2024-10-25-30: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2024-10-25 04-09-44

Woke up with VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee.

2024-10-25 10-58-07

Woke up about an hour ago with VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee even when I DIDN'T DRINK any water after I was FORCED to empty my bladder earlier.

Felt like my bladder and lower abs were SWOLLEN and being SQUEEZED TIGHT.

Tap water starting to TASTE slightly metallic again.

2024-10-25 14-19-26

Eyes SORE with POUNDING HEADACHE. I have 2 reading lamps on and it's in the MIDDLE of the DAY.

2024-10-25 14-19-26

HEADACHE continues even after having a meal.  

2024-10-25 23-31-06

Extremely PAINFUL URGES to pee in a RUSH with a SPLITTING HEADACHE.  

CAN'T FEEL my arms and fingers while FUMBLING with the small slightly POINTED zipper of my pants (DON'T have anything else to wear). A SUDDEN JOLT to my left arm or hand with INTENSIFIED HEADACHE made my finger JUMP HITTING the sensitive skin just beneath the nail sending HOT SEARING PAIN in my forefinger.

PAIN was being further INTENSIFIED by something and WON'T SUBSIDE until I TOUCHED a metal object with my INJURED finger while making NOISES with my other hand.

2024-10-26 02-26-05

Head continues to HURT with ON-OFF EXTREME THROBBING PAIN until I touch the back and both sides of my neck with metal objects.

2024-10-26 03-04-31

Halfway thru a meal, corners of both eyes VERY ITCHY.  

2024-10-26 06-54-57

Woke up with same SUDDEN VERY PAINFUL urges to pee. Some ON-OFF PAIN at the back of my head. Corner of my left eye getting STUNG and VERY ITCHY.

2024-10-26 16-03-26

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee.  

2024-10-26 19-07-28

VERY PAINFUL urges to pee again. I also recall emptying my bladder about an hour ago when I had a SUDDEN BOUT to move my bowels.

 

2024-10-26 19-59-44

Had to urinate about 15-30 minutes ago due to the sudden INCREASING SPIKE and NAGGING PAIN even when my water intake was VERY INADEQUATE.  

DON'T feel the urge or the inkling to DRINK water but my lips are DRY and the upper lip is forming BLISTERS again.

2024-10-26 22-21-28

SHARP WARM PAIN in my head starts as soon as the TV show (or film) ended and I started to sort empty food packs to throw out.

2024-10-26 22-41-50

Eyes VERY HEAVY and IRRITATED. CAN'T keep them OPEN or I had to SQUINT the whole time. CAN'T STAND UP or do anything.

PUNGENT SMELL like ROTTING meat from outside the door filling the room.

2024-10-26 22-48-22

Older phone's screen MOVING by itself again as I try to play some games (CAN'T DO ANYTHING else).

2024-10-27 00-15-21

Just finished playing some games.

2024-10-27 00-32-33

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee about to start. It promptly got VERY PAINFUL when I went to the toilet.

Toilet bowl starting to CLOG UP. Even the water is going down a LOT SLOWER than before such that MOST of the dirt DOESN'T get flushed out.

2024-10-27 00-32-33

CAN'T PUT AWAY stuff so I can stretch my legs when I lie down. Feeling VERY WEAK with ON-OFF DEBILITATING PAIN every time I try to move.

2024-10-27 01-02-28

More FREQUENTLY seeing small roaches CRAWLING near and also on the bed.

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2024-10-27 04-08-02

Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee in a HURRY as usual.

Upper lip still WARM with FORMING BLISTERS. Feels like it's SWOLLEN.

2024-10-27 04-21-27

VERY DROWSY all of a sudden even when I am NOT but WIDE AWAKE.

2024-10-27 04-25-50

Eyes feel SORE and TIGHT.

2024-10-27 10-55-27

Woke up around 9 AM with same SHOT of PAIN to my bladder followed by nose STINGING while in the toilet.

FAST music started PLAYING outside the door (beyond the wall) when I proceeded to CLEAN UP the leafy vegis that had MELTED when I FORGOT (due to TORTURE HEADACHES) to eat them soon after washing them.

2024-10-27 11-07-54

Background IRRITATING MUSIC still playing but ON-OFF this time and not continuous.

2024-10-27 13-46-43

PAINFUL URGE to pee starting again. Have NOT even drank any water yet since I woke up this morning.

I can feel the INITIAL PAIN as soon as I entered the toilet to soak some hardy vegetables, some of which were GOING BAD for some reason. They were bought less than a week ago. It usually takes MORE THAN a WEEK before this variety goes bad.  

