2024-12-04-09: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2024-12-04 21-08-10

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee a few minutes ago.

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Right chest, shoulder and extremeties still VERY SORE with ON-OFF SQUEEZING PAIN.

Started TALKING BACK at the perps. Having a VERY BAD feeling again (not sure which one came first)

2024-12-04 22-28-43

Just finished TALKING BACK. Right shoulder and upper arm still feels NUMB and SORE. Hand feels STIFF and HEAVY. Usually updating or collecting online game rewards or tokens at this time.

Not sure what I should be doing.

2024-12-05 00-04-17

Mobile phone connection getting BLOCKED and shopping app getting HACKED.

2024-12-05 04-57-55

Woke up with an even MORE PAINFUL URGE and RUSH to pee.

Phone getting HACKED. Screen and cursor MOVING by themselves.

2024-12-05 05-33-52

PAIN in my right shoulder has started AGAIN.

Felt extremely SORE on my right flank when I tried to stand up.

I seemed to hear some dh say outside the window "anong ginagawa mo" (all over again).

2024-12-05 05-53-57

Drinking water DOESN'T TASTE RIGHT. But I CAN'T be sure since I have a SORE THROAT for some unknown reason.

2024-12-05 06-00-27

Feeling ON-OFF INTENSE PAIN on my right (upper torso). Had to lie down (being FORCED to sleep again) while something below in the parking area just slammed its door

2024-12-05 09-44-58

Woke up with same UNNATURAL and OVERLY PAINFUL URGE to pee. But urinating was TIGHT and SLOW since there was NOTHING MUCH to expel as I have NOT DRANK that much water since I last urinated this morning.

Apparently, like I have REPEATEDLY mentioned before, these remote TORTURING (mafia bribed military doctor and intelligence supervised) perps are CONDITIONING my bladder to DEVELOP kidney stones.  

The initial INTENSE PAIN was (like ALWAYS) remotely INDUCED, as well as the TIGHTNESS around my hips and lower abs, making urinating a bit more DIFFICULT.

A male perp SNORTED as an ACCUSING IDEA entered my head that the EXTREME UNNATURAL PAIN was not TORTURE but a means to "assist" me urinate, even when I DON'T have a urinary condition in the first place, other than the one that they "helped" or "assisted" to CREATE with their NONSTOP TORTURE.

2024-12-05 09-59-12

NONSTOP SNEEZING now while writing the above.

It's pretty much EVERYTHING similar to what they have ALL been doing from the VERY BEGINNING. From my choice of work to career opportunities, to my dental hygiene, these perps FAKE opportunities when there is NONE to DERAIL my chances of having a REAL career by FORCING me to choose entry-level positions due to my overall weakened state caused by their NONSTOP TORTURE.

Same with my overall health condition. Take my dental hygiene for instance, they turn TORTURE as a form of "assistance" to make me develop cavities from constant oral hygiene NEGLECT due to NONSTOP induced headaches, drowsiness and muscle PAIN, with DELUSIONS that I will be provided with (superior) dental assistance during my so-called "work-travels." 

But that of course NEVER materializes just like ALL their FALSE hopes and grand ideas, that I am FORCED to believe thru NONSTOP brainwashing.   

Then they attribute this failure to my "stubborness" and "stupidity" to follow their NONVERBAL TRAINING cues in the form of MORE induced physical TORTURE and NOISE HARASSMENT.  

Then they TORTURE me FURTHER to KNOCK OUT my weakened molars, as some form of natural tooth EXTRACTION since I could NOT go out anymore in my weakened and neglected state.  

Or that I have to be FORCED to sleep, eat, defecate since they CLAIM that my body clock and ALL my other normal bodily functions have all been TURNED UPSIDE DOWN, thanks to the efforts of their NOVICE perps, who are no more than the unemployed, uncertified or non-medical recruits and TRIGGER HAPPY in using their military E.L.F. devices like some Nintendo game console, and prone to make the SAME mistakes OVER and OVER again.

Then these same recruits, when undergoing some form of FAKE and dramatized investigation (somewhere below my window), would claim that they were just FOLLOWING ORDERS, to which their older and "more stern" sounding "investigators" are MORE than HAPPY to accept by VOICING it out for me to hear like some valid alibis in court.

Meanwhile, I am NOT allowed to DEFEND myself or to RETALIATE in kind, and being CONSTANTLY oppressed and suppressed to VOICE OUT my take on the matter thru more painful or extreme forms of remote torture.  

And when all else fails they "seek the help" of my CLUELESS family members who also get BOMBARDED with all sorts of mental and behavioral conditioning prior to them getting SET UP to "accidentally" witness me defending myself with VIOLENT OUTBURSTS after I was provoked for days on end, making me appear to really have some form of psychosis and needs to be placed under medication ASAP or, if I refuse, institutionalized AGAINST MY WILL.

