2024-06-19-24: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard
2024-06-19 00-11-55
Just finished RAGING and SHOUTING myself HOARSE for about an hour. I feel so EXHAUSTED now.
Felt so PISSED OFF when I was being remotely INDUCED and FORCED to be happy or to laugh for no reason, as if to treat all this MANHANDLING and RUDE INTERFERENCES on my routine as a JOKE while my phone or internet connection was being SABOTAGED again.
It's the same QUEAZY, HEAVY and THROBBING pressure that I felt years ago at the parking lot of a mall (SM) after I was sexually ASSAULTED inside a car by a dh with a foul-smelling, cheap-tobacco loud-mouth.
2024-06-19 08-37-26
Woke up. Lower back VERY PAINFUL URGE
Lower left back molars
2024-06-19 11-48-33
Woke up with a VERY SORE and STIFF side of left hip. CAN'T GET UP due to the PAIN until I lowered down the cable tied around my waist to its level.
2024-06-19 12-04-50
Can hear an ON-OFF VERY SHARP and SHRILL DEFEANING sound on the side of my left ear.
It seems to be coming from the iron chain that I had hung up on the metal shelf located on the left side of the bed. For some reason, it's making a HIGH-PITCHED NONSTOP ON-OFF almost DEFEANING noise that's IRRITATING my left ear.
It had suddenly stopped as I was writing this.
2024-06-19 13-20-53
Just heard someone get into the opposite room (female assaulter stayed before).
2024-06-19 13-42-37
SORE feeling in my chest starts.
2024-06-19 14-32-46
High-pitched LOUD NOISE started again.
2024-06-19 14-39-46
The SHRILL high-pitched NOISE continues even after I had taken down the iron chain hanging on the shelf. It seems to be REVERBERATING around the room.
2024-06-19 17-10-21
MORE people (just heard male and female voices) seem to be ARRIVING and going inside the ROOM (assaulting female perp's unit) opposite mine.
2024-06-19 18-17-28
Head feels like it's FLOATING. Eyes like popping out from their sockets. Overall DISORIENTED head sensation specially when I turn or my head.
2024-06-19 18-58-18
STRONG SMELL of food being cooked and PAIN in my stomach started a few minutes ago. Started SHOUTING.
The PAIN stopped for a few minutes then STARTED AGAIN.
DULL NOISES coming from the opposite room.
2024-06-19 19-13-49
VERY WEAK and WARM feeling on both my upper arms while trying to open a canned food (with tab).
CAN'T open or lift the tab properly and CAN'T seem to recall how I did it just a few hours ago.
2024-06-19 19-21-08
Ended up eating chocolate cones instead due to the NONSTOP NAGGING PAIN in my stomach.
2024-06-20 00-37-47
Right upper extremities (elbow, upper arm, etc.) VERY SORE.
2024-06-20 08-24-27
Woke up with a VERY SORE and STIFF lower back and left hip. Could BARELY get up.
Woke up earlier around 6 AM but COULDN'T STAY AWAKE.
2024-06-20 09-02-19
Phone getting HACKED and MANIPULATED again.
2024-06-20 09-45-41
DON'T feel like drinking water awhile ago. But when I did, water TASTED WEIRD like old cooking oil.
2024-06-20 10-25-06
VERY PAINFUL urge to pee.
It was only around 10:40 PM that I was able to get back online and use my phone.
2024-06-20 13-54-52
Water tastes better now. Just not too sure when I collected this batch. CAN'T THINK clearly right now (as usual) as a result of FORCED and FAKE extreme HUNGER PANGS and was TOO DIZZY last night and this afternoon due to FORCED and INDUCED sleeping patterns.
Earlier, induced to get HUNGRY after I rinsed some rags to wipe some furniture.
2024-06-20 14-38-29
OVERLY WARM and SORE feeling FORCING me to lie down and go to sleep (again), after I was FORCED to eat by an ON-OFF extremely SORE chest and stomach, earlier.
2024-06-20 14-52-18
Still CAN'T do anything due to an OVERWHELMING drowsiness.
2024-06-21 00-05-12
Someone (voice like the female perp who assaulted me before) just went inside the opposite room and started TALKING just loud enough for me to hear.
2024-06-21 03-19-01
Head and eyes getting HEAVY.
Sudden VERY PAINFUL urge to pee when I happen to be or already in the toilet.
2024-06-21 03-23-59
Someone said NO behind the door of the female perp's room (opposite mine) while I was quietly talking to myself that I should probably just go to sleep now.
2024-06-21 09-47-52
Woke up with a VERY SORE lower back and left hip. Could BARELY get up. Fell asleep again due to HEAVINESS.
2024-06-21 12-05-20
Woke up with a VERY SORE lower back still.
Someone arrived and went inside the opposite room as soon as I got up.
