2024-08-01-05: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2024-08-01 08-54-32

TOO EXHAUSTED with a HEAVY head and chest, and SORE right upper arm. All I did was post some reviews (3-4), open 1 package (just a pouch), then canvass (to utilize a voucher) and buy some canned food online.

2024-08-01 09-38-05

While lying down, stomach starts to get VERY SORE (even when I had 3 meals yesterday instead of just 1). 

But I CAN'T STAND UP due to the HEAVY and SORE feeling in my head. Neck and back felt VERY WEAK too 

2024-08-01 09-55-36

Had to lie back down.

2024-08-01 11-43-46

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.

EXTREME PAIN all around my lower hip and back when I stoop down or bend my knees to pick up anything.

2024-08-01 14-53-57

Woke up for the 2nd time with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.  

SORE PAIN in my lower back (right side) all the way to my right hip CONTINUES where PAIN also suddenly SHOOTS UP.

Flak and other verbal noises start followed by LOUD hollow sound DRIBBLING and ball SMASHING.

2024-08-01 16-43-05

CAN'T stand up long enough to move away the CLUTTER STACKED against the door (to receive a few packages with food items).

Lower back PAIN and ON-OFF SORE PAIN in my chest TIMED to the HOLLOW and LOUD ball dribbling nearby make it IMPOSSIBLE for me to DO ANYTHING.

2024-08-01 16-47-21

Sudden HUNGER (almost RAVENOUS) PANGS.

2024-08-01 18-37-45

Lower back continues to HURT for no reason.

2024-08-01 21-43-31

CAN'T STAND UP without PAIN shooting up from my SUDDENLY HEAVY lower back.

OVERLY TIRED all of a SUDDEN.

2024-08-02 02-02-35

Lower back VERY SORE and feels BLOATED all the way round to my lower abdomen and stomach.

I have NOT eaten anything out of the usual.

2024-08-02 03-06-23

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee

2024-08-02 07-45-27

Woke up with an EXTREMELY SORE and PAINFUL lower back (just like yesterday) followed by the same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. Could BARELY get up.

PAIN SHOOTS UP if I try to lift even just a small pail of water (1-2 gal).

2024-08-02 10-41-13

Lower back PAIN SHOOTS UP even while lying down.

2024-08-02 15-30-25

Phone (older) auto RESTARTED by itselt when I started SHOUTING when my lower back was being TORTURED AGAIN while I looked for MISSING package.

2024-08-03 04-24-51

Left side of upper lip forming HARD SCALY SKIN again for some reason.

2024-08-03 10-10-05

Woke up to the SHOUTS of what sounded like a black african. Lower back still SORE and PAINFUL.

Left nostril got STUNG just a few minutes ago followed by a lower left back molar getting INCREASINGLY PAINFUL.

LOUD BASS (or guitar) PROVOCATIVE sounds playing from the direction of the door.

2024-08-03 10-18-00

Left nostril starts to get STUFFY and ITCHY.

Left side of upper lip with HARD SCALY SKIN is getting WORSE and feels SWOLLEN.

2024-08-03 10-41-27

UNSURE how to upload multiple recordings on the podcast app which suddenly changed or upgraded to a different format.

2024-08-03 13-24-26

Phone mobile connection getting BLOCKED.

Right arm getting VERY SORE.

2024-08-03 16-13-57

Sudden INTENSE CHOKING which got HALTED when I made LOUD NOISES.

Still being INDUCED to COUGH however with my lower back ACTING UP.

2024-08-03 17-35-38

Right arm and upper arm VERY SORE with ON-OFF EXTREME NUMBING PAIN.

2024-08-03 19-04-23

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee starts again even when I just urinated about an hour ago 

Right arm, shoulder and chest VERY SORE with NUMBING PAIN. I am NOT even online right now.

Left side of upper lip STINGS due to HARD SCALY skin lesion.

2024-08-03 19-29-07

Phone (newer) getting TERRIBLY BLOCKED. Having VERY LONG LATENCY every time I try to navigate online shopping app.

2024-08-03 19-35-42

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee starts again as soon as I drink water.

PAIN in my lower back follows EVERY TIME this PAINFUL URGE to pee starts.

2024-08-03 19-57-03

Started to get PISSED and then SHOUTED myself HOARSE at the perps.

2024-08-03 23-25-39

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee AGAIN. I just urinated about an hour ago.

2024-08-04 00-49-28

CAN'T UPLOAD the recorded audio I made awhile ago. The podcast app gave an error message after the file reached 70% and about 15-30 mins of trying to upload it.

2024-08-04 01-17-10

VERY PAINFUL form of HUNGER starting again.  

