woke up with a VERY SORE lower back and to the sound of LOUD ball DRIBBLING and SMASHING nearby.

2025-03-18 12-56-10

Vision PHOTOSENSITIVE with NAGGING IDEAS in my head re marriage while having my lunch.

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Earlier, while at the door, felt BAD and "nostalgic" all of a SUDDEN after I handed over some boxes to be thrown away. DIDN'T feel the same way when I was preparing the same boxes for disposal about a day ago.

2025-03-18 14-00-58

SUDDEN URGE to move my bowels in a RUSH. 88 Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either (MORE than HALFWAY up).

Had to SIPHON the FILTHY water out to the toilet floor (where the drain is) SPILLING DIRTY water ALL OVER the floor.

These perps are going BONKERS AGAIN and GETTING BACK at me over some UNKNOWN offense, like ALWAYS.

*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.

I also noticed that EVERY TIME I begin to (and MANAGED to) SORT some CLUTTER in my room, the perps TOTALLY CLOG UP the toilet bowl to the point of OVERFLOWING (so I had to WASTE MORE TIME siphoning the water out, etc.) and making EVERYTHING more DIFFICULT and TEDIOUS.

2025-03-18 18-03-32

Dh HOOTING somewhere outside the window, while I was discussing with my sister the UNFAVORABLE meal I just had again (bought from the homebased kitchenette nearby) that leaves a sour, stinky or pungent AFTERTASTE or ODOR in my nose.

It WASN'T the case before, for about a week, when I started to have my meals prepared by them.

My legs (thighs) and legs also seem to be SWELLING. Not sure if it's due to HIGH animal FAT in the meals, or it's my kidneys' adverse reaction to the food.

DIDN'T seem to have this PROBLEM with "unltra-processed" dry food I buy online.

2025-03-18 18-51-28

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee started. VERY STIFF and SORE legs and thighs when I tried to get up.

CAN'T STRAIGHTEN up when I stooped down to get the bucket, and was in a STIFF BENT down position when I felt a PRICK in my private area TRYING to FORCE me to start URINATING.

The STIFFNESS promptly DIMINISHED when I started to make NOISES. 

2025-03-18 19-33-47

VERY PAINFUL WARM PRICKS to make me pee start AGAIN.

2025-03-18 21-46-46

Just urinated again after VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee some minutes ago.

NONSTOP PRICKING (pulsating) on the left side of my pubic bone.

2025-03-19 03-50-51

Still no (good) news about my niece.

UNNATURAL PAINFUL URGE to pee awhile ago. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down except for a few inches.

2025-03-19 13-00-24

Woke up about 2 hours ago to the sound of FLAK (adult dhs and an old hag) from a unit down the hallway. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. FILTHY water still TOO HIGH to allow safe use without the possibility of an INFECTION.

After chatting voip with my sister, who got PISSED OFF with me for having not seen the messages (Messenger app WON'T SCROLL DOWN to show new messages) she sent earlier about my niece's STILL CRITICAL condition (or got worse), one of the dhs said "HULI" while LOUDLY speaking matter of factly.

I started TALKING BACK until my sister arrived (who heard some of my OUTBURST). The perps had PROMPTLY stopped making noises and remained quiet while my sister was here, except for a LOUD motorcycle that passed by below.

She, like always, was DUBIOUS that my outburst was NORMAL (triggered by NOISY perps nearby) as everything had FALLEN suddenly QUIET since she arrived.

2025-03-19 13-46-50

Electricity bill is back to an all-time HIGH.

2025-03-19 17-29-24

Earlier, some dh said "KASALANAN MO" just below the window followed by BEEPING vehicles outside somewhere.

NONSTOP TALKBACK at perps' ACCUSATIONS that it's MY FAULT (re family ACCIDENT, trial of an ex-president, CLOGGED overflowing toilet, etc.) outside for over 3 hours.

2025-03-19 17-40-49

BASS with PROVOCATIVE or HEAVY monotone tunes START 

2025-03-19 22-32-21

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.

2025-03-20 00-55-43

Hips VERY SORE and STIFF whenever I stand up. CAN'T THINK or FOCUS and there's a LINGERING BAD and HEAVY feeling. ALL these have been happening since yesterday afternoon.

Ants start to CRAWL on my stool (food) and door 

Right inner ear NONSTOP ITCHING.

2025-03-20 03-20-28

Woke up a few minutes ago with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water had RISEN near the edge.

Scalp WON'T STOP ITCHING (STING) until I make NOISES.

Vehicle door noise outside the window.

2025-03-20 12-06-29

Felt SICK and HEAVY. DON'T have an appetite.

Relative involved in an ACCIDENT (HIT-AND-RUN) still having recurring head injury ICP due to internal bleeding and has a pending hip surgery.

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2025-03-21 00-10-14

Got PAINFULLY STUNG on the side of my left hip. No ant 

Got STUNG again on the right side by an ACTUAL ANT.

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2025-03-21 00-27-56

ANTS CRAWLING onto my bed and FALLING onto my W lap literally while I was self-talking.

2025-03-21 01-29-26

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and 99CLOGGED. FILTHY water DOESN'AT GO DOWN at ALL it seems.

