2024-06-04-09: Mafia Perps & The Remote Torture Brigade In My Backyard

2024-06-04 15-27-58

Dhs random SPORADIC SCREAMING for about or over an hour now.

2024-06-04 18-47-36

Lower back of head all the way down to my neck and upper spine VERY SORE and WARM. Top of head SORE too.

Have been organizing and putting away just some of the clutter around my bed.  

2024-06-04 18-51-49

VERY PAINFUL URGE to pee starts. I can feel the SORE SHARP feeling up my private area as if it's BORING A HOLE into it.

2024-06-04 19-12-56

STRONG DULL PAIN on the top of my head while inside the toilet. Scalp felt TENDER or PAINFUL and NUMB at the same time when I tapped and tried to massage it to relieve some of the PAIN.

2024-06-04 19-17-15

Dhs resume EXAGGERATED SHOUTING while SMASHING a ball (or some hollow object) after stopping for about an hour since they started HOLLERING this afternoon.

2024-06-05 07-15-04

Woke up a few minutes ago followed by a VERY PAINFUL urge to pee. Now getting VERY DROWSY with a VERY SORE upper back and neck and eyes.

2024-06-05 10-00-09

Woke up a few minutes ago (2nd time) with same PAINFUL URGES to pee.  

Prior to this the power WENT ON-OFF (2 to 3 times) causing my APPLIANCES to STALL before turning off-on and my voltage regulator to make LOUD GRATING NOISES.

2024-06-05 10-00-09

Just heard the AVR make GRATING NOISES again (without power interruption) as I wrote the above.

Perps trying to SCREW UP my appliances, and particularly WEAR OUT my (old) servo AVR (worth 3-4 thousand pesos). I also have an automatic plugged into another outlet that doesn't make any noises.

2024-06-05 10-28-25

NONSTOP SHARP PAINFUL PRICKS on the left side bone (pelvis) of my lower back.

2024-06-05 16-27-03

Upper right extremeties (elbow upper arm, etc.) VERY SORE and PAINFUL for about an hour now.

Have RECURRING TROUBLE with some online purchase transactions I just made awhile ago and for the past couple of weeks, keeping me PREOCCUPIED on my phone and WASTING my time.

A courier (new one) was DELAYED in delivering an item today which I had been waiting for since yesterday so I can finally ask the guards to assist me in bringing up my packages all at the same time.

2024-06-05 17-28-04

Feeling TOO HUNGRY and WEAK that I CAN'T even MOVE or THINK.

2024-06-05 18-34-41

Having LOTS of MENTAL BLOCKS.

2024-06-06 01-05-51

Cable TV remote control NOT RESPONDING again a few minutes ago. Had to restart the TV and cable box and to turn my speaker on FULL BLAST before it started working again.

Earlier, CAN'T MOVE my hips and legs at all. Felt TOO STIFF and NUMB. Backside VERY SORE. I COULDN'T feel ANY PAIN until I tried to stand up.

Same VERY PAINFUL urge to pee LINGERING until I started to go to the toilet. PUNGENT ODOR around me when I emptied my bladder.  

I had to dose the floor corners and connecting walls with water OVER and OVER to eliminate some of the SMELL.

Same vehicle BANGING DOORS below the window awhile ago.

2024-06-06 01-32-06

Backside still HURTS even while standing up. It's like the bone is being HIT or BEATEN OVER and OVER with a DULL or BLUNT object.

2024-06-06 02-44-39

Phone still ACTING UP (both old and newer) even after I had cleaned cache, turned off all location services and the Find My Device options.

2024-06-06 10-38-26

Woke up with the USUAL VERY PAINFUL urge even when I didn't drink a lot of water before getting FORCED to go to bed this morning.

Lower ab felt BLOATED and HARD.

But when I started to empty my bladder it felt TIGHT and CONSTRICTED until I started making NOISES. Only a limited amount came out.

2024-06-06 11-03-00

Phone cursor ACTING UP and UNCONTROLLABLY JUMPING AROUND and DELETING some words or entries as I try to post online.

2024-06-06 11-15-54

Phone cursor DISRUPTING (and auto DELETING) as I add entries on my posts, particularly on one of the sites (app is very slow to edit) as I type and add new entries.

2024-06-06 11-31-52

IDEA that I need to do a system update on my newer phone. But the HACKING and MANIPULATION usually gets even WORSE after I do so.  

Months ago, one of my newly bought phones (Cheri Mobile) even got SCREWED while in the process of updating. It's still NOT WORKING up to now.

2024-06-06 16-11-02

Dhs sporadic SHOUTING at the nearby court area for about 30 mins now, followed by a vehicle arriving and a dh SHOUTING below to no one in particular.

2024-06-06 20-47-25

About 30 mins ago, while at the door rearranging stuff (delivered packages I bought online) someone passed by (sounded like a man's shoes walking by) and entered a door down the hallway.

I suddenly felt VERY HUNGRY, TIRED, and HEAVY. My whole upper torso promptly got VERY SORE and PAINFUL.