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2024-10-27 15-08-27

Felt my eyes and forehead BURNING while I was preparing water to drink. AGGRESSIVE noises just below the window.

A few minutes ago, while tasting the water to check if it's potable, noticed that the tap water SUDDENLY goes from sweet to METALLIC or SOUR in just a few seconds as I let the tap water running.

2024-10-27 16-23-42

Left arm VERY SORE and WEAK when I use the air horn until I wear metal bangles. Making LOUD noises help relieve PAIN whenever I am being TORTURED.

Felt my bladder being REMOTELY INDUCED again, with PAIN in my lower back and lower abs, while I was in the toilet rinsing some vegis.

2024-10-27 16-41-37

Lips DRYING UP with BLISTERS forming FAST.

2024-10-27 16-50-00

Electric fan (15-20W) seems SLOWER than before. But my electricity BILL remains the SAME (HIGH). I DON'T even cook food anymore.

Dhs SCREAMING AGAIN.

2024-10-27 16-59-56

Felt my lips STINGING.

2024-10-27 17-52-03

Mobile connection or device getting BLOCKED and HACKED again.

2024-10-28 00-03-53

Chest feels HEAVY and WARM.

2024-10-28 02-59-49

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee in a RUSH.

2024-10-28 02-59-49

Woke up with same PAINFUL URGES.

2024-10-28 11-48-06

Woke up some minutes ago followed by same PAINFUL URGES. My tap water taste had SUDDENLY CHANGED overnight, even the water I collected last night tastes DIFFERENT (not potable).

Left side of upper lip forming HARD SKIN and BLISTERS again after I left my mouth uncovered while I slept.

Nose getting STUNG while I was inside the toilet. SMELL of chemicals or INSECTICIDE as soon as I got out of the toilet and sat on the bed.

2024-10-28 11-56-31

Phone cursor getting ERRATIC and JUMPING around. Phone OVERHEATING.

2024-10-28 12-02-23

Fast IDEAS going on in my head (not painful) about what I will do today.

2024-10-28 12-06-25

Something PAINFUL going on in my back and chest. DON'T FEEL like standing up.

2024-10-28 13-09-15

CAN'T DO ANYTHING again after medicating the PAIN in my molar which got BROKEN almost in half due to these NONSTOP remote TORTURES.

Something VERY SORE and WARM on my chest and upper arms with NUMBING at the back of my neck (and head) causing me to feel WEAK and PAIN when I even try to move a muscle.

2024-10-28 13-27-28

ON-OFF PAIN starting on my lower left back jawbone and molar. It's TIMED or in sync to the BASS music BEAT that I could seem to BARELY HEAR thumping somewhere below.

2024-10-28 13-45-27

Throat feels like its BURNING UP even when I just self-talk QUIETLY to myself, like what I am doing now in response to IDEAS entering my head.

2024-10-28 13-52-16

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee starts with SUDDEN DEBILITATING PAIN, followed by a LOUD NOISY THROTTLING motorbike passing by right outside the door, when I go to the kitchen to put some stuff into a garbage bag.

2024-10-28 14-38-42

Lips feel SWOLLEN, very DRY and WARM again just like they got EXPOSED TOO LONG under the sun. Throat also feels DRY.

Sudden RUSH of PAIN in my private area when I was moving away stuff from the toilet seat, already a CLEAR SIGN that I was about to use it. But these perps still PREFER to TORTURE me regardless.

2024-10-28 14-57-42

Clashing IDEAS about what and when to apply medication to myself (molar and wart) started earlier.  

I chose to do what FELT HEAVY (but more LOGICAL) and giving me a PAINFUL FEELING (while just thinking about it). Than the other option which FELT LIGHTER and more FUN, but the ultimate goal (of self-medicating) usually gets SIDETRACKED due to MORE PAIN and TORTURE or HIDDEN and UNCONTROLLABLE issues and INTERFERENCES later in the day (based on MULTIPLE previous experiences).

Now the IDEA with a LIGHTER and FUN feeling is explaining or disclosing (which was OMITTED earlier) the reasons why I should have chosen to do that instead, which really sounds MORE LOGICAL and more CONVENIENT IF there were NO uncontrollable INTERFERENCES and escalated or stronger TORTURES later in the day (based on MULTIPLE previous experiences).

Ultimately, the REAL GOAL should be and is to LET ME GO and to LEAVE ME BE to be FREE to make my OWN JUDGEMENT where I SEE FIT.

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2024-10-28 15-33-01

Getting TWITCHES on my left leg just as I was about to TURN OFF my inet connection and VPN app.

A thought explaining that so I can report or post REALTIME.  