Backside VERY ITCHY and WARM all of a SUDDEN like there's something MOVING.

*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.

2025-03-21 01-36-20

While trying to do something IMPORTANT online (that took me the whole day), felt SUBTLE (but still DEBILITATING) SORE-PAIN in my upper torso and head around later in the afternoon, followed by an INCREASING PAIN in my right elbow and upper arm when I was about to finish around 10 PM.

All the while, I kept hearing WHISPERED remarks like "BOBO" from the direction of both the door and window, and TWITCHING on my left leg.

Also found myself TALKING BACK at the beeping (and responding) vehicles somewhere nearby.

2025-03-21 02-53-05

WARTS have formed near my left collar bone and started to ITCH. This came after my left arm was TORTURED for almost the whole day, just the other day.

There are also SMALL WOUNDS at the back of my neck that would ITCH every now and then and WON'T seem to go away.  

I got INFECTED with ringworms on my scalp and back years ago by the perps (hairdressers) that had possibly caused the recurring WARTS (according to an article), as I tend to SCRATCH my scalp (left side and back) quite OFTEN since it had gotten more FREQUENTLY ITCHY for the past few days, despite the metal objects I stuck to my hair.

2025-03-21 04-26-22

A dh SHOUTED ANGRILY outside (direction of door) and while I was TALKING BACK in their own "condescending" fashion, backside near the tailbone started to ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY.

When I tried to apply medication on the (long neglected) WART that had grown bigger again, a dh said "BOBO" (behind opposite room) and the back of my neck started to get HEAVY, WARM and PAINFULLY SORE.

Had to go to bed.

2025-03-21 08-13-09

Woke up to the sound of FLAK by a dh just below the window followed by GIGGLING as NAGGING IDEAS about my niece (still in hospital) start.

Lips still VERY DRY and TAUT with a pimple like GROWTH on the right side of lower lip that's a bit hard to the touch.

Last night, it just occurred to me that I also tried to leave the country to work abroad at her age.

2025-03-21 09-14-22

Sound of SWEEPING outside the window followed by a dh SPITTING.

2025-03-21 12-10-31

AGGRESSIVE NOISES from the unit at the end of the hallway since I woke up this morning, and while I was self-talking, with SUBTLE FLAK near the door saying "anong ginawa mo" REPEATEDLY.

Pail BANGING outside the window.

2025-03-21 12-35-08

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either. 

2025-03-21 12-37-20

Kid sounding voice SHRIEKING and GROWLING since morning. Now it's BAWLING in protest.

2025-03-21 12-54-42

Head and forehead VERY HEAVY and SORE all of a SUDDEN.

2025-03-21 13-07-47

Left side of face and neck VERY SORE and PAINFUL (or SCORCHING) all of a SUDDEN. Feeling DIZZY followed by DROWSINESS.

AGGRESSIVE NOISE from the opposite room while I wrote the above.  

2025-03-21 13-15-00

Had to lie down for awhile. When I tried to chain the door first, a LOUD motorcycle drove past below the door.

CAN'T DO or had to DELAY my chores again.

2025-03-21 13-45-34

Woke up. Felt something BIT me on my right leg same spot followed by VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.

2025-03-21 14-57-42

Woken up by a BITE or STING on my left leg (back of knee) same spot followed by VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.

Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either. 

2025-03-21 15-05-35

A dh kept repeating the phrase "SAWA na ako" somewhere outside the window. Sounded like a recorded and actual voice combined.

2025-03-21 15-20-37

Ants continue to CRAWL up to my bed even after spraying the areas with vinegar.

2025-03-21 15-24-46

Felt PAIN in my midrib, stomach and back of head when I looked at my leftovers yesterday. Stomach seem to BLOAT INSTANTLY and I LOST my appetite. Shoulder started to get VERY HEAVY.

2025-03-21 16-53-44

DON'T feel too well.  

2025-03-21 17-15-08

UNNATURALLY PAINFUL URGES to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Water DIDN'T go down all the way either. 

2025-03-21 17-50-46

Feel HEAVY and STIFF at the back of my neck and CAN'T think or focus. PHOTOSENSITIVE eyes with UNBALANCED feeling with SUBTLE STABS of PAIN in my head when I am "thinking" about standing up.

2025-03-21 18-03-42

LOUD provocative background MUSIC starts to play from the direction of the door.  

When I turned on my own music, my left leg gave a STRONG TWITCH. It TWITCHES for almost ANYTHING nowadays, even for a post about a film which I deleted on social media.

2025-03-21 18-13-49

EVERYTHING looks DARK and eyes CAN'T quite FOCUS. PAIN in my forehead and back of head when I move my head.

2025-03-21 19-00-24

Getting BAD IDEAS or images in my head and chest feels TIGHT with HEAVY PALPITATIONS.

2025-03-21 20-45-36

SNIDE REMARKS outside my door and window continue.

2025-03-22 06-08-45

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED.  

Lips still DRY and TAUT with pimple like growth. Apparently they are still getting remotely SCORCHED.

Niece is still in hospital (ICU).