These perps are definitely doing their best to BRING BACK their GOOD OLD STINKING glory days of 20+ (or 15+) years ago when I was still ignorantly (and stupidly) naive and falling prey to 2-faced "highly religious" LIARS and SCUM.

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2024-12-05 12-56-02

Right chest and upper extremity VERY SORE and PAINFUL AGAIN while I post online 0.

There's also this CONSTANT SORE-PAIN on the right side of my neck which also SHOOTS PAIN to my right chest (near center) when I press it.

Phone connection getting BLOCKED or app HACKED when I search for a review to the ending of the film Buried (Ryan Reynolds) which I was FORCED to watch years ago (by perps posting a FAKE SOLD OUT tickets to all other films being shown on the same day) during the height of this NONSTOP secret oppression CLAD on "friendly terms" invasion of privacy, illegal surveillance, mafia organized HARASSMENT, SABOTAGE, STALKING and TORTURE.

After the film, I had CONSTANT reminders about the English sounding male voice on the phone who LET the TRAPPED and HOPELESS victim DOWN.

*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.

2024-12-05 19-08-40

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee just when I was about to go to the toilet (usually after a meal). It's like these perps are always trying to BEAT me to it, just like with EVERYTHING ELSE.

Toilet still FILTHY and CLOGGED.  

The PAIN at the right side of my neck (near the back) h9ad diminished. It MOVED to the UPPER right side of my neck, however, as if trying to EVA9DE detection. In addition to that, there's now a CONSTANT SHARP pulse THROBBING at the corner of my right chest (near center).

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What the hell are these assholes UP TO NOW? 

*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.

2024-12-05 19-34-31

Backside of right upper arm and shoulder blade felt VERY SORE and TIGHT like they're being SQUEEZED.

Felt DROWSY all of a sudden when I started to write about it. 

2024-12-05 19-53-18

Some dh singing or making mouth NOISES using a microphone somewhere outside the window.

2024-12-05 23-39-47

Shopping app and mobile connection on both phones (old and newer) getting BLOCKED and HACKED.

2024-12-06 00-33-27

Internet connection still gettingl BLOCKED while trying to achieve a goal online with shopping app.

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2024-12-06 09-25-15

Woke up around 8 AM with same sudden SHOCK of NONSTOP PAIN to pee followed by a STINGING nose while still in the toilet.

Toilet still FILTHY and CLOGGED.  

Right side chest all the way up to side of neck and back of head still VERY SORE and STIFF. I CAN'T feel the PAIN until I touch those areas.

I feel DROWSY or SLEEPY when I try to massage the upper right back side of my neck (just below the base of the skull) with a metal object. It's like the WHOLE AREA is ELECTRIFIED STIFF.

My sister (nearby) suddenly fell ill with a suspicious FLU just a few days ago. She felt relief from the muscle aches by using the metal accessory I gave her.

Now, according to my sister, my mother seem to be having DIZZY spells (quite similar to the ones I have as remotely INDUCED by perps) that makes her suddenly KEEL OVER when trying to pickup something from the floor.

2024-12-06 09-55-02

Left side of my stomach CONSTANTLY being PRICKED. I can feel it STIRRING or starting SHARP PAIN on my side TIMED to almost EVERYTHING that I do or am about to do.

A dh starts to GAG and COUGH OUT LOUD just below the window as I wrote the above.

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2024-12-06 10-30-23

Mobile connection getting BLOCKED. Just trying to chat with my sister re my mother's condition.

2024-12-06 13-15-38

While searching for dental cement to fill up the GAPING cavity in my left lower back molar.  

Sudden PAINFUL SHOCK or SURGE to pee. Started as SOON as I got a DULL subtle STAB on the chest with a sudden FLASH of IDEA (and PANIC) that I need to HURRY.

Vehicle door NOISE and FLAK by a female perp saying "don't know what you're doing" while writing this.

Upper lip appears SWOLLEN TAUT and DRY again with small BLISTERS at the outer edges. Preoccupied with canvassing for dental items online and forgot to cover it with metal object for about 30 mins.

2024-12-06 15-49-30

Inside of upper right arm VERY SORE with ON-OFF SHARP PAIN. My upper flank (below armpit) can also feel the PULSE (of PAIN).

2024-12-06 16-22-13

The PAIN MOVING at the back and inner portion of my upper right arm seem to suddenly JUMP UP and MOVE even MORE PAINFULLY to the right side of my neck all the way up to my right ear.  

Felt RELIEF when I pressed a METAL object to my OVERLY WARM right ear.

2024-12-06 16-40-52

SUDDEN RUSH of PAIN and BURNING from the back of my neck (all the way up to my head) followed by PALPITATIONS when I TALLY or DELAY on almost ANYTHING that I do while standing up, even as SIMPLE as trying to reach or rearrange something on a shelf.