2024-06-21 12-18-09
Left nostril CLOGGING UP.
2024-06-21 13-06-14
Food that I eat (canned corn) TASTES DIFFERENT (less favorable).
2024-06-21 14-28-04
DULL NOISES from the opposite room.
For the past few weeks, 3 sellers (similar product) BLATANTLY REFUSED to sell and deliver a variant or type (WIDE) of the drawer product that I ordered.
They all insisted on offering the NARROW type and LIED that the wide variant was already UNAVAILABLE even if it was still being CLEARLY DISPLAYED on the product's listing.
When I asked the last seller to have it (narrow type) delivered anyways since I got the item for almost half the price (platform's discount), the seller CONTINUED to DELAY by PRETENDING to confirm if I was OK with getting the NARROW type.
I DIDN'T get to REPLY anymore since the system AUTOMATICALLY cancelled my order altogether for SELLER NON-COMMITTAL.
2024-06-21 18-23-46
Head VERY HEAVY and SORE while being FORCED to TALK OVER and OVER AGAIN thru provocations by means of SIDE REMARKS by perps staying in nearby rooms or passing by, or NAGGING IDEAS.
Feeling VERY DISORIENTED.
2024-06-21 18-35-31
Vehicles BEEPING more frequently.
Light in the hallway in front of my room has been turned off.
Feeling VERY HUNGRY and throat OVERLY DRY after NONSTOP TALKING BACK ON-OFF at the perps for over an hour now.
CAN'T DISTRACT myself either by watching TV as the remote control (or the TV itself) is also being BLOCKED or HACKED to be UNRESPONSIVE.
2024-06-22 02-10-37
Fell asleep and woke up around 9 PM.
Eyes getting SORE and PHOTOSENSITIVE as I start rearranging and sorting some boxes stacked and obstructing the path between my bed and the toilet.
2024-06-22 03-47-26
ON-OFF HEADACHE as I continue to REARRANGE and SORT some CLUTTER near the door.
2024-06-22 04-50-57
Head neck and shoulder, etc. CONTINUE to HURT as I try to finish up sorting. Eyes get even MORE SORE when I take off my anti-UV glasses.
Backside getting VERY ITCHY and WARM too.
2024-06-22 05-08-20
COMPLETELY FORGOT to pay off my electricity bill until now.
2024-06-22 05-32-08
Having TROUBLE creating a new online account for my electricity bill.
2024-06-22 11-07-04
Still CAN'T AVAIL of highly time-limited voucher.
NONSTOP scalp STING-ITCHING.
2024-06-22 11-50-30
While self-medicating (wart) before going to bed, which I haven't done for quite some time, STRONG ODOR of insecticide starts from the direction of the door.
2024-06-22 12-22-59
AGGRESSIVE noises coming from units nearby (next door or down the hallway).
2024-06-22 12-00-25
Sudden OVERWHELMING DROWSINESS.
2024-06-22 15-04-26
Woke up a few minutes ago with same PAINFUL URGE to pee.
Dhs start SHOUTING.
2024-06-22 20-34-43
Upper arms, chest, back of head and neck VERY SORE.
Felt TOO EXHAUSTED and BREATHLESS. All I did was em a few pictures, post some reviews online, and open a parcel packet (and eat).
2024-06-23 00-59-11
FORCED to lie down. Left leg getting VERY SORE and NUMB.
2024-06-23 04-14-30
Woke up with a CLOGGED, ITCHY nose and VERY SORE palate. Started SNEEZING NONSTOP.
Have TROUBLE sitting
up due to a VERY SORE left hip.
Can smell STENCH from the sewers despite my CLOGGED nose.
Woke up earlier with a VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee. But fell asleep again soon after.
2024-06-23 04-31-33
Nose still CLOGGED.
2024-06-23 07-01-07
Fell asleep again and woke up a few minutes ago with same PAINFUL URGE to pee (even when I DIDN'T drink any water prior).
Toilet bowl CLOGGING UP again and starting to STINK since yesterday. Dirt that went down seem to be COMING BACK UP for some unknown reason and manner.
2024-06-23 07-09-27
While in the toilet, a big NOISY vehicle (truck or bus) started to RUMBLE its motor just below the building, making the DEFEANING hollow NOISE REVERBERATE inside the walls of my small toilet.
2024-06-23 07-16-57
Nose could detect a certain EARTHY and PUNGENT odor despite its partially clogged state and poor sense of smell. Uncertain where it's coming from.
Palate (in mouth) and nasal passage getting IRRITATED again.
2024-06-23 07-53-11
LONG LINE of ants (carrying pupae) walking along a box that I had just rearranged the other day.
They weren't there before (or even yesterday). But for some reason they suddenly started coming from nowhere just now after my packages were brought up from the guard house yesterday, one of which also had a few (big red) ANTS crawling on them.