I still CAN'T COOK (or even boil some eggs) due to the CLUTTER still PILED UP high at the kitchen all the way to the main door. These NONSTOP PAINFUL HUNGER is TIRING me out so I CAN'T DO ANYTHING at all.  

All I eat are COLD and straight from the packet for almost a MONTH now.

2024-08-04 01-37-00

INTENSE chest CONSTRICTION and PAIN while I was just opening a package from a previously delivered batch about 2-3 weeks ago.

I still have some packages sitting in the guard house (open-door type built right next to the gate of the condo).

2024-08-04 02-20-51

FORCED to lie down but I CAN'T rest with something CONSTRICTING my chest and just below it and a sensation RIDING UP my ass 

2024-08-04 02-28-22

Something PRICKING or STINGING my backside now.

2024-08-04 05-47-13

Woke up with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee.

Left nostril got STUNG soon after when I sat back on the bed. SNEEZED NONSTOP.

2024-08-04 05-53-00

Nose STUFFY now. FORCED to lie back down with CONSTRICTIONS in the lower side of my chest and a WEAK back or spine.

2024-08-04 13-08-29

Woke up about 15 mins ago with same VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee with IDEAS NAGGING in my head.

Nose ITCHES and gets RUNNY while still inside the toilet 

DULL-SHARP PAIN promptly starts in my left side just above my waistline.

2024-08-04 13-13-58

SORENESS in my palate making my nose RUNNY.

HARD SCALY skin on my left upper lip seem to be healing.

2024-08-04 21-38-10

HEADACHES ON-OFF makes me PAINFULLY HUNGRY.

2024-08-05 01-14-46

A black SPECK DARTS ON-OFF in my left eye.  

I CAN'T SEE IT until I feel something slightly SORE in my left temple or near the corner of my eyelid, or whenever I am in the toilet and kitchen.

Spot on the upper side of my right cheek (near the temple) is VERY SORE, TENDER and seem SWOLLEN AGAIN.

2024-08-05 04-02-22

VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee FORCING me to urinate in my underpants. Made NOISES in the toilet to make the PAIN stop.

ACHING PAIN on both sides (flanks) of my lower rib cage. Still CAN'T COOK anything due to the CLUTTER in the kitchen. Perps using this an EXCUSE to FURTHER TORTURE me when I eat snacks and cold food (straight from the pack or can, uncooked instant noodles, etc.)

The perps TRANSFERRED the PAIN to both sides of my rib cage all the way to the back when I SHOUTED about the PAIN around my hips and lower back.  

The SHARP PAIN is so INTENSE it's causing me to have INCREASES GAS and BLOATING like before when it was TARGETING my lower torso.

I seem to see more FLOATERS in my eyes now. Left eye starts to TWITCH as my right crotch gets STUNG. Head feels HEAVY and PAINFUL around the ears. Feel NAUSEOUS.

Still UNABLE to have my packages BROUGHT UP due to these FORCED sleep schedule. Some of them sitting there for about a WEEK now.

I get TORTURED with head and neck PAIN if I am still NOT sleeping by 3 AM.

2024-08-05 04-22-16

I thought I heard a dh teenager say "AWAYIN MO NA 'YAN" just outside the door a few minutes ago.

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2024-08-05 04-55-33

About my FORCED sleep "schedules" IMPOSED by these perps thru NONSTOP TORTURE, regardless of whether I slept before 3 AM (earlier by 3 hours or more) I am still being TORTURED to go back to sleep after I have been WOKEN UP until after 12 PM (1-2 PM).  

If I am able to stay awake upon waking up prior to 12 PM (9 AM or so) I am being TORTURED (in the head, neck, torso, etc.) so that I CAN'T DO ANYTHING at all. But even after 1 PM, I am still being TORTURED so that everything I do is either TOO SLOW or I keep PAUSING every 15-30 mins or so.

ALL vegetables (bought fresh by my sister about a month ago) had gone BAD or MOLDY and visited by roaches. I NEVER got to COOK and EAT any of them (8-10 large pieces of sayote, 3 bunches of pechay, 2-3 bunches of mustasa, a dozen tomatoes, a small head of cabbage, and onions).

2024-08-05 05-12-15

Left nostril getting STUNG and starts to get STUFFY 

2024-08-05 05-51-43

I also ask my mom or the guards to throw out my garbage when they bring up my delivered packages.

But since my mother (who suddenly started to SUFFER from SWOLLEN hemorrhoids) CAN'T bring my packages up anymore, and I still CAN'T PUT AWAY the CLUTTER BLOCKING the door (let alone STAND LONG ENOUGH) to have the guards bring my parcels up, the GARBAGE is also PILING UP in my kitchen, ROTTING AWAY and seeping thru the garbage bags now

2024-08-05 05-53-28

Feeling VERY TIRED and SORE from the back of my neck down.