2024-06-06 22-45-00

Chest gets TIGHT and HEAVY. Have TROUBLE speaking with LOTS of MENTAL BLOCKS and HEAVY PALPITATIONS for some unknown reason.

I was just speaking to my sister and nephew on the phone.

2024-06-07 01-06-34

Some minutes ago, same VERY PAINFUL urges to pee started and got WORSE upon reaching the toilet.  

CAN'T CONTROL or even FEEL my private area due to the BURNING, PAINFUL and SHARP sensation. 

Just one small TAP from the perps holding the REMOTE TORTURE device/s and I will feel my bladder BUST OPEN AGAIN.  

And it DOESN'T END there. MORE PAIN follows as I urinate unless I make NOISES. I mean a LOT of LOUD NOISES that would even wake the dead.

2024-06-07 01-14-13

I can feel PAINFUL BLISTERS or skin LESIONS forming on my right bottom as I sat writing the above. 

It's like my skin is being COOKED. But for some reason, my backside CAN'T FEEL anything (NUMB) until it's TOO LATE. A WOUND had already formed and I could feel it STUCK to the bamboo mat as this UNNATURAL HEAT on my backside seemed to have GLUED it into.

2024-06-07 02-00-10

Getting a bit concerned about a lower left back (way back) molar. It's the 2nd molar from the back which has a CAVITY along the gumline.  

It doesn't HURT until the perps start to TORTURE it particularly during my sleep, so much so that it feels SWOLLEN when I wake up like I have been CHEWING ON IT all night.  

The hole has gone BIGGER too. I am not sure if it's my gum that has receded or if the decay has gotten worse. It gets SENSITIVE every now and then, with or even without the perps' SICK INITIATIVE.  

But it has definitely been WEAKENED by these NONSTOP TORTURES, just like the last one at the back which was cut in half (or more), on top of the decay and a dentist's poor judgement.

I also recall that these perps would take advantage of the STRESS when I travel to FURTHER TORTURE my teeth. So much so that I feel ALL my teeth start to HURT (at times with PAIN that's moving back and forth), FOR NO REASON, as soon as I get home.

And I was still brushing my teeth quite REGULARLY then.

2024-06-07 06-01-47

FORCED to sleep around 3 AM and woke up about 30 mins ago with same PAINFUL urge. Just as I sat down, it was followed by an urge to move my bowels.

The toilet bowl looks like it's going to CLOG UP again soon.

2024-06-07 06-09-30

PAINFUL DROWSINESS starting again.

2024-06-07 06-14-16

A vehicle OPENING-CLOSING its door OVER and OVER just below the window. Something MOVING on my backside.

2024-06-07 08-07-31

Woke up with a VERY PAINFUL urge to pee again, to the sound of a vehicle's door SLAMMING SHUT, some minutes ago.  

Nostril VERY ITCHY with a VERY SORE palate.

2024-06-07 12-17-36

Woke up a few minutes ago with SAME PAINFUL URGE.  

Had to use a tablet to COVER my private area to stop the INTENSE PAIN that seems to be AFFECTING my WHOLE pelvis bone that's causing the temporary PARALYSIS or STIFFNESS to my thighs and legs.

2024-06-07 12-40-29

The WHOLE of my upper torso gets VERY SORE and HEAVY again as I sit down trying to figure out how to start the day.

Had to TIGHTEN the cable tied around my chest all the way to the back as I feel like SLUMPING (and most likely going back to bed).

2024-06-07 13-18-20

Someone carrying a bunch of hollow metal bars or rods starts BANGING them together NOISILY.  

It started near the hallway before it got down and stayed below the window at a hallway or veranda on the first floor (or there were 2 of them).

2024-06-07 14-26-10

OVERLY PAINFUL and STIFF back muscles, hips and knees (felt them CRACK or RIP) when I stood up. It's like I am being FORCED (and TORTURED as usual) to remain seated which I have been doing for OVER 2 hours now.

Newly arrived parcels in BOXES are all CROWDED and STACKED against the door and on the kitchen floor. I could BARELY get inside even in the toilet since I CAN'T open the door wide anymore.  

It gets WORSE when the PAINFUL URGES start.

As always, by some STROKE of demonic providence, these perps are ALWAYS capitalizing on my small room's limitations to FURTHER TORTURE me, while BLAMING me for it (for taking advantage of what I can afford with my MEAGER BUDGET on the online shopping platform).

2024-06-07 14-44-35

Both upper arms are VERY PAINFUL now with a BURNING sensation. I could BARELY MOVE them just to throw away some small pieces of paper.

2024-06-07 17-35-51

I sat down for 2-3 more hours (chatting on my phone online) waiting for this HEAVY and PAINFUL feeling to wane. But it DIDN'T.

2024-06-07 18-05-05

Just had a small meal. PAIN ALL OVER getting WORSE.

2024-06-07 18-10-25

Cable TV box NOT WORKING again. It's getting BLOCKED for the past few days. This time it's STUCK to a channel showing The Lake House.

Had to turn off the TV.