Frequent appearances of BIG WINGED ants for the past few days.
2024-06-23 08-27-50
Left side of neck SORE with eyes that seem UNNATURALLY TIGHTER than usual.
Strong feeling that my room is TOO SMALL or that everything is CLOSING IN around me.
2024-06-23 09-01-12
Eyes or vision and my head seem to start SHAKING PAINFULLY whenever I start looking around or about to stand up, causing me to PAUSE HALFWAY in what I was doing or about to do.
CONSTANT beating NOISES on the ceiling.
2024-06-23 09-13-14
SORE chest and DROWSINESS with NAGGING thoughts as to how CLUTTERED and FILTHY my room is.
Eyes getting PHOTOSENSITIVE.
2024-06-23 09-22-38
Arms and fingers feel WEAK and NUMB. CAN'T even cut my fingernails properly.
2024-06-23 09-29-31
PULSING and SQUEEZING ON-OFF sensation on my face particularly my eyes.
Been hearing a DULL HEAVY PULSING noise (like heavy machinery) somewhere below or nearby for about an hour now.
2024-06-23 10-15-56
My mother and sister just arrived a few minutes ago and I could BARELY GET UP just to answer the door.
Everything feels VERY SORE and WARM and I CAN'T MOVE my limbs.
STRONG ODOR of insecticide at the door. Frequent appearances of BIG WINGED ants.
2024-06-23 10-17-39
I feel UNNATURALLY EXHAUSTED from the effort and have TROUBLE BREATHING now.
VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee starting AGAIN.
2024-06-23 10-30-37
Still DROWSY and could BARELY MOVE.
2024-06-23 11-28-20
Ants carrying pupae had reformed the line and seem to be going back inside the same box that I had been spraying with vinegar over and over again.
2024-06-23 14-57-22
Woke up some minutes ago.
2024-06-23 16-26-13
SHARP VERY ITCHY STINGS on my scalp start specially when I don't have my bike mask on.
2024-06-23 18-46-55
Drinking water tastes WEIRD (like INSECTICIDE).
2024-06-23 18-48-27
TIGHT feeling around my eyes and head is back, which makes EVERYTHING around me appear CLOSER like the room is CLOSING IN on me.
2024-06-23 19-19-02
VERY SORE head and chest continue. CAN'T DO ANYTHING except eat. Makes me feel like I need to EAT ALL the TIME or I CAN'T DO anything AT ALL.
2024-06-23 22-25-48
While using my mobile phone, scalp doesn't itch or having sore eyes and head. But my right butt gets VERY WARM, SORE and ITCHY.
2024-06-23 22-43-26
VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee as soon as I stood up a few minutes ago. PUSHING FORCE and NUMB feeling in my private area as if to make me URINATE in my underpants (I slightly did).
ITCHY WELT formed on my right cheek for some unknown reason.
Earlier while rinsing some OVERLY SOAKED laundry (for OVER a month) for final washing, my face WON'T STOP ITCHING ALL OVER.
2024-06-23 22-54-58
Corners of both eyes WON'T STOP ITCHING.
2024-06-24 00-36-23
CAN'T DO ANYTHING on my (new) tablet (no-sim function and can connect only via modem) as it's getting BLOCKED and HACKED AGAIN.
2024-06-24 10-54-13
Woke up some minutes ago with a VERY SORE lower back followed by UNNATURAL URGE to pee.
Stomach starts to HURT now.
2024-06-24 12-21-36
FORCED to go back to sleep awhile ago and woke up just now (or some minutes ago with same PAINFUL URGE).
Stomach starts to HURT AGAIN.
2024-06-24 13-15-24
Toilet bowl CLOGGING UP again or THREATENING to. Water RISING near the edge before going down slowly.
AGGRESSIVE BANGING noise at the basketball area.
2024-06-24 13-38-52
LOUD DRIBBLING started about an hour ago.
VERY PAINFUL URGES to pee starting again. I just moved my bowels about an hour ago. Left leg starting to go NUMB and SORE.
2024-06-24 14-12-54
Kid SHRIEKING timed to what I am doing.
2024-06-24 14-30-34
Raining but no incident of leaking into my window.
2024-06-24 17-57-23
ON-OFF HEADACHE and PAINFULLY SORE lower left back molars.
2024-06-24 18-25-43
SWEATY and ITCHY feeling on my upper torso (starting with chest and neck).
2024-06-24 20-28-56
CAN'T POST anything for marketing purposes. Been trying to for OVER an HOUR now using my tablet (modem only function).
2024-06-24 22-37-53
Toilet bowl still CLOGGING UP.
2024-06-24 22-43-40
Lower back molars (both sides of mouth) VERY SORE for some reason.
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