2024-12-06 16-48-17

HEAVY PALPITATIONS continued UNTIL I pressed a METAL object to my chest.

Kid sounding voice saying "TALO" ALOUD just below the window.

2024-12-06 17-21-40

Head and back of neck starts to BURN and HURT while I was in the toilet to wash some food containers.

I had taken off the metal objects around my shoulders last night to make way for an electric cable which helped diminish the EXTREME PAIN in my upper right extremities (chest, shoulder, arm, etc.).

Now I have to put the BULKY METAL objects back on, with the LONG CABLE still tied around my chest. I feel like a walking electric MESS.

How long will this GODDAM remote TORTURE continue?!

2024-12-06 17-33-18

Someone going IN and OUT of the room opposite mine where the VIOLENT (assaulting) female perp used to stay.

2024-12-06 17-47-41

SUDDEN PAINFUL SURGE to pee again. Had to cover my ass with something METALLIC and make NOISE to make the PAIN pause and diminish (even for just a few minutes).

The metal bands, no matter how INADEQUATE, still worked even if just for a few minutes until the perps remotely ATTACK my ass AGAIN.

2024-12-06 17-54-01

As soon as I heard a VEHICLE'S door close, a dh starts to SING (in a broken and JEERING manner) just below the window.

2024-12-06 18-17-57

Just finished using the toilet (to urinate and wash some small food containers).

Toilet still FILTHY and CLOGGED. Filtered tap water still NOT as agreeable as 2-3 days ago.

2024-12-06 18-55-11

While at the door rearranging the CLUTTER, BURNING sensation starts. It got WORSE when I went back to the bed.

My sister (and mother) have COLDS now. She dropped by a few minutes ago to bring me some cooked food. She complains of having VERY SORE legs and CAN'T STAND UP for long, just like me when perps are ACTIVELY TORTURING my legs.

Is there some way that ALL THIS can be PUT to an END NOW?! These perps are now MESSING with this only sister of mine, whose my ONLY MEANS of support (both financially and logistics wise).

My mother too is being physically SABOTAGED remotely by these perps. She recently had a CLOSE CALL when she suddenly LOST her BALANCE and TUMBLED head-on to the floor while picking up something from the floor.

They both live in the same compound (condotel) but in a separate building where there's CURRENTLY a RAUCOUS going on in the Activity Center located in the same building.

The other two (sisters) are both married and had basically WRITTEN me OFF as a HOPELESS case. They got married (unknowingly and unwittingly) to men who were referred by oriental MAGGOTS (work boss and a benefactor) closely connected to mafias and political scum.

2024-12-06 20-01-13

My mother is having some form of INDIGESTION (acid reflux) while my sister's SORE THROAT got WORSE.

She claims that it was due to the oily food she bought (for us including myself) at the nearby outdoor canteen.  

2024-12-06 20-07-11

I am now having some form of HEAVY PALPITATIONS and BREATHLESSNESS which diminished when I wrote about it.

Food may be oilier than how we would normally cook it. But it CAN'T be the one causing our ailments right now. These perps are really doing EVERYTHING to SABOTAGE our health.

My (older by 6 years) sister looks GAUNT and TIRED, and my mother who's almost SKIN AND BONES (due to her contracting tuberculosis years ago) CAN'T eat properly for about 2-3 days now due to COLDS and SORE THROAT.

2024-12-07 03-26-13

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee just as I was about to stand up to go to the toilet. Urinating was just as PAINFUL to6o.

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CAN'T THINK while doing some holiday promotion. Brain feels STUCK.

*unnecessary/inappropriate character/s, weird spellings or words were suddenly auto typed in by my HACKED phone's cursor.

2024-12-07 11-39-47

Woke up followed by sudden PAIN on my left side (stomach, waistline, etc.), about 30 mins ago.

PAIN continues to LINGER even after I already moved my bowels.

2024-12-07 12-17-13

ON-OFF PAIN spasms moving back and forth to my left then back to my stomach and then my backside.

2024-12-07 12-19-56

FORCED to move my bowels again. Backside starts to get PAINFUL and SORE.

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2024-12-07 14-11-43

Felt EXHAUSTED and started EATING whatever's readily available.

Left side of hip starts to get VERY SORE and WEAK. CAN'T sit properly due to an UNNATURALLY UNCOMFORTABLE and PAINFULLY NUMB sensation.

ACCUSING and NAGGING idea that it's due to my UNHEALTHY eating habits (not having breakfast and having only 1 FULL meal in the evening) that's making the perps TORTURE me with INDUCED LBM.

Like always, these perps ONLY see what they WANT TO see, and IGNORE the rest when it DOESN'T SUPPORT their black propaganda.

They INTENTIONALLY IGNORE that my eating habits VARY and it DOESN'T always follow a specific pattern depending on my budget and the CURRENT TORTURE agenda, pattern, or "schedule" set by these BIPOLAR perps that either turns me RAVENOUS or makes me LOOSE my APPETITE altogether.