2024-06-07 18-14-48

CAN'T DO ANYTHING but sit down. PAIN is quite debilitating. I was just standing a few minutes ago looking down on my used plate that needs to be washed, when I felt INSTENSE PAIN on my right shoulder.

I DON'T feel as EXHAUSTED when I am DOING something (rearranging the clutter in my room, unboxing, etc.).

2024-06-07 18-21-28

Right upper arm gets VERY PAINFUL too.

2024-06-07 18-30-03

HEAVY DROWSINESS had set in all the while there's a NAGGING IDEA in my head saying that I should NOT be SUCCUMBING to these PAIN cues, or LISTENING to ANY cues for that matter.

2024-06-07 20-09-12

Woke up followed by same PAINFUL URGE.

2024-06-07 21-16-34

Still CAN'T MOVE properly. PAIN and HEAVINESS ALL OVER. CAN'T MOVE or even SLIGHTLY raise my arms WITHOUT any PAIN.

Light in the hallway has been TURNED OFF.

2024-06-07 21-36-41

Phone (newer) inet connection getting BLOCKED or being HACKED. EVERYTHING is VERY SLOW.

2024-06-07 22-04-16

My sister (providing financial support) also NOT FEELING WELL today.

2024-06-07 22-29-31

Lower back suddenly felt VERY WEAK and SORE a few minutes ago. Had to lie down again. CAN'T THINK or focus.

There's ALWAYS PAIN or SORENESS with TIGHTENING feeling in my chest.

2024-06-08 00-26-57

Phone screen VERY UNSTABLE and NOT RESPONDING very well. It stabilizes for a few seconds when I try to cover the phone with my old tablet by moving it around.  

But the signal seems to be coming from many sides of the room. Phone OVERHEATING too.

2024-06-08 06-13-36

Woke up about 30 mins ago. Same PAINFUL urges with a VERY CROWDED pathway to the toilet as I am still being FORCED and DEBILITATED from doing ANYTHING, for NO reason.

2024-06-08 06-16-15

Phone ACTING UP as I wrote the above.

Upper back, or just below shoulder blades, VERY SORE and PAINFUL all of a sudden.

2024-06-08 12-26-45

Woke up a few minutes ago with a VERY SORE lower back and same PAINFUL URGE.  

Head felt VERY HEAVY and SORE with LOUD VOICES seemingly BORING down from the top of my head with general incomplete statements or phrases.

Filtered water for drinking had a hint of PLASTIC like taste.

FLAK outside the hallway like someone asking for PERMISSION or having an AGREEMENT. I started or was INDUCED to TALKBACK at the perps even while inside my room.

Corners of both eyes get VERY ITCHY.

2024-06-08 12-35-39

Back of neck STIFF and SORE. CAN'T seem to lift it up as READILY.

AGGRESSIVE NOISES at the hallway.

2024-06-08 15-44-41

VERY SORE feeling in my stomach like ULCERS even when I already had something to eat.

2024-06-08 16-03-56

USUAL ESCALATED forms of TORTURE starting.

BURNING and VERY SORE sensation on my extremities and SENSITIVE AREAS such as lower side of my left ear, backside, neck, etc.)

Just had LBM awhile ago.

2024-06-08 22-41-02

Lower left back molar ON-OFF PAIN and gets VERY PAINFUL even when I just touch it with my tongue (which didn't happen before until now) after I wrote about the condition of my teeth recently.

Felt a SUCKING sensation that's causing the SHARP molar PAIN (from the cavity), like my mouth had suddenly gone DRY and formed an empty VACUUM inside.

Started TALKING BACK at perps after hearing a vehicle beep outside followed by PAIN in my chest and a PISSED OFF feeling, and a dh or dhs saying "mabaho" OVER and OVER again for the last time.

A group of perps also arrived in a vehicle, then FLAK and GIGGLE just below the window.

 

Just unboxed a parcel about an hour ago, only to find its box soaked in water and its contents in a TOTAL MESS. 

Only got to finish documenting everything (taking pics and videos to file a complaint) just now. 

2024-06-09 02-08-11

VERY ITCHY corners of both eyes. Rubbing them over and over just causes the ITCHINESS to WORSEN. Applying mint on the bridge of my nose DOESN'T seem to work anymore either.  

I decided to apply mint up my nostril instead causing EXTREME PAIN up my nose. The WARM PERSISTENT itching somewhat diminished.

2024-06-09 08-56-47

Woke up for the 3rd time with SAME PAINFUL urges.

2024-06-09 09-44-47

Back of neck and upper back SORE and PAINFUL all of a sudden.  

A kid calling out "ma" over and over again, from above the window, starts to giggle. A dh starts to talk happily below the window followed by the sound of splashing faucet water.

2024-06-09 09-52-10

Not sure WHAT TO DO throughout the day WITHOUT getting TORTURED.

2024-06-09 10-41-03

Both phones (newer and old) ACTING UP (screen SHIFTING and UNCONTROLLABLE) and OVERHEATING.

2024-06-09 11-42-37

Corners of both eyes (bridge area) VERY ITCHY NONSTOP. Feel like SCRATCHING them RAW.