My reply to that is if I will get PAID (money for a new phone, data load, and other necessities like food, and for leisure to have MORE TIME to FOCUS on just reporting, etc.)

to do just that and WITHOUT having to RELY on ANYONE else or on a separate JOB or source of income.

2024-10-28 16-50-18

NONSTOP ANALYSIS about the perps and their motivations going on in my head. When I self-talked and asked if anyone else is hearing this, an ELECTROCUTING VIBRATION started on my left hip.

2024-10-28 17-14-17

A few minutes ago, someone THREW DOWN a hollow plastic object from a window above that HIT a window shade of another window nearby NOISILY.  

I was just busily chatting with my sister about an item on sale in the shopping app.

Now I still have to WRITE about this (and post it later in my blog) while making NOISES myself, according to an IDEA.

2024-10-28 23-19-01

Still CAN'T THINK about the simplest of topics for OVER 4-5 hours. Chest and arm HURTS EACH TIME I move my fingers or wrist to SCROLL on my tablet. CAN'T BREATHE properly most of the time. Chest and back of neck feels HEAVY and VERY TIGHT.

2024-10-28 23-19-01

Some minutes ago, while about to finish posting online, sudden VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee when I was already in the toilet.

Haven't drank much water and CAN'T seem to FEEL ANYTHING until this SHARP and PAINFUL URGES start.

2024-10-29 09-13-45

Woke up around 8 AM with same PAINFUL RUSH to pee. FORCED to sleep around 3-4 AM. CAN'T exactly recall anymore. Everything in my mind feels HAZY or VAGUE.

2024-10-29 09-41-18

IDEA that I can start doing something right now. But the back of my head down to my neck and shoulders feel like they're BURNING UP. I feel VERY HEAVY. 

2024-10-29 11-00-50

FORCED to lie down with a VERY SORE lower back and legs.

2024-10-29 13-07-23l

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL RUSH to pee. Still CAN'T STAND 

long enough to DO ANYTHING 

 2024-10-29 16-02-42

Just had a sudden urge to move my bowels. It's not LBM anymore but almost the exact opposite. It's not that painful but for some reason I CAN'T MOVE my left leg WITHOUT feeling any PAIN and my lower back and hips are VERY SORE and NUMB.

Toilet bowl CLOGGING UP.

2024-10-29 16-19-55

Just HURT my left toe awhile ago by ACCIDENTALLY STEPPING on something SPIKEY and HARD because I CAN'T seem to FEEL ANYTHING anymore until it's already TOO LATE.

I still feel VERY WEAK and NUMB.

2024-10-29 16-35-16

Still CAN'T MOVE properly. When I look at my STILL UNOPENED packages near the door, my left hip and waistline WARMS UP and starts to VIBRATE like it's being ELECTROCUTED.

2024-10-29 19-51-13

Some minutes ago, suddenly DIDN'T FEEL like wanting to do anything and had to eat. It was NOT just hunger pangs but SOMETHING ELSE.

2024-10-30 01-01-13

Woke up about 2 hours ago after I was FORCED to sleep after NONSTOP WEAKNESS and HEAVY feeling around 9 PM. I couldn't stand up to do anything.

Same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee followed.

Toilet bowl still NOT FLUSHING properly.

While washing a food container and utensils NONSTOP ITCHING on my right nostril. Whatever I do like washing or wiping my nose DOESN'T help alleviate the ITCHING until I started SHOUTING inside the toilet.

When I got out of the toilet, I continued to SHOUT and it felt like the back of my head was SWOLLEN and about to BURST.

2024-10-30 01-21-58

Head starting to HURT AGAIN after I placed some stuff back into the fridge a few minutes ago.

2024-10-30 01-40-34

Getting IDEAS to post online again to promote certain products.  

I also start to feel the same EXCRUCIATING PAIN in my chest and TIGHTNESS in my head that PREVENTS me from THINKING and gives me a HEIGHTENED form of PAIN from my chest up when I do ANYTHING online, and BRAINWASHES or FORCES me to just BROWSE LISTLESSLY for hours on end.

Same PAIN THREATHENING and REMINDING me of what's to come if I go online right now.

2024-10-30 01-48-21

That same PAIN is getting WORSE NOW. I am NOT even doing ANYTHING yet.

IRRITATING STINGS in my right nostril continue.

2024-10-30 01-53-49

IDEA nagging that the products will be gone if I DON'T POST them now, all the while the WARM PAINFUL TORTURE that makes me RAVENOUSLY HUNGRY has also started.

ANNIHILATE ALL these networks of perps and their bosses or financiers, and make them FINANCIALLY COMPENSATE me NOW.