2024-12-07 16-19-07

Woke up from a LONG NAP. When i begin to stand up to put away food that I had left on the stool, stomach starts to HURT AGAIN.

2024-12-07 16-47-08

Someone SPEAKING or making DEMEANING remarks QUIETLY outside the door again.

Some perp female voicing out her GRIEVANCES using a microphone near the parking area below, where there's a scheduled "concert" performing later today.

2024-12-07 17-23-49

TROUBLE MOVING around my room. WEAK and SORE feeling moving ALL OVER my torso too.

2024-12-07 18-26-37

DULL PAIN POKING around my bladder while I was washing my food tins.

2024-12-07 20-33-15

DULL PAIN POKING around my bladder AGAIN when I was about to start a new task. 

Just urinated about an hour ago and HAVEN'T DRANK that much water yet. 

2024-12-07 20-53-42

Dh singing or SHOUTING ANGRILY ALOUD "BUTI NGA" over the mike OVER and OVER again.

Concert funded or sponsored by the media network practically owned by mafia maggots started about an hour ago.

2024-12-07 22-14-22

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Toilet still FILTHY and CLOGGED since I used it this afternoon. Water DIDN'T GO DOWN all the way either after a few hours. 

2024-12-08 00-36-28

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee and being INDUCED to urinate in my underpants. Toilet still FILTHY and CLOGGED since I used it this afternoon. Water DIDN'T GO DOWN all the way either after a few hours. 

Lower left back molar VERY SORE and PAINFUL for no reason.

Mafia sponsored concert only ended a few minutes ago. Someone making VIOLENT NOISES (throwing things around) below.

2024-12-08 02-19-35

Lower left back molars still VERY SORE

2024-12-08 12-24-37

Woke up with a less painful urge to pee. Nose, however, starts to ITCH and get RUNNY.

Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED. 

2024-12-08 15-34-16

VERY SORE neck and lower back while (bent down while sitting) trying to do something.

2024-12-08 15-50-11

SUDDEN VERY WARM, SORE and BURNING feeling at the back of my head and neck while in the toilet. Had to go back and sit promptly on the bed.

*Had to re-edit the above entry as I recall it, after it got AUTO-CHANGED by my phone's cursor WITHOUT my knowing it (when it ACTED UP later during the day).

Dhs start SHOUTING at the basketball area.

2024-12-08 18-42-52

Feeling OVERLY WARM (BURNING) AGAIN. I was just preparing to have my 2nd meal for the day.

Side of left hip feels like it's VIBRATING and WARM.

2024-12-08 18-45-26

Heard a (older teen) dh say "GAGO" outside the window.

2024-12-08 19-03-02

More LOUD remarks. An older dh said ALOUD "TANGA" while I was playing the song Two-Face (Linkin).

Same song I was playing ALOUD last night (over and over) during the mafia funded (pseudo Christmas) concert inside the compound, after a dh started singing ANGRILY "BUTI NGA" over the mike.

2024-12-08 19-40-18

TV going ON-OFF for just about ANYTHING when the film IF started to play.

2024-12-08 20-08-04

Screen still going ON-OFF some minutes but more RAPIDLY until I started SHOUTING.

Left side of stomach starts to HURT. I just finished a meal and was NOT even DOING anything yet.

2024-12-08 20-29-11

PAIN on the left side of my stomach INCREASES when I TALK BACK at the "quiet" REMARKS outside the window, or when I let my LOUD audio files do the talking.

2024-12-08 20-41-52

TV screen going ON-OFF again before a vehicle started BEEPING somewhere outside the window.

2024-12-08 23-49-31

About 30 mins ago, mobile connection getting BLOCKED while playing some games and someone arrived in a vehicle just below the window 

Someone making NOISES with a vehicle's door as I wrote the above a few minutes later.

2024-12-09 03-24-15

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.  

Toilet bowl still FILTHY and CLOGGED.

Backside starts to get VERY ITCHY. Back of neck HEAVY making me lie down. Right nostril CLOGS UP when I close my eyes.

2024-12-09 03-39-05

When I went back to bed after blowing my nose, left nostril gets STUNG and I had to sit back up.

While checking or reviewing what I wrote earlier, noticed that certain entries had been CHANGED or DELETED to mean NOTHING or NONSENSE. Phone cursor had been ACTING UP and MOVING AROUND the screen earlier. But I didn't scroll up to check previous entries.

2024-12-09 04-03-25

HARD SNEEZING now after I edited a previous entry back to its original meaning (as best as I remember it).

Other entries might have been AUTO DELETED as well, if I remember correctly, like the one that talks about while rearranging some stuff (during the afternoon) and getting TORTURED with a BURNING back and head while doing so.